Played the piano, Kenn " watch " me via the webcam ~ so sweet !
then do some revision on Business........but the computer has distracted me >.<
Watch the vampire @ night......
>>December 4, 2006 at 9:23:57 PM GMT+8
2006 年 12 月 1 日 星期五 【晴】
8 : 30am Kenn wake me up to take medicine ~ then try to get some more sleep but cant....9 : 00 get off my bed and take a shower.....my stomatch is so upset after i've took the medicine......9 : 45, i throw up in bathroom....some yellow color water(黃膽水)?? ........it's awful ! ( i was thinking to take a photo n post it here, but it's reli 2 scary ~ so i give up this idea )
Marketing quiz today, I did so poor ~ cox I was not feeling well since last night. I did my revision sloopy....this was gonna be the worst quiz !
Helped mum to creat a simple course outline and will develop the Eng version tomorrow.......if anyone is interested to make PAN FLOWER ( 麵粉花 ), my mum will offer you will a good price. She has the certificate issued by the toppest and well-known Japanese insititution " MADOKA " feel free to ask me more information abt the course ^^
Went out @ 8 pm to get my car filled up ~ ( cox usually, the price of pertro is cheaper @ night ) ~ it was so damn windy outside, and chilling as well.......it's gonna snow in these coming days ~
Heavy rain ......11 : 40 ~ stay @ school for 1-hour ENG class~ now my total running is 78 % ! go to Domainions w/ mum.
Many X'mas product !! The atmosphere of Xmas in Canada is so lot rich than HK ~
dive North to a pharmacy, get the prescript med ~ start from now on, I have to take 2 pills a day ~
ppl might think that's a tough thing. On the contary, I dun think it's a tourture.
cox @ least I have some hope.......每次吃完藥之後，感覺也踏實一點。起碼知道自己 is on a medical treatment ~ 唔會好似以前咁，覺得自己咩野都做唔到 ! 提醒自己定時食藥就係我現在唯一可以做既野 !
打去香港問番自己的病歷 ~ 寫低番 04 JAN ~ 06 APR 食過d 咩野藥.......好彩個 nurse 夠 paitence 慢慢講俾我聽 ! Went to see Dr. this morning...FU*K 差不多個個醫生都話唔收新症 ! 呢度 d medical system 好低能嫁 ~ 雖然話就話好似好有保障咁，但其實都好麻煩 ! 呢度要簽定一個 family doctor......唔可以鐘意又睇下呢個，鐘意又睇下第 2 個 ~而且有好多 clinic 都一定要 by appointment，多數 d appointment 最快都要2,3 日先可以俾到 1 個 time slot 出黎 ~ 仲有，family doctor 係照顧晒所有野咁濟，驗身又係佢，小病又係佢，大病都係佢 ( 一定要佢寫 refer letter ) ........總之就好麻煩 ! 最後搵左個女醫生，都幾後生下。好多有經驗 ge 醫生都唔收新症嫁喇 >..<" 呢個醫生都 ok ge ~ 醫術係點就未知道住，但係都幾關心 patient ge.....臨離開間房之前佢仲叫我唔好咁擔心，佢話再嚴重 d 的 case 都見過，唔會醫唔好 ge......唉 ~ 希望喇 !
Maths only got 120 % ~ cox I have got the challanging question right ! however, the highest possible is 130 %...obviously, I made silly mistake again ! I have already checked for 3 times ! how come I made such a silly mistake ! I really wanna kill myself.........
Kenn told me a lot abt fashion, the lastest trend ....the brand names.....I have no interest to listen to what he was saying....I dun mean to insult him and not pay attention 2 him. I just felt so bad......cox I am so ugly, I dun even " match " w/ those pretty clothes......以前既我會好有心機學下點樣扮靚，但今時今日既我 ?! 算吧喇 ! 自己知自己事.......
Got OHIP ( Ontario Health Insurance Plan ) card.....shit ! the pic was a disaster ! I would never show my fds.....fu*k.....y dun I have my hair cut be4 taking the photo le? n it was so damn dark....made me look like philipines..............I hate dark skin !
一年前的我，轉變大嗎 ? 變了最多不是樣子而是心境。
相由心生
兩年前的我，感覺很不同嗎 ?
