2006 年 8 月 15 日 星期二 【晴】

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果日去小妖生日　ｐａｒｔｙ　～　１ｄ都冇貓到～ｋｅｋｅ！不知幾精神！不過因為唔記得帶ＤＣ搞到冇合照係手＞．＜

>>August 15, 2006 at 11:06:18 PM GMT+8

2006 年 8 月 14 日 星期一 【晴】

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大名： Irene
電郵： [email protected]
說： ^^有呀,, 通常都係2日左右就寫,,有時日日寫ga~^^

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點解你唔用ｓｈｏｗｈａｐｐｙ　／　ｘａｎｇａ　ｇｅ？寫左有幾耐 ar ? mind send me da link?

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photoshooting @ 1 but I was late >.< Very sorry to LiK.....! I was in a very bad mood yesterday n tho after a long sleep I still can't calm my emotion.

We planned to have a series of photos about 剪影 ~we've tried very hard on lighting,
however, the result isn't that good. At last, we've given up.....sigh ! so disappointed ! I guess I dun have another chance lu >.<

Have a drink w/ Anthony @CWB ~then met up Ken n went to 和民 for supper ~ Scallop is very tasty !







Went home @ 11 sth by bus 112 ~ so so tired >..<

>>August 21, 2006 at 1:29:34 PM GMT+8

2006 年 8 月 13 日 星期日 【晴】

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Went to 新世紀 for lunch w/ my family. Then shopped for a gift for my piano teacher as she has spent so much time & dedicated her full energy to me n my younger brother. Thanks so much for her education n care ! Finally, my mum bought a watch & I bought a necklace for her.

Went home w/ my brother. It was so so so sunny >..< forgot to bring unbrella so I stood n the projected shadow can make my bro feel a bit better ^^ so smart ! haha !

Took a bath @ home, went out again @ 6 sth to Wan Chai 佳寧那 for supper ! Today was my cousin's early b-day celebration ^^ When I arrived, one of my relatives said sth hurt me ....but I smile n pretended everything was fine ~ I tried to talk sth else......n during dinner, another relative said the same thing again, n they started to discuss abt "the issue". I just dun wanna mention n explain, I felt so so so bad as being " Discussed " publicly ! I was so embrrassed n uncomfortable.....I wispered to my mum to stop talking but she still did so.....I couldn't hold my tears n I pretent to have a phone call n walked out of the resturant. Called baby, n broke out of tears......after a chat, I managed to stop crying n calmed myself, pretent nth happened n walked back inside the room, kept smiling during the whole dinner.....I really hated to "entertain" 'em.....why I have to do so? cox they are my so called 長輩 law !

I kept slient after I left the noisy resturant, on the way back home, I didn't show any emotion on my face. I know I look terrible when I have no facial expression. I just want  my parents to know that how hurt I was. However, they said nth not to mention an appologize. After finished bath, I talked n explained how I felt n why I felt that way. My mum gave no response but my dad did say sth .....a long long list of 人生大道理......

2 pm~ I've enough of it...just wanna go to bed n dun have to listen to any body's " advice "......I hate this world.....I hate myself....I hate everybody......

我嘗試去樂觀 d ~ 睇野正面 d ~ 提自己要笑多 d....但我發覺得我唔係做緊自己，我發覺咁樣比我以前諗野負面的時候更辛苦......夠了，我受夠了 ! 我唔想再扮笑，唔想再迫自己去開心喇 ~ 迫自己做 d 自己唔想做既野，跟本就唔會開心 ~ 咁樣不是和原意背道而馳嗎 ? 快樂.....不需要刻意去做，刻意去改變。順其自然吧 ! 我累了，真的不想再生活係呢個世界上面。各位，唔好再俾意見我喇 ! 謝謝你們的好意。

2006 年 8 月 12 日 星期六 【晴】

17 days left

Planned to have 2 photo shooting ~ one @ 11 am w/ Spike ; the second one, 4 pm w/ LiK.
But LiK suddenly cancled the appointment >..< so just 1 photo shooting only ~

last night slept around 2 ~ I slept earlier compared to usual cox I dun wanna look tired......
n hopefully my skin will be more moisture n can apply make up easily.
woke up @ 7 sth ~ took bath, make up, change clothes, pack things....
n left home @ 10 : 45 . Arrived @ Jordan MTR at 11: 15 >.< 15mins late ~ sorry ,Spike !

