2003 年 8 月 3 日 星期日 【晴】

I am so annoyed that I can just whack someone on the head now. Why does he have to be so stubborn? Why doesn't he ever listen to any advise given to him by other people? I am going to give up on getting him to listen very soon. I don't know rather I still have the strength to persuade him to see the truth about himself. So stubborn and so critical of his own brothers and sisters in Christ when he is not much better than them himself. If only he wasn't my friend I wouldn't have cared less about him.

Things are going to be so bad between us now since we are arguing but I think this is the only way that I can put some sense into him and to make him see what kind of stupid things he is really doing. I have never wanted to shout at someone as much as I wanted to shout at him, maybe because he deserved it.

So many things have happened recently now that I am so confused and shocked and all kind of other emotions. I hope everything will work out soon.

>>August 4, 2003 at 7:22:13 AM GMT+8

2003 年 7 月 27 日 星期日 【晴】

唉~人生都幾煩。我真係唔知點解d野會正到咁煩，早知會咁我一早就做多d野啦。現在所有事都變得十分之complicated。


>>July 28, 2003 at 3:57:26 AM GMT+8

2003 年 7 月 15 日 星期二 【晴】

The weather is very cold now a day and I am very fortunate to be getting a cold after the coming home from a church camp. I don't know how this happen but half of the habakkuk people are sick after coming out of the camp. It seems to me that we are sick mostly due to the fact that we didn't get that much sleep and it was freezing at the camp site.

The camp was not bad but I think we really need to sleep because it was terrible to see so many brothers and sisters sleeping during talks. (Of course I have slept too so I shouldn't talk that much)

On thursday night, jenny and donna arrived at my place for a sleepover and then on friday, more people arrived to prepare for the journey together to Colloroy. Most of the people were playing on the PS2 and I was worrying about how I haven't done everything etc.. Eric went to pick up some other people and Vincent had to leave early because he was involved in some sort of stuff as well.

After telling Ricky to go a dozen of times, we finally left the house at half past six. We were completely lost when we got to Colloroy, turning around and around three times in order to find the right place and when we finally got there, we saw that Eric had also arrived too.

The first night, we had ice-breaking and it was not bad but I prefer to have something else to do or just singing will be good. That night, I had three hours of sleep as we played Uno until the early hours of the morning. When the morning came, I felt like I have hardly slept at all. I did make it through the first talk and the workshop with Pastor Chow, but as night came with the evening talk, I could no longer maintain my drowsiness and slept for most of the talk. Even that happened to me at night, I still didn't sleep too much that night. I went for a walk with Chris waiting for the sun to come but finally settled down to sleep at a common room. That night we had two hours of sleep and then went to watch the sun rise. It was quite beautiful to be honest. The view is spectacular!

The service was not good because it was obvious that lots of us were sleeping. I did sleep through most of it because I just couldn't keep my eyes open. Then looking at Jenny, it was really funny, because her head was going basically in every directions. After morning tea we had sharing. This time I did managed to stay up for the whole lot but Jenny was sleeping on my shoulders throughout the whole time.

I must say that I was glad to be back home where I have my comfy bed and my privacy and other stuff that I don't have during the camp. We had quite a bit of people over that night in order to celebrate Ricky's birthday. It was kind of good except for the cake was a bit demented but overall splendid.

Everyone woke up in the early afternoon on monday and when I woke up, it was with a heavy and painful head. I knew immediately that I have got the flu. I went downstairs to find that Ricky was looking rather like me and then realised that we are both sick. We concluded that our sickness is the same. In the afternoon we went to see a doctor and we were prescribed with a rather expensive medication that has side effects. I slept for most of the evening and for now I am getting better.

I have not gotten this sick since i was a little kid. I am not even sure if I have ever gotten this sick before. A terrible experience. After talking to a few brothers and sisters I also found out that lots of others are also sick from the same thing. What was wrong with the camp that made us all sick? I kept on wondering. Who knows?

I am now looking forward to seeing ar gail soon. Haven't seen her for ages.

