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2007 年 3 月 13 日 星期二 【晴】

Marketing @ 9 : 50 ~ I was still sleeping in class ><" The prof. asked us to read 68 pages; but she ended up spending almost 2 full period to explain those pages.


Annie bought me ice-cream pie ~ wow ! so yummy ! I am gaining weight every day >.<"


11 : 40 Accounting, playing w/ digital cameras thr out the whole class ><" not learning at all



1 : 30 Got back my analytical paper got 85 % !! wowo ~ I got the highest mark in class !!! it brings up my running total in Eng from 60 % to 69 % ! that's a lot ! Thanks Felix for proof read it for me ~"~


Day light saving 係 marketors 的陰謀 ? lol accounting 果個 prof 話,因為 day light saving 的關係,所以 shopping 的時間長左 ~ 間接令經濟有 3 billion 的增長 ! wow !







縱使開始有很多不愉快的事情發生,但我會盡量記住上天曾經賜給我短短數天的快樂。


縱使時常感到很孤單,但我會常常提醒自己還有朋友和家人的關心。


縱使對異地戀感到很無奈,但我還是會繼續努力


縱使對自己很沒有信心,但我還是會盡量做到最好!



可以的話,我真的很希望可以和男朋友的關係親蜜一些。


有感於自己在單方面努力,我已經放棄了主動地去找他;一切等我回港後再決定吧!


距離回港的日子愈來愈近,但這數十天就好像一輩子似的。


假如,我又變回單身的話,朋友們,你地識做喇?!要多d陪我~如果唔係下年我唔番香港嫁喇!


回想一下,很多位前男朋友,現在的生活也不錯。也許這是我的命運,我只要和他們共患難,不能共富貴。怎樣也好,在此衷心祝福每一位舊情人,生活安好。



>>March 14, 2007 at 11:57:04 PM GMT+8


2007 年 3 月 12 日 星期一 【晴】

今日無咩精神番學 ~ 尋晚等 Kenn 電話等到 4 am .......btw 因為daylight saving的關係,較快左一個鐘,所以加拿大同 hk 的時差係 12 hours ^^

一朝早坐埋 dinning table 的時候就流鼻血 ~ 嚇死媽咪 >.<"

made 2 phone calls ~ 1 個係 confirm 我收到 scholarship 封信,俾 financial aid office 無人聽 >.<" 第 2 個係打去 book appointment 睇醫生,但又無人聽 >.< 2 個都係留言.......無奈 @@

11 : 40 web n graphic design~nth special

1 : 30 economic ~ 我眼訓到擺到明係佢面前不斷咁「中」~haha ! 無辦法喇,或者我真係唔適應佢的教學方法呱 ?

book 左 29 號 10 點半睇醫生 ~ oh ! 姐係我最遲 26 號就要去抽血 la >.<"

成功自己試到點樣 burn mp3 落隻 CD 果度 ~ 而可以係架車果度 play 到 !

>>March 14, 2007 at 11:43:22 PM GMT+8


2007 年 3 月 11 日 星期日 【晴】

7 months anniversary


本來我以為,佢點都會講下我地一齊左 7 個月 ~ 點知,一句都無講過。咁我就主動咁講喇,但佢好似不當是什麼的一回事。真的有點心淡‥‥‥是我在單方面努力嗎 ? 不想想太多,一切等我回香港之後再算吧 !


到底一個怎樣的人才能使我完完全全想定下來呢 ?


而我,又需要改變些什麼令自己定下來 ?







2 點左右去左黃金果間南園食野 ~ 叫左個叉燒河粉 ~ not bad 但始終味精比較重。


番屋企,睇左少少英文 article 但好眼訓,所以訓左。一訓就訓左 3 個鐘。


8 點起身食飯 ~ 食完就睇左陣電視 and 同媽咪傾下計,之後上房繼續睇 article


睇完英文 article 之後,玩左一陣 PS2 >> Katamari



溫左陣 Economic ~ 之後就訓 lu ! 今日都過得幾充實 !



>>March 12, 2007 at 2:23:57 PM GMT+8


2007 年 3 月 10 日 星期六 【晴】

大名: =]
電郵: [email protected]
說: 極度同意你所講既'死唔去仲辛苦'的道理...
我琴晚都諗左好耐...
我都諗唔到一個way係make sure一定死得去
你可唔可以話我聽~~你有自殺念頭果陣,究竟係d乜令你重拾返生存的意欲????

