Dear PL: last time we didn't eat rice.
just a tea in Mcdonald after i had finished school
particularly i had sth for her sister.
anyway, no 3 人行la. 邊個趕邊個出
this weekend i'll be free , fri, sat & sun u choose one ba.
chat on phone later.
最近真係好忙,自從lunar new yr 到現在今日才抖抖,next week 又要micro-teaching in class I'm sorry
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assistant prof. 你好耶
玩針對
由新年做到last Fri for that little 30% of total mark
你一而再再而三刁難
xyz你個abc
之前話we are the 1st group,
so request us to do a lot for the other 5 groups to follow our content and style and the chart format
and then said: that's right! group2! good for you, u got the gd things from group 1.
now group 1 u need to edit and add things if u want to be as gd as them
also, remind u , i want u to write out the drama script that you HAVE JUST PERFORMED.
我o地d 台詞即席.你唔早響我X你個Y
搞到又花了一個week 打番成千字script
然後last fri 好開心終於交得
然後又話你reference list 唔夠多關於"家庭結構"wor
"na,憶係我俾三日你,你做過,或者你就咁交都得o既..."
我真係X你個Y再Y你個Z
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小人G 又屈我做project
today i got up at 6
lesson started at 830 till 2pm
and then I didn't feel well
I didnt wanna do anything after school just wanna go home
她還可以說:仲有時間wor,不如做啦
=_=........
then we went to computer lab
again, she's so 滋滋油油
surf an hr for some statistics figure abt teenagers on love affairs 都沒有找到
我已經成篇打晒la, 妖
同佢夾project.......我只是當少個人煩,自己做
she didnt' contribute.
i rather told her : just let me go i 'll finish it at home.
she just like force me work "with her"
but indeed i didn't see what she had done......twice already.
actually it isn't fair.
the project part we did was in fact a guy's work
becos his work was bad and he is a chaotic boy
the groupmates just wanna avoid troubles from him
so we work on his part.
i wonder y...
if this is his fault then he should reflect himself on the mistakes and correct them
i have no responsibilities for that, and Little G always emphasizes on this too =_=...(she likes to complain rather than work)
anyway...
I can just say I learn more than them.. 好無奈
but i'll be much stronger than those who're lazy, I swear.
people who dont take responsibilities usually = useless creature in this world.
i put a "=" becos i really agree with this in recent yrs.
I was so exhausted. just fell asleep on sch bus and head nodded on the window glass.
so embarrassing and painful =_=
gdnight
>>February 25, 2008 at 6:43:43 PM GMT+8
2008 年 2 月 20 日 星期三 【晴】
pling: thanks so much for ur caring. miss u too so much.
妳最近幾好嗎?希望妳生活愉快
3 days ago when I was bathing I just thought of sending u an email to see how's going on.
不過我手頭上還有3個email 未覆人,sigh.
i dont have many friends, so I really hope u live happily.
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[走進沼澤地]
我最近很desperated.
很多事情都沒有心機.
that's all I can say.
counselling..
that assistant prof. said 問題有分結構性..xx性 and xx性
anyway it means 最嚴重deep-rooted, 中等嚴重 and 剛剛開始的problem.
他舉了個例..
a girl whose bf is a traid gang member.
自從跟了這個人之後,這位女同學的成績退步了不少..而且出現很多行為問題
你想幫她其實好難
更甚的事,她為了留著這位黑社會bf已經更他發生過關係.
在counselling 根本好難叫她離開這個人.
ASSISTANT prof. 搖搖頭說唔好以為你係神,我們都是人. 能力有限.
他經常說:我們只是能夠在別人軟弱的時候扶他一把,你背不起他的,會跌死你,你最多可以背一段路就要stop
there are many hopeless and helpless things in the world.
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[the wish of death]
如果肥肥的心願是欣宜;
我的心願是少爺.
how abt u?
>>February 25, 2008 at 3:54:48 PM GMT+8
2008 年 2 月 19 日 星期二 【晴】
難得有得抖我當然爭取機會去睡夠本....though it's still not gd
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[三教九流]
1. on Tue after school I met Danny and Teddy so we walked together and took the school bus back to kowloon tong.
We laughed so much on the car.
but before while we were waiting for the bus,
we three were just chatting abt LPATE exam
Suddenly,
a girl came to me saying: 唔好意思,呢度係咪去九龍塘?
she said that in such a high pitch...I shivered lot when hearing her annoying voice.
much higher than 小人G.
開始發覺這種擁有高音調的人都特別喜歡扮天真無知ber.
