2004 年 1 月 18 日 星期日 【雷雨】

返左cu搵d有關stat既lit睇, 睇左3個幾鐘已經想死... 唔係話唔明, 要做到梁怡like既難到爆!!
終於搵左本天文既書調劑下, 點知原來睇過下既... 都借啦
尋晚新聞播花市既片段, 有花墟呀~~ 好! 一於去行下~
兜左好大個圈, 去到mk花市差不多七點, 因為落雨而且早, 可以畀我慢慢行, d人又唔落力sell野, 好輕鬆~ 行出黎見到公園有隻黃色既百合花攀緣類, 好特別!! 去埋花墟, 超~~~~多花呀~~~ 有nametag~努力記住! 我最buy咁既學習模式~
唔夠皮~ 去埋tp風水廣場, 其實只係個球場... 無野行又細 >.
Impossible Princess - Kylie Minogue

To have any man but to love only one
To wake with the moon and sleep with the sun
To be a sinner a saint, a lover and friend
To know a beginning but never an end

To fly in the ocean, swim in the skys
Believer in truth, defendant of lies
To be of purest love, the deepest pain
To be lost and found again and again and again

These are the dreams
Of an impossible princess

To know the power of wealth and poverty
To taste every moment and try everything
To be hailed as a hero, branded a fool
Believe in the sacred and break every rule

To give into pleasure with no boundaries
Living in chaos and harmony
To feel the touch of a man, a woman's caress
To know the limits of torture and tenderness

Man and woman boy and girl
They want to escape this world
(Nothing's what it seems)
These are the dreams of an impossible princess
It's a way of dealing with all the feeling
Keep believing in dreams

>>January 21, 2004 at 6:12:14 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 16 日 星期五 【颳風】

一早去補習, 之後出左科學館聽 talk, 知道佢地入邦邦度玩, 我又打去八下... 結果... 我畀佢地(其實只係gwai)勸左入去... 5點幾~ 好在未黑, 影左幾張之後邦邦就"車"左我入去... 係典型村屋呀!!! 有好多狗,田,樹(&柴), 仲有... 一班白痴打緊機 ^0^ 我睇住佢地玩, 都有d覺得唔知入去為咩... of corrs~ 同佢地又吹水又笑又bbq又玩貓係好開心既事, 唔知點解自上年開始我又多左同返d舊中同(3e)玩, 同人夾人+心態有關, 唔知點解同以前既friend好多都keep唔到contact, 除左milly(佢係3e...)
唉... 唔gay講啦...

第二日連食燒野... 呀....

Celebration - Kylie Minogue

Celebrate good times, come on~ Let's celebrate

There's a party goin' on right here
A celebration to last throughout the years
So bring your good times and your laughter too
We're gonna celebrate your party wlth you

Come on now (Celebration)
Let's all celebrate and have a good time (Celebration)
We're gonna celebrate and have a good time

It's time to come together
It's up to you, what's your pleasure
Everyone around the world, come on !!!

>>January 21, 2004 at 6:23:05 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 14 日 星期三 【微冷】

尋日話想開工做fyp, 真係一條毛都無做過 >.< plan左補習之前做下... 點知... 我做緊咩呀~~

又開左佢個網將d ref.睇多次, 希望可以藉似了解佢多d, 加上佢講過既說話, 嘗試建構返佢既過去同思想, 雖然知道自己覆桌既機會係零, 但都唔想自己做d野令佢難堪, 都係可以有進步既空間... 原來我宜家睇同之前睇既分別都幾大, 可能知道多既時候理解度都高左, 不過... 咁又可以點? 既然都唔夠quali.點apply都無用... 好想打畀人傾下, 好想搵人出下街散下心... 都係算啦, 呢個係大家都predict到既結果, 雖然 i believe in miracles, 呢個世界太多神跡, 我呢d只靠自己橫衝直撞根本唔係神想要既, "少求愛, 但求全心付出愛"係聖法蘭西斯禱文最後一句既歌詞, 我每次都話要咁做既同時, 我實際係咪真係可以做到呢... 我有無考慮過人家感受呢? 我呢期"得罪"既人實在太多, 點解我可以為左一個人而漠視其他人既感受呢... 我近期有無去關心下其他人呀, 有無問候下其他人生活工作學業點呀, 晚晚icq咁多人online有無去hi下人地呀... 我唔敢再諗...

