2004 年 1 月 19 日 星期一 【晴】

I have been a very good girl for a few days already! I went to Macquarie Uni to listen to lectures when I can just stay home and be a bum. I went and have Business Law with Jenny and then I also went to Tax Law! It is rather different to what I have learnt in TAFE. The teacher is rather funny too but I must get there early in order for getting a comfortable seat. Also there are so many people doing this course! People have to sit on the stairs too. But overall I had a good time and I was so happy.

Today I also have a good time. I arrived in class earliest out of Jenny, Gail, Kristy and Eric of course me too. Eric dropped me off and then I went up to class then I realised that I was earlier than all of them and so I chose a good seat up the back but then the teacher was using overheads instead of the computer so I had a hard time looking at what the teacher put on the overhead.
I moved up a bit closer later on and it was much better! But by the afternoon I was starting to get sleepy too. At least we got out at four fifteen so that was good. I wouldn't want to have a long lesson.

Tomorrow I am going to go to Tax law again and must wake up really early. ><~!

>>January 20, 2004 at 1:08:21 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 15 日 星期四 【雷雨】

Today I slept until really late again but I went to bed quite early last night though. I found that if I sleep too early I can never sleep properly throughout the night. I will wake up all the time. So maybe I shouldn't sleep that early then?

In the last few days I can't remember doing too much stuff but I did do a good thing yesterday! I went to Jenny's Business Law summer course with her and Eric. I wasn't planning to do that of course but then if I can get out of the house then why not? I have always liked learning about Business Law anyway. I think that Neville is still the best teacher for law though. The teacher yesterday seemed alright but I was rather sleepy and we missed the beginning so I was a bit lost in the middle. When I get my hands on a book then I will know more ga la.

We took Jenny to see a doctor also because she was feeling dizzy in the morning and we were really worried. I think she is going to be fine now though just need to take her out for more exercising because she hardly does any and that's not very healthy at all. Haha~ I know! I will make her walk up and down stairs in my house all the time that will give her a bit of exercising! Hehe!

>>January 16, 2004 at 5:06:54 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 12 日 星期一 【酷熱】

Today I went to Charine's place to teach her how to make fried noodles. It was rather funny because she called me on the phone that we don't use and I was so surprised when Eric told me to answer the phone and that the person talked in English. I guess more of a surprise when Charine asked me to teach her how to cook. I was thinking at first that she wanted me to take her to Epping or something which to me will be really convenient but she just wanted to know how to fried noodles.

We went out to Coles together and my gosh is today HOT!!!!!???????? While it might be boiling hot outside but it was freezing cold inside Coles. We bought capsicum and frozen vegies plus some macedonia nuts with chocolate for her then we went back to her place to cook. We took awhile to do that because we didn't prepare that well beforehand. Haha but in the end the food turned out alright so that's good. She left some for her mother to eat and I don't know what she might think of it seeing that it looked like a lump of noodles to me more than anything else...........

Went home and I was starving to death so I ate some food and then Eric wanted dinner early so I made a very quick meal for him. We had dinner at about six-ish and that was our record for eating dinner the earliest time ever!

After dinner I went out for a drive with Eric again. We drove to Melwood Ave and some more different roads today. The car kept on dying and that was rather annoying because I might be about to turn a corner or going through a round-about or something then the stupid car died. Just as well that there isn't much cars on the road at this time of the hour.

Oh that's right! Today I saw Mark which was rather in a strange situation. When I went into Coles today I saw this dude who looked quite like him from the back and I was thinking oh that might be him. Later on I discovered that it wasn't. When we finished buying our food then we were about to walk out and just saying that the guy looked so much like Mark from behind but it wasn't him then the real Mark came into Coles! That was a bit scary to be honest. I was just telling Charine how I haven't seen him for two years and stuff like that he just popped out! Wahaha~ it's probably a lesson for me to not talk about people behind their backs lei hehe ~~

>>January 13, 2004 at 10:07:47 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 11 日 星期日 【晴】

I went for my first drive with Eric this morning. It was rather funny because I think Eric is purely scared of me driving. What scared me the most was that the car died while I was turning the conrner at one time and I didn't know what happened until Eric told me that the car was dead and I had to restart it again. Just as well that I was only driving inside small streets, otherwise I would be in such big trouble.

