講黎講去我還是想說..................
好熱呀.....
無必要我一定唔出街! 難頂
y so hot?y so hot?
今日spent so much time on those silly teaching materials
搞完一大輪才發覺自己多餘....根本人地都做了...
gum 同我講聲ar ma,shit...........really sick ppl
另外就是現在耳水不平衡....房間整個在轉動...要緊閉眼睛.
sigh. 可能睡不夠
but Sat and Sun 我一定can't and won't feel ill.
hope it doesnt come worse. otherwise I can't stand up in serious case.
看埋d Grammar notes.
gonna zZ
goodnight.
>>May 25, 2007 at 4:56:41 PM GMT+8
2007 年 5 月 23 日 星期三 【酷熱】
今日把鬼辛苦到死
Sat I need to have exam,
then i yesterday and today still need to prepare 埋 d material .....
頂.
gmail.com
就寫成gmail.com.hk
我發了3次email...
but there're 9 files need to upload...
so...i've upload 9 files X 3 and use 3,4 hrs for all these things.
tmr need to go to school and hand in...why? don't I 賤 or they 賤.
i dont understand....
y need me to email him.
i just take to school then everything will be fine
and i no need to waste so much time and taking my bowl of rice in front of the pc screen in public holiday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
其實這些東西沒有錢的,純粹absent duties.
但是如果今日pay 我個double 都無法compensate. 真係煩到吐血.
cuz 還要burn 5 首audio files.
already v. 煩了.....趕做野of course 不想食飯住..遲一個鐘先得um 得?又逼人食
然後仲俾人譏諷"辛苦命", 自己攞o黎賤
仲要話邊個跟著我就艱苦.
ok.
但我沒有說過要養狗
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呢期真是黑得很
前日hand in assignment
竟然又搭錯車...竟然走過了2 個station 到粉嶺也不知道...
好彩5 pm rush to department office and hand in my rubbish faeces.
通了兩晚,嘔了5xxx字
真係估唔到...appendix need so much...........
之前用mp3 record jor d files all stuck 也是估不到的
so I'm sure the result of this assignment 也是估不到的 terrible.
正一陀衰家
this semester 的courses 很多都沒有興趣, 今次的成績可能很恐怖....
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還要等小人G 's assignment....
明明5pm deadline.
she dare hand in it at 7pm.
send to my account and I print for her and 偷偷塞到professor office 門底....
等了她2 hrs. really tired. 已經通頂了2 晚,覺得暈暈地
所以在campus 散步了個幾鐘
因為真係好無聊, but I dont want to stay in library becos 5xxx字後我已經無辦法再面對文字.
R: Hi, how're you?
A: ah...I'm fine, just handed in my assignment.....
R: today? How come it's so late? you know it's harsh for the lecturer to do this as the deadline for us is on 18/6...
A: Really? I dont konw.....maybe we're going to have the LPATE exam
R:....
A:....
(embarrassed)
A: I'm waiting for friend coming........she's on the way...just want to go to the CLE centre for the LPATE passpaper..
R: She's on the way...i see.
A: ...yea...on the way.......
R:....
A:......
A: .......you come here for sport...exercise?
R: no..I just have a walk here.
A: I see...me too.....
chat for 10 mins then say byebye.
然後有人叫我. 原來Alice and Marianna...
就再一齊行多轉
又見到rita berry.
say hi say bye.
未見到berry 之前我還看了陣吐露港...IEd 真是幾靚
不過我覺得周身痕
maybe there're flying insects around
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cute and pretty...
"即係一時用ok;唔想成日用"
你捉到路.
她說得對.
她在跟男友討論送禮這個問題的時候
男的說...人o地送名牌呀,附屬卡呀..係因為人o地已經.....
暗示她如果禮物的價值是depend on 關係有多close.
她很氣憤跟我說:這跟exchange 有甚麼分別?!
I said nowadays guys are like that.
本身就出發點來說就已經錯了.
並不是因為愛你想你開心
but just count how much benefit they get from u and pay back!
而且他們也混淆了'close' this word.
probably they just think it's 'body close'....還有甚麼可以close....那就要拜託他們別用ass to think
我跟她討論....其實現在的女孩子賺錢能力高...自己買LV 有何難...真係mic 講笑. 我識得都唔少fd 月入唔少.
她很激動話係lor, 無叫佢買名牌, 而且我好少叫佢買野,就算買一百幾十都唔算過分la!!!
