2005 年 1 月 27 日 星期四 【晴】

Joe rang me in the morning...he sounds scare...I feel that he is so scare about what happen last night.
I said sorry to him, his reply "nono"...he finally says some positive words to me....
I think he will not say anymore "I meant it" to me and say some negative words to me.....
as he will remember the sentence: "if you quit, please let me quit first"
if he really do again, i must cry in front of him.....I mean it.

Eugene said when listening Jade and Joey, will think about me,,,,,,,isnt it funny? haha.....

某君:排骨, 掛住你呀! 好耐冇見啦..你最近點呀?

>>January 30, 2005 at 11:30:25 AM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 26 日 星期三 【晴】

Bluster w/ Joe at 02:35 am. crazy..it is already 02:35.....nearly 03:00..
The trigger is the sentence from him "I meant it"
I never reply so many msg to him in one time...I think around 10 msg (full of the msg box)....
I tell him all the things...nearly....my feeling, my experience, my burden, my pressure. I think he must be SHOCKED as I never tell him so many things. (I didnt tell all to others before too, he is the first one.) I didnt wait for his reply then I immediately went to sleep after sending.
I dont know what he feels but at that moment, I roar all the things to him.

This event..really Keep in my heart as I never did it before.

>>January 30, 2005 at 10:59:47 AM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 25 日 星期二 【綿綿細雨】

人不是魚，怎會了解魚的憂愁。
魚不是鳥，怎會了解鳥的快樂。
鳥不是人，怎會了解人的荒唐。
人不是鳥，怎會了解鳥的自由。
鳥不是魚，怎會了解魚的深沉。
魚不是人，怎會了解人的幼稚。
你不是我，怎會了解我...

>>January 27, 2005 at 10:42:03 PM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 23 日 星期日 【炎熱】

Stay at home whole day until 6:00pm..
wanna go church this morning..but really need to mark kids' exam paper...give up finally..
really hope that no more work anymore...got the free time.....however, i think i cant....

Have a meeting w/ Vivian, Joe and Coach...
Have a quick dinner w/joe before meeting...he forces me to eat all food...mad on him....Pak Chi...but he finally remember i have "glass" stomach...so..doesnt force me to finish...
Brainstorm a lot of ideas......Cant imagine how to finish a proposal after CNY...joe.plz help....

Mark some exam papers after go home.....until 2:00...
Cant stand anymore.....really sleepy lei.....
Finally go to sleep...even earlier than joe..hehe~~~~
but tmr...will be blamed by my boss...as cant finsih those marking...SHIT~

>>January 24, 2005 at 1:32:14 PM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 22 日 星期六 【晴】

Back to Science Museum in the morning...Didnt back for 3 -4 months already...what a pretty long time.
The swimming class is canceled today. Struggle between going church and marking those exam papers. Finally I back home, as Got a pressure msg from Ching Ho last mid night.

The priority between teaching swimming and God....Sigh...a tough question to me.

Go home and mark those kids' access exam paper. Gorgeous..they got pretty high scores..Damn it.
Sometimes I really dont understand why there is such stupid rules between those campus nexus...pak chi lei....I think I have a long time didnt stay at home on Sat afternoon.....I think at least around 1 year.....or more......I switch on the TV...change to Pearl.....my favourite time to watch Pearl ...you know..Sat afternoon...I really like those programs...no matter what kind...as those have no subtitle and it is the drama for the teenagers...Really touching when I see it...2:30-3:30pm ( I super like!)...Friends..if you have time on Sat afternoon...try to switch on ur TV and watch those program on Pearl~~~~

Joe wake up at 3:00pm and send a msg to me...Crazy guy...sleep until 3:00...we chat whole afternoon...1st time to talk about God with Joe...he said he will 扑濕 me if I say "Jesus" to him....haha...
Cant imagine he got a "U" in RS when he was in Form 1...chat a lots with him this afternoon...nice..

Rennie rang me at night...we chated lei...Rennie is so annoyed....Crazy....Grace.......I cant imagine how a gal doesnt think about her future...even study what subject in University...still depended on her sister! Why those people are so lazy...Rennie...you are so poor...add oil in that~~~~~~~Rennie...u better update ur diary la....

Watch TV at night..while marking kids exam paper.....I really think that Andy Lau is so cool this year~~~~he seems got a lot of success in this year!!! really like to listen his song "17 years old"~~~~~~
A NICE song lei~~~~~~~~~~really like the melody and the wordings...so meaningful...

