2004 年 10 月 8 日 星期五 【晴】

I don't know why I am doing this thing again? No matter what, it is just still disturbing me. It affects me so much that my life is just in a complete chaos. Yes, I have received advise from others but it is still an issue that I have to deal with. I can't move on unless I have fully recover from it.

Peter, I am sorry that I don't listen to your advise or your words. I will think about what you have said.

Alex, thank you for comforting me all the time. You are very good friend.

Sigh.............I hardly remember that father is to arrive on monday. My life will be in a even worse state than now when he is over.

XYZ...................

>>October 9, 2004 at 2:07:29 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 5 日 星期二 【晴】

哈哈~~~好耐冇打過日記啦!

所有朋友，我回來了!!!!

有好多野要講，不過我真係唔想打咁多野。

我諗我一家要講下UCAY啦。

我本來冇諗過會參與0既一個活動。如果唔係二佬死都要我同佢一齊去架話，我唔會有份去做野lor。我真係好感恩神比我呢個機會去事奉佢。我已經好耐冇做過呢件事。 真係多謝主啊!

雖然到最後我只係做backstage，但係都比我學識到呢件野唔容易做呢! 我又因為呢件事開始認識到Kerrie。我係同佢同小組，但係我都冇乜同佢傾計。今次同佢一起在backstage做野，真係認識0左佢多d lor.

星期日我好開心，因為Zoe答應我去看ucay的表現。佢好似都幾鍾意添。^^~!
希望以後佢會肯同我去多d佈道會啦。

琴日我都好開心呀!做到一d我好耐冇做過0既事。哈哈~~
其實仲做到一樣我想做好耐0既事添! 哇哈哈~~~~~~~~~~
我唔係傻，只仔係開心過度。嘻嘻~~~

不過依家有個人同我一樣都咁開心，但係我同佢都係為0左自己野而開心。佢係邊個?呵呵~~
你地自己估啦。 ^.^~!

我真係傻0左啦!

對唔住呀，各位!希望你地唔好介意。

嘻~

打中文點都係有d唔方便。其實仲有好多野要講，不過我唔想要打，所以我會停止。
我講得唔係好多野，但係我相信好多人都會知道我發生過乜事，唔洗我再講。唔知0個d你自己來問我好了。

我好開心，好開心!!! 哈哈~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

>>October 6, 2004 at 1:14:51 PM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 21 日 星期二 【晴】

Well, nothing has happened since I last posted my entry.

My life is one very boring cycle.

Hopefully, tomorrow I can go out and see a bit of things.

I guess one thing that is worth mentioning will be the fact that I got to see my history teacher again!
My history teacher is a very cool guy and I never really care about what I talk about with him.
We can share almost anything and I am very glad that he is still healthy.
I had an amazing talk with him only yesterday when I went out for my morning walk.
It was so good to see him. I haven't seen him for ages! And he was sick for the last few days too.

I hope that he will get better soon. He is taking long service leave at the end of this year to spend times with his parents, which is great! He does it every year and well, I think he deserves a break from teaching too.

Need to do more things around the place. Maybe I really should tackle the garden later on..........

>>September 22, 2004 at 4:44:03 AM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 19 日 星期日 【晴】

Once again typing with brother's computer because my one is so useless......

I have been out for dinner the last three days and have used up so much money that I will be dead very soon. I do't know how I am supposed to survive with the little money I have left in my bank.

On Saturday for the UCAY training, I saw at last the dance rehearsal. They are very good! Debra is in it and I reckon she is a pretty good dancer.

After rehearsal we went to have dinner. Eric and I due to not having a car with us so we were just following with the flow. Went to eat Vietnamnese food and I made a mistake ending with Eric having to eat two lots of rice instead of one. Which mean we also have to pay more for our food because of the mistake I made. Of course Eric can finish eating the two plates but he was the slowest.

Ar Bond took us to Burwood where Vincent had dinner with his fellowship people. Eddy wanted to talk to Eric so we went back to Sam's cafe (where they were eating) and let Eric talked to Eddy. I also had a little chat with Eddy and after a while we all went home.

I was dead tired when I got home so I went to bed without much hesitation. That was a nice sleep.

We were late for service yesterday because everyone was in slow mode. I got up at ten but took me ages to get Eric out of bed. Debra got Cedric and Alex to come which was rather amazing! Due to the fact that I had some food before I went to service therefore I didn't need to eat. I went to city instead and came home rather late. But overall it was rather interesting. ^^~!

>>September 20, 2004 at 7:51:14 AM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 14 日 星期二 【陰】

Very sorry to people that read my diary all the time that I haven't update it recently. Well it was really cool that I am getting some job interviews. Not much but at least some. My birthday has passed already and so has ar Gail, Andrew, Carmen, Debra, and today is Billy's birthday!

Must say, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU BILLY!"

Last Saturday our cell group went to Carmen's place for dinner. It was really good! I envy so much that they have such large, clean house. My place is in a mess all the time. ><"~!

On Sunday, after the UCAY rehearsal, we went to eat dinner to celebrate Debra's birthday. It was very interesting because we had "Ar LO" with us. For people that don't know him, he is one of the guy that is from the UCAY rehearsal. He is extremely funny. We had an enjoyable time.

On Monday night, I went to the city to have dinner with Debra to celebrate her proper day for her birthday. I had a great time indeed.

I first went to look for Korin at Town Hall, which took ages, because I was just basically an idiot with directions. Then we went to look around the cake shops in Chinatown. We got our cake for Debra and then went to Capitol Square to meet up with Peter and Alex.