我跟一點都不貪心的她說....下次再想討論..記得留到你開始正式番工時ba.
u dont have a stable salary....你怎樣說他都是認為你貪心.
oh I got ur 18th May email just now, happy, miss u too and thank you visiting :)
June I'll be free and plz keep contact.
reply u after this assignment, soli!
>>May 20, 2007 at 4:46:37 PM GMT+8
2007 年 5 月 19 日 星期六 【晴】
現在還ok,至少現在我還未發癲發老脾due to assignment.
2500字,頂,還以為真的2500...原來++埋埋差不多成4000...因為Appendix 要做analysis. eat C.
Sat class contract has already come to an end, as this Sat i need to take my internal基準試
And then no more class.
覺得教jor 成個term.
知道了自己很多的弱點.
最obvious 就係cannot deal with naughty lazy students.
很多的power struggle.....還有男生的淫賤question
搞唔點.....就唔好搞我.
教授話有些人永遠都無辦法handle 到這個紀律問題. I think I am ba. 那就算.
最後就是我有我教,佢有佢zZ,chat...whatever.
suddenly, right now I feel it's so far far away from yesterday lu. don't know y
maybe I had a bad dream yesterday.
so cried woke. this is very bad.
近2,3年多了這個喊醒.真係好難頂, 頂.
可能我已經2個月沒有真的出去行過街. 就算買3,都只是匆匆忙忙趁放學&食飯前買回來. 如果holiday, 我就情願stay home whole day zZ & eat and don't go out. 那才是真正的rest.
一年之中還是Xmas 特別多街出.
所以I really like cold days. (confine in HK).
dreamt lot of things..........
saw I was with 小人G together...已經要出發去Canada 了
坐纜車去 ....=_=
but the 纜 is U curve....god......of course not so U....but already enough for me.
強勁的離心力像坐ferry to island.
連續幾次tim. I just hold the things next to me tightly in dream.
終於到了,鬼佬use 中文問,你的ID card 呢?
.....I said 唔該拖我上o黎先.......我就快要跌落幾萬呎谷底了.......................=_=.
然後他說oh. 不好意思...
把我們的纜車lift up.
然後過關後再搭lift...my god...係成萬呎gum 上升透明玻璃那種...
.........再來多次離心力.
之後到了...變成了火車站.
臨走之前,小人G 向我說...u see see...over there....pink building 那邊高處. look at the window..
我個夢即刻zoom 到近一近...window 爬了隻大蜘蛛出來.....再來多隻
我話no ar fa....好驚wor..I dont want to live with them in CANADA!!!!!
所以拿拿臨係車站pack 行李, see if i can bring any weapon to defense.
然後I've done everything ,ready to go, 小人G話未得住....
突然車站多了個毛公仔360 round display 架.
小人G 話呢d 都係我d 公仔,等我帶隻去先得..
我才想到我忘記了帶自己的.
非常的down.
suddenly, mum appeared.
I said y u're here (CAN!)?
she said I bring pillow and sheets for u, 驚你訓唔好............
MAMMY! I hug her.
就喊醒了.
真不好受.
明明今天只是Sun, but 感覺好似so far from Sat.
而且睡過了好似沒有睡過
精神很差
但是我今晚都應該不會睡 due to that shitty 2500 words....1st and 2nd language acquisition.
做完之後可以係conclusion 到加句:
after I've done this project research, I can understand how ppl consequentially acquire foul languages,SHIT U!!!
F grade 原來是這麼容易拿.
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真擔心遲些我不在家他們會否okay.
現在,我set 了這個有用的電話in my mobile phone..and 電話always 貼身.
那個男人都幾公道,價錢相宜,雖然後來開到了,不過都一定要換鎖gei, $200換了把鎖.
come home at 0000am, $200 算是很cheap 了. 我都幾好彩,攞jor 間好的水電裝修leaflet.
掛住看電視,忘記了去看看別人怎樣搞那把鎖.我想學....其實我對於做個水電技工比教書更有興趣....sigh
mobile phone is really a very secure thing for me.
就算你有幾independent, 還是需要別人的幫忙.......
at least someone heard ur screaming, 可以嚇到佢半死,kaka.
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看了很多暴力血腥東西...看到我定了形
突然覺得它們不下於鬼片.
鬼片很多都是劣貨, esp. local one.
都唔知係mic 看得太激搞發衰夢.
好了, 現在要開始那份......遲早都會發老脾的assignment.
通頂都唔知duck um duck. fuck.
dont want to do.
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How extreme would it be if the communication is simply done by ur own spirit.
I wonder abt this but I do hope this'll come true.
the supernatural power makes us fear sometimes....but it's also one source of miracle.
