2004 年 9 月 4 日 星期六 【晴】

星期日本應是一星期中最令人期待的一天, 但今朝不知何解的醒了不能再睡, 有點倦意卻不想浪費有精神的白天, 還是處理一下自己手頭上的東西吧...
許多大學的信件, 還有選舉云云, 堆積如山. 十二月九日是畢業典禮, 希望可以再和大家拍拍照!!!!
在高壓極權統治下的我是政治冷感, 略讀了那一頁頁的政綱, 搜尋著"環保"的字眼.
下星期一至五的晚上都滿座了, 真的希望能好好享受生活, 與友人共用晚餐之餘, 也是給自己一個挑戰 (財政上和體力上?! hahahaha!)
ICQ 真是令人愛不釋手~ 與舊友們的對話更是令人感動!! 你們行動上和言語上的支持和鼓勵是我生命的動力!!! 在新學期新生活開始之時大家要互相扶持, 這就是天堂與地獄的分別!!!! 很高興我, 和在看這裡的你們, 都是活在 heaven on earth ^0~

啊!!! 送給我們敬愛的大佬:
Send Her Your Love - Monday Michiru

*Send her your love
through the starlight
Send her your love
through the sea
Send her your love
across the lands
Send her your love
Send her your love*

After the summer has gone
so has your sun
faded to, diminished to
a sweet memory
　
After the night has begun
images run
in a slow emotional
movement warped by time

Watching her go, you run for cover
afraid of the darkness
Blanketed by starlight stellar
Can't you see you're blessed?

Lonely lovers, hearts go achin'
Soul mates who don't find the other
Angel dust from a star that's falling
wishing you can hold her
*chorus*

Loneliness aching in vain
here comes the rain
pouring down, deafening sound
Will you hear again?

Songless, your heart goes insane
begins to wane
reaching out, to searching out
the tune within the light

Beautiful night, your soul remembers
to wake up from darkness
Whispers from the stars so tender
guiding you in earnest

Passionately, go on living
We've been given the gift of loving
Spread your wings and keep on reaching
Fire in you keeps burning
repeat *chorus*

>>September 5, 2004 at 3:14:22 AM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 3 日 星期五 【酷熱】

Wanna post this song for a long time, can't find any source on net... so I'm typing it myself~
(Even it's a bit out-dated in situation)

Caught Up In The Middle - MEJA

I know it ain't easy
to live up to your dreams
If you been & think you've seen it all
Forgetting the laughter
and the funny things we do
Yes it's true,
it's too easy to feel blue

*When I was tired of this game
When it all did the same
When feelings was just a name

Oh, I was caught up in the middle
for a big surprise
The day that I found you
The way that you found me
Oh I was caught up in the middle
when I realized
One look in your eyes
and it hit me deep inside*

You give me the reasons
to play and purify
when you tell me
Just look up to the sky
Living is easy
when I find some sympathy
in the ones who stay close to me

repeat *chorus*

>>September 4, 2004 at 4:18:10 PM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 3 日 星期五 【酷熱】

今日, 大起大落啦!
喜: 一早返工親愛的 jasmine贈我一張leftlet (到超級城取美容贈品), 雖然那些產品我不曾用, 但此舉已令我非常感動!!! 感謝主~ 這是我留下來的動力!!!

喜: 收到QQ的回電, 太感動了~~~ 他竟然想請病假到雙飛生日會!!!! 想不到我搞的gathering能夠有這樣大的迴響, 現在會到的有: gwai, chiho, doing, bear, chiu, kc, tom+lammi, silver, bonbon, milly, enid, qq & me gabe. 勁!!!

>.< !!!!! 放工去左同呀樂食飯+金星打機, 之後踱左返以前祖父母住處, d樓返新左, 不過有d鋪頭都仲o係度, 話曬十n年前一星期有三五日都上去食飯, 想唔記得都難! 慢慢隨記憶走到公園, 還記得小時候那兒有養雞的 ^^... 現在大河道多了一條行人天橋 (我真的多久沒到那裡啊!!!!) 我仍舊走以前的馬路到荃灣廣場. 從前73x的總站是在碼頭, 每次都穿過廣場回去的. 進了去... 地窖的ikea代替了park'n, 音樂噴泉也成為拍照場地, 不知道是否我長大了, 總覺得感覺怪怪的, 樓底好像低了... 沒有了玩具反鬥城, 沒有了露脾樂園, 然而我的回憶仍在... panda酒店和荃灣廣場曾經是我們的蒲點, 雖然沒有時間到panda酒店逛逛, 相信在那裡我也一定會拾獲很多回憶~ 路祭和車祭的習慣我仍改不了 ^^

喜: 到荃灣西站附近的海濱長廊散步, 休息充電之餘還看到十分捧的晚霞!!! "夕陽西下, 斷腸人在天涯" 避免灰了些. 真是難得的風景, 幸好我還有心情欣賞, 也對自我修復的能力感到自豪!!! 談了59:59的手提電話... 謝謝你們!!!

