2004 年 12 月 5 日 星期日 【乍暖還寒】

唔使擔心! 我個自動回復裝置upgrade左, 呢d咁少事片兩野聽日就無野啦~ 無謂畀d咁小事破壞我holiday mood~ com'on xmas!

notebook回歸! 不過買左新harddisk要重新setup過d野... 努力呀~

去左荔枝角公園玩板, 奉獻左我第一次... 扒街... 雖然唔係好痛, 但都係扒左.... 嗚嗚~

快d操 fit d, 過到美國就係全新的我! (死啦~ 帶咩cd去好呢 ^^)

多謝d仔女有心送我呢個老母, 宜家考試要緊!!

終於整掂份生日禮物, 雖然都係頹頹地, 不過都要收左佢呀~
yeah~ d 畢業小禮物足夠4人份量, 你地可以睇下要咩色, 我唔分啦 hahaha!!!

>>December 7, 2004 at 3:08:00 AM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 5 日 星期日 【颳風】

天呀~~~ 昨晚2時多才offline, 今天bro起身早堂我又不自覺醒了過來....
ok! brand new working days brand new schedue!!!

星期二stevie早機到港~~ welcome back! (after 9up for few yrs hehe)
星期三影樹, 之後要去預備12/9 grad ceremony事宜
星期四畢業禮 暨 gaia生日, 大家有好提議嗎???
星期五.... 我記得有事要做的.... 是什麼?!?!?!?! <-- 可以通頂的一晚 haha!!
星期六是影畢業相的嗎? 還是真的不行要改星期日????
星期日... 紅灣大遊行呀....

今日, 少有地沒有預早安排的節目, 卻有一大蘿想做和要做的事情...
可是~ 做了很多非必要突如其來的小小事, 也做了件不該的事 (打我啦 大家... >.<")

未煮飯, 未食飯, 未拖地, 未執樹相
已執衫, 已整好你, 你和你的畢業小禮物, 而你的生日禮物還在頹廢中<-- 4個人來的!
想打機, 想跳parapara, 想玩板, 想整野畀佢 (好耐無整o既一丁點心意, 其實是希望有人叫我不要為他做一些他不會察覺的小東西... "你個死人頭咁多野唔做仲整, 打7你呀..." "唔打都7, 怕你呀!") <-- 短路中
在看reference, 真的真的感動死了!!! 以前都是從尾看起, 昨晚看了過百篇還是心有不甘, 唉~~ 低B呀! 竟然從頭開始睇.... 怒睇到傻左... 想哭, 不過無quota.

在開始這od之前, 發誓不寫不開心的事, 不開心的事像co2, 吸了又吐出來, just like a loop, 沒有什麼可怕, "十生不如意事十常八九", "苦樂全在主觀的心, 不在客觀的事" ... 還有很多很多...

OH WTF...
在柔揚的eternal white作bgm下, 第一次為他的過去哭了出來....
天呀~~~ 沒有下次的了!!!! promise!!!!
一次, 又一次, 你一日要喊幾多次呀!!!

晏d又出去架, 喊到變曬樣想點呀!!!

>>December 6, 2004 at 7:47:53 AM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 4 日 星期六 【乍暖還寒】

XDDDDDDD 竟然係現金!!!! 笑死我了~~~ 你也是這樣吧~
昨晚發了個非常恐怖的dream... 真的要小心身體呀!! 驚得我快要哭了...
If this happen to me one day, I'll certainly cry a river to death.

12/5 假期的第五日:

今日最大的成就 - SKATE GAL~~~ 哈哈! 終於破例去和bro玩skating了!!! 我的平衡力果然了得 ^^ 玩了兩個小時也未有扒街~ 因為我常常棄車而逃 XDDDD, 真的很有娛樂性 & 益智的運動!

下午老表來了玩樂~ yea 爆了 neo contra, 還有很多很多game.... hahaha!!!

福無雙至, 真是禍不單行... 不過我再也沒有留戀 or what, 多年來我們成長了, 他卻倒退了... desire is unlimited but what keeps us on the right track is the humanity!

晚上出了TST和德福, shopping & playing... 結果銀包又連一丁點紙幣也沒有了...

