2003 年 12 月 11 日 星期四 【晴】

尋晚太夜, 費事畀人收皮... 自己收啦~

唔知係唔係考完試free左, 同佢地出去又唔使顧慮d咩, 又可以暢所欲言, 唔使驚有咩利害衝突, 講真~ 識左咁多年有market就一早開始左啦~ that's why 我唔使就住, 真係怒爆粗~ 而且佢地都要身為女仔既我做下reference, "女仔鍾意d咩?", 女仔點點點... 我都ok幫到手既^^
佢地好鬼死有心意, 佢地個fd marco整160cm高既聖誕樹呀~~ designer係唔同d... tomas就整匙扣... 呀精又過 lonely xmas啦~ 唔緊要, 有咩call我啦! 趙肥真係無貨, 作為fd既我地都好想幫佢....

食完飯又落金星打機... 佢地打gundam, 我睇睇又無所謂~ 睇人打機好funny, 仲要係d fd tim! 我宜家都好少o係街打, 有咩爆左家用機d games 先啦...^^ 佢地怒挑機, 結果我地差d搭尾班車返屋企, 我考完試放假無所謂啦~ 呀精遲左要行返入去... 唉.

返到屋企成點鐘, 仲有咁多人online既~ ^0^ 可惜趙肥個 target off左, 好灰呀佢... 咁我唔可以錯失任何機會啦~ right? 我地互send左d相, 佢個 target有d似我組女~ 又唔係好差je~ 點解其他人話佢唔得? 睇落ok純wor~ 加油!!!! 咁我 target佢都話幾好~ 咁我又唔係solely睇樣, 都ok重要~ *0* 我都要努力... 不過只要佢唔討厭我就ok啦... 好想同佢去看海...

送上我最鍾意兩隻kylie既歌:

Spinning Around - Kylie Minogue

*I'm spinning around
Move out of my way
I know you're feeling me cos you like it like this
I'm breaking it down
I'm not the same
I know you're feeling me cos you like it like this*

Trading my sorrow for some joy that I borrowed
From back in the day
Threw away my old clothes
Got myself a better wardrobe
I got something to say

I'm through with the past
Ain't no point in looking back
The future will be
And did I forget to mention that I found a new direction
And it leads back to me

*CHORUS*

Mistakes that I made giving me the strength
To really believe
And no matter how I take it
There's no way I'm gonna fake it
Cos it's gotta be real

I've got nothing left to hide
No reason left to fight
Cos the truth's given me a new freedom inside
Getting rid of my desire
Do you like what you see?

repeat **

Good Like That (non-LP) - Kylie Minogue

I've never been the type who's gonna wait around
Not make a sound while others bring me down
I'm not someone who'll tell you what you wanna hear
Oh you've got to feel by keeping it real

And until now I've been patient,
I've been good somehow
But anticipation's leaving me no doubt
About how it will be
When you let go of your fear and release

*Let's move it to the fast lane
Take a chance and love me
I'll give you all I have
I'm good like that
Baby, when you crash into me
You'll finally understand
How loving me can change all your plans*

Don't make me have to tell you that I told you so
'Cause I know you know and it's hard to hold
I cannot do this feeling, you'll find there's double meaning
To the things I say when you walk this way

Just relax, let me take control of you, sit back
Make you see where all this goes
I'm in too bad - what u got to lose
Compared to what i'm offering you?

*Chorus*

So take a chance and love me fast
I'll give you all-all that i have
i'm good, I'm good, I'm good like that x3

........... ^_~

>>December 15, 2003 at 6:44:22 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 11 日 星期四 【陰晴不定】

好開心~~~ 都好耐未試過咁high~~~
今日本來好多野要做, 打簿, 寄信, 接d FP雜誌去中央圖書館, 去FOE做義工, 還書畀呀精, 仲要去旺角交收D模型同上NETIVGATOR.... 好辛苦呀~ 半個鐘來回wanchai 同causewaybay, 雖然失敗左(40mins), 但總算成功 mission completed! 行左好多路呀~~ 所以話呢d係平時practise既, 就黎成條駱克道行曬啦... 上到FOE, 竟然要我打新聞槁! YEAH~行政事務中文~無白讀啦~~ 我覺得寫得OK架~ 之後整理下DATA又夠鐘... 要上HKU畀呀精...

