2004 年 2 月 15 日 星期日 【微冷】

哈哈~我又可以打中文啦! 我好開心，因為大佬終於返來了。我真係好掛住佢ga! 嘻嘻~ Barbara買o左好多o野比我呢，真係好。唔見亞哥兩個月好似差不多一年沒見一樣。 ^^~!

等我update一下我前幾日做過什麼吧。
星期六係情人節，我當然唔會stay home ga la，所以我約o左Steph出來見面。去到Chatswood，我去搵Ricky，因為我知佢耍返工。之後同Steph食午餐。我同佢都還沒有食午餐，所以大家都肚餓。食完後我去行街。我玩得好開心，雖然有好多問題，但係遲d再解決吧。

琴日我歧讖主日學。本來要一早起身學車，但係遲了起身所以就食完早餐後就走。可能第一堂，我一點都不專心。好多事都要自己回來再看一次。Service都係一樣呢! 唉~ 都係佢不好啦，可我不能專心。食完午餐後，我去了Jenny家打麻將。在亞Gail家見到Ricky，Chris同Edwin。 原來Edwin想打麻將呢。一玩就玩到五點才停，之後我等Ricky車我回家。 ^^~!

今日我遲o左一個鐘。人家放break時我才回到學校。 嘻~
Binella的媽媽(真的那個不是Jenny)來了Sydney呢! 垃圾桶一定好開心啦! 我希望妳玩得開心d啦，Binella! ^^~!

>>February 16, 2004 at 9:56:16 AM GMT+8

2004 年 2 月 12 日 星期四 【酷熱】

Today is a good day. I woke up too late for my driving lesson with Eric but we had been busy in the morning. I was chatting with Binella and Edwin, as Eric was still researching for his stuff. We had our brunch at two thirty after my shower and then we left for Jenny's house. We waited until quarter past three and then we picked up Kristy too who was assisting Eric with the program tonight. Jenny and I practised for the song leading a lot of times, so when we finally did it we were alright with it.

We arrived at church at about four or something I can't remember. Kristy and Eric went to do some photocopying and Jenny practised on the piano and I thought about what to say in between songs. After that Eric and Kristy practised their speech and Jenny and I went off to make us our dinner. The dinner is nothing special, just instant noodles. It was satisfying though. ^^~!

Eric and Kristy did the introduction and then it was Jenny and I to lead songs. I was less afraid this time infront of the people because I have done this once already before and this time it was much easier. I had Kristy to accompany me while singing because Jenny was playing the piano. Andrew did bible verse sharing. It was his first time so he might have made some mistakes that was understandable. In the proper program tonight, we had group disscussions on European superstition. It was rather interesting to know how many different things that the european believe in or are superstitious about. The group that I was in weren't really that into the discussion. We always drifted off course. In the end I think it was a success. I do like today's activities.

After fellowship tonight, Eric and I didn't go to maccas. We went to Gail's place instead to play with meow meow. It is a rather violent cat. I got scratched by it a little but still it's very cute. Went back down to Jenny's place for a bit of a chat then went home.

Vincent's coming back on Sunday! Finally, I get to see my brother again. It wasn't that I didn't enjoy him being away and all that but he is my brother and it's a bit different without him. What a bummer that I don't think I can go to sing k with others on Monday now then. ><~!

I am going to see Steph tomorrow and I think I will get to see Jess too. That will be fantastic! I haven't seen her for a long time again. My high school sweetheart! Haha~ People, you don't need to be afraid I am not a lesbian. She is simply just my best friend. Hehe ^^~!
Must sleep now otherwise I won't be able to wake up early enough to go for my driving lesson.

>>February 13, 2004 at 2:36:20 PM GMT+8

2004 年 2 月 11 日 星期三 【清涼】

Sigh..........I just have to think of that topic and then I will feel rather upset. I don't know rather I am doing the right thing at the moment but I think I must stop in order to protect myself. If I know that what will happen later might hurt me a lot then I should prevent it from happening. I am not the type of people that can stand a lot of pain, especially this sort. I am not brave enough to deal with it myself. I have thought of it day and night and still I am not sure what I should do. If it wasn't talking to Ricky last week that made me think even more I guess I should be hurting even more now.