買了兩隻single, max的eternal white十級好聽!!!! 很喜歡"eternal"這字, 什麼是"永恆"? 就是現今世界找不到的東西!!! 曾經有好一陣子我icq的名字寫了"eternal phoenix" 永恆的不死鳥, 正正表達了我的力量, 是從那創造天地萬物的主而來, "我們愛, 因為神先愛我們"... 哈~ 近期靈性跌到谷底... 不過我仍然天天感恩, thx god i'm alive, thx for giving me strength to be the angel of all... 單是想到這點, 我就不能放棄那可愛的靈魂了!

oh... 又離題了 >.<" last but not least, winter arrives and so many good songs are for this wonderful timing~~ free to ask me for sharing, or go & hunt thrm yourselves!

Eternal White, Winter Fantasy, Winter Story, Eve, 8 days of Xmas (By Destiny's Child, and the whole Xmas album is great!!) and many more anime songs etcetc...

>>December 5, 2004 at 6:17:27 PM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 3 日 星期五 【乍暖還寒】

超級充實+愉快的一天!!! 12/4 假期的第四日!!

前兩天應承了mike影樹, 今早六時多便要動身了, 昨晚由九時許睡到六時 (除了下去取東西之外), 精神尚算良好. 與dennis怒爆入樹林怒影相, 竟然ko了9個drawing, highest score!! hahaha~ 難怪mike都說我是天生影樹的材料, 我能夠做的還有很多~ dennis有時的確比較靜, 但和Leo是好朋友的都不會太過吧~ 果然一談到games就一發不可收拾了.

hurray~~~ 有得坐mike的順風車, 一上車我便成了開籠雀, 嘩啦嘩啦片個不停, 可想而知我到現在還有火氣! 回想起來mike都算新手, 我是應該讓他靜靜地開車的... 怎樣也好, 多謝你的聆聽! 熟悉我為人都知道錢財對我來說不是重要, 我這樣講無非是渲洩一下而已, 傻啦~ 咁計較我當初就唔會咁做啦.

終於都約得成jerry了, 我還未走的, 會再見會再見~ 又被請了一餐"魚心", thx!!! 吃了一小時多還是第一次, 都因為我多事share吧~ hahaha! 游完一輪Langham再到TST拍聖誕裝飾, cool!!! 今年的xmas我要過得充實~! 吹水飲酒不知不覺又mid-night了... 燈飾也關上了. 我們才死死地乘火車回家...

see? it's already 2pm+

Still haven't bought the album "Let's Get Into It" of Kylie Minogue
This is the only song I solely know thru the Live in Sydney ~ FAVE GIG!!

Turn It Into Love - Kylie Minogue

Do you believe I'd let you down
Your jealous heart gave you the runaround
You couldn't see
That I would always be your friend

If you can look inside your heart
And understand what's tearing you apart
You got to trust someone
Don't let hate get in the way

CHORUS:
Just turn it into love
Turn it into love
And open up your heart and you'll
Never feel ashamed if you
Turn it, turn it, turn it into love

When all your other friends are gone
I'll still be here to help you carry on
If you have faith in me
Then I'll believe in you
You are the 1st thing on my mind
Do you believe I wouldn't have the time
I have to make you see
You can't push the pain on me

CHORUS

>>December 4, 2004 at 6:30:33 PM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 2 日 星期四 【炎熱】

十二月的第三日!

昨晚夜歸, 本想多睡一點, 但心知GS的research也是趕急的, 七時許便起身了 (和返工有分別嗎?!)
tech. problem... 加上有空檔打od, hea 到 brunch 才起行... 惰性!

乘74A到黃大仙, 超~~~~爽!! 很喜歡non-aircon巴士乘風的感覺~! 沒多久便到站... gogogo mov'in! 今天成績非常好~ KO了6間 (第7間真是無能為力了...), 由黃大仙到竹園, 再經摩士公園走到樂富, 少harsh...不過我要快點 train-up 自己回復工作前的狀態, 當OL後身體真的差了不少, 因為恃生活有了規律, 身心的credit吐現情況更為嚴重, 這三個月來飛van打的次數是三年大學生涯的若干倍... 收手啦...

唉~~ 最後敵不過雙腳的埋怨, 還是由樂富乘mtr到九龍塘 (一個站而已, 很近的!), 錯有錯著, 因為有兩間target都是閘內的, yeah~~~~ 一個下午KO6間, 其他區我都好有信心!! ^^ 又有warning了,幸好晚上的約取消了, 否則明天就要橫屍 deep bay link了 hahaha~

my dearest~ 萬事要小心! 最重要是自己所有的, 錢財身外物, 要珍惜現金擁有的一切...
還有, 不要學我般明知是懸崖也跳下去啦~ 留不住的心有何用?
我當面不給意見就是因為, 我亦是會依照自己的心意去做的人
如果真是愛的話, 就不會讓對方受到傷害, 盡最大努力令對方快樂...

