2003 年 2 月 20 日 星期四 【晴】

Even though I didn't do anything much today, but still I am very tired at the moment. A lot has happened today but I am not in the mood to get it all down. Actually, I am not even very happy at this moment.....


>>March 2, 2003 at 12:35:51 PM GMT+8

2003 年 2 月 19 日 星期三 【晴】

I am suffering from the lack of sleeping. Thanks to Kevin, who is nice enough not to pick up the phone when I called him and then getting online when I was preparing to sleep. Of course when he got online I wouldn't sleep immediately, therefore it was very late when I finally went to bed last night.

This morning, it was hard for me to wake up but I managed. The lessons dragged past slowly. I don't know how I can cope this semester really. The teachers are horrible. Still, if I don't get into uni next year, I might as well be dead. I must work hard!! Add oil, I must.

From a lack of sleep, it leads to a horrible headache. I need to sleep earlier tonight otherwise I will not be able to do anything at all tomorrow

>>March 2, 2003 at 12:03:56 PM GMT+8

2003 年 2 月 17 日 星期一 【晴】

I am at school having my lunch break at the moment. I am going to have the worst subject ever coming up at one. The teacher is still the same one and I am still going to be stuck with him for another semester. What a bum!! I hope that I can change to another school and hopefully there will be enough people to open the class there so that we can have a good teacher teaching us. I must work hard this year to get into uni, I can't be stuck here forever!

A friend of mine who is a very smart girl, seems to be waiting for a reply to rather she can go to Macquarie or not. She is a very bright girl and I will be amazed if she doesn't get in. But then, with the increase demand for accounting this year, that might be a bit of a problem for her. I don't like the idea that I might be stuck here for another couple of semesters. I will definitely want to die then. Seriously, this school contains some of the worse teachers ever. They are old and they don't know how to teach and then they don't retire! Still, as Eunice said, I must work hard. With so many friends supporting me, I am sure that I will be able to achieve some good results.

Just wait until Jenny and Katherine come back and also Kevin, then we can start a study group where we just go to a library and study together. That can be good but also there will be a bit of problem. We can be distracted by one and other and we ended up talking instead of studying then that will be a waste of time.

Ar Gail, I must tell you that the computer at school does not have chinese therefore I can't type in chinese for you to read la! Sorry!

School is so boring. Is there any way that we can stay awake during class time? I want to concentrate on the work so hard but once the teacher starts talking about theory, then, I automatically feel drowsy. I can't help it! That is one thing that is stopping me from achieving my best at the moment as well as my laziness, which I am sure that I can get rid of it if I try to. Hmm... what can I do? Indeed, indeed.

Well, I better go back to class now. Need to go and have my lunch and then prepare for the class. Hopefully, I can learn something during the class.

Cheers~ ^^

PS. The mouse doesn't work properly at school either! So annoyed!


>>March 2, 2003 at 11:58:21 AM GMT+8

2003 年 2 月 17 日 星期一 【晴】

Wahahahaha!!!! I am so happy toay! Today is a special day but unfortunately I can't tell you people what is so special about today. Well, yesterday it was my friend's, Eunice's birthday. I can tell you that much and she went out with Jason, which is very good for her. Today at school, it was another long day. But, I did manage to understand more about Absorption and Direct Costing. Well, I still need a lot more practise in order to get the hang of it so I better get on with it soon.

Yesterday I tried to write diary but I simply just can't get through. There were too many people using this website. Good thing that I still have another account that I can use. Hehe~ I was talking to ar Gail yesterday and she seems like she is enjoying her free time at the moment which is pretty good for her. I am adding oil studying and I must get into uni this year. No matter what, I must achieve that!

