2006 年 12 月 18 日 星期一 【晴】

訓過攏
所以沒有去到library

我E+隻手腕好痛
好似條根doesnt' in its original position.
所以痛
mum said 血氣不通,no exercise
so i decided to have running ex. in this Xmas downstair near the seaside park

need to buy some 悠閒服裝sin~
I like 絨之質地so much
so winter will buy more la~

18夜晚食too oily,
我照樣食jor 6隻雞翼jar ma + vegetables+ some more forgot...
我覺得最大問題係個火鍋gei 湯, 油到爆
right after dinner 就覺得好唔舒服, 然後就發脾氣
入kitchen 出番黎jar 住個百佳膠袋入房
sit on bed. v. bad mood

好快就想嘔,就跑入廁所即刻嘔出來
vomited twice

踎o係廁所邊, 邊喊邊嘔
好辛苦
嘔吐真係好辛苦
我嘔gei 時候, 個胃不停contract.
心想,嘔同生仔有mud 分別jel...一樣gum 辛苦!
就係gum 喊
所以千萬唔好食火鍋了
我真係好hate 火鍋

especially after i heard a news that a 22-yr-old girl 毀容 cos 有個醉酒佬發癲in restaurant 打瀉張table.
成盤fire pot was thrown to that girl
so terrible!!
聽到都驚
同埋我覺得個女仔真係好無辜

如果發生d gum gei 事on me, 我一定會好痛之餘然後我會捉個男人
攞支餐刀捅佢然後dick 佢上天台一齊跳樓死
我死都唔會放過佢

醉酒佬真賤
正一害人害物.
垃圾!

垃圾係我呢排最新gei 口頭禪.

休息過後凌晨開始start 1000 word phonology.
felt so bad.
cos I found lot of books (online) cannot be accessed................................

真係欲哭無淚.
最後1000 words can just use 4,5本reference..
今次成績可能會差了,sigh...枉我最love Phonology 先黎搞d gum gei 野

然後成晚12 am to 5am 再internet 上find d referece...好似垃圾婆see see 有無野執
都只係執到 dd....
以後...一定要借到書先得

同埋我已經拿了張Form...for 去other uni gei library..
不過申請這個是非常麻煩
1. pay $$
2. cant borrow things out
3. ask professor 推薦
4. only allow 3 months in each academic yr.
5.go to that uni 去辦理手續

but anyway.
總好過經常俾麻煩人

ID & pw 都假的
差d 害死我
所以更加覺得凡事都需要靠自己.
邊個都靠唔住
只有自己完成o既事先可以令自己最放心.
好似小人G叫人help her handin hw
then she doesnt need to go to school
so risky thing I won't do that.
假手於人無人擔保一定everything's fine.
所以就算出去學校唔夠訓有機會pk 都一定要自己hand in.


因為無書
所以1000字都搞到通頂
到18/12 230 pm do 完
然後rush to school
....
super big black eye circle
it's just the 1st time i suddenly want to wear sunglasses
cos too serious.
v. dark.
even ppl talk to me dou look at me
v. embarrassed.

then after handing in the work
i go to library ,borrow my bk for tmr's assignment.
tonight need to stay overnight cos quite much to do for this.
then back home

before back home I went to SSP to pay $ to new world
差d 俾人cut 線
我兩個月都無去交$
new world 真係好煩
Dualband 3都可以係Waston 交la , sigh

wa...moov.com.hk
正! 60,000歌任聽bor
突然好想轉pccw..
不過我部機唔係3G丫
otherwise 實轉

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然後9pm sin eat rice eat poo
then corn rang in
we just chat for a short while then I already lied on bed
..then v. soon cut line and zZ at 9xx
然後一睡不起tiill today 10am.