TO ALL PPL READING HERE, ESP TO OUR EX-GAYER KA HIM!!! <-- 十級噁心的od...
呵呵呵~~ no more 9up, no more gayers~~ 共勉之! (快D見到amy呀嫂就好啦~)

今日的 theme songs~

The Right Time - The Corrs

This is the right time
Once in a lifetime

So I find it hard to sleep
Don't you know
The sun is shinin' in my window
Life's in flow
Makin' music in the morning
Laughter's light
Creativity touches
In full flight

This is the right time, once in a lifetime

Keep it going, let's not lose it
Feel the flow
Ohhhh, flying free in a fantasy
With you I'll go

This is the right time
Once in a lifetime

Now something has entered my mind
Shattering all of my thoughts
It's no good, it's just one big waste of my time
But what can I do to recall...

This is the right time, once in a lifetime

>>December 3, 2004 at 12:33:47 PM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 1 日 星期三 【乍暖還寒】

12/2 假期的第二天,
煮早飯, 一邊食brunch一邊看 kylie 的 on a night like this live in sydney!!!! 另一個百看不厭的 live show (一是 corrs unplugged ^^) 超帥的 mexican wave (=人浪), better than devil you know 的 live jazzy mix, erotic 的 physical, 最好聽 + 睇 的 spinning around... kylie 真是個很捧的 show girl, humble, cheerful, talent, and loyal to her career, her role! 很希望可以親身現場感受... 哈哈~~ 會否在us相見呢~~ i love you KYLIE!!!

下午開始做research, 但總是忍不住先去打一鋪EZ2DJ... ez job today, 那些街鋪人流比較多, GG! 當然時間花在逛, 在探路是佔九成了 HAHAHAHA~ that's the way i like it!! 我從未到過樂富的!! 由九龍城步行前往是十分近便的! 那裡剛出爐... 多人得水洩不通! 快快地 ko後, 我遇上了一件令我久不能釋懷, 童年陰影的威力真是驚人, 明明只是人家的小孩跌一交, 卻痛在我心...

謝謝QQ的free snacks~~~ 現在出外吃東西都不用自己付錢~ 我可不是賴皮~~~ 是你們的大仁大義罷了 (12/1 wellcome 的頹飯, fairwell, 12/2 QQ的飽+choco-milk, chips&drinks! what's more?? ^^) 買了另外3份的xmas gift, 希望她們會喜歡~

Thx for your call mike!!! 有你們真好呢~~~ 我銀行A/C可不用乾塘了!! yes friendship rulez~~~

打機是最好的聯誼活動, 下次到我家就不用煩無game打 hahaha~ 以後要多多請我作 technician呢, 我在PY不是混過的!!! 我明白你們燥的地方, 景也知道你們是緊她的...

贈給我所有的朋友, esp for whom is stuck in the middle of the chaos

Things Can Only Get Better - Kylie Minogue

Make up your mind and don't believe
It's bad news everywhere
Take your time and look around
Because there's something in the air

There's a feeling that's gaining ground
And everyone can have a share
Don't miss your chance
Take up your stance
And just be sure that you are there

CHORUS:
It's in your hands now
To change your fortune
To shape your future
Be proud of yourself
Remember, things can only get better

If you believe inside your heart
Nobody's second class
Every day's a brand new start
What's past is past

And if your dreams go nowhere
Don't give up the fight
Come with me and you will see
It all looks different in the morning light

CHORUS:

If you're feeling you can't go on and you're
Lost and lonely and feel so afraid
Remember, things can only get better

>>December 3, 2004 at 12:31:50 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 30 日 星期二 【乍暖還寒】

自從bro的naptop死了harddisk, 自從我的假期開始, 在pc的時間好像更少了, who cares~ 面對面的相處才是最珍貴的, isnt it? 雖然十二月開始沒工作了, 生活倒是更忙碌了, 至少是開心地 gogogo吧~ hahaha!!!

好~ 從十二月的第一天開始囉!!