>>February 18, 2003 at 9:13:27 AM GMT+8

2003 年 2 月 16 日 星期日 【晴】

每當聽說這個世界將要發生戰爭的時候，我都會為那些戰地上的人民而感到悲哀，

試想想那些無辜的人民，他們手無寸鐵，無力阻止戰爭的發生，

也不能預知自己的命運，甚至不能保障自己和家人的性命安全，他們是切切實實的受害者。



美國稱霸這數十年來，中東地區因為美國所發動的戰爭而死的人數已經數以百萬計，

今次再次開戰，不知道這種苦難會何時方休。

美國九一一的災難故然使人心寒，但這麼慘烈的劫難的死亡人數畢竟都只是五千多人，

想像一下戰爭中的國家，那兒有數百萬倍的死難者。

生活在城市的人，大概都從電視、報張中看到過九一一的場面，相信任何人看見這種災難，

都會為之而悲傷、感嘆，然而在戰區，這一類死傷的場面每日皆是，

在阿富汗、伊拉克，又豈止一數千個「九一一」呢？



無論在那一個戰爭中，死得最多的都是平民，而流離失所、朝不保夕的更不計其數，

不明白各國的領導人於心何忍？難道他們竟是沒有良心的？

美國對於九一一事件，可已經報足了仇，即使事件真的與阿富汗有關，

人家命也抵了、國也亡了，美國為何又要另起爭端呢？



在戰爭中死的傷的，從來都不是發動戰爭的人，人民實在無辜呀！

到底何謂恐怖襲擊？在別人的境內屠殺他國人民？

炸毀他國民用建築物？這些事情幹得最多的是美國本身呀，難道事先宣戰便代表合理了嗎？

那麼拉登也曾三番四次向各傳媒發出警告的影帶，不是一樣嗎？



盜鉤者誅，竊國者侯。

在這個說道理的年代，難道我們眼睜睜的看著美國胡作非為也不加阻止嗎？

無論如何，殺人便是錯，發動戰爭更是罪大惡極，

美國總統一直宣稱自己是基督徒，但他每一次從聖殿中步出，

便攻這國炸那國的，邪惡嗎？

縱使我不同意他的做法，但作為基督徒，我實在以有這樣的教友為恥，

作為一個知識份子，我亦以有這樣的知識份子為恥，

讀聖賢書，所學何事？



這樣下去，第三次世界大戰也許會發生了，

其實，世界是很小很小的，只美國便有能力把地球炸毀數十次，

那時我們便同為灰塵了。

別說事不關己，在那地球的另一方，那兒住著的也不過是和你和我一樣的人，

普通得不能再普通的平民百姓。

他們的膚色、文化、語言或許和我們不同，但他們一樣有血有肉、有妻有兒、有感情有生命，

最重要的是他們不比我們低劣、不比我們作的惡事多，

為什麼他們要過得這樣苦？為何他們要在戰爭中死亡？

除了我們比他們幸運以外，難道還有別的解釋嗎？



死者已矣，再殺更多的人也不能令他們轉活過來，燭光為他們而默哀！

但活著的人不應該再受此厄，

所以，請支持反戰的行動，別以為一人的力量很小，

如果我們是一點燭光的話，千千萬萬的燭光便能照耀世界。

僅為世間不幸的人送上一份愛和祝福，因為每一個人也應該有這個權利！



別再心存仇恨，又或是恐懼，因為那只能夠傷害更多更多的人，包括你自己，

由自己開始，在心中存有和平，

平安喜樂將會臨到你心中，那是再多的金錢和權力都換不來的。

記著，即使別人再錯，也不一定比你自己的多，或許是你不知道而己！



在此呼籲全世界的人民，

堅決反對以暴力行動處理問題！

還我們一個和平安穩的世界！



>>March 2, 2003 at 11:46:14 AM GMT+8

2003 年 2 月 15 日 星期六 【晴】

我今日係冇去service的。我都知我唔應該﹐但係我昨天肚痛,所以就冇做野喇!今日只係溫左一d書﹐都冇點做野。嘻嘻!好似哈巴谷同Lidcomb打和喎,(踢波)好事。

唉~ 明天要返學了, 我要努力! 加油! 明年一定要入大學!!!


>>March 2, 2003 at 12:28:54 PM GMT+8

2003 年 2 月 15 日 星期六 【陰】

哈哈! Kevin哥打電話比我呀! 好開心呢!我好耐冇聽過佢ba聲喇!佢好似唔錯﹐真係好喇! Abigail said that she will be more interested if I type in chinese, but it takes me so long to type ma, so I will just make it half-half. Kevin is going to Taiwan next week. He is so lucky! I have asked him to buy me some food in Taiwan, but when I told my mother and Eric, they said not to do that because they might buy a different type to what we expect and then it won't be as good la.

亞Gail依家好得閒﹐所以我可以約佢出街﹐ 但係我要溫好書先。真係好呢﹐有人同我出街! 遲d Jenny 回來後﹐我都會找佢行街街。嘻嘻!

>>March 2, 2003 at 12:24:24 PM GMT+8

2003 年 2 月 14 日 星期五 【晴】

今睌 Kevin 哥打電話比我﹐我好開心呀。我o地好耐冇講過電話喇! So,我好開心。哈哈﹐我地傾左一陣﹐但係比人 cut 左線。之後﹐我同佢又傾多一陣﹐所以就好開心同 surprise 喇。Hehe~ I hope that I didn't really disturb his dinner la. It has been two months since we talked to each other and it is very nice to hear his voice again! Haha I surely hope that he will have a good time in Taiwan and then he can bring back a lot of 小食 back for me.

Haha~ It's very late again but I want to wait for my father's call. He should arrive in Hong Kong soon. The house is so quiet without him. =P Now, Vincent has gone to bed so maybe I should leave him in peace to sleep too. I should do this is one thing though, rather I will do it is another. Hehe ^^

Our haba people are playing soccer against Lindcom tomorrow. Unfortunately, there is a chance that I can't go because I have to study. I didn't do anything tonight as I was in pain for half the night and then an aunt and her kids came over for a visit.

And now I must get off before someone start screaming at me!!!


>>March 2, 2003 at 12:17:47 PM GMT+8

2003 年 2 月 14 日 星期五 【晴】

Father is going back to Hong Kong today! I am so upset. I am going to miss him so much again. I do wish that he can live here with us all the time instead of having to go back and then come here again all the time. I have enjoyed my time with my father this fortnight. Although I didn't get to go driving with him at all, but I am sure that he will be proud of me when I finally get my P's.

Today is a very hot day! In Hong Kong it is very cold as Jenny was sick already. It's always good to have a bit of sun but it's just very humid as well.

Well, I have to go and farewell my father now. =(


>>March 2, 2003 at 11:37:45 AM GMT+8

2003 年 2 月 14 日 星期五 【晴】

昨日係情人節﹐但係我冇約會。唉~ 真慘﹗ 我係有約會的﹐但係那是神。 Boys are nothing to me at the moment and if it is not the right guy for me then why should I bother with them? I have always believe that, God has already prepare a perfect guy for me who is somewhere out there. All I have to do is, just wait for the right moment.

"I love the Lord because he hears my prayers and answers them. Because he bends down and listens, I will pray as long as I breathe!" Psalm 116:1-2

Loving God is much easier than loving a guy because you don't need to pretend that you are perfect with God. He knows us so well and He loves us so much that He even lets his own Son to die on the cross for us. Now, think about rather your boyfriend will love you that much that he will even die for you? There is no such thing as unconditional love with a guy, but there is none with God. Therefore, in the world, God loves us the most and that's why I am very grateful for the fact that I have God inside my heart.

>>February 15, 2003 at 1:38:18 AM GMT+8