I had a bit of a chat with mother about what I want to do and well we still didn't get too far with our discussion but we did actually clear up some misunderstanding though. The day is gone without much excitement today other than the driving lesson of half an hour.

>>January 12, 2004 at 11:55:33 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 10 日 星期六 【酷熱】

Today went to service with Eric and Jenny but we were late just like last week. Well, Jenny wasn't with us last week but we were still late. I found it rather hard to concentrate today with the sermon given by Mr Chan. I didn't want it like that but my mind kept on drifting back to something that happened last night and I was rather unhappy about it. I guess I was to blame for it too but still I was really upset for awhile, but luckily I have a few people comforting me so now I am quite cheerful again.

I am very happy that Jenny is back because now that I have a sister back even though she is always busy with Eric instead but still...........at least she is here................I really miss the way that we used to hang around one another and just muck around but oh well now I have other people to hang around with. I am glad that I got to know some other people while Jenny was in Hong Kong. Now I find Bin really really cute and funny and very naughty. She used to be so quiet and so good but then I guess being in Eric's cell group changed her into a different person. Overall, she is really adorable la! Haha~

We had lunch at Carlingford Court and since none of us were really hungry we ordered a plate of noodles and shared it between four people. Haha~ Shared between the family le! After lunch we took Binella and Queenie home and then went to North Rock to buy stuff. I just felt rather out of place as I was being a light bulb. Rathre bright one too for that matter.......

When we finally finished at North Rock we went to Eastwood to buy Jenny's dinner and then went to Donna's place. Eric really wanted to buy this $20 chair from Office Work so we all ended up going there including James and Donna. The chair is not bad, I quite like it as a matter of fact.

The afternoon was quite a waste of time for me. I rather do something else....................
Oh well anyway, I will go and drive tomorrow morning with Eric! YEAH!!

>>January 11, 2004 at 1:40:52 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 9 日 星期五 【微雨】

Hehe~ Due to Eric rushing me previously I haven't quite got to finish what I want to say before.
Today is a rather horribly hot day. The bushfires are still burning all around NSW but according to the news they are under control. I heard that there were fires both at Terry Hills and Ku-rin-gai yesterday. No wonder when I went to Frenches Forest with mother there was so much smoke from over that side. Hence when I got to Macquarie the smoke was so thick that I nearly had a hard time breathing. (I might have exaggerated it a bit but you got the point) and I was so sure that the fire was near Pennant Hills yesterday when I saw the smoke thicken at Epping.

Yesterday I was supposed to get a bit of practise with Leo and Liu but when we got there nobody has the keys so we couldn't get in and so we went to Sara's house instead where Leo played a four lines guitar and Liu trying to teach the both of us the song that he had chosen. After all we didn't really get to practise so we had to ask Herric to help us play the piano in the end. I really think that Liu has a really good voice. Very nice hearing him solo. Just a bit sorry that I put him on the table like that. I hope he doesn't mind.

Now I have finished saying those things hehe I can talk about other things.
Recently I have been feeling rather confused but with help from a good brother I have actually got something to look forward to even though I am not sure rather the thing will work out or not. I am looking forward to it because it was something that I have wanted for awhile just not too sure rather I am prepared to accept it. I hope it won't end up like last time when it was a complete failure due to my personality I guess.

Jenny is back now and I am so happy because I have missed my "sister in law" so much while she was in Hong Kong. She is a very close friends of mine but well she is really busy now and I don't talk to her as much as she has other people to talk to. Luckily I also got to know a few more new people and I can also talk to others apart from her now.

I guess I am not expecting too much with my life recently. Just as long as I am happy and no one to annoy me then I am quite happy. Hehe~~ I can keep on being the cheerful person that I have always be.

The skin from my shoulders is coming off now after the severe sunburnt from last week. It looks very horrible indeed too. At least it's not hurting me like it was for the first few days. ^^~!

