2003 年 12 月 25 日 星期四 【乍暖還寒】

今日係boxing day, 本來一早plan左去museum, 但先兩日前gwai打黎話同bear搞生日暨reunion, 都係一個借口玩隈hahaha! 早前milly返左黎香港, 都話想出去食個飯, 咁一於一日兩場... 結果係integrate一齊, 咁無野既~ 大家都係3e同學仔見下無壞~

十一點上水火車站, bear竟然仲o係屋企(%_%) 咁我地入去先啦... 好快到左錦繡, 好開心坐gwai呢個新版仔既車, 我唔怕死坐車頭, 又ok wor~ 好快去到佢屋企, 佢又去接多轉其他人... 我地成個下午一邊打 gundam x, 一邊打麻將, 又怒食野~ 我都有落下場打, 又睇下笑下... 到四點幾有d肚餓, 就借左部單車出去買d野食, 順便遊車河~ 好舒服呀~~~ 我都有幾年無cycling, 真係好呀~ 我就一定唔會有車, 咁單車都係好既代步工具 ^^, 我都係第二次去gwai度, 又可以膽粗粗自己出去既... 話曬我都係geog人, 好相信自己唔係方向白痴~ hahaha!!! 呢個世界好多野都好challenging, 我就係咁好鍾意流浪既feel... 當我見到有人拿住parkn袋行我就知我無行錯! 好快買完野返去, 玩下又到五點幾, 係時候出返大埔, 因為milly佢地都差不多到啦...

我地去左pizza hut 食野, 成13個人呀~ 連埋小肥仔條女, 佢果然係好sociable, 不過我都係咁呀?點解仲係A? hahahahahahah!!! 唔好講笑, 我地由六點幾七點坐到九點幾, 可以話係玩到癲~ 因為有我一定會怒影相, 今次thomas同gwai都有dc, 實行玩press con! 成班人要輪流報status, 又有大迫攻~ haha! 最精彩莫過於趙老闆既fyp, 經milly既訪問我地一方面幫kahim進攻, 另一方面又間接幫邦邦套料, 實在太有組織啦~ 不過聽日我一定畀milly片啦.... >.<

最後我地去左開心打機, 好平呀~~好多都係$2.... 有時間都可以玩下drummania~~~

返到屋企... 佢唔o係度... 我都有少少失望, 因為好想同佢share下d happiness~ 咁就睇下d history懷悗一下, 原來我地o係icq都傾左成年... 有好多野我都好深刻, 原來好耐之前我已經話同佢做生日,點知我兩樣都做得到, 真係有d服左自己, 點解可以去得咁勁, 愛既力量真係大~ hahaha! <-- 神經病... ._." 突然~ 佢竟然online!!! 好好好 happy呀~~ 不過好少佢咁夜仲唔瞓, 又係因為夜歸啦~ 有時都好想lie to myself, "可能佢都想同我chat一chat呢~" 但... 希望愈大失望愈大, 真係唔想跌得咁傷... 但有d野唔係可以好易控制到....

最後睇左gwai既od, 好agree佢講既野... & 點解人地一句起兩句止就可以表現到今日發生既事... 我要打成兩個幾鐘先得呢,,, hahaha 又汗...

>>December 26, 2003 at 6:06:13 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 24 日 星期三 【乍暖還寒】

MERRY XMAS... I'm just having a "everhappy" and busy Xmas this year!! The party atmosphere is still continuing~ Today I & bro visited HK Island, the first checkpt is GAME EXPO in HKCEC. We've stayed in the EXPO for more than an hour... shooting around but bought not many stuff (argh the mags are very bulky... ouch!) And we took few pieces of free posters LOL!! During the boring time waiting for the poster, I got sms from QQ!!! A greeting note from him cheers me up alot!! I replied him at once and told I'm also in Wanchai~ then suddenly he phoned me and blamed me not to tell him I'm there!! ^^ Just a short chat with him already made me feel fly HAHA~ I'm easy to be influenced! We spent not more than a hundred in the EXPO but it's too heavy for us not having any shopping bag!
That's the pics I took and uploaded by my bro:
http://f10.aaacafe.ne.jp/~wscss/2003.12.25/

We two have lunch in a small shop near CEC. I like that very much as it's just like having meal at home, but my bro complaint it's too dirty >.< Then we went to Causeway Bay, window shopping & spending the gift coupon given last night... at last I bough a thick wool blouse and my bro got nth... he wanna buy sth but I disagreed. Walking for few hours, we were very tired in the evening and have tea before going home. Got phonecall to confirm for tmr gathering, for bear's bday HAHA! Looking forward to seeing them~~~ ^0^

Another bonus for today is... my dad gave me a Nokia 6610 for Xmas gift!! THX GOD I long for a new model of mobile... and just wanting to look for one... now I got the one I hope for!!! How can't you believe in miracles?!?! Always prepare what I need and what I wish... even it's only desire... God paves the best way for all of us, so don't worry be happy and that's it!

