2004 年 4 月 6 日 星期二 【晴】

我多0左另一個家呢! 0係邊? 就0係車士活我返工0既地方lor! 哈哈~~

唔知點解我真係好鍾意去那兒逗留呢。Auntie同uncle好人係一個factor la 但係我諗最緊要0既可能係我唔想返屋企。依家返到去都係對住個電腦，有時都幾悶。我0係店度有auntie同uncle笑我啦，有帥傅同我傾計啦，依家仲多了一個愛人。都唔知點開始，不過佢同我今個星期日日都見到佢。哈哈~~個帥傅其實都成日見到我。佢問我係唔係好鍾意0個度，我諗我會答係。我聽日又會見到愛人啦。佢一定會來探望我。話晒我聽日會遲走。我同Debra要去買禮物比Korin。

我呢個愛人0既胃口十分之大。我都未見過女仔食咁鬼死多0野ga!都唔知佢點解可以食咁多
0野?不過大食係一回事，佢又真係幾得意。今日佢同我講0左好多廢話添。比個帥傅聽到真係都笑死佢。

aiya~~聽日要一早起身返工呀!一定忙到chi sin!! ><"~!

>>April 7, 2004 at 1:35:45 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 3 日 星期六 【雨】

今日好黑仔呀!唔知亞Gail隻貓係唔係唔鍾意我or我唔知道有關貓0既0野，佢既然0係我身上去厕所!害到我依家成日都聞到貓屎味! 不過又要多謝Andrew幫我洗好我件衫。佢仲幫貓貓洗ma pat pat 呢! Aiya~~ 都唔知點解會咁ga?真係好鬼死臭呀!

今早我又比亞哥叫醒0左。都唔知佢做乜0野，未到九點就叫人起身。我到後來睡到九點二十分才起身。之後我便洗頭，大約十點三十五分才出門。當我0地出發0既時候亞Chris打來問二佬係唔係去接他...........真係好似幾遲wor...............不過我0地 in the end 都有去接佢。我遲0左十五分鐘，而二佬就冇上堂添。

今日有Mr Chan同我0地講道。我好鍾意聽佢0既講道，因為我一定會有好大收穫。今天都不例外。

因為今日我可以見到我新買0既monitor，所以我連午餐都冇點乜食。哈哈~~不過我覺得自己有病就真。Andrew幫我搬0左個仔上車後就走了。當我記得我未比錢佢時佢已經去0左Eastwood買
0野。Luckily,因為亞Gail又唔記得bring her keys 0既 reason，Jenny都要去Eastwood搵佢，所以到後來我0地去0左那兒找他們兩個。

我0地買0左好耐0野。之後去0左亞嫂屋企坐。就快走時唔小心激親亞嫂害到亞哥用了好長0既時間來平息the whole situation。就係呢個時間我去玩貓貓才出事的! ><~!

aiya~~~~

>>April 5, 2004 at 12:24:39 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 2 日 星期五 【微雨】

差唔多有一個星期冇打日記呢。

星期四要返工，我一早就要坐巴士出Chatswood。好彩冇遲到，雖然uncle都係早過我。我好開心咁一早就不斷地上包同甩蛋撻。依家我可以好快咁甩蛋撻啦。做開又覺得幾好玩呢! Aunty 因為要去送貨所以我好遲才見到她。之後auntie仲去0左剪髮添。

食午餐時我stay0左0係店度，因為d師傅正菜肉包食，所以我就stay back食呢d0野啦。嘻嘻~~~
d包包真係好正呀!我食0左好多呢!夜晚的時候，我又同uncle, auntie食晚餐。其實都幾唔好意思ga，不過返到屋企時又冇飯食而我又累0既時候，我就好唔客氣地stay back食飯啦。本來我要拿a roll of plastic back回家做0野，但係走的時候忘記了。