補完習我去買左個夾餅, 我叫呀姐落多d奶... 點知... 甜到想吐... 正如我的熱情一樣

>>January 15, 2004 at 8:33:32 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 13 日 星期二 【微冷】

折了翼的...
仍是天使

尋晚瞓得唔好, 今朝好早醒... 唔想繼續沉淪落去, 起身去跑步.
一邊跑一邊... 寒冷既早晨更感凄涼, 怒跑左十幾分鐘, 放棄唔跑... 都好既, 起碼唔使跑到好遠好倦行唔返轉頭, 哈哈~ 我真係無耐力啦!
返學, 食飯, 返大埔補習, 打機, 睇十二國記, 咁就一日... 好眼痛...
好早就想抖, 不過睇到唔想停, 咁"稄誧馱@集想收皮既時候, 收到佢既msg... 唔係唔想再同佢講野, 講過要算數要負責任亦係我做人原則, 我仍舊是墜落天使, 但我真係好唔舒服, 由心到身到唔舒服, 對住其他人我要撐, 對住我鍾意既人我唔想撐, 但咁只係會將個burden推畀佢, 變左我原本想佢開心既大前題變質... 我唔係唔想面對佢, 只係我唔想將我唔想畀佢見到o個面對佢, 因為我搞唔清我應該以咩心情咩態度對佢...

時間唔長, 經歷既野唔多, 照道理唔係好痛至"�, 可能都仲係鮮貨, 都成日覺得有d痛, 可能耐左又會嘻嘻哈哈一齊玩 (咁個個最終都成為我既好朋友呵呵~), 新既一年新既一日, 我都係一條新既好漢~

>>January 15, 2004 at 5:30:52 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 12 日 星期一 【乍雨乍晴】

上堂 > 222 > ARL > ENG WORKSHOP > 入SHAW > 女工吹水 > 回家

不要問我6W, 總之就是KOKOKO

~完~

>>January 13, 2004 at 4:43:26 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 11 日 星期日 【晴】

YEAH!!! I found the lyrics I've longed for~~~ HAHAHA!!! Even thought of writing them down myself thru listening, harsh huh?

Do It Right - SOTA feat. Ebony Fay
Know what you wanna do, get into the groove
Well you just gotta move
And soon you'll know just what you really gotta do
So take it easy now, I can show you how
Just feel the beat inside, let the rhythm take hold and do it right

You can't give up, you can't give in
When things are looking bad your world is tumbling down, you fight
You make the cut, you play to win
It's guaranteed to be alright
Just do your best to give your all
Dance to your rhythm, you can make forever start tonight
Don't let it rest, you'll never fall
Believe me

No matter what you do
Ain't nobody holdin' the future back
Gotta go 'cause you know you'll leave it in your tracks
And when all is said and done, and looking back now
Is it all how you dreamed it would be way back then?
Love is just a game
Play to see if we can get it right
God above sends his love to those who see his light
Even if you don't know, he's been there for you too
Did you think you'd get this far without his love?
I tell you what

Know what you wanna do, get into the groove
Well you just got to move
And then you'll know just what to do
So take it easy now, I can show you how
Just feel the love inside
Let the rhythm take hold and do it right, yeah

Kind Lady - Sota Fujimori

Looking for love
He knew that his heart was healing
He'd been hurt too much to try again
But when she caught his eye
Ain't no man could fight the feeling
He knew he had to try to let love in