I felt strange. Although I knew this Long queue is for kln tong,
I asked Danny and Teddy.
I passed the ball to them cuz I dont wanna answer to her pretending & awful gesture...
she was just like a machine doll 邊說個頭就邊搖擺,懶cute 咁
Danny and Teddy said yes..
so I said yes, this is to kln tong.
she gave me a bright smile.
and STOOD AFTER ME!
stick to me and didn't move!
She cut in the line!!!
She's so cunning!!!!!!!!!
好cheap.
...............I didn't say anything.
Teddy just said: wa...佢咁咪打尖?
I just gave him a weird facial expression showing my annoyance. I looked down on her.
but anyway...why did she choose me, the queue was so long.
I hate to be chosen and used for immoral benefits!
現在想起她的模樣我都想作嘔
2. 小人G說when she wanna microwave her ricebox,
a girl stopped her and said she's first.
小人G didn't understand
then the girl pointed to the ricebox which is on top of the microwave oven and said: I'm on the queue.
that means someone placed her ricebox on the microwave but the person was not there.
小人G let her microwaved it first ...of course 小人G hate her.
but then, that girl rang to her friends and said, which ricebox is yours? ...
helped her fds microwave their riceboxes too.
this's the story told by 小人G
cuz I buy ricebox.
3. My sex education project was carried out with 小人G together,
when we went to the computer lab,
each of us should have one computer.
and she said: oh alice u just turn on ur pc ba.
she just looked at me, face to my pc
then i switched on and i just thought: how abt u, dont u need to turn it on too?
I downloaded our unfinished task from email and opened it and started to work.
she was just sitting there next to me.
I typed the things out, I searched the teaching materials from youtube and I ammended the content of lesson plan and edit the format and space of the chart
She sat over there, enjoyed the cartoon movie clips I searched, giving some very general comments which I can neglect.
等我還奇怪為甚麼你那麼勤力一朝早催我一起去computer lab 做埋份功課.
4. Counselling project....division of labour.
one do part 1 script, I do part 3 script and the other one do revision of our works.
I said ok no problem.
and go home do it
then discovered the workload of my part was actually a double of their work.
thanks to them! They probably want me to learn more, isn't it?
the torn part is always there.
just like on the sea
corn said the right thing, we dont see the land when we're floating on the center part of the sea.
明天要做research 那科的東西...煩. I hate research v. much. I'm not gd at it.
>>February 20, 2008 at 8:38:34 PM GMT+8
2008 年 2 月 19 日 星期二 【晴】
still so harsh.
just finished one hw an hr ago.
i dont understand.
even i just go to school for 3 days per week.
my workload is much more than the several previous semesters.
When will easter come.
過著不是人的生活...雖然說我是夜貓
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today's lesson is so much meaningful to me,
though I yawned so many times
i discovered that my yawning time and the length both increased.
and also the tears that come out increased.
btw, i try my best to pay attention to the lecturer
in the lesson of Discourse Analysis...that means sth like "the analysis of different text types",
lecturer emphasized "language is in purpose, it's not normal"
that inspired me so much.
she said: middle class children can write context-bounded language, which can be applied to different contexts, while working class children can write less context-bounded language, which is only applicable to a particular situation. This is a disadvantage to the working class children.
and she finally carried out the pt that teacher's role is to help these disadvantaged children to know to write context-bounded language.
although she didn't mention the reasons y it has such a difference.
but now i realized that language isn't that simple.
language has lot of meanings.
i feel this yr , yr 3 I learn quite a lot....related to the cultural things. social things...from tbe Eng language.
我最近有病發冷成日震
顫到考試作文時都做唔到...
dont know y.顫了好幾日...maybe rest too little. cant produce heat..
>>February 19, 2008 at 7:57:31 PM GMT+8
2008 年 2 月 18 日 星期一 【晴】
too exhausted. don't know if i have reached my extreme.
just sleep around 4 hrs in these 4,5 days.
i'm damn tired.
this is self commited suicide.....in slow pace
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LPATE i wonder if i fail again in writing!!!!!!!!!!
it's the first time i had a sense that "am I offtrack?"
.......maybe i'm slightly out of topic?
opps! i fall asleep suddenly.
i'm really too tired.
i better zZ first before everything damn.
I've been dealing with different hw, project, discussion, presentation since 2007 new year eve (or even earlier i dont remmeber )till now!
All damn things keep going on.....
原來我14/4 就實習....
怪不得咁辛苦..
逼住Teaching practicum 前要finish those modules.