期間沒有醒過
wow.
好多年無這樣深睡過
可能因為之前通jor 2 晚
隔日又通多晚
so v. lack of zZ

so now i'm ok
just want to 午睡多 1 hr
then will start my 2nd last assignment.
then can rest la...
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最後start at 11pm
and till next day afternoon 330pm

>>December 21, 2006 at 12:13:49 PM GMT+8

2006 年 12 月 15 日 星期五 【乍雨乍晴】

13/12 我去了太古城&海港城唱歌
因間upload d 相, 我影了2,3張 by mobile.

that's y..
for the philo and socio paper I stayed overnight for 2 days.
and then yesterday so rush......
做到天光to around 12noon then go to school at 1215 ....115 arrived..
checked the paper on bus
then handed in....till 145 i left school
230 super rush and arrived home
then ready the lesson material for 325...
I use 30 mins to find a worksheet and downstair to get them copied.

then 315 arrived school and teach till 430 and home
and ready for lesson material for today
and 7pm downstair to get them copy again.
好貴 tim...cos 30 students.
一人一兩張 X $0.5張
都無jor半張一百蚊紙

樓下好凍我又唔太知道
so wore little
and it's really cold. so kept shivering outside.
then back home dinner

and slept.....till 11pm woke up

bath ,12am came out
revise those materials...checked all the vocab and record sound track till 4 am.
then zZ
720 woke up
just feel like I may die at any time in a sudden.

.....
I am exploited.
sometime may afraid suddenly have cancer in such a young age.
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nearly no sleep
then just look like an old woman.

once I don't zZ
then my skin will be v. dry , luck 皮..whole person turns to grey colour..(the skin)..
seem no oxygen.

and seem more wrinkles tim

看電視話到: 男人要食多D; 女人要訓多D
umum, V. agree

So I need to zZ more in Xmas.
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之前個個week 就黑仔
then this week is BUSY 到無氣透
hope next week better.

cos I'm so tired.
and I 'm worried if i'll get sick soon
cos today 我覺得無精神教...becos lack of zZ
and hurt my voice so much too cos they 're noisy (afraid really become old woman voice)

教教下突然覺得有一刻,很快閃過的一刻暈
好彩I'm just next to the teacher desk jel.

差不多落堂時,
利用了2students, asked them to read aloud a short passage for me and I record them
this is for my next assignemt---phonology , hee hee.
I need to analyse HK students' common mistake on pronunciation.

......MONDAY Deadline...........

I really soon will die.
luckily it's just 1000 word...Sun 通多一晚應該可以搞點
cos my speed of an assignment is abt 100 words/hr.
so at least need 10 hrs...

right now, I really want to zZ a while first.
then I need to go to centre town library where it is difficult to get there. so fan.

20 another deadline.
dead.....

anyway, I'll borrow as many bks as I can.
I want to buy a luggage box and carry 2,30 books back to home
cos I don't wanna go there anymore.

after 20/12 I'll zZ at least 3 days.
then 出山

sorry for those ppl who rang me but I didn't call back.
cos when I 've a little free time. I rather choose to zZ first.

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我最後沒有去到library god

>>December 19, 2006 at 6:46:17 AM GMT+8

2006 年 12 月 13 日 星期三 【乍雨乍晴】

犯賤的我正在拼命地做..................只是剛剛到1/6 of the 3000 words
so eat poo.

會飲杯極少飲的奶茶la...
唔飲今晚會死

>>December 14, 2006 at 5:10:24 AM GMT+8

2006 年 12 月 11 日 星期一 【晴】

I'm so busy ga.
cos my 3000 big words not yet start.

.......reading some ref.
Elaine suggested 給我的Macau and HK edu. systems comparison 有d料到
我特登走出去南葵涌library..去借曾榮光那本書,也有料到.
佢解釋得好清楚, 唔怪得我Dr. Huen 經常提住 professor Tsang....點點點.
我話:你不如叫佢o黎replace 你la

可是....3000字
如何開始..
and 個structure..
用邊幾個角度去評MOI policy.

還在think think think..................used (=waste) so much time.
this week need to 通頂many days.

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[坦白的目的]

看到他們吵
旁觀者清
各自拱衛尊嚴而反擊

可是話一出口便沒法收回
小刺亦帶痛
後悔也沒用

如果有看玻璃面具
看到最新的片尾曲lyric.
就會覺得也很感動.

內容就是:..........大家都隱藏著自己的真心.....如果你能都坦白....那我就可以永遠更加喜歡你


就是這樣了


so I always try to be true also.

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塊面無端端敏感
some areas turns red.
like sun burn.

little bit itchy.

hope 5 D 好番 la.
但係最衰無得訓
gum 就無可能5 D la sigh.