Smile to let her know
She was in the mood for talking
So then he began to play the game
Before he knew it
He had told her how much he'd been hurting
How he was hoping she was not the same

Could you be
The kind of lady that I'm seeking?
After all of this time
Could this be true love?
And she said, Boy you don't have to look no more
I'll give the love you need 'til you holler enough, guaranteed
Not like the rest, boy, I'm a kind lady
You've been hurt but be sure boy I am the cure
And when you wake up late thinking it's a dream
Just touch me boy you know, you can count on me
Believe me

Baby
This lady
You know what you've found in me
Is a lady
Kind o'lady
That can give you what you need
Baby
A kind lady
That will never leave you lonely and
Just maybe
This lady
Finally you've found me, oh
Kind lady

>>January 12, 2004 at 3:15:39 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 11 日 星期日 【晴】

今日係開sem以來第一個dayoff, 瞓到差不多十點, 本來想同媽飲早茶, 佢上個sem又話我無時間同佢食早餐, 咁瀅又病左, 可以慢慢食, 點知呀媽個friend又約佢, 結果又係三個女人既組合... 十一點既brunch無耐, 兩點幾細路又打來話出去食lunch.. 咁順便買野整晚飯, o個條賣魚友真係離譜, 我話十蚊魚肉唔使袋, 我拎埋個膠袋佢仲畀多個我!! 我簡直發火!! 有無搞錯呀~ 細路話佢真係好野, 聽到要十蚊魚肉又會聽唔到唔要袋... >.<" 中午食完野又有條粉友搭lift我幫人地開門(之前我係同o個條友一齊等), 叫住等埋照上去!! 我拎住呀媽個friend畀佢既兩大袋衫好q重架, 仲要上都31頂樓, 我真係怒爆粗, o個個我開門畀佢入黎既女人都有d唔好意思, 不過佢隔離lift我唔識既... 見我爆粗都急急腳入lift... 都唔知點既呢幾日特別好火, 明明都唔係好大件事都係要怒爆... 要改造一下先得!

>>January 12, 2004 at 8:49:07 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 10 日 星期六 【微冷】

It is the first Sunday after starting the new semester, very boring... even I should have lots of workload to do... played parapara, DDR and finally the horror SIREN. Sigh... can't play it well even with the walkthrought!! How come many ppl claimed it is a good game? not player friendly...

Take a look of the story flash... don't think they are very touching or what, just able to kill time^^ (I don't like how they describe females...) Finished watching "Star" and "Graduation Trip", I like the "title" but probably not the content... Anyway try:
http://cw3.so-net.net.tw/techfun/kokoro/gallery.html

After the short conversation with candice yesterday, I found out that friend is an essential component in the love affairs. The majority of cases in the past lack the "visible" help of friends. Thx god putting friends in this moment, I know many of my friends support and pave the way for me...

>>January 11, 2004 at 4:23:44 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 9 日 星期五 【微冷】

今日要考cre, 尋晚約定mum飲茶... 不過佢成十點幾都未起身, 我suppose佢都唔飲啦, 就食左d野上網prepare個試, 點知最後都係呀媽整野食haha~ 我十二點八出門口, 一點二已經到左上水, 行左一陣街就打的去gaia既母校鳳溪一中, 一去到見到(其實o係taxi都留意到)cythia同美, 再行見到久違的candice, 尋晚先同佢chat左一陣icq!! ^^ 好野~ 有熟人! 最好當然係一個都唔識可以怒聽歌啦, 不過見到好多中同(even小同)別來無恙都唔錯~ 起碼唔使自已date佢地呀haha! 中學生涯我係好少講自己野畀人知, 但好多時好多人都搵我傾心事, 可能我一向都守口如瓶吧 ^x^ 考o個三份野都唔容易, 好多野要用腦好多數要計, 有一條無計(not to mention no double checking), 我既強項數字推理最後o個條唔知做咩, 求其做... 中文同英文都可以接受, 中文d閱讀理解幾好睇: 個異, 永恆和共和... 好正呀~~ 英文o個篇關於brands都好好睇... 我小學o個時成日都好鍾意拎本補充既閱讀理解睇架... 大個左就覺得o個d問題我成日都答得唔中點, 所以有d怕怕. 返來既時候同左d舊friends一齊, 其實我好想自己一個行下, 最終自己就去左大中食飯, 之前去過"開心"想打返鋪dm8, 不過激多人跟... 小... 排都唔排走去delifrance食dinner, 因為呀媽畀左有free meal既coupon我... 紅湯+三文魚醬飽+tea, 好不舉呀個tea!! 無味... 食左半個飽都有d full, 搵張紙包左就走...