I feel weak and helpless but I know that God is with me during this hard time and I truely value what God has done for me so far. I know that if I am in this by myself then I will definitely collapsed, but right now I am still standing because I can feel God going through this painful time with me. I am so greatful. Of course I must say thank you for all those "brothers" ans "sisters" that help me too. They have given me really good advise and if it wasn't for them I will also be struggling by myself. Thank you guys!! *kiss* *kiss* ={}

The weather recently has been horrible! I can't stand it at all. If it isn't for the fan infront of me now I will definitely die from the heat and the humidity. I have never experience this kind of weather in my whole thirteen years in Sydney. It's like being in hong kong again. TERRIBLE!!!! I don't know how much longer I can survive in this heat. I mean I am always going through this procedure of being hot then cold as I walk into a shopping centre or get on a bus then hot again when I get off or out and that's really making me sick. I don't exactly need to be sick during this time of the year but if that's what happened I will be rather annoyed.

Anyway, life is the same nothing special.

>>February 12, 2004 at 10:04:11 AM GMT+8

2004 年 2 月 10 日 星期二 【清涼】

I am late this morning and I am not very happy! I caught the bus at twent past seven and I knew that it should be able to get to Chatswood on time for my train. I think it would have made it if it wasn't for the stupid bus driver who just can't observe things. The bus went past a very narrow bump when another car was trying to get pass. Alright that car was a mercedes benz A class, it's small but still it can't go pass that narrow road with the bus! The driver didn't let the lady get pass before he too went across the bump and of course, he scratched the A class!

It was due to that incident that I didn't make it to Chatswood on time for my train to Hornsby and then I didn't make it to class on time. I also needed to walk a very long way to get to my classroom too. When I got there it was horribly hot because the room has no fan or air con. It was horrible! Just as well that we were doing interesting things in class otherwise I would be falling asleep and half dying in the class.

I have asked five people to do the questionnaire for me today in just half an hour. I am so proud of myself! I went up to people in the library and the canteen and asked them to help me to answer them. I heard a group of chinese ladies talking in cantonese and so I asked them to answered two and from what I have heard so far, I am sure that they are doing accounting. ^^~! How sad that everyone is just doing accounting because they can earn money from it later on in life? I mean it's more ripping off people than anything else! Sorry to the people who are doing or preparing to do accounting. I know that I have done it too but I am not interested in it and will not go back to this subject unless I have no choice!

My second class was spent in a hot classroom with only the window opened and we took notes for most of the time and I was seeing Chow gong again. It was only for a short period of time but that was rather not good. I really need to concentrate hard on this subject. Everything is essentials for my final marks. It's harder than I expect but I think it will be quite challenging. At least now I can do something that is not as boring as accounting! ^^~!

>>February 11, 2004 at 4:03:23 AM GMT+8

2004 年 2 月 9 日 星期一 【酷熱】

真係好，有人正晚餐，唔洗我正。嘻嘻 =p
好懶惰所以我唔想再打。

>>February 10, 2004 at 6:33:40 AM GMT+8

2004 年 2 月 8 日 星期日 【清涼】

Haha~ Binbin I write diary for you to read la! I don't really feel like saying much because I feel rather lazy at the moment. These few days have been so HOT!!!!!!!! I am going to die from this heat!

Due to the fact that my memory is quite bad I can hardly remember what I was writing about previously on a week's ago stuff, therefore I am just going to leave that be. If anyone really want to know what happened on those days then just go to read Binella's diary la. ^^~!

Last night I went to service and I guess it must be the heat or something in the afternoon I got a headache and then due to the heat Eric, Jenny, and I went to Macquarie Centre to walk around to stay cool, and then I went from hot to cold and then back to hot again, I just got sick from that. The headache worsen when I got home and by the time that I had to sleep, it was just annoying me so much that I couldn't get to sleep at all. Seeing that I had to wake up early this morning, I was desperate to get some rest but I didn't get any until late.

I talked to Jenny on the phone and I was hoping that she could help me to put me to sleep but I think I ended up putting her to sleep. The night was horrible and this morning I realised why I couldn't sleep during this time, it was because I didn't put all my problems into God's hands. No wonder it was such a horrible time! I learn from this that whatever trouble I have, I must always go to God.

This morning I was supposed to catch the eight o'clock bus to Chatswood and then get on the train that leaves at ten to nine to Hornsby, but my stupid bus was late for ten minutes and then the traffic was very horrible. With yesterday's lesson in mind I prayed and asked God to help me and wa la! Guess what? Not only was I not late, I also got on an express train that took me to Hornsby in a short time! Therefore, I was actually early! THANK YOU GOD SO MUCH! God is just amazing! I mean I thought I would be late but I was early. To make the day even better, I didn't fall asleep at all once during the classes. I had to be quite attentative during the lesson because we were required to go out to the front and give a talk at any time. Therefore we must listen to every single word that the teacher says. I am not too sure how much I like this subject yet but I do hope that I will pass it though. ^^~!

