seriously lack of zZ
keep nodding head on bus,this is v. serious.
I seldom nod my head even sleepy.
there's so many things to do for work and trip.
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shit, cell phone out of order.
just had a glance around,
Nokia 6120 gd wor. (white)
tmr last day for work:)
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Some important things that are saved in mobile have all gone
>>August 23, 2007 at 7:14:37 PM GMT+8
2007 年 8 月 20 日 星期一 【酷熱】
super tired........
I've packed 80% of my luggages..
I'm quite worried...as it seems no space left.......and quite fully occupied.
but i still haven't put a pair of shoes...and lot of other small items.
god.
so....
30" and 26" maybe JUST an enough size for a long trip in cold place.
...v. tired. I must leave now.gdnight.
>>August 20, 2007 at 5:16:17 PM GMT+8
2007 年 8 月 20 日 星期一 【酷熱】
super tired........
I've packed 80% of my luggages..
I'm quite worried...as it seems no space left.......and quite fully occupied.
but i still haven't put a pair of shoes...and lot of other small items.
god.
so....
30" and 26" maybe JUST an enough size for a long trip in cold place.
>>August 20, 2007 at 5:14:37 PM GMT+8
2007 年 8 月 17 日 星期五 【酷熱】
y i have to bother
and waste time
我警告你別再惹我毛
I take it seriously
你同我因住o黎,mind ur own attitude.
一早講o左我唔係人咁品
別想著大我
I'm very rebellious,u know.
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there're so many things that i want to give up
giving up ppl I like
giving up goals I set
giving up things I want
giving up myself too sometimes as........
there're too many constraints.
Do u think u can overcome them?
when we seem to be v. determined, we should think about those practical resources.
some are facts
if they are facts, they're always true.
but if, if u dare say, "不怕 沒結果都不怕"
then it's worth a try
>>August 18, 2007 at 7:57:27 PM GMT+8
2007 年 8 月 16 日 星期四 【微雨】
Elaine: OMG!!!! I have received NTH from u!!!! :O :O :O
係Lor! 我仲記得俾過你address n 叫呀媽看信箱! so black luck
不過唔知你buy 了'handgift', thx much!
我29中午走
不過我就應該沒有jetlag,hee hee,becos 我估計我都幾適應那邊的zZ time
因為我呢排日日都午睡,半夜又好精神
today sin zZ 2-7pm
then Canada 就變成2am-7am ,非常適應啊 :D
21/8 (tue)ok?我11am then can leave school, but it's far from home.
20我要去攞10 班份量的teaching notes,捧去學校,辛苦得濟,出唔到
22我要番campus買電腦,23 stay home 摸熟Vista
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終於weekend 可以打下a more detailed diary
今日我遲到......T_T
v. bad mood and unhappy
幸好9am exact I got down from bus
just ran as the sch is close to the bus stop.
9:01 at sch gate
so 9:02 then I was taking the staff lift already.
met colleagues
所以都是abt same time 趕得切,sigh
以前我最離譜都是搭正到校, =arrive in time
今次真係late 了...shit
the bus i usually take is 0806
一向845-850 就已經入埋校務處簽到
今日我just take the next bus 0811
跟住架車一路走...就一路紅燈
我心煩到不得了!!!仲衰過更年期!
行少少都停.......仲停成nearly half minute!
mum said usually meet one red light,then the following are all red lights!!!
eat c.
趕番學校my colleagues said 我塊面青晒,叫我不用太緊張.
嘩我真係心血少! I was trembling on the bus. angry abt the driver.
好驚去學校遲到..
成班人等緊你都幾驚
then went up to 4/f, there was a small kid coming out of the classrm and look for teacher..not my class.
:P
and he saw my colleague,then at once flee back to classroom,v.funny
we just laughed(偷笑) him 衰/傻仔
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although this one is a band 2 (top) boys' school
the teachers are quite strict
傳個sitting plan 俾佢地寫
and then they passed around and write down the names
one asked: 寫中文定英文名?
我話中文可以了(方便我叫)
有幾個衰仔
write down their name as : star night, black wind, bleach, chris
so when I got the sitting plan
I said...beside Chris 呢個名正常d,
what is star night,....black wind..?are u 黑旋風?(自己忍唔住笑,but the little boys seem dont know this is the name of insecticide)
and...bleach???漂白劑?....(我覺得真係好好笑)
so I said..um...doesnt matter, when u meet ur discipline teacher, they will tell ur parents that u have such a cute name in my class.