>>December 12, 2006 at 1:03:55 PM GMT+8

2006 年 12 月 11 日 星期一 【晴】

today went to South Kwai Chong library to borrow a v. important bk.
不過今日仲衰d
feel my soul is not in body
cos 好似準備想look 落樓梯
所以我數住stair steps and walking down to MTR carefully.
好似個阿婆.............
..........

sigh
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I still feel very tired.

still couldn't touch hw
still so many other things to do
due to these, bad mood

>>December 11, 2006 at 5:37:58 PM GMT+8

2006 年 12 月 10 日 星期日 【乍暖還寒】

Winky: Ah, Good luck for ur exam!!
there should be no problem la.
ai ya,recently so many "sociological" thing.
I hate it
so difficult.
I'm now doing a paper abt that makes me hate it even more.
I still have 4 papers to do
but I think we'll meet v. soon
cos I'll be more free after 20th, and the last paper is on 5/1 next yr.

and this yr have many fds to date! around 4,5 la (many for me already)
need to 'fit' you all into my Xmas days. haha,see you!
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今日唔係幾舒服....
from morning after waking up till afternoon ....and around dinner stopped.
couldn't get down from my bed.

so just kept zZ
zZ till I couldn't zZ anymore.
then got down from bed, wanted to eat snack
but no snack?!

finally mum bought me lots :)

Ate chips X2
chocolate bar X1/2
in fact i can eat a lot ...........whenever I eat snacks, 停唔到
好彩我又不是太肥.

drink some warm water.

then cut nails for one hr.........both fingers and toes
I really hate cutting them. It's a v. difficult task...
我唔係扮靚...just want to cut all away all outer yellow lines.
but it's really v. difficult..............................................................................................

then bath an hr
came out they had already finished their dinner
so I ate rice till around 9pm.

then ...forgot do what..v. soon 10 came.
played with some stickers while watching TV.

then watched A litre of tears....always cry cry cry =_=..
I dont like this kind of programme.

I like scary or action or cartoon films more. James Bond 007---智破Casino. umum.
or Harry Potter will be released in this Xmas

Oh, I didn't do anything on my work...
feeling sick becomes my excuse
sigh.
I hate doing hw.
I hate studying in this way.

我真係even發夢都just want to play, for fun.
好懶

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yesterday night bath at around 3 am.
in fact I had taken shower at noon after I worked.
cos when I woke up I sweat lot. dont' know why.

so wanted to bath after work
and just simply shower without any soap.

stayed silly for a whole day and finally decided to bath once more.
so it was so late.

after bath just sat on sofa...一定要cool 下先can zZ
otherwise may sweat again

其實也有點失眠, 因為有煩惱.
so sitting in dark and looking outside found that there 're only 2 houses with Xmas lights
果然氣氛差了
以前屋企都會掛滿colour lights,hanging them on window frames.
唔知係咪後來人們講究家居安全...就漸漸沒有了
所以我今年都想買番o黎掛..交晒assignment sin~
我最想買Xmas Tree ...
but i need to throw away a small desk.


this Xmas I want to do several things:

watch a film.
go to wetland
go to OnPing360
go to 工展會 or 嘉年華 either one.
欠人一餐buffet.
watch Xmas lights.
celebrate with my family
zZ as much as I can at home
do some research on that 3 universities...
buy several things. (let me think), and
避免破產 =_=


每年Xmas 我都會寫條清單出o黎
今年索性打出o黎
if they can be 50% done
it's already very gd.
cos every yr I can just have 2,3 things done.

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揾人代我答"點解女仔/人一定要人tum?"
我真係唔識答.
仲有我係女仔答jor 都無公信力.

嚇親. 我lum 呢條問題will just appear in this "講求男女平等"時代.
就好似有人問: 點解要讓座俾老人家.

覺唔覺得好似係一個不太懂事的小朋友問ga lei...

Ah! I suddenly also remember our chairman too.
when some girls were holding a v. heavy box of instruments,

他還要姣死地說:點解男仔就一定要搬搬抬抬JEL!
我站在則邊聽到了,毛管動,又是一條令我呆在當場的問題.


其實.......無所謂gei. 以上的3個問題都好個人
everyone can DO whatever s/he likes ma.


高質&低質人都係gum 樣分出o黎芝o麻
即係好似.......高智&低智gei 人...都只不過係靠回答那幾十條問題to show their IQ levels.