Just brain storming a thankful song by J. Lo (I used to like her song too HAHA!)
Alive - Jennifer Lopez

Time
Goes, slowly now, in my life
Fear, no more, of what, I'm not sure
Searching to feel your soul,
The strength to stand alone
The power of not knowing, and letting go...

*I guess I've found my way
It's simple when it's right
Feeling lucky just be here, tonight
And happy, Just to be me,
And be...Alive*

Love
In and out, of my, my heart
And though life,
can be strange, I can't, be afraid
Searching to feel your soul,
The strength to stand alone,
The power of not knowing and letting go.

>>December 25, 2003 at 4:53:15 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 23 日 星期二 【微冷】

可能呢件事太"小", 我成日話想jot低都無做到...

事緣係做冬o個晚, 細kel又打電話畀我, 佢真係三日唔埋兩日打過黎, 有銀用都唔使咁呀... 悶都唔使bug我呀... 我份人真係好衰, 好既friend我幾麻煩都受理, 有咩事一定撐, 但唔鍾意既我話唔理就唔理, 可能我對人都唔係好有愛心... 講返細kel, 佢homestay o個邊好似好麻煩, 咁就打黎"辛"啦, 本來我呢幾日心情超級好, 佳節當前又有人撐, 又去wet... 雖然佢一打黎我就好炆, 但好在同下bro & 其他friend"抒發"下又無事... 好心佢啦, 我做左廿一年人都好少見d男仔咁煩, 好唔成熟呀, 有咩事一係動手, 一係動口啦... 我咁遠都唔可能做d咩, 好啦同我"辛"啦, 但係我d時間用得好盡, 唔係好多時間可以畀佢咁無無聊聊咁用... 都係priority既問題, 我等人成晚就得, 傾兩句就no way?! 我係對人唔對事~ sorry~ 企o係樓下傾電話已經無呢支歌仔唱, 因為我屋企樓下既memory已經fit左第二個, 最重要係成屋人十幾個都係差我一個開飯做冬, 唔係要我企係咁繁忙既nathen road聽佢講沒完沒了既野嘛... 好啦我已經話我到啦, 要上樓入lift唔講啦~ 仲要唔停... 最後我真係忍受唔住, 爆左我心低o個句... "你死開啦好煩呀你" 之後收線, 我都係收左先realize我講左呢d野... 有d後悔... 想話過兩日o係icq say sorry, 不過係多餘既...

"平安夜~ 平唔平安呀~" 見到無來電都有d驚, 一係係佢, 一係係QQo係公司, 唉... 係前者, 好啦~ 佢又o係最唔適合既時間, 當齊人可以開始party既時候打黎!! 好啦, 入左房聽(因為個mobile同bag都入左房), 又係話個homestay點衰點衰, 大佬呀, 我happy緊(仲要係好肚餓開始有得食)既時候打電話畀我, 你話係咪火都黎呀?! 仲要剛好大舅母入黎畀聖誕禮品我, 係咪多謝都要講聲呀? 話叫佢等等... cut我線? 唔好再打黎呀~~~ 邊有咁好死... again!!!! 佢話我cut佢線, 我真係好有品唔問候佢... 真係好唔掂... 我兩句唔埋就收佢線.... 真係! 我有時唔得閒邊個都cut... 但佢... 唉...

我份人真係好衰... 我知呀... 都係o個句, 我都係同大過我既人做friend先得, 要我同d細路一齊真係仲慘過死... 最憎d人年紀唔係問題, 心智成熟都ok, 但....

>>December 25, 2003 at 5:41:24 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 23 日 星期二 【乍暖還寒】

Xmas Eve... Back to home at 7am, mum wondered if I was going out or just coming back >.< and my bro thought I'm too sleepy to stay in bed during morning!!! ARGH~~ i was once awoken at 9sth, and oh... why didn't I keep sleeping?! I've just gone to bed... then... I'm so used to wake up at 9 shit... Just slept till 1315, I prepared to work all in a hurry... HAHA~ pay day~~ the money is for the credit card payment for sure >0< I guess I'll have few thousands of credit to deal with...