然後他們緊張起來: WHAT? sitting plan 唔係你自己ga mei?
I said: no..no..it's given by your school. :D
令我回想起以前會考Eng Oral 如何beat down others 也是因為對方驚青
佢越驚,我就越講得順暢.dont know y.
just like confidence competing among ourselves :O
so the 1st day I feel I'm ok
then when they are not so scared and get used to me
at the same time I'm already confident to speak.
然後就慣慣地to say English in 80% of the time.
前排教Band 3一直講中文
and then 實習Band 1 死晒...
其實,我覺得那是一種expertise 的訓練
因為我不需要說些v. difficult Eng,
but instead I should try to say some v. easy Eng for them to understand.
also, have to familiar with some classroom language like: plz pass out the bks from the back...Does anyone know the answers for question X?....
確實是另外一種的learning
並不是說英文好就講到
那是很有技巧的東西.
例如Apologizing this word
to explain this then need to say it means "to say sorry".
真是非常感謝有一個這樣的機會提升個人自信
I think I'll be okay too when I'm having the field experience in Canadian high school.
而且我要在番黎香港實習之前搞點好.
因為教授會o黎attend lesson and give marks!!!
實習唔pass GPA4 都無得畢業!
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um,唔講academic 的東西了
講番自己host,
最近知道了少少關於它:
1.
Wa,嚇死我呀師兄,你快成gum 覆我,thx so much!!!!!
> 我自己查到我跟一個師姐叫Kwok Ka Yu, Max 的host 一樣,但係個host 係對老人家夫婦
> they dont have internet service!sigh,好慘...
>
> 我都煩緊souvenir,打算去國貨公司看看有沒有China made thing,但係
> starbuck月餅 可以帶到過去?如果係仲好,百零蚊唔洗煩
>
> Alice
其實last mail I dont know he up mud
不過總之就是說不太差
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13 August 07
Dear Alice:
Received your e-mail, as you wanted to
know a little about us as we live
alone, although we have two married children who are
always in and out of our home.
YOu will meet them and you will also meet our student
from Tiawan who will be leav-
ing in two days before you come. For her last month she
will be staying with relatives
in Toronto. Her name is Rebecca but she is Chinese too.
You can have internet in your room. The
company charges $30.00 a month
plus an instalation charge. It isn't very much. Or you
can use the computer at York
as many students do. We look forward to your visit, we
have a lovely home and will do
everything to make you comfortable.
Best
Regards: Auntie & Uncle
*(If it is HK$30+, then it ISN'T very much.....)
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上網查到my host father 竟然是個philosophy professor (should be,though he doesnt mention,later i'll check it out)
WOW! 高級知識份子
我一向好尊敬&崇拜學校d professor的 :p
鍾意佢地勤力又o力又謙又有深度
wowo..
不過有d 會脾氣非常古怪,let's see.
我去Canada 係下簽...始終都係a bit worried
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weekend need to prepare teaching materials. 煩
bad mood...........i think my family will miss me most & v. much :(
>>August 17, 2007 at 8:18:43 PM GMT+8
2007 年 8 月 14 日 星期二 【乍寒還暖】
Elaine: ar, 2days ago when i was on street i was thinking when you would come back! becos it should be near the time u come.
bad mood for whole night until I read ur msg here and :D
becos '[email protected]' is so funny!
the boys i'm teaching at quite ok
the 1st lesson is v. gd. they're v. cute and obedience.
never meet a class that's so gd and the lesson runs smoothly
but 2nd lesson the other class of boys are v. noisy
my voice get coarse......
v. bad
so tmr i'll bring a sing k mic there.
i still have two weeks in hk.
feel v. bad these days becos there's a serious contradiction in feelings.
need to pay an extra thousand for internet service
sigh, 總之我會儘量留番d $ buy d 楓葉products as handgift la
人人有份
:D
US,最緊要個市要繼續lum!!!!
then I can save more $ in changing the Canada currency~
>>August 15, 2007 at 6:42:19 PM GMT+8
2007 年 8 月 11 日 星期六 【雷雨】
這兩天心情不好.
sigh.