十七歲那日不要臉　參加了挑戰
明星也有訓練班　短短一年太新鮮
記得四哥　發哥　都已見過面
後來...榮升主角太突然

廿九歲頒獎的晚宴　Fans太瘋癲
來聽我唱一段情歌 一曲歌詞太經典
我的震音　假音早已太熟練
然而情歌總唱不厭

#喜歡我　別遮臉　任由途人發現
儘管唱　用心把這情緒歌中染(歌聲中喧染)

@唱情歌　齊齊來一遍　
無時無刻都記住掌聲嚮遍天
來唱情歌　由從頭再一遍
如情濃有點　淚流難避免
音階起跌　拍子改變　
每首歌　是每張臉(年月變　但我未變)

Repeat # @ @

如今我四十看從前　沙啞了聲線
回憶我冀望那掌聲都依然到今天
那首潮水　忘情水　不再經典
仍長埋你的心中從未變

>>January 24, 2005 at 1:26:12 PM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 21 日 星期五 【晴】

Fall asleep in office...Oh my God~
Immediately eat airwave..otherwise..die hard......

Have a nice lunch with Fiona and Bosco again...Cant imagine Regina and Peggy have lunch K~~
U know..they already got 2 kids...5 and 8 years old..Come on.....they told me they sing too hard in lunch so cant speak fluently after back office......Oh my God...

Have a quick window shopping with Ren Ren...then we go to Hang Ho have hotpot with Ham Ham, Maggie, Ah Tin, Siu Bo, Daniel, Mary, LYT, and WKK........dont know why Gummo not come....sigh......
Btw, I dont want to eat anymore of the following items in these few days:
芝士腸、魚皮、生根、羊肉.
Mad on these.............................

On my way going home, joe rang me.....coincidence that we are in the same area at the same time...we meet on the street...but we wait in different Body Shops....TST vs, Jordon..oh my God....but he is too clever to guess which one i am waiting... chat a while in the bus stop then we left..he is hurry to attend floor meeting and i am hurry to go home as that is nearly 12:00am la......

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~a Nice and tired day~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

>>January 22, 2005 at 3:04:48 PM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 20 日 星期四 【晴】

illusionillusionillusionillusion..
Please don't give me illusive msg........

>>January 22, 2005 at 2:46:49 PM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 19 日 星期三 【晴】

原來都仲有d人睇我diary~hehe

改左三日life skills log book, 坐到個人都傻埋，今日終於忍唔住，偷偷地拎左個mp3出黎聽。
當我改到最後既1d班既時候，有一個學生係佢份功課到寫左佢對我既feeling:

"唔係我賣口乖呀!我覺得你教得不錯，很多活動，可以令班內每一位同學的關係連繫。
很不捨得，又無life skill你的堂啦! >.< 但也十分希望我們能夠keep in touch，friendship forever.....
其實lecture教的life skill真令我十分乏味，但你令life skil變得十分l精彩、生動、活潑...(係唔係好感動ar!!!), 但我都出自真心架! 就黎新年啦, 祝你新年快樂!青春常駐, 身體健康! (希望考完試一齊出黎wet....期待)"

雖然佢唔係第一個學生咁同我講，但每一次聽到、睇到呢d說話，無論班馬騮係唔係講大話都好...我都覺得好窩心。Still remember 1C (32 kids) sing b-day song to me during class on my birthday of 2004....Really thanks God that I got a group of good kids.....

>>January 22, 2005 at 2:44:19 PM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 16 日 星期日 【晴】

其實我想好知有乜人會睇我日記.......

>>January 19, 2005 at 11:54:26 PM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 15 日 星期六 【晴】

今朝一開眼, 已經11:45....頂...遲到.....
joe lee約左我12:45...係香港仔食飯, 頂...我遲到, 俾個位佢寸到我~shit~
south island d 水好舒服，正呀~ 我地之後去左香港仔食tea，got a nice chat w/ joe~ at least, not in a hurry time~

之後搭左970x去mk~見到sandy bay個天同太陽，好正呀! 靚到癲~ i really miss the day i study in HKU~好想打電話同佢講...今日個天好靚..唔知佢見唔見到.....可惜.....sigh......

去左mk同jojo, jeannie, usi, sam, small eyes, carol食飯，usi + jeannie狂講粗口..哈哈...
got a fun time w/ them~ jeannie話如果要搵到新男朋友，一定要俾d friend知道你係single + available wor~

everybody: 我宜家單身, 請介紹多d朋友俾我識~~~~
eugene: I am unhappy since you dont take shower with me~~~~~~haha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>>January 16, 2005 at 12:52:10 AM GMT+8