怒: 返都大埔同brother食dinner,唔想行就地o係吉之島, 例牌爆多人, 見到兩個青年人(16-7吧)坐四人枱, 咁我問下有無人架, o個個死o靚仔話: "無人坐, 不過有袋"... 頂!!!! 佢對面個friend仲要擺埋個袋過去佢隔離個位, 咁ok啦即係唔想我地坐, 喂~細路! 有無公德心/家教/or whatever... 明知多人仲要擺d袋上座位!!! d位人坐定袋坐呀!!! 片完佢照唔理, 我心情唔靚呀, 係咪想玩野先!!! 仲要慢慢食!!!結果brother食先lor, 我企下又無所謂, 擺明佢地有心玩野!!! 單挑吖!!! 最後我轉左上吧檯, 咁"琝r精打來, 我走唔夠一陣, o個兩條友仔就走左啦!!! oh god totally pissed off!!!! 難為呀精咁幫佢話佢地呢個年紀係怕羞, 唔想女仔坐隔離... 我覺得好有問題囉!!! 呢個世界個個都咁自私真係無得救... 宜家d細路真係... (搞到我老曬...)

***
今朝睇左大佬o既新作, 少down... 作為朋友我會盡我所能幫得就幫, 咁當然好多野都唔係我可以做啦~ hahahaha!! 回憶, 係最唔能夠改變o既野, 發生左就係發生左, 唯有把握現在, 努力將來!
好多時我都諗, 上天生我有何用?! 其實我漸漸感受到生存的意義, 有d野我唔敢話只有我做到, 但我相信我做得到, 做得好. 這個雌雄同體的天使還有漫長的路要走, 將灰暗的一頁塗上一點點色彩吧~

>>September 4, 2004 at 3:35:33 PM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 1 日 星期三 【酷熱】

其實尋晚仲有好多搞笑野, 不過趕住返工打唔到...
同呀媽搭車返屋企thomas打來講星期日o既雙飛bday celebration, happiness doubles!!! 好彩大家對我提議的地點都無咩異議, 後來同趙大爺講, 又ok wor~~ 今日放工特地去做左pre-trip, 去左睇睇有咩玩同攞卡片訂位. 好開心呢~~ 快d到星期日!!!
等我post d details先:

星期日雙飛生日會 (Sept 5)
沙雀會 (沙田瀝源街沙田娛樂城5/F)
有BBQ, 唱K, 打牌, 樓下有機鋪
BBQ由1500開始 $78 一位, 無加一
其他娛樂另計啦....

不過佢講到好似唔係好多野食, 十多款啦... 去o既記得同我 or 趙 講一聲, 宜家o既名單:
CHIHO, GWAI, GABE, CHIU, TOM, BEAR, MILLY
畀呀精講一講, 我都好想見孫美女呀~~~~

講起返工, 呢個星期都好ok, 話下梗有, 學到野就係自己, 不過尋晚有個位真係忍唔到, 就係畀個head話我stubborn!!! 你用咩"無腦", "笨拙"我都可以當無野, 竟然用個eng term撻我?! 真係離曬譜!! 個case唔講都算, 但我係有自己思想去行動, 都唔等於我stubborn right? This word can only be used by my friends, who know me very well. It is absolutely not for such a stupid bitch to blame me like that!!! At last there's a phonecall and I turn my face back to the front, kept ignoring her for a while. It was now her turn to step forward to talk to me. Even I still put my smile on face, I was very very upset and feeling to explode. DAMN IT!!!

P.S. 很想上前了解他的事, 開解他.... 然而我恃什麼去擔當這角色? 有衝動致電給他... 還是算了吧, 不要讓他覺得我是個麻煩的人, 我開了的空頭支票, 他隨時可以去bank-in的.