Oh I just remembered, Lili is also back from Hong Kong. She came back last sunday already but I didn't know until last night when I saw her in fellowship. I am so happy! More people will be coming back soon from Hong Kong and then we will have a big fellowship again. I am really happy with our fellowship. The best place ever to go to now. ^O^

I am so hot at the moment but I do not want to go for a swim due to my shoulders but maybe later when it's a bit later then I will just go for a swim. It's so early and I don't know what to do. Maybe I should sleep seeing that I am still very sleepy...... ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....................

>>January 10, 2004 at 3:55:30 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 9 日 星期五 【晴】

Lately, I have been having so much fun with the church people that I hardly know what else I have done. Just on Monday, I went to Macquarie university to go to the Advising day to have a look what it was about. On the morning, Steph suddenly called me and said she wanted to meet up with me. I told her to go to macquarie and we would have lunch together. I had lunch with her and then went to uni to find Binella and Liu. I had the most enjoyable time with them just chatting and looking around the place. It was rather late when I left and I got home just on time to start making dinner.

On Wednesday, I went there again to meet up with Liu and Donna so that I could get a book off Donna for hymns and to choose songs with Liu for friday night. It was a hot day, and when I got into their food court it was rather hot indeed. I met Queenie on the way there and we sat down and chatted while waiting for the others to turn up. I had lunch with Liu in Mac cent and then went back to his place to find more hymns. He kept on saying over and over again that it was very hot but I found that it was bearable until I walked out into the sun then that was horrible. Eric had to meet up him later on that night for prestudy and so I didn't have to cook dinner that night.

And now, last night at habakkuk we had a very quiet bible study night. Our group was so quiet that nobody said a thing except Ricky trying to persuade us to talk. I wasn't too sure why everyone was so quiet but I did try to answer questions. I have learnt that because of God's love for us, He doesn't want us to do the wrong thing and therefore He tries to lead us back to the right way. It's so obvious that His love for us is so great that He doesn't want us to mislead others and to do the wrong things. Therefore we must all learn to do the right thing.

>>January 9, 2004 at 11:53:05 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 31 日 星期三 【酷熱】

今日都幾熱feel但係我sleep到十二點幾才起身。不過我係八點去sleep ga! 我琴日出o左去see煙花，約 o左queenie, binella, gail同佢朋友rachel, 和candy with eric. 我同eric好遲先出去所以就攪到無好位啦。我同佢行o左好長的路。佢---->eric

我o地找到queenie後係see完九點那場煙花。之後去o左miss macquarie chair睇十二點那場煙花。我覺得d煙花都係gum jie，no difference ar! 之後d人就來了我的家啦。

We played mah jong at the early hour of the new year. That was Candy, Rachel, Gail and me. The rest of the people were either sleeping or talking on the phone. Gail wanted to see the sun rise but hardly anyone else wanted to see. Well at least Ricky didn't want to move so in the end not many people went.

By the time that Eric has driven those gals home, I was half asleep after talking to Queenie. Binella and Ricky were still sleeping so that didn't change anything. I slept till twelve and Eric is still sleeping now. Haha~~ It is a rather interesting way of spending new year eve.

Currently I really don't know what I want to say so I am going to stop right here.

>>January 1, 2004 at 2:36:18 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 27 日 星期六 【陰】

On Christmas, I went to Mandi's place with Eric. She had a party at her place and quite a few people went to her place. Her place was rather hot as that day was about 35 degree and we were all kind of boiling inside her place. If it wasn't for the fact that she did turn on the air con in the end, we might die from dehydration. (Just joking!)

She had prepared lots of food so that we could have a nice aussie barbeque at her back yard. Eric and John took up the role as chefs. They made us plenty of food and standing in the heat just to prepare us food. The rest of the people were inside either playing cards or singing k or just reading magazines or playing computer games. Everyone was really lazy due to the heat so we were all just sitting about doing nothing particulary. When the food was done then we were all rushing to get to it because most of us were really hungry and the rest just relaxed and watched the others fighting over for the food.

We spent most of the day that way and as the night arrived, we were all watching people singing k or just playing on the computer or just chatting. At a time, I helped Phoebe with cleaning up and that was rather good because I didn't want to read the magazines and I don't sing k so I was doing nothing really. We had a bit of carols at about nine when we were done with singing k and playing computer games and eating. As it was later into the night the weather became much cooler so in the end we were just sitting outside chatting.

