2004 年 11 月 26 日 星期五 【陰晴不定】

星期六~~ 返半日工而已!! 而且可以穿casual wear~ 很好! 今天完全是以舒適為主, 因為放工要去做GS research囉.... 上兩星期只顧自己的忙, GS的事也沒理會了... SOR SOR!
昨晚開會過後, 自己都不好意思不開工了... 今日去了彩虹+鑽石山做observation, 我選這區來做不是因為我熟悉那地方, 就是因為是我的盲點才想多去一點, 很有趣~~ 終於在wellcome買了好想食的夾餅 (yes this is me Gabe!), 竟然和那小賣檔的中年女性打起交道來, actually it's enjoyable! 短短兩分鐘, 我們將沉悶的等"熟"過程變成輕鬆愉快的閑談, gogogo gal~ you have potential to explore your career in servicing!!! 是的! 我會努力!!

超~~~ 好吃的多奶夾餅!! 接近三句鐘的research真是有點兒harsh, 因為有些地方很少人買新鮮包!!! oh god!!! 不過.... 到plaza hollywood大有收穫 (資訊上):
1. 16-28 dec plaza hollywood - gundam expo, must go at least once for sure!!!
2. 17-19 dec HKCEE - asia game expo, MUST GO YEAH!!!
3. kylie latest 的 ultimate best dvd 版是 mv collection!!!! argh~~~~ 我真的在 cd 店內大叫起來!!!! 超~~~~ 高興!!! 所有的累呀~ 不快呀~ 通通delete了!!! (無ram啦~ 記咁多唔開心野做咩呢~ ^^) 好~~ 下次有目標地掃貨囉!

今年很想大大慶祝xmas, 無數個理由支持我的動議 hahaha!!! 第一件事就是做個santa claus, 久違了的朋友呀~ 我會好好的補償了, 決定了要送什麼給哪些朋友 (只是幾份而已... 還有更多的未想到), 第一份也買+裝身了!! efficient rulezzzz!

GOOD FORWARD, RECOMMENDED!!!
你聽過北極熊的故事嗎？在北極圈裡，牠可是沒有什麼天敵的，但是聰明的愛斯基摩人，卻可不費吹灰之力逮捕牠......
愛斯基摩人是怎麼辦到的？這就是上帝給人的智慧吧！他們殺一隻海豹，把牠的血倒進一個水桶裡，用一把兩刃的匕首 插在血液中央，因為氣溫太低，海豹血立即凝固，匕首就結在血中間，像一個超大型的冰棒，之後把冰棒倒出來，丟在 雪原上就可以了。
北極熊有一個特性：嗜血如命，這就足以害死牠了。牠的鼻子特靈，可以在好幾公里之外就嗅到血腥味，此時牠一定聞 到愛斯基摩人丟在雪地上的冰棒，於是迅速趕來覓食，開始舔起血冰棒，舔著舔著，舌頭漸漸麻痺，但是還是不願意放 棄這樣的美食，忽然血的味道變好了──那是更新鮮的血，溫熱的血。
於是牠越舔越起勁──原來那是牠自己的血──事實是：牠舔到一個程度，已經舔 到冰棒的中央部分，匕首畫破了牠的 舌頭，血冒出來，但是牠的舌頭早已麻木，所以沒有感覺，但是牠的鼻子還很敏感，知道新鮮的血來了，加緊舔食的結 果就是，舌頭傷的更深，血更多流失，通通吞下去自己的喉嚨裡。最後是北極熊失血過多，休克暈厥 過去，愛斯基摩人 就走過去，幾乎不必花力氣，就可以輕鬆捕獲牠。
在我們的生命中，追求幸福的過程裡，我們也很可能是一隻北極熊，如果你所持的是錯誤的觀念和看法的話。
我認識很多人，他們工作時間超長，因為他們認為事業上的成就，對他們的人生而言，是最重要的，他們賺了很多錢， 真的很多，可是沒有時間去花，說實在的，我深深以為：即使他們有了時間，他們很有可能也不知道如何花這些錢......
他們雖然賺到了錢，卻失去很多東西，可能是人生更重要的東西，他們的家人和他們極少互動，他們的兒女不認識他們 （我的意思是他陪著孩子長大，花時間與孩子相處），他們沒玩過，沒休閒生活，也不曾幫助任何一個人。
有人在他們的事業高峰時，忽然心肌梗塞，失去生命，有人忽然中風，失去行動能力與健康，有人有一天忽然發現家人 全都離他而去......
美國一個週刊，做過一個調查，針對世界百大企業的退休CEO，請他們填一份問卷，其中前十大企業的老闆，對其中一 個問題都有相同的答覆，這個問題是：如果人生可以重新來過，你會希望什麼是你絕對不能錯過的？
這七個大老闆都說了同一件事，即人生可以重來，他們一定不放過陪伴孩子一起成長。
很多人說他們一旦做決定就不會後悔，問題是他們做決定之前，沒想清楚，到最後還是後悔！
讓我們現在就想清楚：你是那隻大北極熊嗎？你正在吸自己的血，享受幸福的感覺嗎？
人生只有一次，過去了就不再回來，請不要當大北極熊，以生命為代價的事業，很可能最後是賺得全世界，卻失去了你 最寶貴的生命──耶穌如是說！