明,後又來了. 準備好material and teach and then really need to focus on hw.
2500 words.......
if this 2500 words is abt 世界之謎, it would be much more funny.
dont udnerstand y my hair is still wet but i really wanna zZ
>>May 17, 2007 at 7:34:59 PM GMT+8
2007 年 5 月 15 日 星期二 【晴】
簡單的做好了那個school attachment 的reflection 便online交貨
cos it's just 300 words
if other big assignment can be handed in online...then it will be reallly really Gd!
and I found that when i posted up the hw...I'm already the 70th student.
...so I'm really slow.
while 小人G is 65th
funny. this time she's faster than me..
然後就是22/5的hw,
當然la. i remember this is corn's bday and 29th should be winky's.
可惜這些日子都是我busy death days.
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上次交assignment 趕番學校時聽到街頭那些'賣藝'的人
he's playing with his bamboo flute..好好聽
I really love the sound of flute.
想攞個mp3 錄落o黎.
oh 才記得在救那些audio files 部機同時俱滅
無法錄下
virtual 空間的東西遲早會俾規限化晒....
為了維持秩序,保護道德價值....or actually 個人私慾........人就是很喜歡set up so many rules.
even 一個小小的discussion board...every section 都有"版規"這東西
其實在virtual /cyber place活動也不是很自由
cyber life ...including danger, risk and responsibilities...
are just like nth to u but always adjacent to u..............they can come to be real..........
be cautious of them and don't get caught !
Same Q for me within 2hrs by two different ppl.
so shocked
but at least I know how u view me on the type of person I am.
that's y u have such a Q in mind.
wrong wrong. u don't understand very much.
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我想揾人陪我
我要執靚d,
I'm so determined.
因為我到的學校...no matter 實習or 番工最近都見到好多靚又後生的mizzy.
esp 番工果度.
這些新血讓我覺得她們在儀容上有下過功夫的.
CC文文, 少少 elegant...
買3 的種類我都已經改緊...though not the type i like most..
之前我F.7都已經plan 好入U 時要改一改個look
但係一拖再拖. 之前我還plan 定08 年先處理all these beauty things.
性格累事.....不斷衡量好壞的同時其實已經浪費了不少時間.
唔想再拖la!
一定要鼓起勇氣!!!
我一定要鼓起勇氣!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
before I leave HK I need ya remove all these fussy little things.
做完功課考完試我就要去美容院...
let me think think 有甚麼treatment 我應該做先~
但是用性格缺憾來形容...感覺有點像是handicapped.
又是不是這樣嚴重呢?
anyway...不是我就得...我只要一個解釋to convince myself.
then I'm released.
>>May 15, 2007 at 10:20:43 AM GMT+8
2007 年 5 月 8 日 星期二 【晴】
Dear Alice,
The school office told me that you would be absent on Saturady(28th April). Please tell me where you want the substitute teacher to start with or what you want him/her to do on that day.
When you ask for leave, besides telling the principal, please tell me as well; because I need to arrange the substitute teacher.
很久沒有行街了
I felt a bit tired today after the talk.
I came out and had sharing.
don't understand y i keep little shivering while speaking in front of the class.
feeling nervous.
but finally my fd said gd so I'm released :)
聽著briefting時候
Torus 突然撲過來頭也栽到我shoulder 說:Alice 救命..
我問幹嘛...
因為她的樣子比我成熟好多...有女人味那種女仔.
我很多時候都覺得她像我的姐姐
I wonder how old she is. hope not at the same age.
然後她說好臭..
我話好臭仲挨過o黎?
and then she said 你覺唔覺得隔離Mazy 好臭....*(細細聲跟我說..that's y 要頭也哄過來說).
繼續說: Mazy 佢好臭...所以可唔可以俾我靠過o黎你呢邊透氣..
我話我唔覺得ber...你隔住jor 我同Mazy 中間..我聞唔到.仲有我一向鼻都窒窒地....(細細聲說)...
Torus: 呢一刻我真係善羨你可以鼻窒...好臭啊...救命呀...我就o黎死啦!!!....我頭痛...想嘔.......
然後她頭趴到desk 上...
真係見佢好辛苦ber
突然我想起我袋入面有handcream...其實是贈品handcream. 係對手真是乾到痛才用..否則我都不用handcream.
不過幾香...所以我問佢要唔要d...
佢就話你真係體貼ar,but on the other hand 又沒有接受.
我覺得佢可能怕d cream 唔知係mud cream.
