in the past there was a period that i really wanted to have long hair
but when i really had it, i realised that i didnt deserve it
I'm so lazy.
just washing hair already assumes so much energy
esp when i feel exhausted, i dont even want to raise my arm to scratch my head....
i really wish one day there's sth like dish-washer ...that once u jump into bath tub,
it's all automatic for ur cleaning.
but i dont like the term body-washer....
i also really want to curl my hair next year.
但跟欣欣傾完計之後
我又被嚇怕.
她說很麻煩的.
不用說保養,單說平時洗吹都已經很煩.
現在又會突然甚麼都想買..sigh.
上次那個wheelchair trip 後跟little G 行log on
看到首飾盒,竟然都可以看成幾十分鐘評論個外觀,顏色,實用性,大小.
因為其實我真的想買個大大的,免得我櫃桶一包二包....
有些盒裡面的間隔編排又不好..放不到手鐲..最後看到一個理想一點的可以外觀嘛嘛..
就是這樣已經差不多半句鐘.
又看底3,又看鏈..不過我跟她很少出街,皆因她也是不常出街的人
不說不好的,我這位大學同學某方面確實是跟我很相似.
都是喜歡做無謂野.
就像在Canada , 瀑布名勝區我跟她只是久久逗留在souvenir shop.
搞到果醬非常不滿 :p
所以我其實喜歡自己購物,
因為沒有人喜歡我這種購物style
惟獨little G 可以忍受到,因為她跟我不相伯仲.
揀明信片揀成粒鐘.....
又或者為了揀貼紙,遲了看we'll rock you show. (很貴的show喔,學校paid的)
有些人會覺得不能接受
但也有像我們這種另類的價值觀覺得應該為興趣花多一點時間...至起碼揀張好d o既sticker會開心一點
行街就是行街,window shopping,可以同朋友做
購物就是購物, product shopping, 最好自己黎,或者if 跟同好去做
對我來說真的是two entirely different things
始終購物是很personal,沒有人知道自己想要甚麼
而且購物是有壓力, 因為那天的goal 就是要買到想要的東西
買不到還會心情不好,因為還要在出多次搜購.
所以換季買3其實也不是一件好事!
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可能不夠vitamin C
I asked mum to buy some kiwis
...之前手掌stretch壓一壓,竟然壓爆血管
嚇死我
只是覺得血管很脆..有d 驚.
不知道protein 不夠還是vitamin C
真想驗下血.
這個week 都是assignment week.
Fri 要見Dr. Liz Walker for personal consultation
我份research實俾佢問到口啞啞...
所以明天我要read 我份Yr3 的research
而且要看reading. 份教育局的document 不看會被lecturer話,真麻煩
Yr4 d lecturer 捉得很緊
今日just 做了點點inclusive edu. 的powerpoint ,不過都7788了
Fri-Sun 要做reading &writing online task2 and unit plan
上次online task1 做的麻麻地.
sigh, 好多hw..
>>October 1, 2008 at 7:20:20 PM GMT+8
2008 年 9 月 29 日 星期一 【晴】
ok la...
830-330 had passed already
it's so hard to stay awake.
最後兩小時的課變得無法思考和集中精神..
早早起來早餐也是放進袋裡and rushed for sch bus
回到學校便鯨吞10粒燒賣within 8 mins..
and then lesson starts.
最後兩小時補課俾人caught 了兩次不用英語傾計= .=
俾lecturer 瞪著我幾次
咪講囉...
大佬我只是問後面簽名了未
Candy 好抵死..she said: we are not Chinese from now on.
我笑了出來: yea, no more Chinese
不過, 她這樣keep reminding us to use English 係好事
所以打後大半堂我們都是英語溝通.
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a day ago
kln tong mtr
得two gates for ppl from outside to move in
搞到成堆人
I had to stand for 2 mins....
閘邊都站滿職員維持order
我覺得係非常離譜
終於輪到我可以啪my octopus card,
所以我好大聲跟黃色3職員說: 唔係ar fa...咁多人剩係開得o個兩個閘!!!!