很多人告訴我，他們喜歡小時候的我。
雖然我長大了，已經盡量「笑」多點，
但身邊了解我的人也知道我並不快樂。
他們寧願看見那個很少笑，
但每次笑的時候也是由心發出的我。
sorry, i am not the type who guys like the most.
i hate smiling
i hate being sweet
i am not gonna say beautiful words n praise you every single day
wake up @ 8 : 15 am this morning, while I should wake up @ 10....the reason y I wake up so early is that I wanna gain some time to chat w/ babe. But he is late from work and he has his cousin dine w/ him. Which means, he's not goin' to back home and play webcam w/ me. I just dun know what da hell I am waking up so early.....nvm, I am not gonna say a word. That's his job, I dun wanna give any pressure on him.
Arrive school @ 11: 40 ~ finish a reading comprehension in 30 mins ~ reading 2-page article and finish 4 questions. I've got 90 % while the average score is 49 % ! I am feeling good ~ this assignment also bring up my total score, my Eng total running is 76 % now ~ ^^
Marketing 個 prof. 竟然因為我戴左眼鏡而認唔出我。事發係一個星期之前，我戴左眼鏡番學，我坐係 Annie 後面，而 Annie and Steven 坐係同一排。平時我地 3 個多數都坐埋同 1 行，但因為果日要 quiz 所以我自動坐左係 Annie 後面果行；點知個 prof. 派卷的時候問 Annie : where's your fd? 我地唔知佢指邊個 " fd " 喇 ~原來佢係想問我係邊 >.< 我咁大個人坐係佢後面都見唔到@@ 以前我成日笑 d 電視劇集，d actor 戴左個眼鏡就演第 2 個 character....傻 ge 都知道係同 1 個人呱 ?! 但原來真係有人唔知道.....got my marketing quiz 8 back, I did poorly....only 86 %.....anyways, I know it's difficult to keep getting prefect everytime.....
>>December 1, 2006 at 9:32:15 AM GMT+8
2006 年 11 月 26 日 星期日 【晴】
以前總覺得自己唔想咁快定落黎，咁快就揀定一個男朋友，咪損失左好多去玩去試新野既機會 ? 唔試過晒又點知道邊個先 arm 自己啵 ? 況且玩多幾年就無得玩，幾大都要玩盡佢‥‥‥雖然我依家先 18 歲，要玩都仲有時間俾我去玩；只不過，其實我一直都好羨慕ｄ同我同年紀的朋友，有一個同自己經歷左好多事的伴侶。幾多歲都唔係咁緊要姐，既然依家好地地又何必去揀來揀去呢 ? 假如有一日佢唔要我，到時先去再揀過 law ~
check 左英文 comparative essay 的分 ~ 73 % ! 好差 ! 雖然都比起全班的 average score 高 9 分 ~ 但我唔滿意 ! 因為我真係盡左力去記個 outline 應該點寫，format 應該係點樣，同埋仲特登默左好多次 d transitional words (eg. in spite of, despite, whereas, on the contrary....) 付出左咁多，點解無進步不特止仲要退步啵 ?!
>>November 28, 2006 at 1:22:46 AM GMT+8
2006 年 11 月 24 日 星期五 【晴】
Marketing full mark ! 100 % on Quiz 7~ I have never scored 100 % in any of the subject in my secdonary school life ^^ I have got 100 % in dictation which were really easy stuff, when I was in secondary school....but not like this time !
一次過睇左 8 集 << 肥田喜事 >> ~ thx Peter !
PS thanks Annie burnt me 一公升的眼淚 ! I will watch it when I have time....( at least finish the fuc*king ads clipping and SSC project >.< )
對不同的人說話，有不同的禁忌。每個人也有死穴，以及一些他們不願意改變的東西。男女朋友之間需要遷就，也需要諒解。他每次提到有關於我寫網上日記，放自己的相片/影片在網上，說一句就收口。因為他知道再討論下去也沒意思。但他還是希望改變我，希望我做人開心一點。這點是我短時間內沒有打算去改變的事情.......若他再迫我，我會控制不住自己去討厭他。正如我希望他 XX ~ 我說了幾次之後也沒有再說........
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