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當我諗到死唔去會咁痛苦之後,再加上我想起以前一些令自己引以為榮的事和對將來夢想;我的夢想是1)蓑狗仔2)做model雖然依家我知道自己做唔到model,但我依然有另一個有幾會 achieve 得到的夢想未達成呢~再加上,我怕對細佬有不良的影響,始終佢仲細‥‥‥當我識得諗到呢度,個人都冷靜左唔少。
希望可以幫到你喇~

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大名: =]
電郵: [email protected]
說: 呢2日受盡了新藥的折磨..
好辛苦....好辛苦...
每晚發惡夢...驚醒的感覺很恐怖
我累了....我唔想再捱落去..
想自殺...但又怕痛...
又相信即使成樽藥食哂都死唔去..
呢2日好down...好辛苦..
我想搵一個...解..脫

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如果呢隻藥令到你咁唔舒服,應該同醫生講ar!只要轉過第2隻藥就無咁辛苦嫁喇~唔好因為咁樣而唔挨落去!!無論你用咩野方法去死都好,都一定有痛苦!況且,未必保證你死得去。到時俾人救番,生不如死的時候仲辛苦!!!以前我都有諗過死,但食藥又怕要洗胃;割脈又驚死唔去的話會留疤痕;跳樓又驚斷手斷腳;打空針/燒炭又驚變做植物人‥‥‥總之死唔去的話,無論你用咩野方法都好,都一定係生不如死!
唔好拖,去見醫生同佢講你的情況。又或者係電話果度同佢 breifly 講下你的反應 of the medication~一定有其他藥物可以比呢隻適合你。
你之前可以克服到 suicide thoughts,你依家都可以 ^^

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had pizza for lunch



gotta eat sth to balance out those junk food



worked on marketing game the from 10 am to 3 : 30 pm >.<" then Steven came over n took the book in order to complete his part.


then downloaded some piano score from the Internet, however, my printer has no ink >.<" cant print them out......


also, dowloaded some songs for my dad ~"~


my nose bleed all da time, it became worse ......it bleed 3 times today......anyways, I won't complain, cox my dedication of recovery is more than anything ~ it the medication that I am taking can heal me, I dun care abt the side-effects !


 



>>March 12, 2007 at 2:23:13 PM GMT+8


2007 年 3 月 9 日 星期五 【晴】

Last night, finally, I slept at 3am instead of early in the morning. Then I woke up @ 6sth ~ Arrived school @ 9 am to meet up w/ Sabrina. We did some rehersal n final edition to our powerpoint, then printed it out.


The presentation started @ 9 : 50 ~ we were the 3rd group ( there were 4 group in total for today). We did quite well n got an A ! Pertty good ! cox we both put effort into it, and there is no way that we dun get an A ~ lol


11 : 40 Accounting class, I dun have mood for it, so I just sat there for abt an hour then left. Chilled out in First markham place, got into Peter's work place to say hi ~ lol. Went to Sing K around 4 pm ~ @ commerce gate, RX ( I believe this is the name of the Karaok ) CAD $ 10 per person ~ I found it a lot more expensive then HK >.<" so I dun do it too often here.


8 pm had dinner @ 南園, I had 牛筋麵 ~"~ then they dropped me home first cox I was not goin' w/ them for movie.



>>March 11, 2007 at 5:39:12 AM GMT+8


2007 年 3 月 8 日 星期四 【晴】

I got very little sleep last night, cox I slept @ 7am again >.<" n woke up @ 11 ~ I will try to sleep earlier ......


12 : 00 arrived school, talked w/ Sabrina, my groupmate on our project abt Prince Edward Island. Nice n smooth work ~"~


12 : 30 went to the computer lab, reherse a few times on my Human sexuality presentation ~ around 1 : 00 went to 5th floor n slept on the sofa ~ haha ~


1: 30 English class, I kept falling asleep in class ><" can't help ! it was so damn borning ~ but as today's lecture is damn important, and the fact that I was legging behind, I gotta work my ass off to get some improvement! My handwritting is terrible ! I couldn't read my notes at all !


3 : 15, no break but go straight ahead to Human sexuality class. I couldn't pay much attention in class, cox I was so tired. Also, Annie was in a pretty bad mood today ~ but she finally made it to school n completed the presentation. Thanks Annie for being to school n tried her best ! Got my mid-term on Human sexuality back, I only got a B+, while the highest score in class is an A. Anyways, I will work harder to aim a A in this course !