>>September 2, 2004 at 11:58:38 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 31 日 星期二 【陰】

峰迴路轉的一天, 百感交集!!!
好累好累, 成日做野都有少少唔夠精神, 食完飯無野做o個個鐘頭差d想瞓, 心諗好啦~ 今日邊度都唔去可以早d抖... (我都唔知點解會咁, 賣個關子先 ^^)
好遲先離開公司, 本來想影d晚霞相, 點知出黎都黑q曬lor... 呢幾日滿月, 好想影d靚相, 不過算啦... 趁記得打一打畀QQ, 問佢覆唔覆到我個期 (死...工作d term上曬腦), 留言... 咁要係追巴士o個時... 汗! 過左一陣~ oh yes! 是QQ呢, 竟然係咁!!!! 不約而同地想睇"異獸戰", 好噁心的名字, 還是alien vs predator好吧, 超開心就係呢d位, 老朋友即使唔成日傾計, 梗有d野你係會諗起佢, 老實大家都唔係好睇戲, 但alien series真係不能不看!!! 雖然無weaver爆型女, 但始終都有d情意結, 如果上一次佢睇戲就係alien4, 咁已經係中四五o既事啦... 呢d野係一世o既回憶~ (邊有人好似我地咁勇第一行都買!) 講真我都係尋晚Ronald(媽friend之子)講起我先醒起有套咁野上, 好明顯一開始我只係諗住同某人睇, 但算啦~ 畀人挫左銳氣, 人地放假唔一定要應酬我... 好在~ 我親愛的心裡還有我(想吐...>0<"), 百忙的duty break都約我出黎睇戲, 一人行一步就青衣啦~ (打死也不入東涌!!!) 真的感動! 因為這就是長久而深厚的感情!! (我諗我再講會畀人0距離gead-shot)
叫左bro落街食dinner, 我第一句問"有無喊呀?!" 佢又話我痴線, 只係最後來個握手(?!)同搭下shoulder, 咁又係呀, 呢年都唔會見, 唯一用眼仔(webcam)啦. 返左屋企, 9點, 以為搞下自己d shipment (又係呢d term) 十一點前收皮... 收到呀媽call, 講都唔清唔楚, 好似有野咬住咁, 打劫?! 做咩事呀?!?!??! 跟住有個佬講野, 哦~ 是師傅... 原來媽食野唔知點解整損舌頭流血不止.... 當刻真係唔知好嬲定好笑, "有無搞錯呀...", "咁唔文明o既自殺方式...", "媽真係老啦, 咁唔小心" etcetc... 當期時9點半, 我去到北區醫院十點左右, 其實又唔係好誇張, 唔會好似silent hill呀,包乞食呀d怪物, 不過流唔停就真係小危, 媽見到我又忍不住不斷講野, 我就不斷叫佢唔好講野, 真係reverse-roleplay. 睇完攞藥搞得黎返到屋企都十一點幾, 幫佢settle曬d野我就上網, 唉...話唔上唔上又係傾過十二點, 我都未打完od, 就畀人掃蕩.... argh!!!! 走鬼呀.... sorrie~ 不辭而別 ^^

>>September 2, 2004 at 12:01:23 AM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 31 日 星期二 【雷雨】

今日大一搭早機去台灣了.. 順風~
話說尋晚有兩場歡送會, 第一場係我媽死黨個仔就快返canada讀書, 那個都係我第一個補習學生, n年前佢仲係細細粒傻下傻下咁, 轉下眼又獨立出國讀書啦~ 真係"青年人, 要努力!" 啦!! 同佢一家食飯, 例牌唔少得啤啤佢, 為左下一場o既quota, 我都係一杯生力而已...
食完飯同佢地分左手之後, 當然係上大一屋企玩一返啦, 好多人都好奇怪點解我會同brother d friend咁熟, 可能一來係我同brother相處時間多(父母要返工嘛), 自然多機會同佢d friend一齊, 不過好似係我d friend同我bro熟先wor... anyway夾o既咪一齊玩lor, 唔"犅ey點都逼唔到. 買多四支subzero先上樓, 人家娘親就充當機婆, 幫我地四隻娃鬼影相, 下年先見啦, 怒影!!! 班死仔又好野, 影影下成支無左, 開左d金威... 難飲... 唔知點解又要我bro一下吹曬成can?! 睇完套搞笑自拍西片, 我都係時候收皮啦, 佢地班野同我去左7食宵(都係魚旦燒賣, 中式 junk food)之後我就行返去啦~ 多謝呀樂陪我邊行邊傾, 無阻你做FP野嗎?! 好快返到屋企, 1234即刻去睡.

今朝一起身個樣超級惡劣, 成世都未試過隻眼好似畀人打瘀左, 我出名無眼袋&黑眼圈, 但都不敵我呢排瞓少左... certiified... 呢排我做野都叫做上左手好多, 忙o既時候都delay lunch-hr 甚至放工時間, 不過得閒o既日子都有o既, 我就情願忙d等我唔使扮忙, 唔係我後面呀head成日問我做緊咩, 又要依佢個方式做野都少麻煩...