There was a time when we wondered where we were supposed to go to, but in the end we just chose one. We sat down and for a good half an hour, we had nothing to do but to just sit there.

It was a while when Jenny turned up and then finally the main characters for the night turned up too! Debra was very excited to be able to finally get Cedric to take sticker photoes with her, therefore before we ordered our dinner, she pulled Cedric upstairs to take photo.

Gail arrived at I can't remember when. We finally got our order and then we began eating. It was very amusing to be eating dinner with this group of people that are funny and intelligent and talkative.

After dinner, we had the birthday cake. It was very nice indeed. Think we should go back there for other people's birthday cakes. We finished eating and then we went upstairs to take sticker photoes. Eric was waiting for me at that time and I had actaully forgotten about that until he suddently appear.

I had never taken so much sticker photoes in my life. That was so fun. Now, if I don't find a job fast I will end up being really poor. I have used up so much money recently it is not funny!

Well, I should finish this entry now as it is getting horribly long.
I had a great time during the last few days and I hope that happiness can be with us always. ^^~!

>>September 15, 2004 at 2:02:35 AM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 9 日 星期四 【晴】

我好開心呢幾日我每日都可以去in，我以前從未試過in，所以我覺得好新鮮。慘就慘在我要去到鬼死咁完先有得in囉。哈哈~我有亞媽車我，所以都係ok架。

唔知幾時我先會真正地搵到份工。。。

>>September 10, 2004 at 3:05:03 AM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 7 日 星期二 【晴】

I can't be bothered to type in chinese today. It will take too long and well, I have little patience.

I am another year older now and well I felt a slight change in me. The change is only during this week. I feel much more energetic due to the morning walk that I take every morning. It was really good to get up early in the morning and then take a walk. It makes my health better and give me a better lifestyle too. I got rejected by a number of jobs....but that is alright. Who can ever get a job on their first go?

Actually, I could get one but due to safety issues, I didn't go for it. Now I am going to wait for another chance. I was rather happy with my lifestyle for last week. More normal than before. Of course there were things that annoyed me greatly and I have many things to 煩 about, but still with great friends, I am able to deal with the problems.

My birthday was not extremely exciting but I am very greatful to Eric, who said happy birthday to me at one past twelve. Haha~~The first person to say happy birthday to me. He was so proud of himself too! Then there were Binella and Alex and then Billy etc.. Must say thank you to all of them. I am very greatful to the people that gave me such beautiful presents. And to those that went to Maccas for me too! Sorry about the long wait.

I spent half the night looking at and playing with my presents and reading the cards too. I love them all and once again, thank you to those people that took a long time getting me presents. ^^~!

Last night, went out to The Rocks (not exactly at the Rock, more like Wynyard)for dinner to celebrate Andrew and Gail's birthday. The food wasn't bad and we had an absolutely fantastic time. We talked and laughed and then we had cakes and it was rather late when we decided to leave. Oh, not to mention that yesterday the hail that we had for a while created a spectacular scene for us to admire. The road was covered in hail and it looked almost like the place was covered in snow! Beautiful!!

Haha~~ I guess this thing is getting a bit too long, therefore I must stop. People who look at the fact that I am typing in English will decide not to read it. @_@" ----> Learn this from someone.

>>September 8, 2004 at 9:12:44 AM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 30 日 星期一 【晴】

我又成日喊啦！點解自己會咁軟弱gei?唉~真係好鬼死煩囉。

我0既生活已經正常番，真係好。

唉~冇乜心情打日記.............

>>August 30, 2004 at 4:22:53 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 27 日 星期五 【晴】

媽媽回來後有好多野做唔到，不過我都係一樣咁開心，因為我媽買0左好多野比我。

琴晚番教會好開心呢。終於又返番啦。好多人問我之前去0左邊，好多人都好關心我。多謝你地對我咁好。^^~!

查經時聽debra講0左好多野，更加知道 神係幾咁愛我0地。
完了後，我同四哥傾0左好耐。佢就係一個好亞哥。對我0既幫助十分大。
今日收到一份禮物，好高興，都好多謝送野比我0既人。
多謝你啊!!!! ^^~!

一陣間同二佬會出去，我諗依家係時候去扮靚了。嘻~~~

等待跟一個電話，可惜遲遲的都不來。

我可否等到呢?

>>August 28, 2004 at 5:36:41 AM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 25 日 星期三 【晴】

Haha, once again using my brother's computer to update my diary! ^^~!

Well, my mother is going to be home in an hour or so finally! I have been waiting for her to come home for a whole week! Not that I am complaining about the extra free time that I got when she was still in Hong Kong, but I do miss her incredibly much!

For the last few days, things are getting rather interesting. I did a few things that I would have never done under normal circumstances, but well, here I am doing something quite out of ordinary and with a support of a good friend. I don't know what will happen, but I think it might be add more things into my endlessly boring lifestyle. Now, I am going to deal with quite a few things on my hand.

This Friday must go to fellowship! I have been very naughty recently. Have distant myself from God for too long. Really must go back to Him. I am sure with His love and kindness, all my sins will be washed away and forgiven. I think there might be a chance that Zoe might come, but I must contact her tonight. Didn't get to see her on Tuesday due to some special reasons. Hopefully, I can see her tomorrow. Maybe there will be some interesting things to see then too.

I am so excited about mother coming back! I can't wait to see her. She might complain that the house still looks like a mess, but I did clean it up the best I think it should be done. I am not good at cleaning but I did clean the kitchen at least!

Haha~~ This is going to be another essay like diary entry. Sorry folks!

>>August 26, 2004 at 7:01:19 AM GMT+8