>>February 9, 2004 at 10:57:55 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 29 日 星期四 【晴】

Haha~ I am here to finish my diary for the previous day. I just need to find out where I left of the previous day first though. Ahh.........Gail's place....................

Well at Gail's place there was nothing much to do really and seeing that I can't sleep on her bed (as in when I lie on her bed I just can't make myself sleep). I ended up watching tennis with Queenie while Janita was trying very hard at the back to do her maths work with James helping her. Binella was reading a book in the meanwhile and Carmen was online and Gail was talking to her friends in her room.

We had to wait until Steven and Andrew to arrive before we decided on where to eat. Due to the fact that I must arrived home before ten, they had very nicely chose to eat at Chatswood. We got there at about six thirty and we got to the place (forgot the name or just don't know it in english) and placed the orders for food then Gail and Andrew went off to find a birthday cake for Janita. Unfortunately it was late on a sunday night so hardly any shops are opened. I told them to go to Coles to buy those cheesecakes and I ended up buying it with Andrew. (Gail wouldn't walk anymore! So LAZY!!)

The food wasn't bad .
Aiya~now to sleepy tim. Must continue later with the entry.

>>January 30, 2004 at 3:41:17 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 27 日 星期二 【晴】

I went to the last of Jenny's summer class yesterday and right now I will see if I can go to Company Accounting for tomorrow too. Apparently the classroom is rather small so maybe I will just have a peek tomorrow and if I don't like it then I will just go. I don't know if I will actually listen in class seeing that yesterday I was mostly sleeping after lunch. Still it's worth seeing.

I am very happy lately with my life as it's rather full and so much things to do. There are just still a tiny little bit of thing that won't be perfect at the moment as it's just a problem for a while already. Oh well I know that life is not perfect and I will live with it as long as I can just hope that I can cope with pressure.

Life have been good without Jenny and Eric and me being a light bulb. While they went on the camp to blue mountain I went to church myself and even went out with people to celebrate Janita's birthday. I went to service by myself on sunday and then went to have lunch with Bin and Queenie and Janita in Eastwood because we had to go to Gail's place. Gail's place is alright. Not bad for herself to live in but she had Carmen staying with her until yesterday and also Chris staying over too then the place was smaller than it looks. We decided to go out for dinner to celebrate Janita's birthday and we were just wasting our time at Gail's place.

Must go now to eat outside will update the rest later.

>>January 28, 2004 at 7:38:37 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 23 日 星期五 【酷熱】

I have forgotten to mention earlier that my father has arrived in Sydney on Tuesday! I am rather happy that he is over here because I hardly ever see him. Now that he is over here to celebrate chinese new year with us it was just fabulous. I do miss Vincent though. I mean no matter what he is still my oldest brother and even if I am scared of him it doesn't mean that I won't love him as much as Eric. He is part of the family that I belong to.

Eric is now up in Katoomba with Jenny and some other people for a camp. I hope he is going to gain lots of knowledge through this camp and will later on share with me. As for me I will use these few days to accompany my parents then.

Next tuesday I will have to get to Mac U myself as Eric drove to the camp and that means he won't come home and pick me up. But a question is should I go to Business Law or Tax Law and then attend Coy Law? I don't know what to choose. Both will be interesting.

For the last few nights there is thunder storms and not trying to sound crazy or abnormal but I really like the thunderstorm. The lightning is so exotic to watch! I remember there was one time when Eric and I sat outside Vincent's room to experience the lightning show. It was fantastic. I love doing strange thing. Last night when Eric and I drove to fellowship about two hours late, we were talking about how cool it was just to sit outside and watched the lightning. Such unique creation of God's!

>>January 24, 2004 at 3:43:14 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 20 日 星期二 【酷熱】

One more day till Chinese New Year la! Therefore I should say happy new year to you all now!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today just as the previous days I went to Macquarie Uni to have lessons. I am rather confused about what I have learnt today though because the lecturer isn't very good. I have learnt Partnership and Companies and Trusts before but still there are so many things that I don't know what the lecturer was saying. ><~!

Overall though I am quite happy today! ^^~!
We had Kathy and Karen over tonight for dinner and we ate at about nine thirty which was earlier than I expected.

>>January 21, 2004 at 1:39:15 PM GMT+8