Eric and I went home at eleven thirty and got home at twelve. We were lucky that mother has been busy with reading books so that we were in much big trouble with her for staying out for the whole day.

On Friday night for fellowship, we had a party too! A few brothers and sisters had prepared food on the table for the rest of us and I must say the food was quite good! Andrew and Lili bought along their curry fish ball. Well, Lili made it so I was happy to try it if it was Andrew who made the fish ball.........then i must have another person tried it first just to make sure that I won't get sick from it! ^^
We swapped gifts as well. That was really good. When it was time for our program to start, everyone had a fair bit of food. Phoebe and Zeason were the person in charge for the night's programs and they had done a good job! The games did take longer than I thought but overall we all had a good time. Oh! I got to know Aiva and now I can remember who Alex and Peter are too!
After fellowship, a few of us went to Silverwater to eat maccas as the one in west ryde wasn't open!
We mucked around and chatted with one another. I like this kind of time. We were making fun out of Eric and that was brilliant! Then we mentioned about what happened last time when we were there and we laughed a bit at each other more then we had to go home as it was rather late. Eric and I ended up getting home at two-ish in the morning and mother was still awake assumably worried sick about what might have had happened to Eric and I.

As for today, we had combine service just like last week and we were there early today again when I thought we must be late. On the way to church we picked up Alice who was waiting for the bus up on the hill of I dont know what that place is called. Today is the last time that Pastor Rys will stay with us and give us a sermon. Next year, he is to be transferred to Brisbane to continue his work for God. May God bless him and look after him and his family! Even though I don't really know him but I did enjoy listening to his sermon today. After service we had a barbeque to farewell Rys and his family. I hardly had any food because I ate before I came out. I had a lot of fun talking to other people though.

Eric wanted to look for food as he didn't have much food. Ricky, David, Donna and James also wanted to have more food so we went to Carlingford village. They also persuaded Andrew to come and so we all had a bit more food there and we had a very enjoyable time chatting and making fun out of people. We went inside Jusco to "accompany" Lili and Andrew to buy their food but I think we were rather just preventing them from doing their things properly. We mucked around in the shop also and we ended up staying in the shop for ages!

Finally, we got out of the shop and we decided to go bowling up in top Ryde. Andrew and Lili had to go to Eastwood to do their shoppings so they didn't join us in bowling. I ended up watching them play only because I didn't want to use any more money this week. I am getting really poor. Eric is quite good and David made tremendous improvement in the second game. Binella was also getting good. Ricky is very good too. It was rather late when we left for home.

I was so tired that I just slept for awhile and then our dinner was eaten at the hour of ten thirty and mother was rather mad at me for it. Oops! I think today is rather good even though we didn't do too much productive things but we did enjoy having really good accompanies with our fellow brothers and sisters. Just hope that we can do more of this kind of things more often.

>>December 28, 2003 at 2:34:59 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 23 日 星期二 【微雨】

What a boring day! Didn't do a single thing at all! Haha~ I think I must be the only person who live a life like this. Eric went to work for about four hours and then the rest of the day he spent it watching a series on his computer and I was dropping off to sleep now and then. Other than that nothing much has happened.

I am still thinking about that thing and no matter how I think about it, the thing is still very confusing. Sigh~ I wish Steph can talk to me more! At least she can calm me down.

Anyway, I am enjoying myself very much every single night. That's the best time I have for the whole day. In the morning it's usually very boring but at night, that's when life begin! Just like now, I get to talk to people on icq and I am wide awake and oh must really say "MERRY CHRISTMAS"!

I am writing this at three in the morning on Christmas day and it's a bit late but I am liking this time more than ever now. All is peaceful and just fantastic. I like having a quiet time without people yelling at me.

Vincent and father have gone to China today. They are up there for holiday I think.

Tomorrow (which is more like today as it's passed 12!) I will go to Mandi's place for a christmas party! This means I don't have to cook dinner tomorrow! Yeh! Tomorrow should be fun! We will be doing some very crazy thing I will say. Eric is going to bring John along and I am going to tag behind him as usual. Haha~~

Well, must get going really. Will not be able to wake up too early if I don't sleep soon

>>December 24, 2003 at 4:09:24 PM GMT+8