today just signed contract.
my legs feel like burnt by the SUPER strong sunlight in Kwun Tong side.
really feel 辣腳and I wanna jump on the street !
just like standing on a hot iron plate
feel so bad.
hot die.
nth else.
looking forward to see abt twenty little 13,4 yrs old nervous boys.
I made a wish this time, hope that I can be more strict in the classroom.
I know I have to pretend like that, as it is required by this institute.
I can ignore what they request, but I understand that is gd for me.
be more strict and afterall everything will go more smoothly.
sometimes i feel pity for them if i have to be strict.
HKU, should be fujitsu and dell
CU Dell
UST dont know yet
Poly HP and Compac
BU HP
City 校方禁售,cuz last yr too many students sell notebook quota
LU seem also lenovo
IEd Lenovo :D
I love u IBM!!!! :* no matter how u change!!
ur 忠實Fan屎上!
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i like ur creative five very two :)
>>August 2, 2007 at 9:00:25 PM GMT+8
2007 年 7 月 31 日 星期二 【清涼】
今日醒來已經是abt 2pm
and then had lunch
then wanna back to room and zZ
想打個電話,打開蓋
竟然有電話打入來...
因為我連震機功能都關掉,that's y quite surprising
3字頭number.
本來都以為是無厘頭電話不聽
但是可能我真是得閒得濟,反正接著我打算攤床
so I answered it
有點緊張地說喂
竟然是我之前替人代課的那個機構...
找我教班
覺得非常意外
cuz I dont ever apply any job offered by this institute.
so strange.
就是這樣,非常意外地,我就接了這份summer job 了
真是好奇怪......
我apply 的4份jobs 就沒有人請我
反而找上門的就有兩份.
不過之前那個我都推了...費事辛苦了我的背部...
would sit too straightly for too long time.
驚奇意外的一天
feel like so 註定的
don't know what would happen later ne?
今年事業運是下的 :(
>>August 1, 2007 at 7:24:45 PM GMT+8
2007 年 7 月 30 日 星期一 【清涼】
several days ago feeling headache was later found to be related with toothache on my wisdom tooth.
i found that our brain, nose and mouth cavity are connected.
either one of them has problem, it can imply itself only or perhaps the other two have problem.
just like I have a headache, oh, it actually due to my wisdom tooth last time.
funny.
but now I have it again, so it maybe I wash hair too frequently
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晚上叮水餃 :)
雖然天氣這麼熱,
我的口味近幾天竟然想食熱的東西!
dont' know if I drink 鴻福堂的涼茶水too much
or 溝來飲...
sometimes 銀菊露,sometimes 竹蔗茅根(I like this)....
其實我也不會理會它們的屬性
好飲就得啦~ :D
我o個日o係habour city 的escalator 的靜電電到2nd finger
痛到我死
可能that day was in the morning...not many ppl using the escalator ,so it's v. painful..
下次還是不要早上扶手...等電死早上的使用者們我才去touch that, eat poo.
後來都以為沒有甚麼...
but when I back home...and wash my hands with running water.
I feel like there's a wound on the finger but I cannot see anything, strange.
拿機票的時候...真像個大鄉里!
that woman gave us a pile of A4 white sheets.
with some words on it.
and gave us a small briefing.
then when she's gonna leave,
I said....where's the travel ticket?..............
she said: it's on that sheet of paper! this is an electronic air ticket....there's a serial number and u can tell the airline company, and then they can check ur flight details in the airport.
我飄飄了這張A4紙....(這張o野就是機票?....)
真沒有安全感啊.....
第一時間放它在包包裡面,我怕自己把它當rubbish and throw it away!
and 我確實有成5,6年無搭過飛機,鬼知呀!
我印象中是sth like a brochure (size)...really dont know it changes so much within yrs.
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Today I reminded her:
如果旅行買了cup noodles, and 想在酒店吃杯麵
記得記得要帶雙筷子.
免得到時要拿自己的牙刷and 借用fd's牙刷 as a pair 食.
this is our experience...
today when talked abt hotel and cup noodles....a formula is created in my mind, immediately.
hotel + cup noodles = teeth brush
像個教訓very impressive
becos this was ada, elaine, karen and I 's experience.
terrible...but still want to laugh out loudly when I remember this.
>>July 31, 2007 at 7:24:14 PM GMT+8
2007 年 7 月 27 日 星期五 【晴】
昨日跟fd 出街
我想暫時都不會再同fd 出街住
因為見朋友都見得7788.