所以我就即場o必d cream 係手背推開佢
不久就有點香味給她索o下
"好香wor!"....我這次吱給她她就沒有拒絕了
吱了3次給她她竟然還很辛苦.....嚇親我.
我見她真是好辛苦.
我其實想同佢調位
but this act is bad. so I didn't do it
and 拿了另外一個法寶---薄荷平安膏!
我給她時候我說這個是好啃o下的,cuz for curing my 蚊難! 你要小心不要弄到眼睛!
and then she really put on her nose!
我們的briefing 就是這樣地不斷傾計...
我發覺我o地最近much more naughty...late, chat, whatever. 可能這個semester 的module 太悶太沒有意思...plus 唔識唔明
very funny, very 好笑! :D
小人G 都給了她一粒Eclipse mint candy.讓她完全進入薄荷的清涼狀態.
笑到我肚痛!!!
跟住我細細聲同佢講番: 其實之前都有另外一個女仔同你一樣問我點解同到佢坐一齊,還so close on the sch bus...佢話臭到佢真係眼淚就流jor d, 想嘔的時候脷都申jor d出來
個次我真係笑到眼水都標出來........
因為我聯想起n 年前去過一個大陸公廁...我頂唔順走番出o黎我也差點同佢一樣有這個反應.
之前我係想睇的,不過次次都係gum ga la,sigh...總有事情讓你最後都係睇唔成.
所以我就覺得睇戲係要好有心/好有時間先成事.
搞掂所有功課之後我要去睇場戲先得
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CU 淫淫賤賤都已經有好幾年.
由迎新營到開放日到學生報都離不開這個中國人常說的萬惡之首.
從電視上看到那個總編輯,oh.樣衰衰...成個陳x希....陳易希la of course....hahaha
同我n 年前細個看到那些英俊大學leader差遠了.
佢真好彩,現在出了名, 上了報紙, 第日見工,單單拿著有自己相片的news cutting見工
就已經非常豐富
夜總會一定肯高薪聘請佢, 唔洗擔心畢業無出路.
ied intranet 有CU 人d 平反post,話'你o地連情色版看都沒看過,有甚麼資格去評論?!'
所以我就去了看看lor
http://www.xanga.com/cusp_07
其實之前CU, BU d 校報我都有係ied攞過, 不過gum arm 過份被人丟jor.
現在上網用10 mins briefly看番....頂佢唔順.唔怪得俾審裁處定為二級鹹報
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喝一口罐裝汽水
夜晚站在sink旁邊嘔番三口泡泡出來...
這個一比三的比例
是近年的習慣
免得成胃泡.
感覺很不好
但是,這種喝法也很不方便.
我覺得很奇怪就是M 記那種汽水我喝著...我不會有泡泡倒谷出來的感覺
perhaps the reaction with ice.
or eat oily things then no bubbles..
or maybe 頸渴, 一口氣喝下去便甚麼bubble 也沒有.
汽水好似涼茶
熱氣的話飲下唔會gum 熱氣.
平時不口渴也最多喝1/3 至半罐..就像維他奶一樣還剩2/3就放進雪櫃
實在沒有辦法喝太多liquid...
that's y i don't understand y ppl can drink 8 glass of water....
我飲到2nd glass喉嚨已經喝到痛了.
無可能的.
不過我想說. drink too much water. 係會有機會中水毒的.
所以,別像小人G 那樣無知...我見她不口喝也不停灌.....單是上學時間已經nearly 2 litres.
都很誇張
big contrast with 我那個250ml 水樽 and her at least 800 ml bottle.
最緊要就是讓身體舒服地喝
如果覺得自己喝太少水,mic 飲番多d lor
喝得太多餘就減少d lor.
這樣心(理)都舒服埋
現在想起來...每當喝汽水會覺得自己好像一條魚...bulubulu...
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Mother's day...coming
每年5月我都一定記得...since the first time I drew a card in kindergarten and gave to mum 就沒有遲or miss 過
seems like kindergarten 教我母親節是需要表示.
不過這也是很合情合理.
女人都是這樣..
個個mummy 都收到孝心的表示而獨獨自己生的那舊叉燒連說聲母親節快樂都沒有,
可能會酸溜溜的說: I'll be happy if 叉燒身體健康..生性做人之類...etc.
真該下地獄.
我想my mum won't think like that gei. I just 個人投入地認為如果我做了媽媽的話我絕對會這樣想.
總之女人就是這樣.
今年不像上年那樣不知道應買甚麼
還wonder 著她是否對我說的其實是個暗示.
識做la? all damn sons and daughters. 別忘了適當時候"孝順"一下