AM I THE STUPID POLAR BEAR? Heaven knows...
When the game is over, no one has the credit to continue...

>>November 27, 2004 at 3:12:17 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 25 日 星期四 【乍暖還寒】

看過的, 還是想share一下:


首先想到誰~

一個男人,同時愛著兩個女人,他不知道自己愛她們哪一個多一點。有人教他:[你遇上開心的事情,首先想到要告訴哪一個?你首先想到她, 就是愛她多一點。」

不,這不是驗證愛情的唯一方法。
你悲傷的時候,你想跟哪一個一起?
你首先想到她,才是愛她多一點。

如果你開心和悲傷的時候,首先想到的,都是同一個人,那就最完美。
如果開心的時候和悲傷的時候,首先想到的,不是同一個人,
我勸你應該選擇你想和她共度悲傷時刻的那一個。

人生本來是苦多於樂。你的開心,有太多人可以和你分享,
不一定要是情人。如果日子過得快樂,自己一人也很好。
悲傷,卻不是很多人可以和你分擔。你願意把悲傷告訴他,
他才是你最想親近和珍惜的人。

倒過來說,開心的時候才想起你,悲傷的時候,就去找別人。這種情人, 不太穩健了,
他並沒有把你當作可以廝守終生的人。

情人在快樂的時候,首先想到我,我當然高興。然而,他在悲傷的時候, 也願意回來我身邊,讓我看到他的軟弱,我才會相信,我在他心目中, 是很重要的。

你悲傷的時候,首先想到誰?

張小嫻


我想, 視不同情況吧~ 第一刻想到的, 當然是最喜歡的那個, 但再深想一層, 他是否願意/能夠和我分擔呢... 如果更有人可以幫忙的, 為何苦苦要求他在我身邊? 是的... 因為他不是我的情人, that's it.

開了J. Lo的remix cd, 以前曾經有過的, 現在為的是那些spanish version...
My fave song of Jennifer Lopez~~~

Waiting for Tonight - Jennifer Lopez

Like a movie scene
In the sweetest dreams
Have pictured us together
Now to feel your lips
On my fingertips
I have to say is even better
Then I ever thought it could possibly be
It's perfect, it's passion, it's setting me free
From all of my sadness
The tears that I've cried
I have spent all of my life

(Chorus)
Waiting for tonight, oh
When you would be here in my arms
Waiting for tonight, oh
I've dreamed of this love for so long
Waiting for tonight

Tender words you say
Take my breath away
Love me now, leave me never
Found a sacred place
Lost in your embrace
I want to stay in this forever
I think of the days when the sun used to set
On my empty heart, all alone in my bed
Tossing and turning
Emotions were strong
I knew I had to hold on

>>November 26, 2004 at 4:43:09 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 24 日 星期三 【乍暖還寒】

近幾天很開心~ 可能因為辭了職做起事來也輕鬆了, 當然我是有分寸的, 什麼該做什麼不應我是知道的. 大家都接受了我會離開PY, 暫別香港, I WILL BE BACK~ that's for sure ^^

看了gwai的od, 提及我有disney的offer... 謝謝! thats why you guyz visit here!!!
GG = Go Gabe? Good Game? HAHAHA~ Whatever!! 千萬不要有 terrorist attact, 目標大.... shit ^^

*URGENT* MUST READ FIRST
我想問MST友係咪mix影畢業相?!?!?!?! 我都想去下第二度影, 中大其實我都未影曬... 要gogogo~~~

昨晚買了的cd今天才有時間慢慢整理, 還有剛收到的m-flo yours only single... 少失望... 因為那non-LP "LIES" 不是想像中般動聽, 倒是早前買了EP的 One sugar dream 超級好聽~~~ Yes this is delicated to you.