......趕交功課
這種learning...so rushing. i dont feel i can learn.
....gdnight.
>>February 18, 2008 at 5:45:20 PM GMT+8
2008 年 2 月 15 日 星期五 【晴】
i was too tired yesterday.
I'm now studying for LPATE exam tmr.
just want to get use to the exam condition instead of studying the language in a short period of time.
so far seems not gd....
I dont know y i feel worried.
.....
anyway, I'm going to read the instruction of writing paper first.
I still haven't started the paper which I failed before.
how dare I am
wish me gd luck tmr
>>February 16, 2008 at 1:42:15 PM GMT+8
2008 年 2 月 14 日 星期四 【晴】
頗成功的presentation
同學都說演技很好 :D
I give 80 marks for this counselling project.
btw. this Assistant professor....盞教壞我..
cheap 人一個..
仲係度話係男廁時候聽到有個鬼佬教授係廁所大便大得很困難不停UM UM 叫
而帶出一個道理: 要eat more vegetables =_=........
我覺得佢真係好無聊好cheap.
....出自佢把口我覺得佢真係唔配做counselling.
無人會連人地個名都講埋出o黎lor......
佢唔止不配做counsellor...而且連教人都不適合
sigh. hope he didn't teach me sth wrong or decrease my interest on this subject
cuz i really like this subject
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prepare for Sunday's 基準..從來都沒有溫過.....just tmr Sat have one for that to study. sigh
yr 3 is SOOOOOOOO busy.
recently i know that 原來April 就要實習了
that's y 會一路忙到April
hw never end
after LPATE still have 3 things to do next week..
give me a break..
i'm waiting for Easter holiday......
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其實我無心機考試...so many things happened
btw, thx so much to everybody's warm, loving messages in Valentine's day :)
>>February 16, 2008 at 1:42:38 PM GMT+8
2008 年 2 月 9 日 星期六 【晴】
finally done.
v. tired.
tmr another hw.
why is it so busy in yr3?
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the school has started since Monday.......the sch is sick, not i'm sick
one interesting thing happen on Tue was that 小人G&I不約而同wear a cap!
使別人更深信我們非常熟落
其實並不是熟得很.
其實只不過是巧合..
真是非常巧合..我不否認.....
我都話gum Q gei !!
u wear hat ,me too!
she said becos it's cold
i said me 2 but mainly due to I never wear this cap since i bought it last yr
and it's been so cold recently.
其他日子唔戴dont know when I should wear..
香港地...其實戴住帽實在是十分突出
外國就very common.
所以我不喜歡戴hat in hk
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new yr wanna thx to everybody's tolerance to me.
tue sth happened, not to me
in sch during lecture ,some classmates have to present on the Discourse Analysis
and someone didn't project her piece of article clearly.And we couldn't see the passage when she's explaining the analysis on it
after the presentation lecturer said the content 's gd, but the presentation is a big failure
she then cried and rushed out from the classroom.
lecturer is a woman from mainland China, she said: did i say sth wrong?
classmates said u said Big failure....maybe u're too direct...and u hurt her.
lecturer: but i can't see her passage so i cannot understand what she's talking abt becos I can't refer back to the passage, can u?
a girl said: i listened to her words..i can.
我心裡想說u didn't say anything wrong. it's just her problem. cuz I felt zZ too. can't blame other if she didn't do well.
我記起唯一一次做功課俾人鬧到差點cry out 要追溯到小三了
不過最後都沒有cried la..
just tears staying in the eyes
that girl's from Aust
I always feel like ppl who study in foreign countries seem like very week in accepting criticisms.
just like the show i watch ..American's Idol..
terrible..
the extreme case of over confident of urself can be turned into conflicts.
those failed candidates just argue with adjudicators.
really sounds annoying to me
缺乏自信/過份自信 both aren't gd
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got Auntie's reply :D
12 February 2008
Dear Alice:
Received your e-mail and hearing how you celebrate Chinese New Year, I wish that I was there. I would give you a big hug. The weather here is very very cold. The wind seems to go right through me, and I just go to the car. I can inagine if you were here and waiting for a bus!
We got our new student, she is from Paris, France. Very quiet, no fun. Not at all like you! But not to complain, she is clean and very polite.
Surprise, surprise, Jimmy is now in Japan for one month., he of course will see Miyuki.
Study hard, I know that you are going to make a wonderful teacher!! As you know I love to read and if I am not playing Mahjong or going with my friends I cuddele up with my book and my ginger tea to keep warm.--so good! I can't wait until spring - so much snow. I remember how you wanted to see snow on either side of the driveway. It is now piled up so high -- higher than me!