12/1 假期的第一天, 約好了回cu取畢業袍 + fairwell, 在那之先要去入票+取BNO, 呀~~~ 竟然未有, 白白浪費了10分鐘的high-heel步行時間... (還是要遲到了 >.<") 天呀, 下次我一定不會穿 high heel boots 返中大, 淨是由火車站到眾志的一段路已行得我大叫救命, wellcome都奇怪我遲遲未到...

撞到很多很多grm人呢~ tracy是我先約好的啦, 還有phebe(hug~), 鴨(我可愛的女兒 ^^), 長輝 (還是很靜), lawal (shake hands again! lol), fellow tutors (frankie, carmen, 大小文文, 安), 培 (又好像7了), 馮(咩都)通, 接著是一大批yr 3 (gladys, 嘉威, 叮, tommy, gary, asa... 太多了, 是我不斷重複我的"發表" hahahaha), 弄得 reading rm 充滿我們的笑聲 (枝枝都來關門了 sor sor).

7-8 堂大家都去上課了, 我悠得很~ 去了眾志嘆凍0tea, 真的hea~~~~ 搭轉堂巴上去攞袍, 誰知回程時上錯循環巴, 結果在na等車回dept... (我在找尋什麼呢?) 返到 dept 已是5時多了, 在222 hea~ 影相, 其他人等吃飯+取袍, 我則趕下一場了. 一塊兒走到火車站, GAIA was there!!!!! hugging~~~ gaia 在地盤工作卻帥氣十足, 男人堆工作女人真的有so! oh god 西裝骨骨的容少又ok呀, 不過聽完我會到disney工作, 自不然又"寒暄"幾句, 很想再多談, 但我必須要走了.... 下星期四見囉!!!

出到荃灣都只是7時許, 不料PY fellow一行要到8時才到, 早知我先去shop一下啦...
ezez, 我將我的去向公告了, 大家也替我高興 (at least 表面上), 享受和大家相處的日子, 對我的一點一滴, 都是我成長的養料, 很奇怪呢~ 我較喜歡一些"年長"的朋友, 人生閱歷工作經驗比我多, 在她們善誘低下我學會了不少做人處事的方法, 當然那上差勁的作風亦是要自我警惕! 最後她們也送我飾物以作留念, 可惜~~~ 我是沒有耳洞的, hellas也下旨轉送給 jasmine. 心意我收下了!!!
(好記得<命運之子basara>有一幕是達拉和赤王聯手的, 達拉就是說"赤王的心意我收下了!!!", 心+受 = 愛, 好感動!!! 看多少次也不會厭的一套comics, 好~ 開始看第五次吧~~ hahaha)

喝了酒, 很累很累... 回家去睡~~~

>>December 3, 2004 at 2:50:24 AM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 29 日 星期一 【乍暖還寒】

Yupyup, ncie to chat with ya in early morning Steve! When will you come back to HK ??? ^^

今早黃總要返大陸出差... 臨走前我都好識做買左盒merci送畀大家食, 當她同我地say bye時, 好明顯同我打左個眼色講 "see ya~" SOOOOOOO SWEET!!!! (唉~ 咁講又畀人誤會我tomboy啦, 人家有老公架啦) 成日都話我對人好, 人對我好, 咁都要我同得佢地夾先得o既~ 另一個vendor sales都主動問我contact, "四海之內皆兄弟", who knows將來有其他合作機會?!

lunch食飯出左去飲茶, 大家好靜呀~~~ more than that 最後大家都係請我食最後午餐, thx a lot!!!

5點幾, d同事開始想"趕"我走~ XDDDD "呢d野你唔好做啦~ 留返我跟啦" etcetc... 我做曬back-up啦, 放心我一定唔會畀人話要跟我手尾!! this is my principle!!!! 同 joanna 入去講埋d 正經野, 收左錢 (不過無 ref. letter! 唔忿氣!!), 講真唔捨得一定有, 將來做野d同事一定唔會好似呢度咁simple, 入大公司唔好在要show-off, 要好好表現自己, 好似我呢d咁backstage-like其實無好處, 不過唔試過我又一定唔甘心, 到時要各位好友軍師獻計啦!!!