然後便走了
cuz i was quite angry.
actually if they open more gates, they dont need these ppl to keep the order.
imagine just 2 gates for ppl in kln tong at the peak time
abt 30 ppl in front of 2 gates.
i felt hot...but glad that no breathing difficulties.
mtr always like to do silly things
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holiday , hw day
>>September 30, 2008 at 4:26:10 PM GMT+8
2008 年 9 月 29 日 星期一 【晴】
i'm damn tired.
but one gd thing was that i solved a number of troublesome matters
like paying sch fees
tmr 830-330 straight, a even worse day
no lunch,
cuz there is an extra lesson due to typhoon last week.
so it will be really tiring but thanks to our great motherland
Wed will be a gd day to get some rest and i can do my three assignments
let me do some readings before i call it a night.
>>September 29, 2008 at 5:02:19 PM GMT+8
2008 年 9 月 28 日 星期日 【晴】
due to my laziness in the weekend
i'm gonna pay for it after several hrs.
maybe i'll fall asleep during lessons.
tmr is a bad long day
4 lessons + one talk
late back home
i have lot of trouble fuzzy things to do every Monday!
just check school emails used up an hr
goodnight
0635 tmr
>>September 28, 2008 at 6:03:33 PM GMT+8
2008 年 9 月 27 日 星期六 【晴】
just this moment my little vain in my palm breaks when i stretched my right palm
it's PAINFUL! although it breaks under the skin.
so dont wanna type much
Friday is a tiring day cuz we had a wheelchair trip with groupmates in the CityU.
hope no one recognized me.
we started from IEd to City.
it's silly.
no matter what, it's all done.
and a monsquito bite for bonus
then we can start our group project now
btw, it really shocked me that how come my palm vein (which is under my 2nd finger) broke..
我準備申請張東亞 X IEd visa.
其實都是聽了little G 游說
credit card對我來說就真的沒有用
但是我看到那張卡有IEd campus 個樣攞黎做紀念都好
我會好懷念係呢間野讀o左四年,而且我仲住過一年有一定感情.
東亞是IEd 的贊助銀行,我看看單張,如果簽帳銀行便會捐0.4% to IEd.
超有意義喔, IEd 那麼窮, 如果購物都可以捐到錢,真是不錯.
最重要的是,family 好像很support 的, 我覺得很奇怪, 他們說我大個喇. but still cannot explain why.
maybe if i travel la, cuz i can't think of any other good reason.
it's really necessary to have a visa card when u're overseas
anyway, 所以final year 不如交表申請, 或者我會have grad. trip lor..i dont know. just few days ago heard little G said let's have grad. trip. oh......i dont ever think abt this.
grad. trip's just for those who dont have many holidays, so they have to grab the chance i understand this.
我只是一直覺得奇怪,用credit card 要手續費; 點解要用?
不過如果申請了,那便是我的1st credit card, haha. (excluded the one i used in Canada)
btw, i made this decision before the rumour of bankruptcy was spreaded around.
so i dont care if it's true or not as long as i dont think i'll really use the card frequently.
i'm still a student.
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tmr i have to do silly damn thing la.
hope it won't take too long. i want to go home for dinner.
>>September 25, 2008 at 4:20:50 PM GMT+8
2008 年 9 月 23 日 星期二 【晴】
no school today thank god
but a make up class on tue then.
anyway, it was a gd news cuz i really didn't want to do the silly damn thing.
Fri we we will do it together in another university.
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i didn't do any reading.
i feel tired. usually i get tired at the end of a month
just slept in and then again in the afternoon.
i was always waken up by mum when I was really in deep unconsciousness
that's why i had headache and bad mood afterwards
tmr hope that i can catch up a bit for my study.
gdnight
>>September 24, 2008 at 6:39:38 PM GMT+8
2008 年 9 月 22 日 星期一 【晴】
跟同學通電...一打便4 hrs...of course with several classmates...sarah, teddy and little G.
actually 起因是we all dont know if we need to attend a seminar tmr (not due to typhoon matter)
始終已經是4年同學有很多話題
也有很多是非
不過真的管不了那麼多
...he doesnt like her, she doesnt like him, she doesnt like her.....we all know these.
其實我修讀輔導是想讓自己更加成熟...在衡量對錯的時候會更加懂得用雙重標準來看.
而且可以調節一些負面思想,使心情更加平和.