就係因為唔記得0左所以我琴日比auntie笑我講佢都知我唔記得ga la。aiya~~ 真係樣衰呀!點解我會咁stupid ga????不過好在Joey來返工時幫我repair了這個mistake。嘻嘻~~我琴日早上勁忙。忙到我連甩蛋撻0既時候都冇。不過我一點就可以放工所以我忙得好開心。

我放0左工之後，我冇走去邊，都係0向間店度休息。亞Beth因為唔舒服，所以好早返屋企。希望佢會早日康復啦。我有好多時間`d帥傅傾計又可以Joey講笑，真係十分之好呀!大約四點時我才走。我諗住去搵家穎時又比我見到亞Ing同bb，跟住我同佢傾0左好耐計。到五點我才坐車去Epping。

我同Binella, Queenie, Gail, Korin, Peter, Kevin, Newma and his friend and Alex食晚餐。我都唔知去了那間0野，但係我覺得d價錢好貴呢!好多謝Korin車我去教會因為我實在太累了。哈哈~我0地坐車去0既人仲慢過人0地行去呢!琴晚我0地玩得好興奮，但係我0地都玩到連聲都冇jei。

哈哈~~我琴日做0左一d野比人見到0左添。好樣衰~~ 下次一定要小心呀!
比亞四哥話我太衝動所以先會咁。aiya~~~ ><"

>>April 3, 2004 at 8:41:10 AM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 28 日 星期日 【陰】

琴日我好早就起0左身。唔係因為我勁可以一早就起身，只係我未搞慢鐘，所以便這麼早啦。不過當二佬去洗手間時都嘈醒0左我ga啦。佢仲早過我添因為要傾計。之後我同佢都要澡涼我又要洗碗。不過最開心0既係我冇遲到啦。準時上主日學for the first time! Service was good with Pastor Chow giving us the sermon.

琴日有波踢所以我去0左睇。最初我都冇乜興趣但係點知人0地講亞Chris比人正傷0左我就走去睇0下佢點啦。我見到0既0野係我唔想再見一次0既事。我知道亞Chris一定好痛，但係佢冇講過。希望佢早日康復。因為Chris要去醫院而二佬同亞嫂又去0左睇佢所以我一直都0係球場等佢0地返來。好開心知道Chris可以出到醫院而且還可以同我0地一齊食飯。

今日係一個好悶的一天。我都唔知今日做過乜。

>>April 3, 2004 at 6:54:28 AM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 26 日 星期五 【微雨】

嘻嘻~~我今日又好遲才起身呢。琴晚都幾夜返屋企因為亞哥唔肯走。佢真係多0野講。

星期四我一早要返工，但係我遲到。話就話我比auntie早一步入門口，但係比auntie見到我遲0左咁多都唔係咁好意思。因為uncle要送貨同去選舉所以就只得auntie來了。我都幾忙ga，我要做好所有0既準備功夫然後去送貨。但係唔知點0個日d飽出得好慢所以我有好多時間同亞Beth同auntie傾計。那日另一個帥傅終於由佢0既蜜月返來了。我只見過佢一次後佢就放假放到星期四。我只係聽到佢結0左婚同其他些少事。不過多一個帥傅返來都好，其他三個唔洗做得咁辛苦。星期四晚我仲同auntie, uncle食飯。既然我返到屋企都冇飯食咁我不如留下來，順便幫手做多一陣0野。

琴日我冇遲到，不過我唔係最早到。Uncle叫0左一個女仔返工，而我就負責train佢啦。哈哈~我玩得真係好開心呢!原來星期五都幾多人ga!我0地好忙碌。本來我諗住可以早d走，因為我唔想太遲去fellowship，但係因為我有病所以我好遲才走得。點解我話我有病? 因為我接過我的人工後放0左落自己個袋，跟住冇幾耐我既然搵唔到d錢去邊。我同uncle, auntie搵了十五分鐘至發現原來0係我個袋。我諗uncle同auntie一定比我激死。真係唔好意思!琴日d帥傅正0左好多飽飽同蛋糕。其中之一樣係cheese cake。好好食呢!我入廚房時見到d帥傅食跟d蛋糕，佢0地又叫我食0下喧我就食0左一小塊。我再入去時Alex叫我食多d然後再講多句0野後我就覺得佢串跟我。不過我冇咁易嬲，因為比亞哥串得多，我都唔介意。

