2005 年 4 月 2 日 星期六 【炎熱】

tired tired tired....feel dizzy...

morning in Science Museum on duty
afternoon in church for 1st Youth Worship
night in Kowloon to teach swimming
Then go to Louis's home to get my notebook

Thanks for Louis to format my notebook~~~~~~~~~~~~~thanks thanks thanks..
Thanks for Pris's msg...I will help help u to find summer job..

Who is 路人? Please tell me..........

>>April 3, 2005 at 12:20:25 AM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 1 日 星期五 【陰】

Today a new staff appear in our Dept. HoD introduces all the staffs to her...however, when my HoD comes to my place, he cant remember my name and what subjects I teach. Please note that my seat is within 5 meters with his. He doesnt know that how to introduce me to the new staff. So Odd situation.

So Grey.
Try to think about that you work over 1/2 year but your boss still doesnt know your name. SHIT.
Btw, my heart doesnt have very hard feeling as I know I dont need to "see his head" for my future.
And I know I am the exception in the Dept as he always remind me.
If at this moment, I get a new job --> I MUST QUIT IMMEDIATELY.
If in the past, I must remember this event strongly. However, at this moment, I think that "Let it be"
So what?! I dont care. I dont care about him.
What I care is my students...will they still remember me in someday as I am a passed-by in their school-life?
What I care is my result on 8/4 11:00am...

Teach SIS alone tonight as Mr. Lee need to revise his mid-term.
I force them to swim "broken" tonight. I see Au Sze Lon...super tired. Chan Ho Kai cry in pool dock.
But I finally see Chan Ho Kai has big improvement after several months training. satisfy with her.

Got Brian's mum calls after go home.
Brian...got disease...and need to regular have doctor consultation in QM.
OMG~~ really need to especially take care of him...

Chan Ho Yee got holidays until 11/4...she wants to go out with me...

>>April 3, 2005 at 12:07:28 AM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 31 日 星期四 【颳風】

nearly sleep at 2:00pm after lunch...mad...
wake at 5:00am to prepare lesson this morning...so sleepy in afternoon...
it is luck that Ren Ren sends me some animations...wake me up a bit...

今日補完習，上左lift..一部透明的lift..
我一個人，聽住mp3，望住部lift向上，個感覺好正...
好享受呢一刻既獨處...

>>March 31, 2005 at 9:34:32 PM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 30 日 星期三 【暴雨】

very tired today.....

wake up early for preparing lesson...haha...so lazy during Easter...I really have suck time management....sigh...always like to play during holidays...cant finish before lunch but I have to rush to Tai Wai to have lunch w/ Ms Lam (the teacher in my church). She dated me many times and finally we have lunch together..She really wants to know about my affection affairs...you might say that is a kind of "8" or concern...btw, she asks me in a frank way then I reply in a frank way too...

I have already broken up with him for 4 months.
7 years....it is not a short time...
I only cried deeply 4 hours on that night during he informed me he wanted to separate.
My tear...didn't come out after that night...
Many people worry about me, I know...I am sorry that I am not that kind of person who tell others all things in my deep heart...as I dont know how to present myself and my feeling.
btw, I tell Ms Lam that I dont have super hard feeling in my mind.
Ms Lam wonders " I cant believe you are this kind of tough gal". I reply "I don't know".
Ms Lam says I am "sense" not sensibility. I admit it is truth.
Even though I tried to recover our 7-year affection, all were vain.
btw, I know we cant go back as both of us have "change".
Ms Lam asks " Do you want to have bf at this moment?". I said "might be, it is out of my control"
She advises me to find a Christian bf....I trust God will have his arrangement.
No matter he is Christian or not, I believe we will be in heaven in the future.
bf bf bf bf bf....Where are you now? haha....wait for you to show up. how long will I wait?

After lunch with Ms Lam, go to Kowloon Tong to meet Dan.
It is luck that he brings a jacket for me...otherwise I will cold to die...
We go to Sandy Bay (for tvb stuff), then go South Island (for my kids stuff), then go West Island (for our training stuff)...three pools that are full of my memory~~~~I love them..we play airboat tonight....funny lei.....

Go home with my dead body....cant finish preparing lesson....tmr will die

>>March 31, 2005 at 9:23:04 PM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 29 日 星期二 【晴】

Got a full booking Easter......

26/3 watched movie "The day of Noah" with Charmaine, Siu Keung and Ren Ren..then we got dinner in a noddle shop....Bean performed magic!!!!!!! But.....haha...we discovered the trick.....damn it.....got fun!!!!!

