2004 年 8 月 21 日 星期六 【晴】

聽日係愛人生日呀!!!
我後日就可以見到佢了!真係好開心呀!

呢幾日又乜都冇做啦....真係唔掂。

聽日有得出去玩，所以依家好開心。嘻~~

亞媽應該就快返，所以我要記住拾下野先，唔係一定會比人罵。

>>August 22, 2004 at 1:34:03 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 18 日 星期三 【晴】

唔知亞媽幾時返呢?我好掛住佢呀!

呢幾日又係一d好唔正常0既日子.....唉~

做人真係好鬼煩!實在有太多煩惱了。

都好我聽日可以出去買野，同見下d朋友。我就快din架啦。

我冇乜野好講.....

>>August 19, 2004 at 2:50:53 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 16 日 星期一 【乍雨乍晴】

Due to the fact that my computer is a bit stuffed right now, I can only update my diary with Vincent's computer and that's why I am typing in english.

Today is supposed to be my mother's return day, but then she is not back yet. Now I am again at home by myself doing nothing but looking after the house by myself....

I am very cold but it's alright. I was supposed to go out with Zoe today, as she wants me to accompany her to see a doctor. I thought that mother was arriving today so I put it back until next week when she would be having her break. I will have to get myself to Hornsby though.

She told me last night that it is her birthday next Monday and I am wondering rather I should get her a present. She is my "lover" overall! It is going to be good to see her. I miss her so much! She can always make me laughs so much, which is something that I need more and more now.

I am sleeping so much lately that I feel more like a pig than ever! There are people out there that want more sleep and I am here complaining about how I have more sleep than I need and a bit sick of it. Gosh, I need to shut up.

I don't think I should continue now because people will complain about me babbling too much!

>>August 17, 2004 at 7:35:52 AM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 12 日 星期四 【晴】

我都幾想我亞媽快d返來這兒。有時我真係好需要她比我既支持。講真，我依家係唔知自己做跟乜，而我又害到咁多人為我擔心，真係唔好意思!

我覺得依家我d脾氣好0左d，所以我好開心!我唔想再比麻煩人0地，因為我依家煩0左勁多人。

一陣可以同個咖啡妹傾計，真係開心呢!
佢好好人0架。聽講佢依家仲靚0左好多添!
嘻嘻~~
一定要看下先啦!

就快要出門口了，等我去扮靚先，嘻~~

>>August 13, 2004 at 3:10:13 AM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 7 日 星期六 【晴】

依家都唔知自己做跟乜。成日起0左身後就食，食完就訓。真係一隻大肥豬!

有兩個星期冇返教會，都知Debra好關心我，所以我會下個星期開始返番0架啦。我唔想佢為我咁擔心，因為佢已經有好多野煩。

好多謝binella比我0既support! 妳都幫0左我唔少忙呀!
仲有billy，係人都會喊不過你可能未見過我0係你面前喊jie。

亞媽就快會返來啦! 呢一個月過得真快。
我可以話我開心都可以話我一d都唔開心。但係overall我係好開心，因為我做0左好多佢0係度時我做唔到0既野。出去唱k呀，玩到好夜呀，等等。

嘻嘻~~真係好開心我依家仲生存跟。遲多一陣可能就冇咁開心0架啦........

>>August 8, 2004 at 10:03:55 AM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 26 日 星期一 【晴】

火星同地球終於撞上了!

我依家好疲倦，真係身心疲累啊!我唔知我仲可以last到幾耐，不過我真係好辛苦!點解我要為一個冇關重要既人害到我比佢罵呢?我又唔開心，佢又唔開心。我知佢緊我，但係我都唔想0架!

今日我又喊過......

真係覺得自己好冇用。成日為0左d野就喊。唉~~

我唔想再繼續........真希望今次係最後一次...........

>>July 27, 2004 at 2:47:41 PM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 25 日 星期日 【晴】

Long time haven't written anything here. Well nothing interesting has happened so far other than the fact that my mother is now in Hong Kong and that I have quitted my job.

I have been having a lot of fun lately with church people. Especially Debra and Peter.

On Saturday, Debra, Cedric and Peter came over to my place for dinner. We had so much fun cooking dinner that we made a lot of food. Well, I should say they, because I didn't really do much. Peter's cooking is quite good. I know that Debra is very good because I have tried it before but Peter's cooking is much better than I thought.

We played cards and was singing songs while watching Alan n Hacken 04. I love that concert. Such ashame that I didn't get to see it though live. Well, we had so much fun that it was rather late when they left. That was a good day, despite other incidents that happened earlier.

I have talked to quite a bit of people yesterday and I am very glad that I still have so many brothers and sisters that cares for me so much. Binella is a truly good friend! I have been neglecting her lately which I apologise for. I didn't mean to distant myself from her but with everything that have been happening and I didn't want her to 為我煩惱, so I didn't tell her anything other than the fact that I am very annoyed with a few things. Now everything is fine between us again.

This is going to be another essay form diary entry so I think I will stop. Just wait until next time when I am in the mood of typing in Chinese.

>>July 26, 2004 at 3:12:56 AM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 12 日 星期一 【晴】

今日勁開心,因為Debra來了我屋企! 嘻嘻~~~真係好開心呀!
佢六點多來到,跟住我地傾0左一陣計後,大佬同我就開始蔒晚餐。多d人做野原來係好玩d架!我同大佬都做得幾開心。不過最緊要既係Debra喜歡食lor.如果佢唔喜歡架話咁我同亞哥就好失敗。
好開心我可以同佢傾左咁耐計，真係十分之高興呢!

好耐未試過咁開心lor。因為平時有好多野煩，而今日我乜都唔諗，再加上可以見到Debra，所以就依家好似傻左咁，不停地笑。嘻嘻~~

聽日係力奇既生日，人0地唔講我都未必記得呢! hmm.....
一年前，我同佢都病到七彩。哈哈~~估唔到咁就過左一年啦。時間過得真係快呢!
二佬同珍妮都開始左一年了! 唉~~~

哈哈~~~~
Debra同佢男朋友Cedric都一齊左一個月啦!!!! 哇!!!!!!!!
真係替佢地開心。

哈哈~~~~真係好有病添!!

>>July 13, 2004 at 12:40:58 PM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 11 日 星期日 【晴】

唉~0係屋企好鬼悶!琴日係咁，估唔到今日都係要咁。
都唔知有乜好做.....我同大佬講，有乜做呢?佢同我都一樣,冇野做。二佬就不嬲都咁忙架啦，不過我同大佬就真係悶死囉。

哈哈，好低b呢!
唔想打添........咁只好遲d再繼續吧!

>>July 12, 2004 at 7:48:42 AM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 9 日 星期五 【晴】

As I said everything is rather annoying at this moment. I have never wished so much ever in my life that I can just go away quietly and begin a new life somewhere else than right at this moment! All I want now is to be away from everyone else and then just live quietly at a small place where there won't be complications.

I don't know what to say really, but I am really really tired. I just want to have a place that will allow me to rest forever....

Thanks to those people that have been helping me so much lately. Special thanks to Debra and Peter who comforted me the most during the difficult times. Without you guys help, I will be so helpless. Thanks so much!

I don't know what else to say at this moment.............

>>July 10, 2004 at 12:48:20 PM GMT+8