心絞痛.
i dont know why.
it persists for over an hour.
had minor difficulty in breathing
I feel painful when I stretch to breathe or breathe deep
it's just like a fish bone pinning my heart whenever i attempt to breathe deeper
but the worst thing is that i wanna sneeze for 4 time throughout the period but it was painful so all my 4 sneezes were cause to stop.
I'll consult doctor on Friday anyway. But I need a female doctor, to see if it's kind of heart disease.....
or sth else.
Until I watched the TV show of Sammi and Siu Yi, and I laughed out loud, sth seemed got through/pass...and I felt kind of release and no longer painful.
I think maybe cholesterol stuck in the heart blood vessels that makes the pain?But I'm still young!
I'm not sure I need to see doctor.
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god i missed out serveral calls from my classmates who wanna asked me to skate (god) and watch movies..shoppings..whatever.
they complained that they could not reach me all the time, the phone was off.
I said: hey! y didn't you leave me a msg then. cuz if u dont leave msg, i dont think it's urgent. And in summer i usually have afternoon nap.
now I suddenly remember i was working in that period. so actually i didn't have time to play with them. But it's good to hear their 'complains' that they were unable to find me.
I dont know y they called me.
We have never hang out together before but we're quite gd in relationship..though not very close.
I like them anyway.
I feel happier since the school begins :)
>>September 10, 2008 at 4:22:58 PM GMT+8
2008 年 9 月 8 日 星期一 【晴】
just done my hw....oh. spent a whole night reading JUST several pages.
my reading rate is really so slow..
and then finish answering some no-idea-questions. i can't figure out the answer.... -_-
this lecturer is very strict cuz she's the programme coordinator.
i think my Yr 4 really sucks.
anyway, busy day today
my worst assignment last semester was taken away by someone. shit.
just a summer had gone and my work was stolen. it's the first time i can't get back my work.
i dont know y..ppl like to take away others' thing and i can never believe this can happen besides theft.
coz everyone has a name and everyone can recognize his/her own name, no matter what, they have been using their own name since they're born. they should have not taken sth with other's name on it.
So, my name is clearly typed. student ID is also printed..and no one should take it wrongly or by accident whatever, acept that s/he wanna take it deliberately.
This is mysterious.Where's my work? Who's so bad.
This is just a grade C product, but this is mine.
a girl and I could not find our work today in the department office. We searched all the collection boxes thorougly.
i really hate ppl who are evil.
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everything's alright so far , but just busy.
very tired, i didn't sleep well cuz slept at 2xx and get up at 6xx, includes that i really fell asleep at around 3~4 am. so actually i just slept v. v. little
today 's elective is really nice i love it
i feel gd, i heard of stories from the lecturer.
She's a rather famous counsellor and she's a doctor in the theoretical field
又是a matter of "敏感"和"敏銳"
she's much better.
she doesn't argue with these two terms. cuz she takes "敏感" as the Chinese terms for sensitivity.
it makes me feel gd cuz I think she and I are right. it shouldn't be 敏銳.
anyway, I like her much better than that guy who taught me before.
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have to put this in short cuz i want to sleep early tonight.
For me the biggest obstacle to be a teacher is sleeping early. It's really difficult.
and sorry i can't reply u guys right back cuz I have to do readings and finish the hw and more importantly, sleep early. Today I talked on phone with classmates to check if i have to attend the research class tmr. Also, do the extra work given by my DEAR classmates: check out the booklist they want, try to collect the assignment from last semester...without getting a "THANKS" or any equivalent replies from them.
god I feel like I'm serving them like a maid.
So call you all back tmr la~
gdnight, i'm working hard to change my worst habit.
>>September 9, 2008 at 5:04:53 PM GMT+8
2008 年 9 月 6 日 星期六 【晴】
今天不錯喔
去了買開學用品..water bottle.
想買筆袋,沒有心水..
買了些零食,還有些潔面的
這兩天我皮膚過敏.嘴唇and areas around很癢很乾很刺很熾熱而且有些reddish.
