2005 年 7 月 7 日 星期四 【溫暖】

Moody today.
Sigh..No mood to do everything.
No Ren Ren msn with me...feel bored...

btw, Fai gave me a very good suggestion. Write out the reasons for rejecting the choices.
last week, i want to stay. this week, I want to leave.
This really proves-- women is a kind of animal that always like to change.

Am I ready to start a new life or Am I adapt the comfortability of the current situation?
Who knows? God knows!

+++++++++++Can anyone teach me how to calculate opportunity cost?+++++++++++++++++++

Ugene: thz for ur help first. dont melt me...
Ren ren: when you back....................

>>July 7, 2005 at 11:26:36 AM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 2 日 星期六 【晴】

今日同左3個對我黎講好重要既朋友做左唔同既野。

朝早:
hehe~yeah yeah~~終於去到沙灘hea呀~同honglu去左半月灣呀~
其實我從來到未試過request去沙灘晒太陽，因為我最怕晒，又怕黑，以前我去沙灘實著防曬衫，同埋以前成日教水，根本唔鍾意見到個太陽，所以好少去沙灘玩。我覺得我返左工之後，真係變左--好想見到太陽，好想晒下，同埋休息下，hea下，發下夢咁啦。以前從來都唔會諗呢d野。

去到沙灘見到d水，好開心，個天好清，d水都好清~~仲有魚仔tim呀~當然nearly全部女仔都係著bikini啦 (小妹除外)。好可惜，honglu一d都睇唔到，因為佢冇帶眼鏡。哈哈。

係沙灘時..哈哈...我只係掛住玩，完全冇諗過個"問題"呀~~

下午:
rush去黃埔，教阿fung fung同佢家姐。佢兩個真係越來越癲，唉，有d失控。好彩有renren陪我。hehe~~我地都玩左好耐。其實個兩隻化骨都唔係學游水架，只係顧住嘻戲，sigh~唔知點好~~renren:快d買bikini啦~我估我地就快變成唔識游水架啦~~買定d平腳泳衣都係時候架啦。記得加埋d白痴泳鏡。

黃昏:
之後去左hku附近教一個新既小朋友(4歲)，佢扭計呀~唉....其實只係教左半個鐘jar~是但啦。反而佢細佬唔係學既就好鍾意stick住我，哈哈。
阿媽同細佬suddenly打電話黎話自己食dinner~omg~已經好tired，仲要自己...跟住我就打俾joe~hehe~好彩..佢都去食飯...跟住就同埋佢d樓友一齊去西環食飯，佢d樓友，哈哈，都冇乜野呀...跟住我就諗...如果我住左wl...咁就會識到佢地，will I?
joe又問我make左decision未...sigh...我都唔知。

好多人都問我..究竟我阿爸同我講左d乜..
其實我阿爸只係講左:
"宜家去左，可能冇得再上。但兩年之後，我估你仲有得再上，到時先去都未遲。"
is it sound?

++++++++++++++++++++++++++today is really a nice day+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

>>July 3, 2005 at 10:55:41 AM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 30 日 星期四 【乍寒還暖】

Last night, watched ER
the topic is "A shot in the dark". It is translated as 迷茫. It is exactly what my state now...I really like the translator of ER, he always gives some nice translation.

Ching Ching comes to have lunch with me today. Have a nice chat~ he is a nice guy!

Got the package from UK finally. Sigh.

Louis: Thank you for all aspects~
Honglu: how's ur swimming gala?
RenRen: enjoy ur time tmr~~~Out pool!

>>July 3, 2005 at 10:54:55 AM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 29 日 星期三 【乍寒還暖】

I super love this song---I am surprised when I know the song is older than me...
It is released in 1979....mad....btw, the lyrics are excellent!

from Queen
Tonight I'm gonna have myself a real good time
I feel alive and the world I'll turn it inside out - yeah
And floating around in ecstasy
So don't stop me now don't stop me
'Cause I'm having a good time having a good time

I'm a shooting star leaping through the sky
Like a tiger defying the laws of gravity
I'm a racing car passing by like Lady Godiva
I'm gonna go go go
There's no stopping me

I'm burnin' through the sky yeah
Two hundred degrees
That's why they call me Mister Fahrenheit
I'm trav'ling at the speed of light
I wanna make a supersonic man out of you

Don't stop me now I'm having such a good time
I'm having a ball
Don't stop me now
If you wanna have a good time just give me a call
Don't stop me now ('Cause I'm having a good time)
Don't stop me now (Yes I'm havin' a good time)
I don't want to stop at all

Yeah, I'm a rocket ship on my way to Mars
On a collision course
I am a satellite I'm out of control
I am a sex machine ready to reload
Like an atom bomb about to
Oh oh oh oh oh explode

I'm burnin' through the sky yeah
Two hundred degrees
That's why they call me Mister Fahrenheit
I'm trav'ling at the speed of light
I wanna make a supersonic woman of you

Don't stop me don't stop me
Don't stop me hey hey hey
Don't stop me don't stop me
Ooh ooh ooh, I like it
Don't stop me don't stop me
Have a good time good time
Don't stop me don't stop me ah
Oh yeah
Alright

Oh, I'm burnin' through the sky yeah
Two hundred degrees
That's why they call me Mister Fahrenheit
I'm trav'ling at the speed of light
I wanna make a supersonic man out of you

Don't stop me now I'm having such a good time
I'm having a ball
Don't stop me now
If you wanna have a good time (wooh)
Just give me a call (alright)
Don't stop me now ('Cause I'm having a good time - yeah yeah)
Don't stop me now (Yes I'm havin' a good time)
I don't want to stop at all
La da da da daah
Da da da haa
Ha da da ha ha haaa
Ha da daa ha da da aaa
Ooh ooh ooh

http://www.queenwords.com/lyrics/songs/sng11_07.shtml

ps. 昨晚，我老豆終於開聲叫我留低。佢亦解釋左佢個reason，it is really a sound reason.