總之一直到要走那日都不好
host father and host mother.
希望佢地對我好
暫時都還未有回覆.....waiting
cuz they should be an old couple.
and besides, I have to pay an extra Thousand for internet service!!!
cos my house doesnt have...and the old ppl don't need it. oh god.
so bad luck, WHAT A SHIT.
but i check out that the house is v. pretty
and my room is just like for princess,haha..
but so what?!!!?!!!! not fair ar!!!!!!! i have to pay a thousand more than the others!!!
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Goodluck for tmr.
have to get up early goodnight.
>>August 12, 2007 at 6:27:06 PM GMT+8
2007 年 8 月 8 日 星期三 【乍寒還暖】
dont know y feeling so exhaust, i dont know y
seems unable to focus on anything.
just tired.
maybe yesterday @ 0030 i got the email from yorkU
and knew the detail of my host family---so excited, but worried too.
The name and address of your Homestay Family is:
Arthur & Kay Robins
XX Mxxxxxxxxxxx Drive (Intersection: Bathurst/Steeles)
It is important that you correspond with your Homestay Family as soon as possible.
they will be my host father and mother.
I'm going to live with a couple, and they dont have any children.
I wonder how old they are?
the house is nice and I 've a look at that....it's next to the super big park....with lot lot of trees...and only tress. hope they're maple trees.
then in autumn, everyday I can have a walk around the place after school, so wonderful.
so I stayed v. v. late and typing them an email, and introduced myself.
that's all.
I feel tired n cannot zZ well also.
recently skin got worse too, oh.
preparing teaching materials with a Yr4 girl.
she's so nice, and also went to Canada for the immersion programme!
I feel so happy that she's quite helpful to me.
have someone who's in the same community with u,and take care of u, is so gd.
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how gd if the typhoon can stay longer.
>>August 9, 2007 at 5:52:39 PM GMT+8
2007 年 8 月 6 日 星期一 【酷熱】
i start to feel homesick............
雖然說是未真的離開香港
但是個心一早飄了過去...一直思緒籌備著..since last semester.
now just not more than a month.
I feel scared.
今天去拿international student visa card....n 順便看了熊仔
發覺毛質舒服的and lovely 的公仔少了很多.
我看中的那個是白色的bear.
size not big,abt half arm size,毛質像絨但那是真的有毛,比起普通的貴少少, $208
其實我想買佢.....cuz only this one 我看得順眼....or grad. 熊(later)
但係竟然隔離多o左隻GIRL!!佢竟然有伴!
god....
最怕有男又有女
因為唔想拆散佢!
I like male bear just one of the reasons's that it looks lonely.
我只想要一隻,not 一對!
而且我係唔會用$416 去買pair 熊,好貴tim!
問佢有無新又話呢pair 熊只係番一對only.
還是第一次係Rich (Colour Rich) 聽到無new stock.
算吧,我只是看看而已,cuz I not yet buy a new balance 去磅下自己d行李,
size as half an arm, 話大唔大,話細唔細,真係"度"過要有位先買得
只是想不到去看看,發覺竟然d 熊那麼醜樣...some are 矇豬眼,some are monkey-like thin long,最核突那個竟然是熊頭蛙身,
"Monster!" 暗暗咒罵,我差點把它掉到地上.
現在連host 都未知道,sigh...bad mood.
after bear then Muji shopped a while then rush home for dinner.
bought several things for 少爺.
一年都會行幾次,還要是碰巧經過才會,主要for buying snacks.
我發覺原來,Muji 的cosmetic products are really cheap!!!
relatively lor.
compare to other things
just like I bought a 尼龍袋仔
I'm sure I can buy the same thing @ $10 outside
but here sell $42.
我都覺得自己好笨
不過算, cuz not buy for myself.
自己用就會覺得自己蠢
送俾人咯,個心舒服d.
then I found 那個rose body lotion
jel 狀,一舊一枝....um,兩支幼身止汗劑高.not v. 大支.
其實都是'o立'眼看到,seem really gd
I may think abt it.
so...i just always wonder y 中學時代那麼多人like 無良印品
is it just simply becuz it's printed with 'made in japan'?