要交低d野畀其他同事跟 is the hardest word, bad feeling! 講下講下搞到佢地好唔捨得, 好啦好啦我走啦... 入去同老闆娘say bye時... 竟然發覺佢行開左... 當場咩mood都破壞曬, 笑到d同事死死下, hahaha~ 咁都好o既, 佢地成日話我好鍾意笑, 第時我唔o係度做都聽到我笑就真係驚嚇度十足了!! 希望我真係成功令大家工作氣氛輕鬆愉快d, 因為做野做到燥+抄曬都唔知為咩, 倒不如大家笑下認下死狗算啦~ (我知道將來一定要成日笑)

call 極 d friends都無人得閒接我電話, 最後竟然係同bro出去整部naptop, 死左harddisk呀... 真係wtf!! 呵呵~ 見返個靚女CSR anna, 大家都惺惺相惜呢~ 不過真係certified... 又要使錢買啦... 食完野落左新之城, 好多人打EZ2DJ, 仲有個好funny o既男仔, 成日搵人雙打~ hahaha~ 當然佢o既target唔係我而係bro啦, 佢地 level接近d, 我呢個 new-bie 8 lv 都 game over... last but not least, 返上地面竟然聽到 kylie 把聲, 呀~~~~~~~ 播 BL live 呀~~ 我好想買(又未買)呀!!! 聽+睇埋 slow 同 obsession 之後畀 bro 拉走 (如果係 spinning around 我一定唔會走!!! ^0^) 要目標為本, 唔好買其他野啦~~ dvd *2

感謝大佬幫手ko左南區!!! 晨早流流做"企街".... hahahahaha~ 不過我仲有成9間未做, 都要日日朝早出去企啦~ 加油GG! (還有 recycle of gift~ go on!!! thx for being so frank~)

哈哈哈哈~~~ 今個十二月將會係十分充實!! looking forward to~~~~

>>November 30, 2004 at 5:12:21 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 28 日 星期日 【乍暖還寒】

CONGRADUATIONS!!! KAHIM!!!!! 好勁呀你~ 咁快ko左!! 呢個真係閃電年代, 咩野都快來快去, (仲要都幾靚女tim, GG!!!!)
唉... 我都唔好為d咁野影響我享受"有生之年", com'n december!!!!

>>November 29, 2004 at 3:32:10 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 28 日 星期日 【乍暖還寒】

Brand new week : Brand new mind : Brand new ideas : Brand new moods : Brand new plans etcetc
2nd last day in PY, even it's still a cruel battlefield, nth can compare to the war from myself within. I felt so fresh this morning, but it's a quite monday, what brainstorming my mind stirred me up mad!!!

Huuhuhuhu~ after bugging my dear friends, I felt much better, though the anger fire is still there.

Indeed, I'd like to give thx to all ppl in PY, and you reading here ^^ Let me sing Kylie's debut single #I should be so lucky# Why? I am always loving and being loved!!! I was appreciated by my boss again... She chatted with me on the internal line, asking me to stay if I don't have a job yet... and we talked kinda deep, can't stop falling ^^ I really like Ms. H & J from the bottom of my heart~ They were the two picking me to join PY, and they are the ones I wanna keep in touch after leaving.

COOL to chat with Wellcome, and lovely Tracy of corrs~~
Promise!! WOW~ Forcasting I'll be in Disneyland 365 days a year, since whenever I have holiday, I'd bring my mates into my working place!! HAHAHA~ HORRIBLE?! NEVER~ Being with you all is the finest hour~

WEDNESDAY COME COME!!! I'll spend my good time in CUHK and at night will have "Fairwell" dinner with PY fellow. GO DRUNKEN GAL!!!

I love this song very much, it suits my mood last week... but not this...

Walking On Sunshine - Jennifer Lopez

I can't wait, wanna see,
How this night is gonna be
Just a touch, away,
From a feelin' that is here to stay
We can make it last forever, baby
Our love will stand the test of time
And in the middle of our world,
I'll be waiting for you to be all mine

We're walking on sunshine
In the middle of the night
And it feels like I'm somewhere
Above the sky, I, I, I

Take my hand, close your eyes,
Say the sweet little things that make me cry
Catch my tears, with a kiss,
These special moments do exist
We can make it last forever, baby
Our love will stand the test of time
And in the middle of our world,
I'll be waiting for you to be all mine

Let's take a chance and try love, baby,
No I'm not giving up
Till you tell me that you'll be in my life,
Until the end of time

I stop listening to J.Lo's song becasue she has little talent on singing, but dancing. No good to sell her physical image, I hate that... the remix songs are cool, but not much effort by herself.

>>November 29, 2004 at 2:30:47 PM GMT+8