Have a nice day w/ GOOD COMMUNICATION ! yes ~ I do think that communication is very important,
not only between photographer & model but also in every kind of relationship.



today's look for photoshoot ^^

>>August 15, 2006 at 11:00:49 PM GMT+8

2006 年 8 月 11 日 星期五 【晴】

18 days left

大名： irene
電郵： [email protected]
說： ^.^keep in touch too~
我有hkflash既日記ja~*v*

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咁你多唔多寫嫁？

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大名： bb
電郵： [email protected]
說： hello cindy.
想問你有無用開deep cleaning mask ga?
知唔知邊隻好用?
thanks

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我冇用嫁＞．＜其實我好懶的‥‥好少ｆｕ　ｍａｓｋ！而且我本身皮膚好差，更加唔敢亂試新野。所以呢方面幫你唔到．．．ｓｏｒｒｙ呢！

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Musical re-union @ Fushion cafe. It was kinda old n not well decorated >...< anyways, just a place for us to meet & chat.
The food is okey....we played some games n Oga lossed a couple times !! slow reaction >..< poor her......
then I called Elam.....n passed the phone to all the ppl ^^ left @ 8....wanna say thanks to ar 龜 ! cox she has spent so much time to contact & organize today's gathering !

Met a old fd today, haha ~ sorry that I was wearing high heels >..<

>>August 12, 2006 at 8:47:25 PM GMT+8

2006 年 8 月 10 日 星期四 【晴】

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尋晚搞掂晒ｄ野～３點幾４點先訓上床．．．訓左３粒幾鐘，今朝７點就起身沖涼洗頭化妝。約左ｕｎｃｌｅ　Ｊａｃｋ係科大，驚遲到所以ｔａｋｅ　ｔａｘｉ點知早到左成２０　ｍｉｎｓ～

勁多人排隊＞．＜因為科大的ｓｔａｆｆ＆ｓｔｕｄｅｎｔ可以以大概４０％ｏｆｆ的價錢買ＩＢＭ的ｎｏｔｅｂｏｏｋ！好彩我可以排ｓｔａｆｆ果條隊，但都企左差不多３ｈｏｕｒｓ。。‧‧個人好暈ａｒ＠＠如果要排學生果條隊的話，我估我死都似！今日個樣完全係未訓醒，又殘到嘔......唉......

搭小巴出坑口搵地鐵去ＣＷＢ～搵個ｆｄ食飯。其實１男１女食飯，都冇咩野姐．．．．但我知道我的舉動總是令人誤會＞．＜唉！算吧喇！我自己知就得ｌａ！人地都知道我有男朋友～哈哈！我仲俾張相俾佢睇添～

番左屋企抖左陣，企左成日真係好累。影左 d demo 俾 Spike 睇‥‥‥點知佢公司 d bandwidth 唔夠...send 得好慢，放棄左。搞搞下，就搞到唔知時間過。本來打算搭 taxi 去嫁，不過都係唔好喇，今朝都搭左 $ 80 幾 taxi。搭 16 再轉小巴，好彩我都識落車姐 ^^ 係呢方面有進步呢 ! ( 其實都係問人，哈哈 ~ 不過起碼都敢同 strangers 問路 )

去到唔使點排隊，不過因為要出示番 staff card 所以要等 Uncle Jack....但佢係第 2 邊排緊隊買 PDA 咁我就等佢 law。我等到企係度都合埋眼.....果度 d staff 見我咁 ge 樣，叫我搵張 chair 坐下 >..<

最後都將我部機 IBM Z61 囉到手 lu ^^ 試完機之後 Uncle Jack 幫我 adjust some setting so that 英文 OS 可以睇到中文 !! 7 點幾拎住一大袋勁重既野坐番小巴走 ~ 去到牛頭角轉 MTR...搭到去九龍塘落車。

本來我冇打算今日搵 baby ~ 我拎住咁重既野又勁累真係好想快 d 番屋企。不過 baby 話佢呢個星期都唔得閒搵我，錯過左今日就冇得見......um......咁都係見下佢喇。去左 AMC 睇下有冇好戲睇，不過冇咩戲想睇就走左去 food court 食野......

我覺得我同佢好似無咩野好講咁樣.......食完野。送我搭 taxi ~ 放左 d 野入 taxi 之後，我攬左佢 1 下就走 lu* wanna cry in da taxi, but i managed to hold my tears back.