佢仲未做好功課, ok吖~ 我要攞$先... 得$20... 因為畀左成百銀做mega project, 肉痛架~ 不過如果可以令佢真心咁笑咩都得啦~ choco百力支半價~~買左兩盒當獎勵自己無食lunch...
見到呀精... 個頭好7呀!! ^^ 同佢交完功課還完書上cc, 會合tomas同chiu, 仲介紹左"狠爽勁快死"畀佢地~~tomas仲有paper未做好, 但佢地都好似約左人出去, 我又join啦~
搭van+ferry去左tst, 途中不斷講趙肥既fyp, 究竟係小純純定hh??真係好難講... 不過講得好好好happy!!! 落左新港打機, 等埋個fd... 好晏先去食dinner. 我仲以為唔食tim... 但上到去又不自覺食... 傾左好多好多各人既project, 大家都不約而同要親手整野!

>>December 12, 2003 at 7:28:17 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 10 日 星期三 【晴】

唔記得講今日d雲... 好靚~~~ 素晴~~~
造物主的神奇...

>>December 11, 2003 at 5:35:45 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 10 日 星期三 【晴】

今日最後一日考試, 尋日o係222留左成日, 都係溫左一次, 雖然效率好慢不過都幾開心, 大家一齊
努力, 又吹下水打下機, 仲好多人食晚飯!!! 呀... 尋日收到steve既xmas禮物, 一大盒裡面係聖誕bear... 我知道個 teddybear唔平, 仲繡左d好肉麻既野, 不過我都習慣佢d野, 知佢有心機整但我真係好忠於自己感情, 無feel就係無feel, 做咩都無用; 相反有feel既, 佢做幾少野你都係有feel, 即使佢對你無feel.. 唉~ 幾日d日記又炒埋一碟...

呢幾日都好似唔係心情好好, 生理?心理? 我都唔知, 總之好似樣樣都唔係好好, 最好既時間都係自己行返屋企, 一路唱自己鍾意既歌 and/or 一路欣賞夜空, 好美的圓月啊~ 很平靜很舒服... 還是親近大自然的我是最開心吧... steve 的禮令我好不安, 我唔想好絕對佢, 因為佢都係好人, 同埋以前我"以為"我同佢幾似, 但無人同第二d人會似, 樣似但做野方式都唔會, 何況我睇人係以內心... 但steve都係閱歷少, 個世界好大好大, 唔係只係我對佢好, 而且感情唔係直線因果, 係好似網咁, 原理就好似 food-chain 同food-web 咁. 好啦~ 雖然一向都知自己有market (海外市場?)但都好想某人知道, 點知畀人慢片, 好無奈, 好驚佢以為我係d好隨便既女仔, 係?唔係? 我唔知道.

我對人好, 係因為我想我對一百個人好, 都有一個對返我好~N, 好傻... 但我好慶幸我有能力(包括經濟)咁做, 考試時期我都諗定要搞 this 搞 that, 都係想大家happy吓, 唔通我自己好得閒好無聊搵野黎做?? 好啦~ 個mega project我都搞左好一陣, 仲要整禮物... popu都溫到爛尾... 做咩呀宜家, 人地都請你食檸檬你想點呀! 整? 唔整? 都度左咁耐... 整左先啦... 自己要都好!
會明白既人已經少, 而且我遇過, 仲有無得剩??
我唔玩啦... 雖然我唔係玩...

*********************************************************************************************
開心既係, 雖然自己唔係好開心, 但聆聽係我既強項, 有人要support? 我一定到~
考完popu去左na既"天人合一"... 好正~ 我一定要影畢業相!! 之後上左wellcome度打無雙, 打到7點幾, wellcome有mega project要做, 好啦我返屋企做野... 搭車o係na見到 ivy!! 不過無叫到佢, 咁返到屋企hi佢啦~, 本來我同人傾緊, 點知竟然畀人踩我最引以為傲既野 - 我把聲, 係我好細個以經將把聲"訓練"成沉而且成熟, 因為我好憎好憎d女仔"嬌滴滴"既聲, 好惡心! 但... 唉... 靠呢把聲我教左好多中小學生野, mark過sponsor, 朗誦, 唱歌, 不計並數... 好失望... 點解會畀人咁講, 仲要係一個我好欣賞同重視既人!! 係upset, 不過ivy同得我share我自己d小事又算咩, 雖然傾左只係一陣, 我見解果然一針見血, 連佢自己都話"有點擊中我感覺"~ hahaha! 我都係major呢d, 話曬以前都好friend, 個人本質都唔會變得去邊... 中學時期我已經係d friend既傾訴對象, 口密同獨到係我招牌, 上左大學好似仲勁左... 但... 睇穿人又點, 人地睇得穿我咩? or 根本無人有意欲咁做...