真的很熱,
尋日同小人G出tst 攞機票.
順便wander 一下
熱到呀媽都唔認的..............
一入到Harbour City
情不自禁下說了句: 喔,有冷氣我先會笑 :D
實在有如釋重負的感覺.
becos 站在街上心裡面不停想著點解會gum 熱..好辛苦. 我要融....全程黑面...真受不了
就算好彩沒有大汗淋漓...關節位也會覺得lup chi chi 的.
sigh.
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我開始想用tarot 看看跟小人G去CAN 是福還是禍.
走的時候她說each luggage 可以盛載23kg
帶2個..
then 46kg.
然後她說:我一定會多過46kg ga!
我話gum 你要提早執定...see if 有突多少kg. (我已經收了那句話---點解你總是要做壞規矩?)
and then she said 其實如果多少少,人地都會俾你上機.
I know this...不過of course it's the best to be within 46kg...........
然後她繼續: o車, 如果真係多得濟,咪放係d 同學仔度攞,我先唔信個個都足磅!.....呢個同學放d,o個o個同學放d...譬如d 男同學應該無gum 多o野帶ga la.
"到時咪叫d熟o既同學幫我攞d 行李攞"
(你除了同我熟,成個IEd 還有那個同你熟?o甘即係我啦.......=_=)
有mud 可能自己唔磅好然後特登帶多幾kg 要人幫你托.
然後我可以幻想在機場要將my luggages 開鎖,and 把自己放妥的物件拿出來,塞你的東西進去...
成個機場地下都放滿我的物件,非常狼狽.
and then 到達後人人都可以上車,and then I still 要跟你分番各自的行李.oh shit.
本來都打算在strawberry 個度had lunch.
因為其實我之前都想係個度食
我o地係門口帶位個度看manual
發覺原來都不算是貴...最便宜set lunch is abt $58~$7x 左右la.
只不過就是唔抵..因為碟義大利麵 is just 很普通很普通茶餐廳都可以做到那種.
因為Harbour City 也沒有甚麼地方有得食, or else 那些過百蚊一碟野個d 攞.
我o地都唔會走去食
最後走遠了,所以沒有再番轉頭to strawberry.
becos we're v. tired
竟然見到麻布茶坊, hee hee.
then we had lunch there.
食個拉麵just abt $40
差過味千.
不過呢度d 麵就好食...我覺得好似落了cheese!
其實本來lum住食完麵,就打算食甜品
但是finished the noodle 之後我真是無辦法了
although she still would like to..
因為真係甜品size 真係好大.有我個頭gum 大!
it's a double size of 許樓山's
當然, $ 也是double.
心想食飽後就算叫我去許樓山都不行了.
I say 不如行多陣先...消化一下.
she seemed not like it.
gum 不如你叫來食..我都可以坐多陣.
又not like it.
sigh...
期間, she asked me to look here look there.....
to see others food.
and complained that her bf often scold her on such behaviour.
haha,這次我不會幫你
因為其實我也十分不喜歡別人在餐廳
自己叫好了食物....
and then 不停望別人叫的食物...說好想吃.
然後叫我去望...and give comment.
"你看看, 她那碗特別大".......
很多時候我真想說:管她的...你自己那碗也不細....
只有說,"她噴火了"..我才想去看.
或者雖然other food are v. attractive too.
we can try them next time.
因為這給我很貪婪的感覺...and not acting v. politely.
cos I also hate strangers looking at me for a long time when I'm eating.
買定離手,你沒有聽過嗎?
還是說前日的經驗:)
替同學到XX中學代課
Oh, 名校果然是名校.
其實我也不太知道this is 名校.
不過到達目的地後
I can see that the building is really great.
much much bigger than my own.
at least triple size of mine,sigh.
單單那坐"宗教堂"已經有我們以前個hall gum 大.
該日剛剛是甚麼招生日(should be)
many parents were there.
teachers were just like receptionists welcoming these guests.
that day I took 沒有冷氣的巴士......因為趕時間
........I nearly died inside the bus.
....so hot.
我發誓,若果不是怕遲到的情況下,我不會take this kind of bus anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
坐到我呆了在椅子上
呆死了, i hate it!
cuz i was just thinking y it is so hot...................................
looping in my brain
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喜歡它的原因of course not becos it's a brand-name sch.
but the kids there are really lovely.