Back home and get myself ready to anut's party, but firsrt I need to take the huge tray of salad from the fastfood shop... Wooops not very heavy but BULKY! It made me slow down haha~ After running around the circle in TSW, I finally reached my aunt's place. Hardly believe TSW changes a lot within a year, we used to go to party every year together in my aunt's home but this time we seperately go there... really got lost HAHAHA!! I'm the first one to the party.. how come?! ~ ~ ~ When I grew elder, I started to get tired of these "social" stuff.... life is like that right?

These days I've listened to Kylie's latest album - BODY LANGUAGE. It's totally different from the previous ones, or I should say each of her albums differs alot. Well... it's kinda similar to Dannii's NEON LIGHTS. Even Kylie's sis tends to be a disco diva, Kylie is all-dimensional artist. BL is electrical with disco music, huh... if I didn't buy the AU version, I'll just throw the CD away... just hard to pick the recommended songs... Here's the ones I'm willing to listen to more hahaha~

3. Secret (Take you home) ; 4. Promises ; 7. Chocolate ; 13 (AU bonus) Slo Motion

>>December 25, 2003 at 2:36:36 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 23 日 星期二 【晴】

BUSY XMAS GEAR UP!!! Just take a short note here I've just came back from work after sleeping for few hours this morning. And now I'm going to my aunt's home for Xmas party... Hope I can have a few hours to write my diary... HAHAHA Really had great fun yesterday and today!

~ To be continued ~

>>December 24, 2003 at 8:11:07 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 22 日 星期一 【颳風】

補寫日記.... 雖然超累... 但真係唔寫唔得~~
今日係我地 yr 3聚會既大日子~ 尋晚我都已經好high... 今日仲 high hahaha~ 一早屋企無人, 我當然怒打heroes4啦, 真係好buy佢既medieval age... that's what fantasy means!!! 下午出一出去交收, 返屋企continue我未爆機既zero紅之蝶, 因為尋日趕出去做冬都差d爆... 呀媽返來又話我做咩玩d鬼怪game... 咁我鍾意嘛... 成個下晝個電話可以話無停過, 我同我媽輪流講, 因為大家都有function搞/去, 幾個鐘頭有成廿個人打來, d線入到傻! 一個入完到第二個... 最funny既係好多人當我媽係我... 把聲真係咁似?! 好記得以前d shopkeeper成日都唔知o個個係我媽媽... 係佢後生定我老?!

anyway, 要早d出門口, 一來係我book枱, 二來我想探gaia班as promised... 佢唔去得hotpot... 因為要返工... 好啦~ 都唔難搵. 話咁快我就去幸福樓~ o係樓下見到wellcome同tony, 話去提款... 上到去無人到... 十分鐘後... 無人到.... 開始有d急... 好彩好快一大班人黎啦~ 有tony, wellcome, 品, 大佬, LKF, 聰, 斌, 龜ling, 司徒, eva, 詩, peter, hyde, 芷銘, 加菲, esther, 頭, 暉, carmen, betty, yung, boot, 蝦仔 & brian, total 25人~~ 好勁呀~~我地分左3圍, 但好明顯我都唔係好識得hold個場, 雖則大家平起平坐, 話曬係我搞起, 好似淨係我地o個圍好嘈, 其他好似只係食... 我地仲greet埋先前一枱生日tim... 同埋只係我地o個枱有飲酒, 變得要分開找數... 講真, 我好相信我地o個圍玩得好high好開心, 但其他人.... 唔好意思呀~~~~ >.
打完邊爐, 好多去上海既同學都走啦, 我同eva, LKF, tony又上返去唱k... 好快之後文文都到埋, 佢地真係好勁~ 好多新歌都識... 我呢個只係懂西歌既人真係大開眼界~ 我唔係悶, 不過唔係好多我會唱既歌, 所以比較靜... 我又唔想只係唱西歌令佢地悶... 佢地唔單只無迫我唱, 仲同我一齊唱, 又插唱... 好感動呀~~ eva唱到一 點走, LKF送佢既, 好快文文過多一陣到走啦... 得返3個人一人一枝mic, 我又唱得放左~ 中文歌都照黎~~ 多得上次同gwai佢地去惡補 ^^ 唱唱下... 嘩~五點幾, 有個人入黎收錢, $644 for 5.... 都百幾一個人... 最後... 6點 (我最後一首開始想sleep...)動身走... 一出去好凍呀~~ 又有d餓, 影d勝利照之餘都買左d燒賣吃, 行去火車站... 佢地都返cu, 可能有部份係因為得我北上吧... 好多謝 tony同LKF和我玩足7個半~

返到屋企7點... 收到個好warm既msg就走去瞓... 1400要補習呀...