Take care we love you and miss you.
Auntie & Uncle
PS: I am wearing the sox that you gave to me - they are keeping my feet warm! Bye now!
....Jimmy 在日本=_=.....還有d socks ....can keep warm?!...surprised me. the height of snow surprised me too!
這個email 的語氣我肯定是Auntie 自己係library send 給我的 :p
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在加拿大我喜歡了shell 貝殼的幻彩光...在yorkU campus 日日經過的攤檔買了條貝殼heart shape necklace非常鍾意...以前只會喜歡水晶那種閃光. now both!
所以我想換一隻錶是貝殼面
:O 最開心的是我發現最近這個月多了很多貝殼面的watches.
oh great! 果然心想事成! things that I like can be found in watches. 簡直天作之合
超靚
保證戴上手超靚
不過價錢也超靚,成2千幾
我當然不會買. "no such a big head dont wear a big hat".
但是不代表我不會戴貝殼面的錶嘛....
即是說我用4,5舊應該就有.等我得閒留意下
最近我都無錶帶周身唔聚財...那隻綠色水晶錶仍是toronto 時間..我不打算調教to hk's time....
cuz 我希望永遠停留在那時光. 那隻錶不會再用的了..until 夏令時間來臨到時就12 hrs difference 可以用得番......不過我都沒有那打算. 因為不如買過隻新的好了. 我貪新鮮對物品只有三個月熱度
Anyway 等我好消息~hohoho...
其實我以前都戴過貝殼面.
不過貝殼面有分幾隻
一種是普通...最新我發現的是非常幻彩v.gd.
wow...突然妒嫉隻蠔..living in such a beatiful colourful shell...
living in colours.
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tmr project again. these days sleep really late. goodnight
>>February 13, 2008 at 9:32:57 PM GMT+8
2008 年 2 月 8 日 星期五 【晴】
sigh. need to start working..tmr i need to hand in two projects...send to groupmates
new yr nth special cuz not many day-offs
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去完加拿大番o黎,係有d唔同...剛剛回來不察覺,最近察覺:
1. 面對外國人自信心高了.....某日巴士to airport 有兩個空位: 一個旁邊是Chinese,一個是African.
以前我有preference 的
現在我沒有了................then sat right next to the African cuz his seat was nearer to me.
and he asked me sth. I had query..how did he know I can speak eng.
probably becos he could feel I dont care sitting next to him. or having similar experience before.
在toronto subway 入面...任何種族都有....我真係只在乎哪裏有個乾淨的空位..
2. 當發覺自己說話不自覺地開始有骨
說話就變成一種暗器
聽得多冷言冷語...自己都變得尖酸刻薄...
當auntie 生日時我出去shopping mall 買了個水晶時
she said: "wa 你咁Dum 本呀?...."
非常有骨
自此之後不再提及任何送給auntie 的東西 & things abt her.
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I feel I'm changed.
dont u feel it.
whatsoever dont worry so much
in sex education lecturer talked about the phenomenon of girls wearing sweater to school in hot summer
it reflects that they dont have high bodily esteem which is v. different from girls in western countries.
女學生對自己身體改變覺得羞恥和沒有自信...
lastly she said: "其實街上無乜人望你ga ja...唔好以為有人經常留意住你."
I'm stunned with those words
sometimes we really care too much abt those unimportant things
this is your life;
this is not a show.
u're the only one who take the responsibilities of every single move.
there's no one interests in you; there's no audience.
u give up this, but u're gonna take up sth new.
Courage is always needed.
even if it's a wrong move...self-growth comes along with teases
life 's yours and no one likes to see u
then u can please urself and live more happily now.
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IEd 今年又搞年宵...by both sec schools and Uni..
如果唔係上頭吩咐落要我俾面幫襯...........
我都唔會買3枝手製的花and a pen for $21.........
so 無聊and wasteful.
and then i bought 4 鯉魚人造soaps. v. cute
i bought 2 茉莉花香, 1 milk and 1 rose....$50.
2 隻mini 陀錶...$50
and surprisingly discovered a booth selling 佛手果that i bought in 工展會!
so i bought 4 bottles...$60..
幫d 學生買..我回想起自己當年都有搞青少年企業家programme.
好好玩....
我覺得他們很有創意..even better than us.
hope they also have a wonderful experience in IEd!
Dear PL: last time we didn't eat rice.
[生命是屬於自己的@no one likes to see you]
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