2004 年 4 月 20 日 星期二 【晴】

My principle always stands the point~ there's no way but to trust yourself!!
Living in such a dynamic world is nothing but to find your own way out!
We are living --> changes as always~

>>April 21, 2004 at 12:03:28 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 19 日 星期一 【晴】

收到他的電話, 見他情緒沒有太大的起伏, 我也定了下來. 他很明白我的牛脾氣, 亦知道我會硬著頭皮去的, 再三被叮囑不要去, 這是為了保護我的緣故... 唉... 上次他呀婆也是這個時期... 好好好, 我是個聽話的孩子, 他的指令我不敢不從!
新工作加上家庭鉅變, 他打給我訴苦, 聆聽就是我所能夠做的! "辛苦了..."只此而已
在千變萬化的世界, 我的心很平靜, 更覺得有點無聊 ^^ 快快過渡到我人生的另一段吧~

>>April 20, 2004 at 1:37:32 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 18 日 星期日 【晴】

TOO many things wanna jot down but...
as time flies, bygones are bygones
no point to get them all here

two comments for the dynamic world:
congrats~
and
"Take care..."

April is not a good month indeed...

Long time no plug song... just 9plug...
(NO SUMMER SUNSHINE LOL!)

Chocolate - Kylie Minogue
*It should be the song from Kylie to Olly hoho~*

Fragile seams
I opened up too quick and all my dreams
Were walking out I'd slowly
Lost my fire
With every single man a river cried

I had no sensation
Completely numb, left with no satisfaction
I thought no-one could ever
Get me high again
I swear
I was not looking

Oh, waited so long
I thought the real thing was a fake
I thought it was a tool to break me down
You proved me wrong again

If love were liquid it would drown me
In a placeless place would find me
In a heart shape come around me and then
Melt me slowly down
If love were human it would know me
In a lost space come and show me
Hold me and control me and then
Melt me slowly down
Like chocolate

Tastes so good
My heart's been mended who'd have thought it would
An empty bet and still I won the cash
A man who I love and who
Loves me back

Oh, waited so long
For love to heal me so I'd feel I
Thought it wasn't breathing then you came
You proved me wrong again

If love were liquid it would drown me
In a placeless place would find me
In a heart shape come around me and then
Melt me slowly down
If love were human it would know me
In a lost space come and show me
Hold me and control me and then
Melt me slowly down

Like chocolate, come here
Zoom in, catch the smile
There's no doubt, it's from you
And I'm addicted to it now

Just one look boy to melt me down
Just one heart here to save me now
Your candy kisses are sweet I know
Hold me tight baby don't let go
Just one look boy to melt me down
Just one heart here to save me now
Your candy kisses are sweet I know
Hold me tight baby don't let go

>>April 19, 2004 at 4:56:05 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 12 日 星期一 【晴】

今個星期係最後o既上課週, 完全無d咩唔捨得, 可能上左大學之後根本就無咩捨得唔捨得, 日子一樣要過, 一個course上so-called三個月, 又識唔到d好friend o既外系同學, 無一個course係無自己maj or識既同學, 有dd失望. 不過都唔打緊啦, 你慌做野o個度無同事咩... FP係wor... LEO真係堅呀.

今天chi course-e, 老師又問我地有關個course &自己o既得着, 好多我一開始"以為"o既都一一被擊破了, 探之方知己之不足...

做野啦~~~ 唔係無得睇電視 ^0^

>>April 13, 2004 at 11:42:36 AM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 11 日 星期日 【晴】

呢兩日都做得好少fyp, 時間理論於我果然係發揮唔到... 明知d野係要趕住做, 就越做得慢... 仲要有flora新劇上~ 希望每晚快d做跟住睇完又做啦!!!

好唔鍾意d人成日complain, 點點點唔好, 我唔想聽呀~ 根本d野係點, 每個人都有唔同o既理由話任何野, 有d人就會成日都覺得咁發生幾好吖, 有d人會話"如果d野咁咁咁仲好", 有d人甚至話"點解d野咁發生架" 日日都係世界末日咁... 我好由衷地佩服有d人可以好樂觀, 睇落好似少左d危機意識, 但下下都話唔好, 咁睇個世界又點會好?!

儒子如果唔可教, 咁傾落去都無意思, 出去體會左個世界咁多個月, 進步咁少, 點出黎生活呀...
係咪我對人地o既要求過高? 如果自己meet到又點計先?!

>>April 13, 2004 at 11:20:48 AM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 9 日 星期五 【晴】

gaia約左我出去公共圖書館搵書+幫手影佢個site o既相, o係美心食早餐竟然遇到roy, 原來佢今日行八仙嶺, 真係開心... 我住咁耐都無山過去, 搵日得閒啦~ (等同唔會去^^)
之後搭van去西環, 本來想食甜食, 點知無開... 入左間好似好細o既小食店, 凍ot同炒公仔都滿分!!! 好好味 ^0^ 之後行去搵埋大佬(sorry我地遲左~)打的上去... 個view超正呀~~

去左摩星嶺o既bunker探險+影相~ 好玩都震~ 唔辛苦之餘又可以怒影相, 雖然影得唔多景, 不過都好得!!! d戰時遺跡好有style, 雖然我唔識, 都feel到有dd深度同策略. 估唔到可以見到南y島~ 仲有先前去過o既wahfu, 做完fyp一定要去一去瀑布灣~ 謝謝gaia叫我去幫手呢~

行落山都五點幾, 我地做野都唔會放過任何機會娛樂~ shopping!! 先前行左一陣旺角+之後o既caursewaybay食將軍burger~ yummy! 細路話sogo21樓有90%off, 上去睇睇, 原來全部都係9野, 減得唔多之餘更係無舉貨... 算啦~ 趁仲有d時間過埋mk睇cd, 好耐好耐無去過啦~ (over 3 weeks or more), 最新開o個間cd鋪(扶手落去第一間)又bigsale, 擺左好多cd$10-$30出去, 我賣左4隻都係$80, oh shit! 有隻竟然買double, 下次都係打返去問下先買 >.<" 都係$10 only...