人所做出來的行為就是去區分佢地gei 等級.......hahaha.....
好似姦淫擄掠o個o個就係賤人
知書識禮就係good d lor


講jor gum 多...如果還要我回答以上那個問題.......
如果還要繼續問這類問題........
gum........



E+又開始feeling唔係幾好, need to zZ earlier tonight.
Tmr 開始努力!

>>December 10, 2006 at 5:40:18 PM GMT+8

2006 年 12 月 9 日 星期六 【晴】

cos there're too many things to do
up till now i still haven't touched my assignment
really die.

and need to memorise so much lyrics....as if back to sec school.
terrible week anyway.

hurt my throat once more.........already many times. I'm really worried.
to yell to the class ........um, my classroom control is bad.

lot of things to do.

the only thing i feel so cheerful is that
I bought lot of STICKERS...around 70 dollars la..

when I see them then i 'll be cheered up :p
energy charged up!

>>December 9, 2006 at 6:39:00 PM GMT+8

2006 年 12 月 7 日 星期四 【晴】

dou okay gei.
yesterday Choir....sigh.. I woke up at 745
till about 11xx pm sin back home....
I feel super tired so I slept v. soon after having mid-night dinner and a bath

around 2 zZ la.

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希望Xmas will be cold.
原來數下日子都差不多Xmas 了..但是今年就特別地沒有這種漸近的感覺,cos it's not cold!! .\_/.
I dont' like warm Xmas.
even now I'm still in short Tee and pants....=_=.
I don't feel cold what the hell 's doing!.

唔好到時候先黎Jan 凍凍凍..凍到May.
天氣反常真係好得人驚.


yesterday night I saw many stars in the sky of Tai Po....還要戴上glasses 之後bor..先發覺更多stars.
and there was a v. round bright MOON..
d 星星好似鑽石啊

Oh......dark sky there....
but when there were so many stars and Moon..
It became dark blue

不過有light pollution lor...becos there're street lights.
我抬頭看見stars and moon 之外,還有orange street lights.
好左訂

對上一次看到so many stars was in Shenzhen 16 yrs old.
um....當我條頸昂到開始覺得累, then I 看到流星,許了一個願,就係一個gum 多
因為我唔貪心 :P

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I pulled 10 ref. bks back home.
luckily the chairman lend me a "environmental fdly" bag....
of K2 factory?.....I don't know what is that shop

but I said: I will give one back to you later"
he said : it doesnt matter cos I have many! if u want to give then give me hallmark..

what is hallmark?...I seemed have it before...but I said OK anyway.

then he said 好貴 ga wor.
AK: Really? Disneyland plastic bag then.

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吊頸都要透透氣

all modules are finished already.
半放假狀態.不過因為太多雜務
所以始終都係Xmas 先鬆
而且d工番到呢個月中我就會失業了
cos 份contract 簽到呢到,然後等March 再簽過
um....gum 我Jan & Feb 做mei 好呢? zZ? I feel so tired.

莊務都好死煩, I really hate it. 得個做字, not much reward.
搞埋Xmas 表演gum 我覺得自己就已經功成身退.
cos Choir is my person in charge 項目...從來都無人幫過我...明明有2個person in charge..
但係就剩係得我做..............
雖然they of course said: hey! u still have lot to do later. 唔好lum 住走!
我彩你都傻呀, 根本人人都閃走晒無做野,我都唔想gum 白痴.
而且每個activity 都有person in charge, 咪你地自己砌點佢lor
最多我搞埋個 Annual Performance in February同 Summer gei Singing contest
咁我都算唔話得
其他我就要落晒私人時間: 同fd 出街,讀書,訓覺
都費事同班友係度痴根
遲d我就話我有10 份工唔會得閒做莊務lu~byebye先!

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有份勁難gei paper..
philosophical and sociological what what in education, 我也不記得了
他媽的so 難,還要3000字
我視它為Grammar 之後第二難的eat poo faeces ...thesis.

luckily Elaine 讀soci, 有人俾我問
先有方向去揾書!
otherwise stay in library just zZ and do nth eat poo.

我還拿著10 本ref. bk 係mk 落bus 時候行jor 30mins 街tim.
最後重到爆炸頂唔順back home.起碼兩包米gum 重
mom: 還諷刺說: 你真有本事
不過dont' know y I always feel like I haven't walked street for long la.
我只係好想行下.