可能我個人看法不同, 很早以前f.1我就覺得Muji 的東西....如果說econ 的production process 1 2 3
Muji product is just like in process 2.
process 3 就是printed with hello kitty ar...colour printed ar products---finished products.
so Muji in my mind is 未加工/包裝製品.....and which should cost LESS than process 3 products.
but y does it cost more?好神奇.
always feel like the company earns much.
it's real, same thing,same quality, $10 outside,國貨.
I place it with a price tag printed with 'MUJI; made in jp' costs u triple more.
不過,我覺得Muji 全場最抵最抵買就是那把間尺. 銀色那個aluminium.....I think it's a must buy item.
我想我到死個日佢依然光鮮企理!
this item 就算喜愛'無知'也不可不知! :D
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整晚無法安睡...輾轉反則till morning.
dont know y.
>>August 7, 2007 at 8:43:22 PM GMT+8
2007 年 8 月 4 日 星期六 【清涼】
我會很認真地考慮if HK 's temperature rises up to 40 degrees
I will emigrate to somewhere else for the rest of my life, and wont stay in HK anymore.
以前以為一世都只會在香港
但係日日35.X度呢種非人生活...救命.
我真係好辛苦.
很渴求冬天
但其實上年香港的冬天根本不凍and postpone to Dec 才開始有點點冷的感覺.
I like rainy day most
可惜現在都少了很多
看來遲些要出絕招拿個pingpong ball and 紙巾做個雨天娃娃.
我直頭覺得世界末日要在我這個年代要發生!
so 及時行樂!
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yesterday我研究what's the difference between Window Vista Home Basic and Vista Premium.
其實到現在也不是太清楚
因為沒有深入研究
it just for me to value which U's notebk 抵買d
本來HKU 那個fujitsu 也是超值
i think the main difference is on 媒體功效方面,but then it implies that more ram is needed.
不過, 就算不知道個difference 也不要緊,
simply check on its price:
Home Basic: 17xx
Premium: 21xx
我計過,真好計
$1500 for 15 weeks
one week can use $100
當CAD係7倍
then one week I can only use HK$700
一日一舊
不過其實我也沒有甚麼想買.
cuz 三餐車費都包了
so each week I can only use CAD$100 for visiting museum,art gallery those places and buy 日用品,手信禮物,自己鍾意的o野
就是這樣了:)
聽說冬天的時候,學校canteen 的一杯高過手掌的hot white chocolate,係every school day must drink item, 師姐說一定要試,因為又抵又好飲. abt CAD$0.6
我從來都沒有聽過有WHITE chocolate drink 的.
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[幻想‧邏輯]
yesterday watched Harry Potter 3 with mum, the Prisoner of Azkaban, TVB Sat programme.
我已經是第唔知2定3次看
而且我還有隻VCD boxset tim.
第一次看不明....一頭霧水
心想這是兒童讀物嗎?...大人都看不明...(or only film problem?)
有人告JK Rowling,
話佢寫rubbish, 荼毒兒童,要佢賠7億
我沒有看過書本,i dont know
不過if say by watching the filim....
其實真是很難明白...
and so many things are created by her...muggles
如果不是知道有人告她
我想也沒有人會想,究竟它是不是really some gd literature.
這似乎就是不多人察覺的ideology
我發現一個問題, the film 做到好像沒有甚麼邏輯.
喜歡由一個位突然跳到另外一個位
要到last 才明明地why it is like that.
而且我已經很留心去看了.
I said: y is it so popular among children.....
mum 說: 係人都like magic ma.....
mum said 不過書係幾好看的
我問是不是電影的問題呢?
for e.g., 如果我寫: A Bubuli is replicating ojnvsd, its limbs, to snatch the digital carmera's pixel to increase its hodfg power.
then how many ppl can understand my imagination?
btw,我還未看harry potter 那套電影=_=..
y 個個都看過了ga
小人G said 不好看,quite boring,不好看嗎?
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dont know if things get complicated when we get older,
現在當心裡有疑問的時候,
無法第一時間知道究竟:
what is it;
how is it; &
why is it
just 有種不consistence 但又未至於不祥的直覺,
就是這樣,連what is it 也get 不到之下,
似是而非
事情就會繼續不安地continue.
seriously lack of zZ
Elaine: OMG!!!! I have received NTH from u!!!! :O :O :O
dont know y feeling so exhaust, i dont know y
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