我教的那班比較靜.
很多時候都不肯回答問題...
maybe it's becos this is a band 1 sch.
band 1 students are often behave like this.
我還是要自問自答
and 中英夾雜...which is my classmate's common practice and i just followed hers.
放學後
我走到隔離班放下name list and spare copies of notes
and then asked how to find bus no# xxx
cuz I have to go back to campus.
然後男同學問:你要去tai po?我知道點去呀!
then the missy said: gum 你兩個陪missy 去啦, byebye.
then the two boys and I left the school together.
我們一路都有行有講...說這裡附近的環境.
他們個子不大,maybe just f.1, 但說話的attitude 非常大方.
會主動幫忙
大家都是males, 點解同我d 大學同學比.....真叫他們慚愧.
然後他們陪我走到目的地方,
起初我以為他們都是take this bus.
所以我在看車程路線,
一直看...
然後他問:是不是這個?
我說: 係呀,arm 呀.
然後就說,老師,gum我們先走了,我要去tst 那邊,再見.
另外一個little fat boy said 我都走了,我要去粉嶺~
我們對點頭就byebye 了.
我真不知道他們原來在等我確認巴士!
他們的個人修養真好.
they are really v. lovely kids :)
and bought things.
lugguage box 也買了
一個30''
一個25''
兩個都是託運的.
今天放了很多衣物進去
單單上身冬天3 + hat gloves scarf......all 冬天things already take up half space of my luggage..
還有trousers and 外套都未放晒!
冬夏socks 各3對夠了吧??? 唔夠再算.....
and how abt 毛巾牙刷拖鞋睡衣?.......夏季衣物? 爬山鞋?....未買.
.........搬家............
我plan 好了的
30'' 那個放衣物
25'' 那個就是放non-clothing obj.
我真係好驚30'' 那個裝唔晒 my clothings..........really scare....and i still hope there'll be some space left for me to bring sth back from canada
另一方面就是我拿不起2 luggages................
2個托運+一個背囊+notebk........
.....................很容易預計到走那天會很辛苦和狼狽.
同學call in
話CAN $ 起勢gum 升
今日我執行李竟然聽到 CAN$1=HK$7.48...(好像是這個數)
即刻彈起......
我印象中的CAN 不是 =HK $6.xx mei????
同學叫我"你好買了"...she changed the notes last week and found this week boost up lot....
...........
.................高企先o黎兌換.....
sigh...i wait till late Aug..still have a month
博佢跌番到$7...
if 佢跌到$7...我即刻仆落樓下'唱'錢!!!
eat c.
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等消息等了很久...
我的listening 補考..
就算沒有upgrade 也應該let me know ba?
印象中it has been over a month already.
等
host family 著落也未知道到誰家......
人地england 一早知道了........而且england 比CAN 遲走...
等
credit card application...last week hand in
等
同學的teaching material email...
Thur 還要替她代課個半鐘
我說我教之前一定要go through teaching materials
otherwise 我一定出事....否則我寧願唔教...費事自己出醜.
.................已經都要我幫忙.......又不是我拜託她..為何要我等....
等....
等fd 上了mtr train
我接著都上了
那天很累
最近記性差了...不記得那一天了...maybe i zZ little...
can't really remember..
maybe fri or sat...dont know
I bought the luggage boxes
and then went home
and out with fd again .....
蒲下旺角...我也真的記不起what i did! OMG...but just wandered a while.
then my feet were really so fatigued
I got on train and so soon I sat down .
坐著覺得感覺不好....the seat was hot =_=
我對面那個女人...C Lai...一看就發現她只是留意著別人的名牌...真想問她'你羨慕?'
不過突然注意到隔離那個都有5,6張的大叔
he was sleeping.
............額頭很多wrinkles.....v. long...and curvy. like the ripples....
手托著額頭睡...好像藝術品大衛像thinking 那個posture
可是他比大衛更加苦惱...
我望了很多次...
becos I really not sure if he's zZ or thinking painfully.
不過,
看他一身的打扮.
滿身泥土.
就知道是藍領人士...
我都看了很久....那不是brown shoes..but black shoes.....just too much soil on it.
becos I was sitting next to him
I could smell a strong sense of ........just like 汗水+ 白酒味道....
像是累積而來的味道所以也不算是臭
唯獨覺得..........自己的手臂...n 他那隻托頭苦惱的手..it was so black
不是天生的膚色.....but it was long-term under strong sunlight....