聽返d mp3 stock, jennifer lopez o既 alive 真係好正, 不過以前post過就唔repeat啦, 近期聽返meja d 歌, 發覺avril同佢好相似, 當然前者係有talent+beauty多dd ^^ meja好多歌都好, 不過post上黎就視情況啦...

Luxury - MEJA

It's funny how circumstances
takes control
taking you places with your
mind and soul
Like springtime makes me feel better
taking me higher
Feeding my fantasy

(And it feels so good)
Yeah, it feels so good
Giving you luxury
It comes naturally
so babe don't thank me
I thank you
It's so plain to see
(Who's giving you luxury)

Sit back and relax, just enjoy the ride
Forget about all the messed up
things outside
Like friendship, diggin'on deeper
Taking us higher
Feeding my fantasy

(And it feels so good)
Yes it feels so good
I'm giving yo luxury
It comes naturally
so baby don't thank me
I thank you
and it's so plain to see
Who's giving me luxury

(Open your eyes to see)
This world is turning round, round...
(We all making history)
How precious time is now
You're feeding my fantasy

>>August 31, 2004 at 11:44:37 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 30 日 星期一 【微冷】

你個死婆做咩咁好火, 哈哈~ 下次有野唔好搵我呀 ^^ 啊~ 親愛的記得留個星期六給我!!
唉, just update左呢個星期o既schedule, tue 同 fri 晚都畀屋企book左開政治飯, 救命呀.... 星期三我一定死得... 大家有野就留言啦, 我呢幾日都會無時間上網啦~

>>August 30, 2004 at 4:36:22 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 29 日 星期日 【乍寒還暖】

ARGH!!! BigOne is going to leave HK on early 9/1... too bad I can't be in the airport with my brother... If he is my best friend, I'll cry to death... SO~ # Com'on baby it's party time, I like it I like it~# "Celebrate Nite - N.M.R.". No one can stop us to have a fever night tmr!!!!
These two weeks should be a hyper busy one, meetings, gatherings, reunion... anxious to see you all!!!
E-circle, Gayers & Milly(小美人.... 噁心! 你叫我打而已), Arta, Jerry & other Corrs fans... oh yes Landscape golden triangle cannot be missed!! If bigbrother is still available for me to book, you still own me a free meal LOL!!! ^^ bad joke! It's always a nice thing to stay with my dear friends~~~

Amazing eyes make-up LOL!!! THX paven forwarding~~
http://www.koji-honpo.co.jp/makeup/movie/eye_talk_300.html

>>August 30, 2004 at 4:02:57 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 28 日 星期六 【乍寒還暖】

Woops~ almost thought that my a/c was cut again... it's here still!! ^^

Welcome back Milly!!! It's been a long time since we've chatted on phone! How's everything is Nanjing? MISS YOU SOOOOOO MUCH! Oh yes!!! All dear 3E+5E+7A friends please remind that we'll have bday gathering for Gwai on 9/5. Reserve one day for this gayer LOL!

Pius, It's my pleasure to play with you!! Very eager to see if who wins in gundam DX!!

>>August 29, 2004 at 11:48:46 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 27 日 星期五 【乍寒還暖】

Well well~ Please don't blame me for not putting your names here. I'm not going to list them out as if I do so, it takes ages to type and read!!! HEHEHE~ YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE MATES~

Quite a busy day today, after work (finally I was not the hits in meeting) I went to carry out the reduction of plastic bags. Kinda harsh... not only because of the bad weather but the narrow street setting. After that, crazy shopping has been done... WOW~ really long time no visit SINO, I kept chatting with the owner and it's always great fun. BIG SURPRISE to get Lisa single "Switch" (which is OST of PS2 game Crimson Tears), when I heard that song during the op of game, I immediately figured out that's LISA~~ sexy voice! No hestitation in buying this~ This is simply the beginning of the lost of money today... After meeting brother at TST newport, we've bought a backpack in Quicksilver & I was led to a jp bookstore... TRESURE HUNT!! Lots and lots of Jp old CDs are for sale, in a very low price. Of corrs most of them are not my cup of tea but... suddenly I found that there's a column for JP comics!! WOW~~~ SECRET OF BLUE WATER!!! Oh god totally irresistable! I bought it along with the Magic Knight Rayearth. Can't stand hanging out for so long... tired indeed...

Great chat with Lok and keeping bugging photos!!! LOL~

Just saw Sherida in MSN, I love her nick very much: "Most people walk in and out of your life... but FRIENDS leave footprints in your heart". It made me think of one song.. Tattoo my heart by Monday Michiru~~
Lyrics here, don't wanna copy & paste again:
http://www.geocities.com/frank_gabrielle/tattoomyheart.htm

>>August 28, 2004 at 6:11:20 PM GMT+8