Just be Happy!
Happiness....the almost most precious thing.


tired again.
zZ.

>>December 7, 2006 at 4:59:58 PM GMT+8

2006 年 12 月 5 日 星期二 【晴】

4/12 is over I stayed overnight for 2 days.
對我o黎講, just zZ 3,4 hrs =通宵
so I was 通宵.

then of course will have many bad consequences.

今日就已經覺得頭重重...not fever..but I knew it's not enough zZ.
head heavy of course PIG PARK fall back on pillow again

仲要俾我個8婆同學當街當巷係kln tong 大聲話你好殘呀!.....=_=

today also drank tea with mum.
um...I like to eat those food so much.
but don't know y. I feel it's v. oily after I ate much.
then feel like high blood pressure.

因為我少exercise, my blood pressure is a bit higher than normal.
其實也不要看我個子不太高,身形不太肥..
我血管fat 也唔少野
+上pressure, 所以我有心絞痛

以前覺得自己第日氣管病死
E+覺得自己會心臟病死
死咪死
但係唔好太辛苦
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Last week really so bad luck
hope this week better.

我買jor 好多stickers 打氣
如果我去Canada,
我一定放晒成副身家買Sandylion 貼紙
因為我P2 gei 時候已經深深愛上佢


終於食到雪糕la
雪糕小姐問:
細定大?
我很有禮貌地問...細有幾細?大有幾大.
she then said um...細大約有桌球gum 大到la...
跟住我話,桌球gum 我就要兩個啦,我要牛奶抹茶+提子lum 酒
2個雪糕球$11
she said thank you and gave it to me
..........................網球...

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差點食到死
然後擔心會不會附近有我d 學生見到我
又或者影我and upload on Youtube.com.

sigh.失自由

我見到條彩色西瓜light watery colour gei 水晶手鏈
我jar 住我兜雪糕o係有停低過一陣望
因為好幾年前想買條好多粒bigbig crystals 聯成gei手鏈
唔o係太誇就太貴

um.真係後悔無問老細幾$ tim
我有d掛住佢
佢係條鏈

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今日整日受了不同人的氣
.....不是工作上先氣頂
如果上司就算
哪有員工無俾人炳過?

今日個8婆莊員rang me ...even rang to home! (I DIDN"T GIVE HER MY TEL!!! WHO GAVE?!!!!)
叫我聽日開會
ok la..
but she said
唔好遲到早退 wor
SHIT!!
我差點想話你gum 講係mei 意思?

佢Choir n 次無o黎練習. 仲係佢同d member 話請假一定要提早6 hrs ring to me but she never!
仲有我經常都係最早一個到meeting venue.
得上次架bus 走了我遲jor
然後講得gum 無禮貌


其身不正
我o丕!


對住呢d 人我下次一定要好Cool
at least low down my voice and with cold feeling when answering phone!
好angry.
下次再打黎我home 我就一定會好無禮貌叫佢打我手提
佢話打jor 我手提無人接我就一定串死佢


SHIT. so angry
聽日等我特登遲到,你耐我何?!
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ITU Telecom World 2006
我搶到Student Pass ar, 好野~
不過個度點解gum high class gei?
唔arm 我 bor.
唔係話政府派jor 成萬張飛俾8間大專院校ga mei......
唔係話大學生d飛已經派出over 80% ga mei...
y I can't see any young ppl in exhibition on TV gei??

我好有興趣去watch 電訊展wor
入面全部都係Suit 友
唔arm 我Tee shirt 牛仔友 wor @.@

唔知去唔去好.
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唔知點解始終還是一直覺得無開心過
唔知係mic我對人對事要求太高
我認為是"應該ga la"
人o地就覺得"唔係ar fa"

我都係去zZ
至怕同人打交道

Wed is a busy long tiring day.

>>December 5, 2006 at 5:57:25 PM GMT+8

2006 年 11 月 30 日 星期四 【晴】

today ok la.
not as black luck as last week
but today still bad luck
the procedures of some important application were wrong.
had to go back to home and correct again.
=_= 無奈

need to rush for my 1hr 330pm class.
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覺得我教得ma ma dei jel..............一直都有挫敗的感覺
唔知點解我反而覺得教F.5個d passage 還容易一點.........
太不自量力了...AK...

>>December 5, 2006 at 4:06:24 PM GMT+8