開始真係鐘意去 clubbing 的感覺～但我相信一段時間之後我又會覺得厭倦。

識下唔同既人，聽下佢地唔同的經歷～雖然我知道有好多人都唔係真正咁關心我，但起碼有人同我講下野．．．已經唔錯了。其實，我知道，我係１個好寂寞的人。

>>August 11, 2006 at 2:12:20 PM GMT+8

2006 年 8 月 9 日 星期三 【晴】

20 days left

大名： TIN
電郵： [email protected]
說： halo~我覺得你夾0的頭髮
上去都幾好丫,女仔0的,
有女人味0的~

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反而唔留陰會女仔ｄ？ｏｈ＊ｉｃ～仲以為留陰會女仔 d 添 !
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大名： elaine
電郵： [email protected]
說： CINDY..係呀..就係你wear灰色頭巾個張好靚..你夾起頭髮好似好睇d..
同埋你而家既make up skill好好..improve左好多呀^^你唔好介意呀..你arm arm開始make up個時..個make up好似有d唔自然...但而家真係好好..sharp得黎又唔會太heavy..

haha...諗諗下..我都睇左你日記好耐la..初初唔知你係咩人個時..都會諗..你會唔會真係好似forum d人講既咁呢?
但一路睇就一路覺得你個性格好好...好有禮貌同教養..
又好靚女..
內外都好好呀 ^^
所以我好support你ga
希望你去左canada之後會開心la
all the best wishes.*v*
你記住要keep住寫呢個diary 呀..
睇左咁耐..習慣左會去睇..
唔好唔寫呀知ma?

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哦哦～＊原來係咁。不過夾起晒ｄ頭髮就要多加留意影相的角度，ｃｏｘ無左頭髮的遮掩好易會影到肥面＞．＜

做咩都係，「工多藝熟」所以只要肯試，肯練，ｋｅｅｐ住咁做自然會有進步。不過，其實我覺得自己ｍａｋｅ　ｕｐ　ｓｋｉｌｌ都仲係唔好嫁！因為有時化得唔好，又要花好多時間去修正；唔同ｐｒｏ果ｄ！佢地真係可以勁快手就化好一個好靚的妝！

唔緊要ｌａ＊我都知道，有樣野叫做先入為主。你唔識我，咁你信ｆｏｒｕｍ　ｄ人講既野都唔出奇。況且又係我自己唔ａｒｍ在先　ｇｅ．．．．就算我改左，變番一個正常的女仔，大部份唔識我的人都會覺得我仲係果個做錯事的女仔。算喇！我慢慢已經睇開左～依家再有人問我，我都可以一笑置之，我知道自己現在做緊ｄ咩就可以了！

其實我覺得自己性格唔好嫁～好鬼死黑心．．．．仲有就係硬頸，唔聽人勸；脾氣又差，打日記唔同見到我真人。真人有時真係好衝動會發脾氣，但打日記多數都係平心靜氣的時候先打～哈哈！

我當然會ｋｅｅｐ住寫喇～講真，之前都有好多人勸我ｃｌｏｓｅ左佢，唔好再寫；因為除左１ｄ　ｓｕｐｐｏｒｔ我的人之外，亦都有好多憎我恨不得我快ｄ死的人成日上黎ｄｉａｒｙ果度插我。果陣時我為左果ｄ人講既野唔好開心，我ｄ　ｆｄ叫我ｓｈｕｔ　ｄｏｗｎ左個ｄｉａｒｙ～我死都唔制！因為有好多回憶～寫左咁耐係有感情的！寫左都大概都３年幾４年ｌａ～

希望你唔會嫌我日記比較悶＆平凡喇！！有時未必有時間ｕｐｌｏａｄ相～加上我又成日寫埋晒ｄ無關重要的細節上黎。又時又係度發洩下ｄ負面情緒＞．＜希望唔會悶親你喇！

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大名： 路人甲
電郵： [email protected]
說： 哦一.一你係俾場d人抽水呀我以為你係俾你d frd抽水一.一

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傻喇～我ｄ　ｆｄ個個都好好人嫁！會睇住我～點會抽我水＞．＜

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8 點幾去左 Time Square IL couple 果度剪頭髮 ~ 剪完好似無剪咁 ^^ 係短左少少 n 薄番 d ! sufi 介紹左個 stylist 俾我 ~ 佢叫 ar Ken ~ 初頭同佢無咩野講，but 之後我地一齊去 LKF 飲野就開始熟絡 !