返到屋企怒upload相都成點... 無做過fyp... sucks!

>>April 11, 2004 at 12:57:39 AM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 8 日 星期四 【晴】

雖然呢兩日都返,到屋企都只係hea, 不過身體機能都回復7成以上, 休息多d都抵~ 最多呢幾日假怒做野!!! 終於脫離昏睡o既日子, 九點就自動波醒左... 不過... 去左玩"九怨", 昨晚打爆左"陰之章" (吓....乜咁就係爆機, bad ending啦...), 今日好忍唔住想玩埋"陽", oh sucks! 無曬hints唔知做咩好, 收機做fyp. 估唔到唔使一個鐘打到一版, 今日目標可以多dd啦~

好想講:
"摸摸" + "笑" <--- 我真係好buy~~~ 每次好像只貓貓給逗~ 很喜歡^^
多謝你啊!

>>April 9, 2004 at 4:15:19 AM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 7 日 星期三 【晴】

HAHAHA! THX~ 邦邦! 估唔到我o既舉手之勞, 你都可以開心左咁多日~ 不過正如我之前講, 成唔成事都有好多因素, heaven knows d feel會幾時來幾時去, 總之有咩時搵我地, 實撐硬你! (我唔擔保我同時要撐你地兩個^^)

食唔到野o既日子其實都無乜大不了, 我知道過多兩三個禮拜我就可以fever~ 等大家settle曬就出來玩啦~~~

>>April 8, 2004 at 2:58:31 AM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 4 日 星期日 【陰】

今日又返中大影相, 雖然病左兩日, 加上要由將軍澳趕回中大, 都叫做ok啦! 我地呢team人既組合都有d奇怪, 都係我又integrate左d人一齊影啦... 有d惡習真係要改...

都唔知叫唔叫日行一善, 擺明做左兩位中同, 如果真係唔得我都無辦法, 我自己都認為feel, 要一開始有dd先得, 由無到有到一齊, 要天時地利人和, 真係差dd都唔得, 有時我自己都覺得被做者如果唔like都無計, 所謂o個個感人既story, 都要主角們有feel先得, 我自己就唔覺有幾動聽... cold-blooded woman...

又畀人話不夠女仔, 真係... 坦白講, 如果我真係鍾意o既, 我對住佢又點會唔溫柔一d. 好認同just gold個講告: "其實我想輸, 輸畀個我甘心輸o既人". 我第一次o係mtr station睇到, 真係100%agree!!
我都好想搵到個能夠幫我解除男子氣慨的人, 不過呢個mission太沉重了, 完治都不能夠分擔莉香的堅強, 而選擇了那個楚楚可憐,又三心兩意的理美吧...

>>April 5, 2004 at 2:45:33 PM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 31 日 星期三 【雷雨】

睇到邦邦o既od, 真係笑左我成晚, 唔得~ even有好多野做(仲未睇曬d ref., 明日又無得rehersal), 我都係要reply一下, 打一打先心息~
同gwai識左超過十年, 係中同+小同, 雖然唔同班, 不過我同小學B班既人玩得埋好多, 加上my best pri. friend venus, 我知道有gwai呢個人好耐. 上到中學, gwai仲住大埔, 成日同小肥仔一齊返廣福, 我都不時同車, 而且QQ同gwai由冤家變左死黨, 大家都玩得多左. 仲有d小道消息... hehehe未經証實o既野我當唔知啦~
上次shaw影相我請左gwai做我機佬, 我真係一諗就只係佢, 可能我知道佢一定唔會推我^^, d初中friends當然唔放過做我地兩個o既機會, of corrs我地見慣大場面, 有咩唔得?! 竟然邦邦都想做我地, 邦邦~有進步! 引用milly話"有熟悉既感覺, 好似親人咁", 我可以講, 對gwai, 感情絕對唔比QQ少, 好多野我同佢講多過同QQ講... 記得上次BBQ我直頭反轉左gwai屋企個廚房, 代表d咩呢? 我唔想話關後路點點點, 總知而家我咩都唔想變.... 因為中同, 特別係3Eo個d我都好珍惜, 唔想因為唔知咩事搞到無friend做, 雖然我知到頭來我o既男性朋友都唔會話討厭我 ^0^ 佢對我好, 我地好夾, 呢d我都知, 差d咩呢? 我唔知呀~~ boot都講笑式問過我有無考慮過, 宜家我真係無一個人我可以話好有feel... 唔好講返以前, 最緊要把握現在, 努力將來!!

>>April 1, 2004 at 3:32:16 PM GMT+8