嘗試塗甚麼潤唇膏都痛痛地
所以都沒有用
不過冷氣房裡就更加乾
太乾就覺得not comfortable.
今日就出去買些防敏的
希望聽日返學前好番啦
今日都feel much better.
一定是之前用錯另外一隻洗面.(但很久以前用都無事)
聽日Year 4 la~ 加油!
新袋,新files, 新water bottle,etc..
mum以為我是最後一年做學生,所以樣樣想要買新的
其實不是. 我才不稀罕讀書讀咁耐. that's just an excuse for shopping :p
830 lesson
Monday is always a bad day!
>>September 7, 2008 at 2:45:22 PM GMT+8
2008 年 9 月 5 日 星期五 【晴】
today i bought lot of things, cost me lot too
a bag and lot of tops to wear
and of course they are in gd sale
but i was a bit too late to get some really nice one.
it's almost time for autumn's new arrival
and i abt a week ago i started to feel the season comes
I feel gd cuz i really love autumn.
short but cool
Since the whole world is changing
i think the exact time of autumn should be in late October.
I promise my mum to clear my wardrobe and throw away my two old bags
so that i can buy new ones.
i still need to buy dresses and trousers later.
唉..they bought a BOX of 大班冰皮.....
我想要聖安娜.....的水果冰皮..
這幾天沒有出街
只是看看劇集
我不會覺得悶的.
我很珍惜這樣的生活.
因為我記得自己在忙的時候,真的很渴望無所事事的日子.
出年大概都沒有這樣空閒吧?
我預感yr 4 will be very very busy.
而且剛剛報了個course.
timetable 應該很full.
上次in July那個f.1 boy who tried to hurt me in the classroom
那間學校的老師說現在最難教的原因是他們永遠都覺得自己對,別人錯.
有些個案更加麻煩的,就是連家長都是這樣,連家長都要教埋.
他們在思想上諗野有問題.
大人就很難教了,只能靠他們自我覺悟.
小孩如果及早發現他/她有過度自我自私性格時候,
應儘早作出開導,多引導他們代入別人去感受.
或者對那個boy都是一件好事.
[a full bowl of rice]
urged by family we went out for dinner
but i didn't wanna go la..
所以我故意叫多了菜把他們吃窮 .\_/.
其實我不是很喜歡中餐..那是感覺問題.很悶..
特別是如果看到一碗白飯...更加提不起勁..
我確實認同auntie 說為甚麼中國人總要吃一整碗白飯呢
說著她把米飯放滿西餐碟上的1/3.
然後把其他的兩道菜放在碟上各佔1/3
啊..這就是所謂的文化交流吧?
對我來說她確實說得很對.
她也不准許我吃一碗的白飯.她可能覺得好silly.
不過她不准我吃一碗我也很欣然
cuz i dont like one full bowl of rice either!
a month ago corn asked me to join her ...
working for cats and dogs.
for god's sake, please leave me alone mam'
我怕辛苦.
唯一一次賣過旗後我就跟自己說我曾是好人,以後不是!
i rather adopt a kid, or whatever...working hard and donate...but not outdoor that assumes so much labour and energy.
anyway, my fds are really kind.
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had a walk in shopping mall after dinner myself.
want to buy a new bag
feel tired while walking..
so i just went home after 2 hrs.
i bought two packs of moon cakes in mtr :D
奶黃and 青森蘋果味冰燒月
不過就好麻麻 =_=. it taste like eraser..
我3 yrs ago ate o既冰燒was really gd.
maybe mum's right.
GOD! I read the website of ocean park halloween bash in detail.
and it costs u almost $500 on Weekend
there are 8 attractive spots.
i got to test out how much gut i have! maybe i will be scared to death, or i 'll scare them to death. i really dont know abt this, or in other words, about me, the limit of my guts
31st Oct is Fri, gd day and time but it's really expensive
Uni full time student just $28x without fast pass.
but if i use that on 31st, that will be impossible to finish all the check points and go to the halloween parties or live shows from DJs who are gonna tell us some ghost stories.
god, i really love scary things, though i scream a lot and LOUD.