行下行下好想去海濱公園... 因為之前補習o個間屋望曬成個公園, 睇到回歸塔夜晚有燈架... 一路行一路唱歌真係好爽!! 行過好多好有回憶既地方: 行過, 溫過書, 飲過啤, 慶祝過人家生日... 原來上次夜晚來都只不過唔夠一個月, 點解好似好耐咁... 一口氣行到盡頭, 好輕巧咁誇過個欄(我係着裙既haha!), 坐左o係個樓梯邊, 都幾似d人想跳海... 又唱d唔係好好既歌(eg. i don't need anyone, never spoken, promises etc) 雖然我係鍾意d歌, 但我都唔係有咩傾向^^ 突然發現個飽整到我封cre letter, 咁又畀我ko左... 食食下有對情侶走過黎, 好似我坐左佢地盤咁, 畀佢地見到我食緊野個樣一定以前我係傻既, 對住個海食飽. um... 好清甜呀d生菜, 唔係gm food嘛... 一或係我沈醉o係自然所以食咩都好味? 唔知呢? (又記起cre篇野) 坐左都好一陣, 好凍... (呢幾日都唔知點解著唔夠衫) 用左半個鐘就返左屋企...

本來想玩parapara, 細路未返我又懶得開...

唔知年30晚個function點呢? gwai同趙老闆都話個plan唔fesiable... wellcome又要fyp... 點算呢??

>>January 10, 2004 at 4:37:39 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 8 日 星期四 【乍暖還寒】

星期五無早堂, 不過今日F3要見老世, 咁早DD上dept啦... 返來之前收到wellcome既offline msg話有得check fyp既grade, 我戰戰兢兢咁睇, 好驚會得個c, 因為我present得超差... 哈哈~竟然有b+, 咁個gpa有得提高, yeah!!!! 竟然係"pai".....

上assembly, 食飯, 上堂... 個"religion & natural science"都ok, 我幾鍾意d topic, 都幾玄... 講左一d我唔明既野, 同埋我都有諗過既野... hahaha~ 原來都有d解既~ 好搞笑, 有好多時文字係表達既手段, 又係阻礙, 有好多野講左寫左之餘, 亦有好多野係無被留意... 唔~ 一個好course, 我唔會走既~ 佢成1641先放, 遲延左補習... 近期都怒補... 有dd作病頭痛, 抵啦~ 之前成日唔着褸...

返到屋企整晚飯玩parapara又一晚, 當然唔少得major啦... 其實都問左自己好耐好多次, 都唔知自己想點, 晚晚傾icq又點? 一d代表性都無... 樣樣野都唔知, 淨係講埋d無聊野... 我開始討厭咁既生活, 漫無止境... 我情願狠心d畀人快放reject都唔想處於拉鋸戰, 仲要唔知自己拉的咩鋸d咩... 呀~ 我感覺到我迫得佢好緊, 我原意只係想佢高興下, 但宜家我唔想o係呢個時間做d咩, 我講過話要retreat就要做... 如果唔係我只會依賴佢更多, 我諗佢都唔想...

>>January 9, 2004 at 5:38:14 PM GMT+8