我承認我係一個好"任性"既人, "任由自己性情操縱自己"既人, 好記得以前Frank用"impulse"形容我, 我o個時好嬲, 但慢慢接受自己係咁 (同埋#impulse blue#好好聽^^), 無人可以操控到我, 除非我已經將情感放o係佢身上... o個個 remote control 不受時空地域限制... caution...

>>December 11, 2003 at 5:33:04 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 8 日 星期一 【晴】

Today's Gaia's Bday, I & Boot planned to have lunch with Gaia in a small group, it turned out that we have reunion of small Ocamp! HAHA~ At first BigBro is absent (we did invite him last night! ^^) but at last we are all here, with Boot & Wellcome!!! I've taken many cool photos YEAH!!! Pun and Popeye bought a chococake to her. Hope Gaia is happy ^_~ on her special day!

And then I slipped into CC Lib to study Popu... till 7pm sth... I don't concentrate very much, took a nap... look at those photos taken, fallen into deep thinking... I thought of what I did in the past bday, what I did for other's bday... sigh... I'm very confused if I'm doing sth great for someones' bday, I try my best but sometimes it is not as anticipated... My mega project now is stuck in the middle... due to the lack of funding HAHAHA~ Should I cut it in smaller scale? Or just let it be?
# I was born to make you happy # I hope to make others happy, is it possible?

It's very fine to go back home for dinner, rarely we three eat together, with many dishes HAHA! Playing "Project Zero", chatting thru ICQ, & time to bed... Popu notes are out of my head WOW!!!

Am I moving in the fast lane?

>>December 10, 2003 at 6:36:32 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 6 日 星期六 【晴】

好辛苦... 起都起唔到身... 最後9點幾起身, 呀媽要人幫手整白果糖水, 我整完食左個飽又瞓過.... 醒吓溫吓書又瞓吓...下午3點幾啦?! 我溫左一課popu咋!!
之後竟然畀無良既細路捉左出去大中行dp, 新開有big sale wor... 好啦~ 反正尋日無買到野, 都要同呀媽交代... 雖然行&等得好辛苦, 終於都買左條褲, 仲去share左一個菜飯, 食得落野都唔會唔好啦~ 佢地今晚約左呀婆同d親戚食飯, 唔去啦... 再出真係會死... 宜家都係溫多一課popu... 仲有成十課點算?! 聽日得一日溫gee咋.... 馬鹿...

>>December 7, 2003 at 11:41:31 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 5 日 星期五 【晴】

出左科學館聽林超英個talk... 好舉呀~~ 雖然d內容我好多都聽過/睇過, even我自己講talk都有, 但係人地台長就真係台長, 所有野都好融會貫通首尾呼應, 我仲未做到呢個 level, 要努力!!!
arta~ sorry呀~ 唔同得你出去信和, 因為我要同我bro入冬天衫, 唉... 行左成日都食白果... 我以經feel 到自己唔係好ok, 聽咁耐 talk 流足咁耐鼻水, bro 見到我都話好恐怖 >.< 平時行街我都係用腳來回 tst & mk, 今日一程多d就腳痛見累...死...有咩事呀...
返左屋企食飯, 唔食得好多... 仲要幫手儲返個 ddr save...閃到我都有d暈... 好不容易玩完nonstop, 玩吓無雙3+,"屍人"同"零 - 紅之蝶"先... 無雙3+原來無咩新野...超失望... 屍人仲衰, 日文唔識睇不特只, 第二排都唔知做咩, 又無weapon又唔避到, con左幾次都係關機換碟... 都係"零"最好玩, 玩法同上次差不多, 不過今次多左個跛腳孖生妹一齊要等埋佢... 好想繼續玩, 不過成點鐘啦... 好頭痛...

>>December 7, 2003 at 11:31:25 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 4 日 星期四 【晴】

係啦~ 唔記得多謝你個星星頭飾tim~砵仔~ 我好appreciate呀~ 成日都有用^^(宜家都o係我個頭上面) 我好多啡色衫, 真係好襯呀~~ 仲有得朝星hahahaha!!!