太興奮了 ! 囉左獎學金 ! 雖然唔多 ~ 得果 CAD $ 100 但我的努力得到認同,實在是值得開心 ! 之前努力撒下的種,現在一次過收割,那種感覺真的很捧 ! 我也不知道該用什麼來形容。


未黎加拿大之前,成日都聽人講,加拿大「遍地黃金」。因為對於香港過黎的人黎講,水準比呢面 ge 人高。但我黎到的時候,發覺完全唔係咁既一回事。事實係,呢度都有好多勁人,而且就算係 college,要求的水準都好高。所以,當我 apply for scholarship 的時候,都唔係抱好大希望。話就話我上個 sem 全部科都A 晒 ~ 但我估都有唔少人 A 到,所以都唔寄望自己可以囉到 d 咩野獎學金。加上自己又無 community work, 又無 leadership,又唔參加其他活動‥‥‥所以覺得自己機會唔大。囉到獎學金真係好興奮 ar !



>>March 9, 2007 at 7:43:29 AM GMT+8


2007 年 3 月 7 日 星期三 【晴】

so relaxed since my Eng essay is finished n proof read by Fleix ^^ i slept till 1 pm ~"~ what a big fat pig !

Didn't go to school ~ read half accounting chp 5

night time, Felix came over n gave me some PS2 games. played PS2 game -- Katamari ! i love it !

>>March 9, 2007 at 7:43:09 AM GMT+8


2007 年 3 月 6 日 星期二 【晴】

Woke up @ 9 to get prepared to school.


Marketing mid-term, not doin' so well ~ probably above 70 % I guess.



When I was counting down my days of return to HK, Kenn wasn't seem to be excited at all. sigh.....



My childhood



>>March 8, 2007 at 3:25:51 PM GMT+8


2007 年 3 月 5 日 星期一 【晴】

親愛的 study week 終於完左 lu >.<"


呢幾日開心多過唔開心 ! 嘩 ! 真係好難得 ~ 呢 d 日子係我生命入面簡直係買少見少 ! 所以有的時候就要好好珍惜 la ~ 因為我真係唔知道幾時又會變番好似以前咁 ~"~ 其實生命真係一個又一個的 cycle ,有開心有唔開心。只不過,我 ge ups and downs 的 pattern 係 downs 就好長 ups 就好短姐 ! 好多謝一直以黎係我身邊支持我,關心我的朋友仔 ~


隻藥的副作用開始現出黎 ~ 個咀唇好 dry,我要 keep住搽 collegen ~ 另外,又流鼻血,因為好乾 !! 不過,我唔介意 if 呢隻藥真係可以醫番好個病 ! btw 22 ~ 25 號要揀一日去抽血 ~ >.<"


Wow ~ I am a bit relieved. my eng 2nd in-class essay got 58 % ~ I am ABOVE average ! haha ! Obviously, this is not a good grade, but at least, I am not the worst in class! the running total in Eng is 60 % right now ~ hope it will be increased gradually ~"~


oh ~ my god ! my MRK260 prof asked me to explain how to use FTP to upload website.....I was NOT prepared at all! I spoke terrible in front of the class,  >.<" tho I hate it, today's experience may probably be helpful in the way of pratcising public speaking ! Our team got 90 % in presentation ! cool ~ the highest mark in my class !


Study for marketing mid-term from 12 am till 4 am ?! lol ~ am I crazy?! yea, probably. It was 6am sth when I finally fell asleep.




>>March 8, 2007 at 3:25:12 PM GMT+8


2007 年 3 月 4 日 星期日 【晴】

I talked w/ Felix in the car again.....when the sky was dark, everything was motionless and slience, sitting in a car with warm air kept running thr my body was kinda relaxing.....and secure also. I liked to share my thoughts at that moment.......almost guardless.


I went back home to remove my make up and contact lens, then got changed n grabbed my Marketing book to study. Felix studied with me, and I finished my study of 4 chp in 4 hrs, not bad. At least, a lot faster then I study alone at home. Cox I dun talk too much n dun walk around ....so it forced me to be concentrated on my revision.


He drove me home @ 12: 30 ~ I quickly wash my face, had a hot chocolate to drink then went to bed. While I was sleeping from 1pm to 5 pm ~ at least 4 phone calls >.<" but merically, every time after I picked up the phone, I slept right away ! Where as I used to can't sleep back after ppl's call.


Annie and her bf came over @ 5 : 40 pm ~ she wanted me to do her make up for annual dinner. OMG, she bought me a box of truffels ! well......of cox I appriciated that, but there's really no need to buy me stuff >.<" She cosplayed Yuna n she's gerogous! She only requested me to do her eyes and cheeks, and she didn't even apply foundation but she looked good enough already ~ Haven't been applying make up on other for so long ~ hope she is satisfied w/ the outcome n won't complain abt my slow-speed make up skills la >.<"



GOOD NEWS:


100 % in Economic Mid-term ! I really doubt if what I see if true....



>>March 5, 2007 at 11:05:54 AM GMT+8


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