>>December 24, 2003 at 6:09:47 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 22 日 星期一 【乍雨乍晴】

# I did it again x2, wouldn't you listen to me when I'm tell you, it's no good for you~#
Tonight I did a wrong thing again, friends don't ask me anything if I don't tell you as I don't wanna mention anymore, bygones are bygones. Nth can be changed if youve done it anyway~

I wanna cry, not becasue I've done sth I regret, but I am always blessed and gifted from God! Thx god I'm a very lucky gal as always. When I lost sth, more and more good thing will come, or came at the same time... I'm thanking one of my best friends, even we are not very close, we're always close in heart... or let's say he's "watching" me everyday, my every step of life... He once said he'll not read my diary but heaven knows if he scans thru here HAHA! Words can't express how I wanna thank him...Thank you!!!! is the only way....maybe.... Even he didn't chat with me everyday, he keeps paying attention on me.... and yes, he's one of those rare ppl who knows my weaknesses and the "true" me inside LOL! THX once again and hope you all have a sweet sweet winter vacation~*

Happiness tears in my heart as I've a friend like you in my life!

>>December 22, 2003 at 5:00:47 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 21 日 星期日 【晴】

Slept till mid-morning~ I've nth to do other than playing games all day long!! I've almost finished Zero ~ Red Butterfly, I guess I need to fight for two more bosses and WOW finished the first time! There're more modes after finished... huh... let me see if I've time to complete few more times ^^

Last night I've re-installed Might & Magic Heroes 4 Expansion... still feel fresh when playing~ Medieval style ^0^ Will play more tonight HEHE~

AFter back from grandma's home for dinner, I recieved two xmas cards from my friends: OMAR & VANNIE!!! THX A LOT DEAR~~ Really gald to get the card from Omar as it's my pleasure to be his consultant of love, and be frank Chinese gal is not easy to chase LOL!!! And I and Vannie had great time when she visited HK last few months... she's one of my best gal friends for years... hope we can meet again~~~


Sigh... what am I supposed to do?!

>>December 22, 2003 at 3:34:06 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 19 日 星期五 【乍雨乍晴】

Forgot to mention my cousin Audrey came back to HK for xmas holiday~ She's a French-Chinese!! Quite pretty huh ^0^ It is the 2nd time I meet her since I was in F.1... She's living in CA with my aunt and don't know why she suddenly visits HK alone... Well... we'll see each other tmr~

>>December 20, 2003 at 2:14:56 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 19 日 星期五 【晴】

Today is the last day of my busy era... IELTS !!! Shit... I decided to sleep at mid-night but probably asleep at 1am... Got up at 7.25!!! That's the time I should meet Gaia at TPM KCR! Sorry Gaia I made such a mistake >.< Anyway, after running around the circle to find the reg. place, we saw Hyde as well~ The exam was not as easy as we thought, partly because we rely on "Word" too much... we can't think of the right spelling as fast as before. On the other hand, I didn't prepare for it sigh...

We two went to shop around and relax during the lunch break... how come there're people everywhere!!! HAHA~ Xmas is coming no doubt~ Gaia has her oral exam earlier, so I hovered in Fest. Walk after lunch... taken some photos of the tall xmas tree, totally different from what I've seen last night! It's back to normal in daytime, when the night arrives, magic spell curses and a stunning lady dresses up with crystal~ I took photos again when I was on my way home in the evening ^^

Thw oral exam is kinda easy even I made some minor mistaken in grammar... don't worry folks, it's very causal and just feel free to chat until the examiner stops ya~ After the exam, Gaia and I went to Causeway bay to have crazy shopping!!! Exploring new shopping places is great fun~ THX Gaia~ it seemed that I was bored but definitely it's not the case, I've no intention to buy cloths recently as I'm not sure what style I should keep track on... Tomboy? Girlish? No idea...#0#

Tight schedule is loosen a bit as I need not to take part in the tour on Mon early but still I've to work that afternoon and go to have dinner with my grandma's family. Tomorrow I'll be in a running race HAHA~ Wanna take a good rest as my headache attacks...

>>December 20, 2003 at 2:12:09 PM GMT+8