今日成日留o係屋企, 原本諗住溫一次gee+popu... 但都夜晚都未溫完gee... 超低效率 >0<

去完補習之後落左娟姐度買ps2 game, 最近好多新horror game出左~ 太好啦!! 聖誕唔使悶~~ "零 - project zero" 和 "siren(屍人)" 都係一等一既horror game!!! 有興趣既朋友不妨問我借~ (好明顯呢度無人玩d咁既game...) 比以前capcom既biohazard smooth好多, 唔使等開門...有排驚hahahaha~~

>>December 6, 2003 at 3:48:55 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 3 日 星期三 【晴】

結果竟然都係同wellcome撐桌腳... 點解我地成日都係咁?! 好funny~ 我地食完搭車去shaw,途中o係本部mike都上埋車, 好野~ 上去打ps2!!! 無雙+酒, 真係好享受!!! 跟住去左boot宿visit吓佢, 同埋幫pauline做問卷... 都好似過左去好耐... 同boot一齊過匡宿啦... 過到去佢地兩個鎖門鬼混?! haha~原來wellcome穿左mike件袍影相, 咁我又用自己部dc玩下, 話咁快又到11pm, 要怒奔走搭尾班校巴... 之後mike既女友o係本部上車~ 我都係第一次見佢真人, 好白呀~~ 真係好溫柔, 賢良淑德型!! mike果然係得呀~ jessica好似好似jerry既exgf月影, 可能有機係姊妹...個feel都好似呀...

好relax... 雖然仲有exam同paper... 好似都唔緊要啦... thx god i'm alive
xmas我一定要去我埋我未去過既museums, 唔係又到sem尾先有時間...

>>December 5, 2003 at 2:15:50 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 3 日 星期三 【乍暖還寒】

今日係交proposal既大日子, 雖然我返左屋企都無做過野, 我都瞓到九點幾先起身, 一心想返cu先做埋d手尾, 點知打完狠爽勁快死都成十二點...遲左返cu同gaia, wellcome食ｌｕｎｃｈ... sorry ar~ 阿匡宜家真係好左好多, 果然參加左"訓練計劃"既學員係唔同d haha!
之後用左三個鐘做好份proposal... p.35... 都好似ok... 咁等埋gaia先交啦~ 仲有十幾分到五點, ivy打黎話趕唔到返cu, 叫我同佢交, 好啦~ 我都唔介意既用我a/c print既, 但係得返五分鐘我先收到佢份野, 我已經好努力print, 因為唔夠紙, 又要手動雙面, 我叫gaia交左我地既先, 我print完落去交... 人算不如天算, jam紙!! 頂~唔係呀... gaia返左來話office已經close, 唔使我print啦... 點解d野一定要last minute先做好? 我一個鐘頭前print定, 慢慢落去咪好?! 宜家好似係我做錯print唔到人地份野咁!! 本來今日我好開心, 一來交得proposal, 二來畢業禮mike返來cu我同佢影相, 點知佢上左222我又未做好d唔應該係我做既野, 仲要做唔到!!! 不過好彩我都有gaia同mike按住我, 如果我發起火上黎都好大件事...
好啦... 叫做平復左... 因為佩玲入黎話同我影相, 之前我見到文漢都有影... 入tutor房, 影左好幾張,同leo&mike啦, 接著同mike落左去影. 白痴呀~~得我地倆個邊我幫我地搾機?! 好啦~佢話去d多人既地方影, 叫人地拍... 首先去左chapel, 係一個好行既地方... 叫左好不舉既人影... *手振* ._.", 之後mike見到個ens同學, 同佢影完又同我地影, 跟住上左小橋流水, 個天黑得好快, 影左一兩張之後我竟然遇到fiona~佢同bf(都係mst o個個)影相... 嘩~睇個勢佢地都係會結婚啦啩, 咁多年... 好! 同佢影完都差唔多時候走.. 咁我地夜晚既節目當然就係"無雙"啦~ 仲有d酒tim!!
宜家等上boot既宿整飯食~~~ yeah!!

其實mike去exchange一年得到既多,失去既都唔少, 但係如果唔係既話又點會識到我同阿匡? 既然過去無得返回頭就唔好諗d唔happy野, # Life is too short # & we're powerless... 神咁安排一定有佢既意思　^_^

>>December 4, 2003 at 10:56:34 AM GMT+8