我好開心見到Eunice同Jason呢!佢0地應該係行跟街，比我撞到佢0地真係開心啦。好耐冇見過佢0地 too! They look so good together! I admire their relationship so much as they have been going out together for more than four years now and they are still together!!!

今日亞哥要出街，依家只我得我同亞媽0係屋企。唉~
今晚又得我同亞媽自己食自己。佢0地兩個一定唔會返來食飯。

>>March 27, 2004 at 3:14:29 AM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 24 日 星期三 【晴】

琴日下午比uncle叫0左我去返工。嘻嘻~~我幾開心，只不過我穿了裙所以做起事來有點不便。Anyway，我都做得好高興。

今日遲到，因為亞媽0既原因所以遲了出門口。唔知點解我今日不停地做錯事。真係......唉~~~
我聽日又要返，我覺得會幾好玩。

下午放break時見到Erica同Antony。Erica請我飲0野，跟住我想買0野食時見到Antony。兩個都係好耐冇見過。唔小心撞到個頭依家好痛。 ><"~!

>>March 25, 2004 at 10:29:51 AM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 20 日 星期六 【颳風】

今日好多謝Andrew車我返屋企。我今日又比亞哥ignore啦。其實都唔係gei，只不過二佬要開會而大佬就要踢波，之後再出去食飯，咁我就一定要返屋企，所以便變成咁lor。

我本來諗住食午餐叫二佬比錢，點知到後來既然變成我比錢佢食午餐。Andrew因為要買食物所以走0左先之後再返來接我。Lily返學校溫書，Andrew就車我回家。真係唔好意思要佢車到咁遠。

今晚同亞媽傾計才知道原來亞媽當年都幾多人追的。 嘻嘻~~ 真係唔講唔知呀!
因為chatting的reason，晚餐就真係十分之晚啦! ^^~!

>>March 21, 2004 at 12:01:47 PM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 19 日 星期五 【晴】

I have been thinking about it again. No matter how I try, I still cannot forget the thing that has happened. I wish that I can forget and forgive, but I just can't let go. I have advise given to me by 亞四哥, but unfortunately I don't think he understands how deeply hurt I am. I so want to forget about the whole thing and have a fresh start. I just want to end everything right now. But can I? I mean if the situation is that simple then my life will be so simple. 亞四哥will be so mad at me now that I am still thinking about it and the decision is still going to be the same. He must have wasted so much effort on trying to get me think the positive way but I guess I am just too stubborn.

I went to work on Thursday and I love it. Auntie and uncle treat me very nice and even the 師傅are nice to me and they made me laugh so much when they talked with me. I guess my expectation in life is rather low.

On Friday, I went to a 佈道會 in the city. At first, I was planning to be a babysitter with some other people, but I ended up listening to the talk instead which was very interesting. I must thank God for the fact that we have four brothers and sisters who have decided to believe in Him and follow Him on this special day. Andrew, Lily, Leo and Karen have all decided to follow God's path. May God bless them all and lead them the way.

Today, I went to David's 21st birthday party. I have known David since he was in year 3. Now he is a mature young man who loves his God and serves Him well. It has been a pleasure in watching him grow up literally and in Christ. Herric had made a speech and wrote a song especially for this special day. Also, David's uni mate came as well and gave a speech. Auntie Anita also gave one and it is so touching to listen to the things that came out of such wise people. The food was also great! There were a different variety of food provided and they all tasted beautiful. Must give thanks to the people who organised the party and helped prepare the food. Without their help I don't think we would have enjoyed the day as well as we did today.