今天教"因為你既存在成為別人的障礙"
v. a nice topic.
例子是你是班中第一名.
老師也當你是modle answers.
但是第二名 or 第三名永遠都追不上你,
所以你便成為他們的障礙.
但是你努力讀書,考到好成績不是錯
只是做了別人的障礙
我們都沒有犯錯.
所以如果有人討厭你..或許你根本沒有做錯
錯便錯在你成為了他們的障礙
另外,lecturer 還說了一些case.
有些人真是很childish
just like someone doesnt like another one.
so his/her fds dont like that guy either.
大學入面真的有很多這些人.
誰跟誰說了是非, 其他人聽了便跟著討厭他/她
我覺得或許這些是非都是真的,但如果你跟這個朋友相處沒有問題,或者你可以接受/容忍到.
that's fine
無必要在未有真正相處過便先去討厭別人.
因為我發現有很多人真的是這樣盲目.
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Little G 便打到深夜.
我們講是講非講住所,還有就是前途問題.
然後便是交換一些教學經驗.
最後還是講是講非
和school policy on typhoon, whether lesson will be canceled or not.
so if 24th 6am typhoon still on, then i dont need to school
if it's already off then i need to go to school and do some silly damn thing in campus
today i'm extremely tired...
i feel tired day by day.. it's getting worse.
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recently 看到d lecturer 身上的accessories
她們喜歡wear 一些很大size 的頸鏈.
我覺得很漂亮. esp. the choker
那個教counselling 的教授不知道從哪裡來的一塊很大的貝殼玉石necklace
it looks perfect with her dress.
還有,她戴那個手錶,堂堂都不同,
oh she's also a watch lover.
我其實都不太喜歡戴手鏈
但手錶便不同.其實手錶都可以當飾物戴
而且她戴的很多都是手鏈錶
btw, in the past i always just like small charms
cuz i think i'm not tall and big.
but i think i'll try some big ones in the near future
cuz it looks quite gd on them. and i would like to try...kind of big bunch of beans/stones..whatever :)
今天不想do readings...though it's really lot...as big as a page of news article X 5 + passage X 11+notes X10. it wasn't accumulated,but it was given once for all two days ago. i mean the 5+11.
it's all from the module called 'reading and writing'
i really hate reading and writing.
I HATE READING & WRITING!!!
so i go to sleep now, the wind is so fierce outside.
>>September 23, 2008 at 6:15:17 PM GMT+8
2008 年 9 月 21 日 星期日 【晴】
had my assignment done but i still feel stressed.
little G and I chatted for 2 hrs on this work
cuz it's a difficult fuzzy task so it needs discussion
i spent two days on this work
and she spent 4 days.
but this assignment just comprises 5 % of the total mark of the course..
明天要上7-8小時課,due to mid-autumn festival ..this is an extra hr included
慘...
我真係越來越憎mid-autumn fest.
....so for the one hr lunch, ...是不是又要食三文治?................
sigh, maybe 去seven 買野食算了..
真無奈
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妳慘了..
不是我潑自己冷水..
我讀的這間院校 d 人最好不要接近..
我好認真講的,見到一定要調頭走.
因為妳永遠都不夠這裡的人玩, 好自為之!
其實如果說讀書,可能這裡的人沒有那些名校的人讀得叻
但如果說某個方面, 我敢說他們是八間大學裡面最聰明的人群.
他們才是最有適者生存的能力,no kidding, this is 社會大學.
everywhere is our classroom.
我係呢度幾年還是經常fall in trap and fell quite unhappy/angry often.
有時候靜下來的時候會覺得自己怎麼還是比不上他們,
已經幾年了還是經常處於弱勢
我根本不是屬於那群人.
究竟怎樣才可以像他們醒...
希望畢業前我可以領略到那竅門
因為我最近又踩屎..
so this coming week I need to do sth really v. silly.
Hope no one recognize me on the street.
I'll feel really ashamed
On the phone I told little G that I swear I won't be in a group with this and that persons anymore in future.
in the past there was a period that i really wanted to have long hair
just this moment my little vain in my palm breaks when i stretched my right palm
跟同學通電...一打便4 hrs...of course with several classmates...sarah, teddy and little G.
http://www.schsa