27/3 went church in morning and rushed to KP for swimming competition. Damn slow....I mean the events I tried. Btw, quite happy after beating Coach's ex ex gf in 100 free..I still wondered why I didnt apply breaststroke this time....crazy, rite? Then Maggie, Grace, Charles, Daniel, Ren Ren and me went to LCX CPK to have a big dinner....Yummy Yummy.....I met my students in LCX...sigh.....my students....are in everywhere....

28/3 even though super tired.....still went to KTC to play/ train badminton w/ Daniel....tired tired tired...played for 20 mins I already said "I am tired"...omg...but finally we played 1 hr..I didnt play badminton after secondary school...crazy..it's luck that I still remember how to hit the ball...then we got a nice tea as Daniel said he's hungry..haha...ice-cream...fat ar........then rushed to Shatin to meet Charmaine + Eugene to see Winnie's drama.....Thanks for Eugene to come...really deep thanks...as I think the drama was........sigh......but it was coincidence that I met Eva in there...her friend was also one of the actress. Slept immediately after going home.

29/3 today....worked in Science Museum for whole day...super tired....got a BIG mistake today...I immediately applogize..the partner today was suck......sigh.....how come SM will have these people?! huh?! then flied aeroplane by my tutorial students..btw..it's good that I had time to shop and bought a new pair of converse for going office..haha...converse to go office.....am I mad?!

The song from drama..is worth $50-
獨自坐在家的一角
像是沒甚麼肯定
發覺我所關心的一切
在你心裡沒意義

找到心裡的 能力莫測寶貝
心信總有天定會發光
假也可變真 夢想 一天高飛
縱已軟弱無力

have feeling in my heart during listening the song....can my dream come true?

15842 + 15842 + 15842 + 15842 + 15842 + 15842 + 15842 + 15842 + 15842 + 15842 + 15842 + 15842
1/4......my deadline.......die.........in.........1/4......................

>>March 29, 2005 at 11:44:21 PM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 25 日 星期五 【晴】

You scored as Singer. http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=12273

Singer 95%
Teacher 85%
Actor or actress! 85%
Artist 80%
Cook 70%
Athelete! 65%
Scientist 60%
Musician 45%
Doctor 45%
Model 35%


Chi ma gun...I scored as Singer?!

>>March 25, 2005 at 12:42:33 AM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 24 日 星期四 【晴】

今日電視金句: 我其實feel到我係part of 個organization。

今日email金句: please be patient.

>>March 24, 2005 at 8:44:37 PM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 23 日 星期三 【晴】

放假都俾人用粗口話...唉...真係慘

pin: congratulations for you to 出pool~~~

今日教水金句 (quoted by joe lee): 唔可以俾佢有"喘息"既機會。
今日練水金句 (quoted by mary): 雖然我好勤力練水，但係練黎練去都冇進步呢。

今日got a lot fun in daniel's 保母車after練水，hehe。

>>March 24, 2005 at 8:40:51 PM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 18 日 星期五 【晴】

今日六件開心事:
1. 放左學後有個人係學校門口等我，佢見到我既時候，我估佢至少笑左10分鐘。
2. 係76上面，見到一個 “豬”既訓覺樣，勁cute，我當時真係好想咬佢。
3. 去south island既途中，有一段路，自己唔洗行，hehe~~
4. 成功煩到一個唔肯落水既人游水，最緊要我見佢搏盡 + ok認真咁游。
5. 同某人三更半夜係九龍城食左一碗彈牙既魚旦粉。
6. 有人jar車送我返屋企。

如果戇居係等於白痴，我諗我喜歡joe lee既白痴rather than daniel既戇居，因為聽到戇居既感覺比較hurt…唉…成日都記係心入面tim…

今日既金句: 小氣係女人既專利!

Ps 就係因為忍唔住衝左2個25m，隻腳又好似痛返…唉…落到水就好似上左身咁，搏盡游…even我隻右腳真係唔敢用力…14’…算啦…master...死緊。

今日係兩個星期以黎第一次出街+去泳池呀...

>>March 21, 2005 at 6:38:22 AM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 15 日 星期二 【晴】

今日d中學老死黎左屋企食晚飯，okay fun lei~~成十個人wor...
第一次見青青既男朋友呢...佢有d 似mix呀。
last night同james chatted 到好late..funny funny funny....


Kann ich mir in Sie verlieben? Können ich? Will einen Freund haben. Wo ist er? Wo ist er?

>>March 15, 2005 at 11:26:08 PM GMT+8