Haha~~ Seem like an essay tim~~~ Then I must stop now then hehe~~~~

>>March 20, 2004 at 3:09:09 PM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 16 日 星期二 【陰】

當亞四哥同我傾完我0既問題後，我依家再冇亂諗0野。真係好多謝佢0既support，冇佢不停的advise我想我一定會做傻事。

呢幾日過得好平淡。

星期二我去0左返工。Auntie同uncle真係對我好好。佢0地好可愛呢!聽日我又有得返工啦!! 不過一定會勁唔得閒。希望唔會做錯咁多0野啦。哈哈~~~ 冇野講lu~~~

>>March 17, 2004 at 11:26:39 AM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 13 日 星期六 【陰】

今日0既心情真係壞透了!今日比昨日還要差呢!! 唉~我諗都係時候反省，因為如果唔係自己衝動而做成0既後果，我依家都唔會唔開心! 我諗真係要死0左條心去啦。

今日返主日學遲到，跟住service都遲0左。 我又因為唔開心而冇比心機聽今日的sermon。唉~~


有人send0左個email比我，內容係:

坦白的友情　　　作者：張小嫻

　　當我們對一個朋友付出很多感情，最後，大家的關係卻決裂的時候
，我們會傷心地告訴自己，以後也不要對朋友投入那麼多的感情。

你愈把他當作知己，你對他的期待也愈高。
你愈付出感情，愈覺得有些事情是理所當然的

為了利益而反目，那不值得可惜，經不起利益考驗，證明你沒有付出最
真摯的感情。

　　為了一些原則和誤會而反目，那才是叫人難過的。

　　那麼，不如不要再對新相識的朋友付出感情。
　　然而，不付出感情，又怎可能交到朋友？
　　原來，問題不是我們付出太多感情，而是我們不願意坦白。

　　你以為不用說得那麼清楚，其實，是有必要的。

　　你以為不能那麼坦白，其實，有些事情無法解決時，坦白是最好的方
法。

　　我以前不會這樣做，然而，為了不再失去我摯愛的朋友，我以後會坦
白。

　　你不知道怎樣拒絕他的提議，不如坦白告訴他，而不是另外找藉口拒
絕他。

　　你不喜歡他對你做的一些事情，不如坦白告訴他。

　　你不同意他的觀點，大可坦白說出你的看法。

　　坦白一點，你可能會交少一些朋友，但你會交多一些真正的朋友。



　　每個人都需要朋友。

　　但是，需要歸需要，有和沒有卻是另一回事。

　　我們可能認識很多很多人，卻感到其中沒有一個是朋友。

　　就算你有朋友，而你也是一個很珍惜友情的人，但對方沒有這種想
法，彼此的步伐不能一致，你們始終會變得疏遠，到了最後，形同陌路。

　　容忍、遷就和迎合，對於維繫一段友誼來說，只是一時之計。

　　你必須知道，當你一點也不被尊重時，你並非在交友，而是在行乞而
已。

　　人與人之間總被某種感情支配，那可能是愛或恨、是依賴或抗拒，
也可能是愛恨交織、依賴和抗拒同在，人們有時連自己也弄不清楚自己
的想法，何況對於別人的呢？

　　朋友對你不仁，你卻對他們不捨不棄，那很好，卻該定一個限期，
讓自己在徹底失望前離開。

　　朋友，始終不是你生命中的氧氣，沒有朋友是不會死的，暫時沒有
朋友也不代表永遠沒有朋友。

　　相反地，如果你擁有一群已經不當你是朋友的朋友，而你還是對你
們苦纏不休，那並不代表你真的需要朋友。而是你不能在自己身上找到
價值而已。


這是一個好提示，但係我可以做到嗎? Send 比我的那個人可以做到嗎?

好在今日又有亞四哥幫助我。佢開解我同安慰我，令我0既心情平息d。好多謝你呀!

>>March 14, 2004 at 1:14:29 PM GMT+8