Sufi 生日， set 左個靚頭 ! 其實今次係我第 1 次見佢 ~ 雖然同佢係web 果度傾左咁多次，但都係第 1 次見 ~ haha ! 發現原來佢講野好 funny......唔知點解，我就係唔可以好似 sufi 咁玩得。

anyways ~ 去到 C club 附近 1 間 bar ~ 食左 dd 野 ! 咁 arm又有 cheese 啵~所以我就食左 dd cheese 先飲酒 la ^^ 先先飲左支 1986 的 red wine ! 哈哈 ! 同 sufi 1 樣咁大嫁支酒 ~ 唔錯 ar ! 幾 fruity ! 係我鐘意飲果種味 ~ 之後 Sufi 話飲 shooter >.< 咁生日果個叫到唔通唔飲咩 ?! 我都擔心自己會 lum 嫁....因為我唔可以快飲的 ! 不過最後都好清醒 ! kaka ~

有個女仔原來有玩 ak 的 ~ 佢叫 Why why ~ 我地交換左 tel ^^ 佢同佢細妹都有黎。佢細妹個樣真係好細個 ~ 好羨慕 d 人有 baby face ~ 之後有個女仔叫 Faye 見到我就大聲嗌 KOD >.< 嚇死我 ! 我勁激動搞到將隻腳撞左落張 table 度.......佢講左 d 關於 NuL 既野俾我聽.......

初頭同ｄ人唔熟，因為無個識 >.< 除左 sufi 之外。但之後就好 d la ~ 影左好多相但我呢排好殘，真係唔多想影相。佢地教我玩 " Big ball Small ball " 哈哈 ! 小朋友都識玩的 game ! 之後再同佢地玩 " Bing bang WA ~" 哈哈 ! 我好蠢 ar >.< 我飲緊果杯係 nothing ~ 都唔錯嫁 ! 有 d melon 味的 cocktail ^^

1 點幾搭 taxi 走 ~ 個 dirver 係女人黎嫁 ! 真係好少見 ! 其實個人都好清醒，比起上次 tribeca 果次清醒得多 ^^ 或者食 cheese 真係有多 ~ thx Bosco !!

>>August 15, 2006 at 11:00:27 PM GMT+8

2006 年 8 月 8 日 星期二 【晴】

21 days left

大名： elaine
電郵： [email protected]
說： cindy, 好耐無留言俾你la.你愈黎愈靚女呀...都係curl hair 同你match d.^^你其實好有做model既條件..加油呀..

同埋你隻眼好靚..
我想問下你用緊邊隻con?
同埋咩color?
buy in where?
你d eye lash好長呢
好admire

你 7/8, 最後個張pic好靚

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謝謝你的讚賞和支持！

我用緊係ｆｒｅｓｈｌｏｏｋ～ｃｏｌｏｒ係ｐｕｒｅ　ｈａｚｅｌ！呢隻啡比較深色，所以冇咁假。２個星期～＄１００一對。係旺角波鞋街附近１間好細的眼鏡舖買。

眼睫毛長左係因為用左ＨＲ的ｍａｓｃａｒａ　ＱＵＥＥＮ！哈哈！我冇收ＨＲ錢，不過我都係講果句：你一定要試下ＨＲ呢隻ｍａｓｃａｒａ！我自己用左ＨＲ之後，差不多冇用過化妝袋入面其他睫毛液。＄２２５　１枝。

你指戴ｇｒａｙ頭巾果張？ｔｈｘ！不過我自己都係睇唔慣束起晒ｄ頭髮影相～好冇安全感＞．＜

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大名： 路人甲
電郵： [email protected]
說： 你之前出去玩玩到wing哂仲話比人狂抽水你唔嬲架咩你唔會話返你d frd架咩同埋你點俾人抽水坼

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嬲總有少少～但我估．．．．呢ｄ就係果ｄ地方成日會發生的事．．．如果真係咁ｍｉｎｄ的就唔好落去喇＞．＜同ｄ　ｆｄ講都冇用嫁！講左佢地都幫我唔到，唯一可以幫到自己既就係離開個場。。‧‧ｄ人抽水抽得過份咪盡量行開少少囉，避左佢地。

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天啊！時間過得真快～得番 21 日.....

