2005 年 9 月 7 日 星期三 【晴】

Get the passport today finally.

First day training...cant pick up....
The feeling of cant swim forward is very worse...
Com'on.....I finally feel why our daughter's tear inside her goggles.

First night in WL.
It is luck that joe helped me to fix my bed and shoe's case.
Missing the days with Zarus in 1606 that she helped me to do everything that I dont know.

>>September 8, 2005 at 12:53:19 AM GMT+8

2005 年 9 月 5 日 星期一 【晴】

Finally settle down...is it finally? who knows?! didnt have any phone call from immi yet....

Thanks Colin helping me to move in.
Hehe~~~it is luck that joe helped me to fix my notebook...otherwise cant get online.
but....lost my bear.....bear......bear......

Got a new swimcap! yeah~ no need white one la......
should I swim faster when wearing new swimcap? haha...might be slower...

Going to Alvin's home...hope to have fun!

>>September 5, 2005 at 7:03:28 PM GMT+8

2005 年 9 月 3 日 星期六 【乍寒還暖】

Tired Tired Tired today.
Nearly sleep on all vehicles that I have taken.

My 1st hightable.
Also 1st headtable.
So odd when singing hall song as I am the only one who dont know how to sing. >.< super odd...
It is luck to meet joe...miss him much but I cant grasp time to chat with him.
Btw, thanks joanne, william and murphy to talk with me today.
Otherwise......I want to leave earlier.

Hehe...go to Rennie's home afterward...then phoned with Daniel...until I sleep.....chatted so long time...
He told me that his O-camp hightable is not as boring as this one. Sigh...

Grace: Thanks for helping me everything!

>>September 4, 2005 at 7:21:16 PM GMT+8

2005 年 9 月 1 日 星期四 【晴】

rush to Sandy Bay then rush to Wan Chai then rush to MK...
CRAZY today...

Finally GOT A SHORT HAIRCUT~
haha~~~

>>September 1, 2005 at 9:39:32 PM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 30 日 星期二 【晴】

My last day in office but duty never finish....crazy..need to bring home to work...
It is very very happy that Movie treats me free tea...he is the clerical of my dept who works for 10 years already. nice guy~

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Never try to blame my kids in the pool so crazy. The first time tonight!
ALL people in the pool look at me, btw, I dont care! I am VERY angry about their performance (especially Au Sze Lon!) How come she can keep on talking and persuading others kids to swim slower!!!! I bet Joe will fight with her if he were here. How come last time 1500m fly cant let her re-think her behavior?! I blame them strongly for 15 mins! I am really on fire! Nobody dare to talk! NOBODY! ALL look at me! I can see Chan Ho Yee is crying under her googles!
I am really disappointed about them! You know, very soon need to go competitions! Still training like a shit! We train them by our time, our effort, HOWEVER, those kids keep on bargaining the program EVERYTIME! 真係佛都有火。

Btw, finally, after blaming....the 1st time! The 1st time they swim AUTOMATICALLY for 20 x 50m~ They start by their own! I dont say a word during that time (Keep totally silent!)...they swim by their own orderly! One by one and know the timing to go! I cant believe my kids can do it! Really impressed by their performance from my deep heart! I really love and care them from my heart.
After 1 year training, they finally understand how to train and swim ORDERLY. Amazing!
Do they really need other to blame so STRONGLY?! and then can swim automatically?!
Btw, I bet they will go back to the same on Friday. Lets see!

So scary when I leave the pool, all parents PRAISE me.....Are they mad?!
They said "Mei jei jei, we wait for such a long time, didnt see you blame them, today is the 1st time, you did an EXCELLENT job! Keep it up! Blame them everytime!"
~~I am really "tic hon"~~
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Meet Daniel tonight. Hehe...we keep on talking in the car however he gets a lot of calls......
Btw, we cant stop talking until we reach Kowloon Tong...Stay in the car a while and keep talking...
how come we can non-stop talking? I am so wonder...thanks God to let me know Daniel.

Miss Honglu and Joe much.....when you guys come back?!

>>September 1, 2005 at 12:33:41 PM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 28 日 星期日 【雷雨】

tired today. No matter mentally or physically.

Go to RenRen's home to hea...Dont wanna go home...dont wanna get quarrel again.
Crazy...mad abt it.

Honglu: miss you ar...love u lei~~~
Daniel: I do care about ur feeling too~~~

>>August 29, 2005 at 12:19:50 AM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 27 日 星期六 【晴】

Morning after teaching swimming, rushed to Med faculty to attend a conference...hehe...got little lunch...then go WL to try my first interview...haha~~~so funny it is!

Met Daniel in QM restaurant finally. haha..miss him so much..He especially grasp time to have lunch with me...hehe..have a great chat but i was inched by him!!! (actually I dont understand why we can non-stop talking when everytime we meet...) Daniel: thanks for understanding me.

Got the key finally and see how big the room is. Grace will live next to me...haha~~

Chatted with Joe before he goes to Japan...Looking forward on 1/9 when u come back and 3/9 our first hightable dinner.

>>August 29, 2005 at 12:16:39 AM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 26 日 星期五 【晴】

雖然今朝有一個令本小姐depress既conversation，但心情似乎有d好轉。

推掉了所有的教水，因為今晚約左louis同埋神。
去左acm的crossover敬拜音樂會，心中的一團火似乎又興旺過來。

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++神就是這樣奇妙++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
音樂會中有幾句歌詞，好感動，especially <在你跟前>。

------------------------------------------我們愛，因為神先愛我們。------------------------------------------

>>August 29, 2005 at 12:16:24 AM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 24 日 星期三 【綿綿細雨】

連續3日都心情不佳，好煩...唔知自己想點既情況令到我覺得真係好煩...
返緊工都突然想喊出黎，情況異常惡劣。

今朝honglu msn問我洗唔洗係電話傾下...好彩冇傾，如果唔係實喊。

+++終於，夜晚，眼淚水+泳池水mixed......+++seems relieve my stress+++
++very ugly+++dont wanna let others to see my crying face+++自從分手個晚之後，都未試過喊+++

之後返屋企途中，honglu打電話俾我，傾左好耐...seems better more too...
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我今日發現:
原來喊真係可以舒緩下心情。
原來honglu對我都可以咁體貼。(尤其今朝個句 love u to die + honey)
原來joe既膊頭同心口都可以係好溫暖架。
原來我係咁軟弱同冇用...唉...

特別鳴謝:
-今日同我msn既rennie, grace, eugene, 森仔, louis, honglu, joe, joyce
-打電話俾我既honglu
-攪到我喊既joe
-drop msg 俾我既heidi + ada

+++++miss左同daniel一齊既機會+++++miss him much+++++唔知佢有冇掛住我呢+++hehe++++++

~149 vs. 107...miracle no.~

>>August 25, 2005 at 1:14:29 AM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 23 日 星期二 【綿綿細雨】

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>>August 23, 2005 at 8:53:51 AM GMT+8