>>June 29, 2005 at 9:38:06 AM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 28 日 星期二 【晴】

Today after work, go to campus to meet WL Warden.
He said one thing that I really really impressed and just like a light bulb above my head:
"Don't care about future, just enjoy your academic pursue."

Then have dinner w/ swimming team. Got fun...Thanks for Joe to listen my boring words...

Rush home as I know Fred is waiting me to call him (he is in UK)
He said one thing that makes us both laugh in the phone:
"What a tough decision!"

>>June 28, 2005 at 12:28:09 AM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 26 日 星期日 【綿綿細雨】

星期六的早上，走上一條熟悉的棕色樓梯，搭了一部熟悉的電梯，輕輕按了一個"5"字，行過了一條長長的走廊，而我的心--則是空洞洞的，因為心裡只想著一個問題：
++++++++++++++++++我應該回來嗎? +++++++++++究竟我想回來嗎?+++++++++++++++++++++

等左咁耐，都係為左呢一日，但係............
越聽得多人意見，我就覺得越來越煩。
我唔想諗啦，可以嗎?

This diary...I wanna write in another place.

>>June 26, 2005 at 8:18:54 PM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 23 日 星期四 【乍寒還暖】

昨日我ro同我做左人生第一次appraisal。so 緊張...hehe~~
最緊張還是我終於同佢講左resign...都係人生第一次...so nervous...bosco唔信我會走...haha...
其實講真..我都幾鍾意自己份工，雖然備課辛苦d，好多take home stuff，但係d同事真係對我好好，做野完全冇壓力。不過，正如我vice hod同我講，呢份工，我最多只可以做3年，一定要走，如果唔係，對我前途一d好處都冇。

跟住好tired咁去左sandy bay，今日冇蚊咬我 yeah yeah yeah~~~
++++++++++++++黃宣穎 vs 李家聲 vs 金毛+++++++++++++ = 勁攪笑

今日sick leave...因為唔知醒...omg~~~不過真係感冒...又要睇醫生。damn it~
收到veni的email，攪到我又1516...其實yesterday joe問我既時候，我已經made左一個decision (80%-90%)...但收左呢個email之後..........

EXPERIENCES...............................SIGH~~~~~~~~~
++++++++++++++++++++++THE HARDEST DECISION IN MY LIFE+++++++++++++++

p.s. I met my ex on last Monday...a bit odd...btw,,,doesnt matter to me anymore.....
Joe: Cheer up! Time + Time + Time.....

>>June 23, 2005 at 10:41:12 AM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 20 日 星期一 【晴】

yesterday had lunch@TST Habour City CPK again...we always go there~ like our canteen.
lunch w/ RenRen + Whitby. Whitby is really a nice guy..tell me a lots...we chatted a lot.
Some questions to ask:
1) commitment
2) experience
3) ultimate

Lets finger cross and wait.

today watched VCD..Mona Lisa smile, damn touching at the end. Then went to HKSAM to "get" something. Damn it...F4 paper...useless...no googles......hate it hate it hate it...

Should I go to the head of triangle or go down the bottom of triangle?
++++++++++++++++++a good question to think+++++++++++++++++++++++++++

>>June 20, 2005 at 12:41:02 AM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 16 日 星期四 【乍寒還暖】

Finally got Black and White.
Should I be happy? or confuse?
Btw, really have to think thoroughly this time. All are good options.

Have a gd chat with joe and daniel last night. Happy to chat with Daniel as he is in China now...using World Vision's office to get online.

Joe: Trust me. You can keep the relationship. Cheer up!
Daniel: Take care in China.
Honglu: Why you still dont say congrad to me?
RenRen: How to say "I love you" in Malaysian? Ohohoh~~~marry to KL la...
Pris: I will go WL in 99% after tallking w/ u.haha~~Lets have lunch in CWB la.
Eugene: Actually I am not someone who answer the questions you are curious in. Dont put me in soup again.

>>June 17, 2005 at 9:18:10 AM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 16 日 星期四 【溫暖】

Becoz of the cats and dogs, the swimming class is canceled. I can take a break. So good.
The leaflet is finally finished. Joe laughs when he sees...haha....isn't it surprise?

Jay's b-day today. He finally comes to 19. What a pretty young! Totally 16 people celebrate with him. He's very high last night. We had Brazil bbq buffet. Got a nice chat w/ Sara and Yip. And my kids finally show their "REAL" behavior after the exam. (always says foul even gals...OMG)

Damn tired...btw, my brain is always hanging around the issue...
++++++should I go or stay?++++++++++++++
Hope I wont choose a wrong way. Blessing me please....

Love the song "I was born to love you" so so so so so much!!!!!!!!!!!

"You are the one for me
I am the man for you
You were made for me
you're my ecstasy
If I was give every opportunity
I'd kill for your love"

and Love to learn two new words in these days---indulgent + ecstasy

>>June 16, 2005 at 9:21:02 AM GMT+8