尋晚同 Eugene 傾 tel 傾到 5 點幾 law >..< 不過傾番以前d 野都覺得幾 funny ! 諗番起，依家同以前真係唔同左～有好有唔好喇。我ｓｕｒｐｒｉｓｅ的係，原來１個人的記憶係可以咁清晰！大家一講開就好似咩野舊野都記得番晒，連ｄ細節都記得。係呢度祝佢係適當的時候遇到適當既人喇～哈哈！ｅｕｇｅｎｅ我信你係識ｔｕｍ女仔ｇｅ！

去囉番身份證．．．．．比ｐｒｅｖｉｅｗ的時候好少少，不過都係唔滿意！！！！！！咁就跟我１世嫁喇～激死我喇！

由觀塘搭ＭＴＲ去旺角。係車入面見到２夫婦，個女人好後生，個男的就好似大過個女的十幾年。我望住個ｂｂ，嘗試去感受下我ｂｆ所講既野．．．．但好對唔住，我真係感受唔到。無論我點迫自己我都係覺得ｂｂ好討厭！我直情想殺死佢果隻．．．．一ｄ都唔覺得ｂｂ可愛。

去旺角接細佬，帶佢去食ｉｃｅ－ｃｒｅａｍ點知ｄ　ｉｃｅ－ｃｒｅａｍ勁ｍｅｌｔ囉＞．＜整到成隻手都癡ｌｕｐｌｕｐ～



>>August 9, 2006 at 1:31:25 PM GMT+8

2006 年 8 月 7 日 星期一 【晴】

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大名： irene
電郵： [email protected]
說： haha^^ that's good~~~ 你過到canada我都會好掛住你ha~~heehee

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嗯嗯！！ｋｅｅｐ　ｉｎ　ｔｏｕｃｈ喇～話時話，你有冇ｂｌｏｇ？

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整起前面ｄ陰係唔係冇咁好睇呢？

>>August 8, 2006 at 12:08:50 AM GMT+8

2006 年 8 月 6 日 星期日 【晴】

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今朝８點ｂａｂｙ打黎～話我知佢上佛山。我朦朦鬆鬆咁叫佢小心ｄ就收左線．．．．尋晚我估４，５點先訓，８點就醒左，個頭好痛但又訓唔番．．．最後落左床上左陣ｉｎｔｅｒｎｅｔ，飲左杯水，食左２塊ｂｉｓｃｕｉｔｅ～之後８點４５訓番上床。

訓到１１點半，起身沖涼。媽咪一早幫我ｂｏ好左ｄ中藥，用來洗面＆身。真係麻煩晒！！媽咪對我真係好好～

出去食ｌｕｎｃｈ～咁ａｒｍ　Ｂｏｓｃｏ係我呢頭打ｂａｓｅｂａｌｌ～所以就叫埋佢。不過佢同ｇａｒｙ食左，所以佢睇我食＠＠

去左旺電果度睇ｎｏｔｅｂｏｏｋ～大概知道會買邊部。

Ｄｉｎｎｅｒ去左ＣＷＢ食通天１２樓小南國果度食野～不錯！見到一個好似Ｅｖａ（以前田徑隊的）不過唔ｓｕｒｅ～

同ｄａｄ講起想搵隻ｐｈｏｔｏｓｈｏｐ～之後講講下又講到我前途。佢話見我對攝影＆ｍａｋｅ　ｕｐ　～　狗仔有興奮。提議我讀完個ｄｅｇｒｅｅ之後，可以試下整一間幫狗仔＆主人影相既野．．．．真係好想多謝我屋企人，佢地會支持我，希望我可以搵到我的興趣．．．唔會ｆｏｒｃｅ我讀ｄ我唔想讀既野。無言的感激．．．．

我見ｄａｄ呢排為左加拿大間屋的裝修煩透～仲要兼顧我的ｒｅｑｕｅｓｔ（ｅｇ買ｎｏｔｅｂｏｏｋ）做１家之主真的不易．．．．！

媽咪為左一件小事係度狂鬧我～不過算喇！我明佢叫排好多野煩．．．．躁底都係正常ｇｅ。

去完ｃｌｕｂｂｉｎｇ個人真係鬆左好多～但我怕自己會愛上左呢種感覺．．．．所以我要應承自己，１個月最多去３次！番學的時候最多１個月１次！









每次著呢條裙的時候，都會想起一個人。

我做錯了嗎？對不起．．．．這是我。

>>August 8, 2006 at 12:07:47 AM GMT+8