2003 年 2 月 6 日 星期四 【晴】

哈哈，今日我好開心，因為家人都唔o係度，所以我可以做咩都冇人理。嘻嘻!

我昨晚因為唔開心，所以就想起我o係Koorong那裡買的一本書，it is kind of for "ling sau" (I think). It said, 'God knows everything about us. And He cares about everything. Moreover, He can mange every situation. And He loves us! Surely this is enough to open the wellsprings of joy....And joy is always a source of strength.' It is wriiten by a lady called, Haah Whitall Smith. 我覺得呢個係 神比我o既思賜。當我係唔開心既時間, 神就用一o的o野來提醒我 , no matter what, He will always be here for me and I can be happy because God is looking after me and going through the hard time with me as well. Therefore, I should be joyful all the time.

我真係好感謝神咁愛我! 如果唔係有神，我今日都唔會o係度。 感謝主!

>>February 7, 2003 at 1:51:03 AM GMT+8

2003 年 2 月 5 日 星期三 【晴】

The day seems to go past so slowly. Why is that? Why is it that whenever I am bored then the time will go extra slowly to make the day more unbearable for me? I just want it to be next Monday now so that I can go to school instead of being at home rotting away. For two whole months now, I have hardly gone anywhere except for with the church people. I do enjoy going out Habakkuk friends but I miss my other friends dearly and I haven’t seen any of them. >< I haven’t seen them even longer than Vincent when he was in Hong Kong and that was only four months. I do keep in contact with them just that we can never managed to see one another, which is just a bit sad.

What a waste of my whole two months of summer holiday! I hate this holiday. =(



>>March 2, 2003 at 11:02:16 AM GMT+8

2003 年 2 月 5 日 星期三 【晴】

我今日的心情好了一點，但係都仲係有o的唔開心。如果人類唔洗諗野架話，咁我地就冇咁多煩惱喇! 唉~有時做人真係好悶的，如果可以的話我另願唔做了。好煩呀!!!!

>>February 6, 2003 at 11:12:18 AM GMT+8

2003 年 2 月 4 日 星期二 【晴】

仲有五日我便可以返學了!!! 好o野!

這個假期真是太長久了。 我太想返學la, 因為在家裏真係好悶呢! 如果唔係爸爸來了這兒的話， 我一定會更加悶的。 打中文係好困難的一件事。 我諗都係用英文好。

Typing in chinese is simply too hard for me and I am giving up on that now. Just the above few sentences took me over an hour to do. How sad am I? Anyway, I am so glad that I learn to type in chinese as it will definitely come into handy one of these days. There is nothing interesting to do but I am just so bored with my lifestyle. I hate having to cook for my family as the food is always the same. Then I just don’t understand why my mother won’t cook anymore. Most of the mothers that I know cook for their children, why doesn’t mine do that? Anyway, I just want to go back to school so that I can do some work or something instead of just staying at home and listening to my mother nagging at me everyday.



>>March 2, 2003 at 11:00:45 AM GMT+8

2003 年 2 月 4 日 星期二 【晴】

我唔係好開心，但係我會努力令自己開朗一點的了。人人都鐘意開開心心咁做人，我都係一樣，但係唔易呢。唉!都唔知為咩?有冇人可以話我知呀?

>>February 5, 2003 at 10:41:33 AM GMT+8

2003 年 2 月 3 日 星期一 【晴】

As I need to finish yesterday’s entry so now I will continue with it. I mentioned about my dinner and the horrible service and now I have to mention the fact that why I was very full. My father had ordered six dishes of food when there are only the five of us and to add to the fact that Vincent no longer eats as much as he used to (I hope he is not getting anorexia) the amount was just too much. By the end we were just forcing the food down ourselves. There were the fruit and the desert as well. I could hardly walk when I finished everything. We had to walk to our car which was kind of far away and that was some good exercise for us to help digestion. Still when I got home and needed to sleep (my father kicked me to bed at 12:30!!), I was still too full and was getting a bit uncomfortable. Eventually I did sleep so that’s good.

Today is a pretty normal day as I have done nothing productive at all. I was woken up at seven thirty by Vincent who needed to get ready for his summer course lesson that starts at nine this morning. I somehow managed though to lie in my bed until eight thirty when my mother came into my room. From then on, it is like the day is on a slow mode or something, everything goes pass so slowly that I want to scream out loud and tell the time to go faster. I wish I can have the whole house to myself, then I can feel more free than when everyone is at home and watching my every move.

I am so pleased to see Chris to leave a message for me here. He has once told me before that he rarely leaves messages because he doesn’t know what kind of right things to say. Now, he left two messages in fact for me and I have to say that I am really honoured for that. I will keep on making sure that I will mention his name in most of my entries then. ^^ He has also started a diary himself and it is quite cool to see so many people’s diaries online. It helps me to understand them a bit better. I like reading as well so these are the most interesting things to do on the internet for me. Hehe ^^


>>March 2, 2003 at 10:59:16 AM GMT+8

2003 年 2 月 3 日 星期一 【陰】

I have listen to Gail and Chris to open an account here so now I guess I can use this account as well as the other one to write my diary. I like the idea that I can change things on here where as the other one I will have to delete the whole thing first before I can write the whole entry out again.

I like keeping the habit of writing a diary because later on I can look back and laugh at myself for the things that I have done or to think about the good times and bad times that I have shared with everyone. I treasure every single moments with my friends and I will never forget them.