啡黑到反光了,金金地.........直頭像燒豬那層脆皮的暗啡色.
my arm shows that I have never had any harsh work. (just fat and no muscle and it's much whiter than him)
i'm really so fortunate.
一路行回家...只是想起....what if my students have parents somewhat like him?
坐在他隔離真的很沉重......that's y he has so many so long so curvy wrinkles.
he was so fatigue......i can feel it, not only his body.
that's y i wonder y that woman can just focus on others' brand name products
if she noticed the man sitting opp. to her.....'would u pay attention to those things anymore?'
最近besides 記性不好,
表達能力都不好
總之我覺得v. sad abt this....dont know how to express when i saw such a man looking so exhausted
I'm going to take counseling..........i feel useless....but I would try.
at least....I can understand more abt everyone's situation.
many ppl are unhappy........they might not need someone to help,...cuz some situations are too complicated to handle.
but if u can listen and understand how they feel......they'll be much released i think.
this is the v.v.v. first step of counseling in my own philosophy.
gdnight.
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笑意的警告 is always taken to be serious, sorry. remember dont get confused.
>>July 24, 2007 at 9:00:59 PM GMT+8
2007 年 7 月 17 日 星期二 【酷熱】
"我才不能好像你這樣慢慢地一樣一樣東西去買,我出trip 出到我...真係想起都厭"
"出去到外國生活一段時間的其實有好多野要帶"
"真係有必要用電腦開file 記低everything u need"
"你需要帶埋pillow 嗎?"
but....i really can eat a lot...sometimes.. SOMETIMES ONLY!
我應該幾肯定自己沒有生蟲的.
>>July 18, 2007 at 8:05:56 PM GMT+8
2007 年 7 月 15 日 星期日 【酷熱】
mama dei la....
不過, besides lot of snacks, 我買到blistex 那枝潤脣膏lor....唯一的一點收穫...我找了很久...mannings, and other shops dont have. only one 卓悅has... even mk 幾間卓悅can't find. sigh.
but at the same time of course feel bad
becos I yesterday sin bought body shop's vitamin E lip care spf 15 stick.
and today found that blistex that one also has spf 15...
OH MY GOD...為甚麼你有埋spf 15 那麼美好.....eat poo.
then y did i buy that bad smell vitamin E lip stick?!!!!!...臭臭地......無可奈何..我會用的...
始終如果說補濕的話,用過gum 多隻, 還是blistex COMPLETE MOISTURE 好...(blue)
真係呢隻我自己feel 到"water in"
not just a layer of 豬油 on lips.
其實我不太喜歡反光的豬唇
不過on some special days, it is better to have some sparkling shiny colours on lips :p
becos CANADA 紫外光勁, so it seems everything needs to have spf.
之前說到"you too 豬na" 的spf 15 潤唇膏其實也不差,不過很快就會食完. elaine 都說過.
body shop 那個就$49
blistex 那個$30都不用.
sigh...if i early found blistex, 我索性買兩支blistex 過去個邊用.
而且我都不是日日用.
不過我會日日用vitamin E 的,今日開始
becos I really hate it.
它給我的感覺係有排先用完...........=_=............
希望吃vitamin E 對身體好.我當是食點營養補給品算了.
so............. in Canada..日頭用vitamin E
夜晚用番blistex.
unhappy, 講完.
i'll clap clap clap, very happy,
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出山....=_=...
總之我feel你真的有事我一定"出山", ok?
下次最好不要用"出山"這個誇張的verb 來形容我的行動....
this is not 小龍女時代
u can use 出色出血出招出街出miao
>>July 16, 2007 at 6:16:22 PM GMT+8
2007 年 7 月 13 日 星期五 【清涼】
Elaine: yea. miss u too, no kidding. cuz just mentioned abt u yesterday with avis becos she asked me to join physical and I said how come so many ppl ask me to join. u're the 1st, 小人G 2nd and she's the 3rd!! 我的身形似乎很需要做gym ber.
你要保濟丸la, this one v. ok for me. 如果你要我可以速遞一盒俾你.
多數水土不服, US there 都係burgers, 粥粉麵飯湯都無mud...
不過, 你食多d burger; 有道是: 吃外國的肉長外國的肉,應長的地方會長,回來你的身材會更好:D
P.S. 不用破費買野
或者你可以用1蚊美金買個寫有San Fransico 的東西
好高難度nei ? hee hee hee...