近期心態不同, 所有故事發展也完全改變了, trust me, i can handle this!
Come Into My World - Kylie Minogue (<-- Can't get her out of my head lately LOL!)

Take these arms that were made for lovin'
And this heart that will beat for two
Take these eyes that were meant for watching over you
And I've been such a long time waiting for someone I can call my own
I've been chasing the life I'm dreaming; now I'm home...

I need your love
Like night needs morning
So won't you...
Come, come, come into my world
Won't you lift me up, up, high upon your love
Oh, baby, come, come, come into my world
Won't you lift me up, (Oh), up, high upon your love.

Take these lips that were made for kissing
And this heart that will see you through
And these hands that were made to touch and feel you

So free your love
Hear me I'm calling
Oh won't you
Come, come, come into my world
Won't you lift me up, up, high upon your love
Oh, baby, come, come, come into my world
Won't you lift me up (Oh) up, high upon you love

>>November 25, 2004 at 4:09:25 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 23 日 星期二 【乍暖還寒】

DOING SAMA~~~~ I'm using my bro's Notebook and cannot type Chinese >.<"

Thanks for visiting here Doing, and many of my dearest MST classmates!!! (Bong is one of the most active friends here ^^) What I mean *EASY* Doing is non-trouble-maker, gentle & intellegent. Most of all, a happy lovely man! I tresure every moment living with you my friend! Remember the days we were laughing and studying together... unforgettable and no one can rewind the history.

Yet the future is ready for us the build TOGETHER! My on-job trainning in FL WDW is one of the most challenging experience in my life. Without you all in my daily life, physically & mentally support, I can hardly imagine to overcome all. Nevertheless, you are always there even the time-lag exists I truly believe. The endless love of all (from GOD) gives me strength to get over (that's what my name Gabrielle means!)

Reply to Bong's ultra sweating issue, I was the first one fainting due to the dehydration!!!! You know that happened at lunchtime. A mother of new born baby,(my colleague) sitting opposite and she said the statement after I shaked my head slightly to smooth the hair... I was totally thrown up as it's just like the alien lauguage from the unbelievable outer space!!! Anyway, that Gabe in PY office is quite different from the one being with you. I have my role in my job: graceful, obedient, & fitting their mindset. After the 8 hrs out of office, Gabe is a bloody horrible person with hyper-active in violance and foul language, full of dirty ideas but still a cheerful laughter ^0^

The true me can be seen in two situations
1. Doing what I love
2. Being with whom I trust

I guess all of them reading here have ever glanced at the ture Gabe~

*** AMAZING AMAZING!! I made friend with my overseas vendor!! Sachiko is such a kawaii gal who shares many things with a warmed-heart customer like me!! THX GOD I LIVE IN THE WARMEST WORLD!! We left personal contacts to each other and I'm so eager to keep in touch with her~~~

WONDERFUL NIGHT WITH MY RARE VIP ARTA~~~ Non-stop chatting and shopping always kill our time in a blink and also.... the money in our pockets LOL! ***

>>November 24, 2004 at 6:17:37 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 23 日 星期二 【乍暖還寒】

好不容易才遞交了辭職信, 其實我知道 joanna 不想接收的, 老實說我和她是比較合得來的, 大家都是爽朗的女性, 間中又帶點女性的可愛~ (*暈* 那不是我自稱的, 是同事評我"女性化"... 怒汗!)
明顯地我的工作慢慢地被人瓜分了, 辛苦大家囉~ 沒有我在的時候, 大家要加倍努力!!! (gosh!!!)

放工過左teleford打機, BM IIDX 10th 好靚呀~~~ 仲打左兩鋪parapara... 最後同bro去左大家樂打邊爐... ok funny 啦~


今日返工第一個到, 卻未開門, discman播放的, 就是...