>>July 16, 2003 at 2:56:03 PM GMT+8

2003 年 6 月 20 日 星期五 【陰】

好凍啊!我都唔知點解今年0既天氣會變成咁。

還差一課就考完啦!真係十分之想早點可以放假。

我星期四見到亞Jenny跟住我好似唔多舒服，難道真係比佢傳了些傷風比我?

琴晚好困難地才睡得著覺呢!

>>June 21, 2003 at 10:30:32 AM GMT+8

2003 年 6 月 14 日 星期六 【晴】

依家好凍呀!都唔知點解好似一年比一年更加凍。

就快考試啦，但係好多0野都未溫好。一定死啦!! 點算好呢?

我都應該0係時候拾定0野，搬去大陸做工人啦。

哈哈~

>>June 14, 2003 at 4:48:09 PM GMT+8

2003 年 6 月 8 日 星期日 【晴】

YEAH~~~ I have finally finished the annoying financial management assignment!!!! Now, I must do my coy law one as well as my computer one. Hence, study for my exams. What the........??? So much work to do.

Eric has just told me that he has been baptised for a whole year today. It is also Bill's birthday so now I know what's so special about today.

I miss my friends at church. I haven't been able to go for a month and a half and I have heard that Gail is going to Hong Kong on Thursday. I am so upset that I won't be able to see her before she goes back. She is having her exams now and when she finishes I will still be busy with my own studying.
><~!

So busy!

>>June 9, 2003 at 7:27:30 AM GMT+8

2003 年 6 月 1 日 星期日 【陰】

好多0野做呀!! 真是不睡都未必做得完d0野。點算好呢?

亞爸明天就返香港啦。>~<

今次走得好快，只有十日。

我0地一家人去行街只有琴日一日。我0地去0左Manly。本來係行0下，但係正好有個Food and Wine Festival，所以就有好多唔同種類的東西比我0地食啦。我最唔鍾意就係the cheese，因為好難食。其他的都不錯。

我0地又同表妹食飯。 哈哈~ 依家冇點見佢，佢好似又廋了。
嘻~

又係做0野的時間........................


>>June 2, 2003 at 8:48:11 AM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 30 日 星期五 【晴】

My father is here and I am so happy. He is mainly here for Vincent's graduation and very unfortunately I didn't get to see it due to I have to go to school. Recently, a lot of people are getting graduated. I am so proud of Vincent. Hehe~

The workload is starting to show and the pressure is hitting me in the face now. How I wish I can just rest for a long time. I am so tired all the time. Also, my cold seems to be still here. I am still coughing and occasionally sniffling. My health seems not as good as before. Am I really that old?

There is a question that I really want to ask someone but I don't know who to ask. I need help too!

So much things to think about now. I don't like growing up. It makes life too complicated. ><"

>>May 31, 2003 at 4:09:30 AM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 25 日 星期日 【雨】

Haha~ Today Vincent is taking pictures with friends at uni for his graduation. Such ashame that I can't go to his graduation due to my exam tomorrow but anyway I wish he has a good time tomorrow.

I hate the weather so much. It is always raining and I just don't feel like going anywhere. Of course I must go to school even though it is raining cats and dogs outside. Also, it is very cold as well. I always feel so cold and it makes me think that I am really sick or something.

I am really sleepy all the time now. Don't know why but i want to sleep now.

>>May 26, 2003 at 12:10:52 PM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 23 日 星期五 【陰】

今日要打針。 ><~

亞媽話一定要我今日去打所以一早就同佢去了Chatswood買針。

我等0左個醫生一個鐘頭才到我打。但係佢好快就幫我打好，都唔知為d咩要我等這麼久。好一天便這樣沒有了。

呢枝針都幾痛。我見到好多細佬出來的時候都係喊跟，但係佢0地都只不過係細佬他，所以係有獾喊的。

今日0既天氣同琴日幾唔同呀!我鍾意天氣晴朗，但係我都知我0地要多點雨水，所以我唔會complain的。這幾天好凍!我同亞媽要坐0係太陽下做功課因為我0地都怕凍。

個天依家好早就黑晒真係有點唔慣。都未五點就已經黑，真係怕怕呢!

>>May 24, 2003 at 6:46:13 AM GMT+8