>>February 4, 2003 at 2:10:38 AM GMT+8

2003 年 2 月 2 日 星期日 【晴】

我好飽呀!!! 因為想要finish所有食物,所以食了十分之多的. 依家都唔知道點算好. >< 我今日去的那間restaurant的service十分之唔好. The waiters there were not really good because they didn’t do their job properly. We were waiting for people to serve us but none came to us. We can see about three waiters standing at one table though doing I don’t know what. I hate services like this.

Due to some problems this entry will need to be followed up tomorrow. Sorri!



>>March 2, 2003 at 10:57:54 AM GMT+8

2003 年 2 月 1 日 星期六 【晴】

哈巴谷係最好的! 我們今日比賽足球,而且仲贏了呢!! 但係有人傷了. ><"

Today my brothers and I attended service for the first time together this year. For most of the new comers, they have never seen Vincent before and were really anxious to see him, but when they saw him it was like, ‘Oh is that all’ kind of feel. As I constantly tell them that Eric and Vincent are very much alike so all they have to do really is just to imagine Eric being taller and a bit better looking.

Both Eric and Vincent are sick with the flu that Eric claimed Vincent getting it from Singapore or something and giving it to him. I do hope that they won’t give me their cold, as I don’t want to get sick now. Chris has given me a book on chinese typing and I am extremely grateful to him for lending me that because it really comes into handy at times. Thank you Chris!!

We went to Erminton to play against some uncles for soccer today. I was sitting at the tables where people have picnic on with Katherine while Queenie, Debra and Jenny went to sit closer to the place where the game took place. Katherine and I had to look after the bags while the others were enjoying the game or playing the game. From the very far distant I could just make out that a few people were injured and one of them was Eric. He got a cramp by running after the ball when it was out of bound. (That is quite funny to be honest.) Uncle George has also injured his leg somehow, unfortunately. Vincent on the other hand seemed to be pretty good as he shot two goals and we won by 4-3. It was a very long game for me as I am never much of a soccer fan. Still I am very proud of Vincent.

There is one bad thing though. We lost Chris’s soccer ball somehow. We suspected that some Koreans took it but we have no proof, so now the team is going to get Chris another soccer ball. ^^ I am sure that Chris is going to like it. We must sign the ball or something, to make it more special than usual.

Jenny was supposed to study today, but I have convinced her to come and also to bring her account book as well (which she didn’t study at all). Maybe I shouldn’t have told her to come seeing that I have just wasted her a day of studying. I wonder rather Katherine has done any studying either there. I have to admit that it is pretty hard to concentrate with all these people screaming in the background whenever someone shot a goal. I must admit that today is an absolutely marvelous day and I can’t wait until we have another day like this at another time. Sadly, Jenny and Katherine will go back to Hong Kong for nearly a whole month after they have finish their exams on the 10th this month. Still I am sure that I will be able to communicate with them on icq or something else. Haha~ they are truly really cool friends to be with. Especially Jenny, I found out that she is really quite funny. We had a good time teasing her today. ^^

Beautiful Sunday. I love it!


>>March 2, 2003 at 10:55:46 AM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 31 日 星期五 【晴】

Must say Happy Chinese New Year to everyone today, 新年快樂呀!! This year is the year of Sheep. Therefore I will start by saying, “咩~~咩~~”. I hope this year I will get to do a lot of good things and not just lying around at home being a pig. I really hate it when I achieve nothing. Anyway, today is a pretty good day for me.

As my father is over here now, I can wake up a bit later than usual. This morning everyone was up and about at ten. I don’t know why we all got up at around that time but we were wandering around the house doing nothing until mother told us to eat breakfast at around twelve. We had to eat plain boring noodles for breakfast today because of the chinese thing about not eating meat on this day. I hardly had any because of the fact that I am not used to eating things this way. Eric had chosen a path where we could take for a drive. We traveled a lot and we even went to Flemington to have our lunch-afternoon tea. The food there is not bad, this is the first time that I went to this shop. I was so full when I finished. Could hardly move actually. Vincent, father and I were so tired that we slept on the way home.

Good thing that we don’t need to have a big feast tonight again like yesterday. Nobody will be able to eat much as we ate so late in the afternoon. I made some 魚生 for my family to eat. I was so full to death that I couldn’t even eat a piece of it. Right now, I am still full to bursting, but I will need to go to sleep soon, as I will have to wake up early and wash my hair. (I don’t think that we are supposed to wash it today so I will have to do it tomorrow.) Father and Eric are watching “Tomorrow Never Dies” on the vcds. I missed the beginning while I was preparing the fish so now I will watch it at another time. I wanted to get Raf to take me to see it in the holidays but I supposed it was already very good of him to take me to see Harry Potter, so I didn’t ask him again.

I love watching the James Bond shows. It’s not as if I am in love with Pierce Borsnan but I am amazed at the fact that he can be so mature in age and yet still be so flexible. (He is 54 this year!!) I remember watching “The world is not enough” and I absolutely love that show. I even recorded it on tapes when I watched it on TV. I love the theme song of that movie so much as well. Edward went back to Hong Kong the year that this show was on in cinema and he got a very cool pen from some kind of show there and I just really want to have that pen. Whenever I had Chemistry with him then I would just take the pen out and play with it. I must watch this one soon as I really want to see it.

Yeah I can go to service tomorrow with both of my brothers. My parents are going to “yum cha” with an uncle in Chatswood. I think there might be a soccer match on tomorrow as well. I am going to it rather I like it or not for I must tag along after my brothers, but I do want to go tomorrow so that’s a different story. I am so excited about my father being here and now I can’t even sleep! But I am so tired so I must read myself to sleep now.



>>March 2, 2003 at 10:54:00 AM GMT+8