So Now Goodbye - Kylie Minogue

Remember when I saw you for the first time
I never thought you'd be mine
Then we went ahead and fell in love
Heaven was a common ground
We were never coming down
The two of us we had more than enough
You and I are not the same
To you love is just a game
Things will never be the same again

So now goodbye
This time I will be gone goodbye
Stayed for way too long
Started out with trust
But it isn't just about the good times baby

Remember all the promises we swore to
Can't say I didn't warn you
How I did adore you way back then (I did adore you adore you)
Ohhhhh
But you broke a solemn vow
Ha! you're paying for it now
Wouldn't you expect more from a friend
You and I are not the same
To you love is just a game
Things will never be the same again

So now goodbye
This time I will be gone goodbye
I stayed for way too long
I don't need you now
And I am oh so tired of excuses baby
Goodbye x 4

This time will be gone goodbye
Stayed for way to long this time
It all started out with trust
But it isn't about the good times baby

同 stevie 傾開, 佢呢個xmas返黎真係預備左好多野, 諗定等我放工etcetc (sor 我 quit 左啦), 想做好多好多野令我開心, 不過, sorry~ feeling 大於一切! 即使理智上明知同一d人好唔夾, 性格唔好, 但感性上我好想同佢地一齊, 盡力去令佢開心下... 好彩~ 有d人已經找到他/她生命的天使, 我宜家都唔使成日出手, 始終... 自己一手沖的茶比送到嘴邊的來得好喝吧~
成日話人地對我好係好傻, 反轉頭來我咪又係一樣 ^^ 唔係怒力就有收成架!

>>November 23, 2004 at 4:42:46 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 21 日 星期日 【晴】

EASY BUSY!

今日過得好快好快, d野排山倒海湧過來, 又因為病假紙一事同jessie傾左好耐, 終於忍唔住講左我會辭職, 結果... 6點9都畀人"的"左入去吹左成粒鐘... 唉~ 黃小姐唔講咁多我都唔想隱瞞, 但佢睇低我轉去o既公司... 我都唔想講畀佢聽我係take左disney o既offer... 費時佢落唔到台啦~ get 錯我為搞環保放棄所有野... 我係會一生"行"環保, 但未必會全力"搞", 兩者的不同我心中有數, 亦清楚我該怎樣的走

PY我最唔捨得係d同事, 佢地全部都對我好好, 有d其實同我幾夾, 不過夾還夾, 做野還做野. 夾可以繼續做friend, 唔應該將人事與公司拉上關係. Holie一番話令我好想喊 "因你帶給歡樂~~~~~~~~某日不快樂, 見到你笑, 都會笑埋一份......" 感謝主我的努力是沒有白費的, 這樣的做事方式的而且確是感染到其他人!!! 坦白講, 呢份工最enjoy之一係同d客交流, email也好, phonecall也好, 我都好畀心機為自己, 為公司塑造個好形象, 聲線配合得宜真是有難度 (當然我是好dubbing的嘛~), 短短兩個月間我都拉攏了不少新的vendor吧~ 有些我真的想keep in touch的 (不要又打我一巴!!!) 關係是一步一步兩方一起建立的, 我的走, 多少也有點影響吧... (笑! 不要以為自己有那樣的影響力 ^0^)

好.... 1am了, 怒用icq... 沒回覆的電話我明天才補發~ thx for your resign letter!!! my best friend~

>>November 22, 2004 at 5:04:35 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 20 日 星期六 【乍暖還寒】

好free的一個星期日, 人生有了目標的確格外歡喜~ I must be a good cast member, awesome CS!!!

睇左醫生, 買左對深棕色長boot~ 仲有 ^0^ 好好好好可愛的nyanko糖果介子~ 粉藍色的~~~ lucky!!!
影證件相, 返屋企玩 BM IIDX, 又要出動了 (可以穿high-heel boots~型!)

呀~~~ time crash again!!! 同時有多個vips集結大埔~ 點算呢~
sorry樂! 唔會有下次啦~~
你倆個係咪玩野呀 ^u^
撞到yingying & jerry! 真係約都約唔到, 次次都係咁先遇到... 汗!