人生是需要一點刺激才不會令生活平淡乏味
and i think i really need some excitement
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最近似乎有一股年輕人英年早逝的趨勢.
>>August 30, 2008 at 6:43:12 PM GMT+8
2008 年 8 月 29 日 星期五 【晴】
Yeah
all done.
appeitite also comes back. i had so much snacks at night
and their behavior was getting worse too
luckily it's time for me to say gdbye to these boys and girls.
i love children........who are under the age of 8.
not really fond of youngsters.
when children become more mature, they're no longer lovely.
but it's happy to see they are growing up
cuz mature is a kind of wisdom and not everyone has this.
it's gd for them to have this.
just i love little silly cute babies.
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WA! HALLOWEEN!!!!!
the Halloween party in ocean park is always so attractive to me
last year i couldn't go cuz i was in Canada.
that 's one of the things i feel a bit sad. another one is moon cake.
these two things made me miss HK so much when they came across my mind in Canada.
I really wanna go this year, before i grad.
Elaine seemed told me once to join me.
if yea, then let's go go go ........!!!
or maybe gather more buddies to scare all the ghost away , HAHA!!
不過, 這是願者上釣的
真不想我之後被抱怨買貴票, 然後好地地的後來又不開心, 那情願算數.
因為聽講要4舊
可能會不好玩的, 因為我也未去過
最平i know it's $250
不過可能要排隊排很久.我唔知道
不過我都唔介意排的,if anyone wants $250 ticket. it saves lot and we can have big 宵夜afterall.
我想買個面具去嚇番d 鬼.
I want to hear them SCREAMING LOUD!!!!! NOT ME!!!!
that 's my plan!
and i want to buy tickets in advance.
但平時我很討厭提早買票. cuz accidents always happen...
maybe assignments..whatever.
總之不能盡情
但如果不提早買就沒有了..
2 yrs ago 上課時候,水魚說票一早賣光, just some tickets left..with bad date bad time period
but anyway, i just wanna play ONCE and no more.
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relax..
will check for school matters tmr
i have to make sure the time of new school term
今天沒有shopping.
我太累..而且family had morning tea today got me lot of dim sum.
so i dashed home for that. i felt hungry, esp after the mini bus vomiting journey.
每天離校時候小巴總要車上寶馬山一大圈先肯落番o黎
但那段迂迴曲折的路---上,兜,轉,扭,還要chalk 下chalk 下cuz there are many stops for ppl to get on.
我真的很想嘔...縱使我曾經是小學校巴車長...對於坐車沒有太大反感
但這樣的煎熬真的很難受.
我至憎d 車停下停下...便秘似的駕駛
次次都覺得唔舒服好辛苦, esp. when i dont have enough sleep.
之前忙到搞到美食展都無去..
但我還是想食月餅.
crazy , my mum doesnt allow me to buy moon cake (in box).
so fan
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sleep anyway.
>>August 29, 2008 at 7:46:54 PM GMT+8
2008 年 8 月 28 日 星期四 【晴】
alright now but feel so tired.
god, the building we live is out of water.
I'm really SO LUCY that i had shower at 7pm already
otherwise i can't imagine...
cuz usually i take it at night
feel tired as i just did some marking for 30 students.
and then i got to prepare the things for tmr.
tiring day i think.
but tmr is the last day.
so i think it will be okay ba?
wanna go straight to shopping mall after school ! (if i dont feel tired :p)
really hard work these days!
i deserve to have some gd stuff!
>>August 28, 2008 at 6:33:52 PM GMT+8
2008 年 8 月 27 日 星期三 【晴】
i feel sick
sneezes > 50 times
running nose
maybe not enough sleep.
busy at work
after Fri will be fine. i'll take a week for rest
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will there always be somebody around? esp. when i am ill
today feel shocked by someone's saying..
if i would die early in accident, i couldn't help with it.
fate is all set isn't it.
just hope that i live without regrets
心絞痛.
just done my hw....oh. spent a whole night reading JUST several pages.
[kidults]
i feel sick
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