其實我最想到NY 看Statue of Liberty. will u go there before u come back?
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今日本來就quite enjoy with fds...ti ti,winky & avis...這四人組合quite funny
訓教和基督教的對立.
差點俾titi kidnapped 去團契 :O
had lot of fun 因為IE hang
所以不詳細再講
總之我們提早了學人做師奶
去了飲下午茶. 好抵下.
haha. really so 娘 so bitch
不過自己回家的時候v. bad luck
so my mood was bad at night.
avis 都already 同我行到bus stop 都會gum 黑仔!
車上的人越來越多...
我看不到顯示版了..
但是我認得我住的地方.
我就叫前面的人唔該幫我按制
but then the small girl said it's already pressed and the light is on.
ok, i said but feeling so insecured........dont know y. even she said someone has pressed already.
I just stood and wait. but couldn't see if the red light was on or not.
然後suppose the driver should turn right but he didn't
then I felt so SHOCKED!
why it didn't stop?!??!!!!?
然後我隔離坐著and 前面的女人說:司機竟然無停...而且係邊度邊度bor. 無理由會無停, gum 奇怪...
I feel scared then 推開前面的人猛按制...
of course. v. unhappy too..
bus 竟然沒有停...........
直駛到Tsing Yi...at abt 1030pm.
(我無話行番去..........i just want to find bus and go home)......I wanna fxxk the driver.
還是1st time happen like this.
前面的女人話,1係gum la, 你落車跟住我,因為再下個站就係Tsing Yi 總站,我到時帶你去搭車番去.
我話好呀好呀唔該晒... (還覺得真係出路遇貴人...)
跟住一去就已經去到好遠....I stood on bus for 10 mins......早知我就don't stand up and sit there
站在bus 上有時煞制我就撞上前面個dirty 汗3男人的back...so disgusting
I dont know y. maybe seldom take bus. women who're even thinner than me can just use one hand to hold and stand still
i used 2 arms already.
the inertia is really strong. i think there're some techniques to stand on the bus safely!!! I need to find it out.
落車後那個女人好熱心...一手捉住我到bus stop....
then of course 不停道謝後...就byebye
站在冷冷清清(其實係熱熱辣辣)的巴士總站呆等15 mins.....o個刻個心真係好XX......
lot of feelings to replace XX......慘情,on 居,憤怒,害怕, 無奈...etc...sigh, what a shit.
also I thought if this happen in Canada.....big shit.
回來的時候,I chose the seat behind driver..
and 按了20 次那個制....再唔停我就行去司機度lin 死佢
我搭巴士真係搭到有陰影......唔停gei. gum 恐怖...無必要唔會再坐!
I'm feeling so bad today!
看完自己喜歡的劇集好才心情好一點
然後IE hang.
really 黑過我自己粒墨!!!!
>>July 14, 2007 at 8:51:56 PM GMT+8
2007 年 7 月 10 日 星期二 【酷熱】
In fact I just thought my result would be poorer this time.
cos during my Easter holiday I was just like a drunken man
nearly giving up my studies.
putting them aside and play.
a passer-by say, 'I can ignore everything for a month and just focus on my own thing.'
ppl could hardly forget this.
while he/she's studying with peace in his/her little fairy cave,
the counterpart's sand dune collapsed...and then unable to distinguish day and night
and ever he/she say 'i dont play sand for fun'
how convincing.
my result is fine.
sweeping away all the sand,
I dare promise i'll do even better than this time in the next semester.
not too much to say
cuz i've been staying home for a rather long time. dont want to move also
i've been sitting under sunlight for 3,4 hrs already
feel so hot
no snack at home i feel so cham
now feel hungry!
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如果屋企忘了入貨我就會很可憐.
前日那pack jumbo size chips 太快消滅
搞到好肚餓
又無雪糕食, just 脆皮 which i hate most (except magnum)
唯有偷食了幾舊今晚的黑椒豬手
好食好食
白雲豬手都好好食
如果沒有東西食
我的豬腩baby 會說: 媽媽我快死了,快點救我!!
現在才617...........
dinner plz come .......
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想起今年可以多d機會溜冰
真係好興奮!!
我尋晚發夢見到fd 打電話
then changed to 遊水救人 :O
突然好想游水
還有發夢有人問我要蛇
today just signed contract.
今日醒來已經是abt 2pm
several days ago feeling headache was later found to be related with toothache on my wisdom tooth.
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