著住high heel行海濱, 真係叫曬救命, really no mood...
quit 左 job 其中一件要做o既事就係要操fit自己, 冬天朝早晨操一流!!! fresh chilling air shower~ 要持之以恆!! (我最缺乏的 >.<")

Let's Just Call It Love - Lisa Stansfield

Is it any wonder I feel beautiful tonight
'Cause the spell I'm under makes the stars shine oh so bright
Is it affection 'cause I think I like it
Whatever you're doing to me there's no way to describe it
So

Chorus:
Let's just call it love
You call it what you want call it emotion
Let's just call it love
You can call it a feeling call it a notion
Let's just call it love
You can say that it's right you can say that it's wrong
But baby it's just too damn good
Let's just call it love

I'm caught up in the moment I could be anywhere at all
Ain't nothin' that can bring me down no 'cause baby I feel ten feet tall
Is it obsession 'cause though I like it
It's really taken a hold of me now and I don't want to fight it
No no so

(Chorus)

You can call it anything anything at all
We can take it anywhere anywhere we want to
'Cause you and me baby it's what we need
So let's see that sun we've got all night long
Let's go on and on (x 4)

>>November 22, 2004 at 4:43:28 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 19 日 星期五 【颳風】

不可不提~~~ 大埔 jusco 開了日本san-x counter!!!!
超級多 nyanko 最新貨品~~~期待已久的生日月公仔~ (四月的...糟透了), 還有ao商店main theme的可愛公仔, 啊!!!!! 有nyanko 介子!!!!! 帥呆了~~~~明天再去看~~~~ (買!!!)

>>November 20, 2004 at 5:07:34 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 19 日 星期五 【乍暖還寒】

好日, 沒有遲到, 順利請假, 倒是課堂表現不夠突出... 這是一丁點的遺憾.
友善的來電, 可惜我不能接... 是有點內咎, 因為公司一眾人等都對我十分好, 可惜工作性質 & 公司制度不適合我, 看到前景明朗點, 沒辦法不走... 只希望能 keep them in touch...

謝謝您的電話, 今朝經過您家真想打個 goodmorning call~ 放假還要被吵醒, 真的會殺了我 haha!!

最需要人家的時候, 偏偏就不在... 不是怪責啊~ 只是... 巧合就是巧合!
向milly報喜~ 真的! 她是one of the die-hard fans of disney. 祝福我~ 謝!!
上車遇到cu alumni group mate, 很好~ 又多交一個naba的朋友了.
還沒看醫生, 卻去了剪頭髮 ^^ 想念san呢~~ 很型又很fragile的hair stylist, 年紀尚小便坐正了, 勁!

Carol, though you may not read here, I dare say "believe your passion and do whatever you want! *SUPPORT* 臨近長假, 大家都加倍想念遠方的她/他, 錢就是用來花的, 不要令她/他同樣受苦囉~ HE will give you more than you need~

久久沒post歌詞了, 太多太多想選...

Where Is The Feeling - Kylie Minogue

There's nobody better, better than you
You make me feel happy
Happy, happy to know you

But where is the feeling?
The feeling of security
When we're not together
Tell me everythings gonna be alright
It's just no use, can't get over you

Anytime you want me to
I can make you happy (I can make you happy)
There ain't nothing I wouldn't do (anytime)
To make you happy

Tell me Im crazy
Maybe since you've been gone
They don't understand that together
Together we're one

>>November 20, 2004 at 4:51:46 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 18 日 星期四 【陰晴不定】

謝啦~~~~ 先向我可愛的brother講聲happy bday嘛!!!

THURSDAY

很高興親自通知了幾位vip, 最喜歡大家不約而同說會來飛來探望我, 想到這裡也會發笑~ 因為我的影響力蠻大吧~ hahaha!!! 雖然還有n個朋友未知整事的始終, 神呀! 請給我多一點時間, 我會擺平的 XDDDDD

提到"影響力", 想不到我竟會這樣發脾4, 那是ICQ不能隱藏的. 同樣的說話, 對某些人來說我會HAHAHA面對, 因為我清楚我在他們心中的位置. 但是有些人可不能夠以此開玩笑, 因為我相信那是經過大腦所出的字眼, ABSOULTELY PISSED OFF!!! 對人的讚美我不會省, 我是由衷地欣賞別人的能幹, 過多的讚揚好像不值錢, 亦被當成只會點頭的娃娃... 有多久沒被人"cup"線呢~ hahahaha!!!

我是個易受vip影響的人, 分析得對的, 多是對我好的, 我便採納. 結果, 我沒去開大會, 享受一年兩次的歡愉, 還有到百玩不厭的新港 & 新之城. 我明明昨晚才charge的電, 一晚又被我ko了!! hahaha~ 最後, 是次攻防戰我勝了~ 不過 round-up 的 level 仍是差太遠了...

>>November 19, 2004 at 12:00:44 AM GMT+8