woke up @ 11 : 30.....bath & had breakfast ...i ate 2 pieces of bread w/ peanut butter & mapel syrup n ham ~ also, 1/4 of blueberry muffin ! wa kaka !
I dun know why I have such a big appitite !
Chatted w/ Ken online ~* he begged me to teach him how to capture photos.......first, I insist not to,cox I dun want he got my silly face,
but then, I am too "soft-hearted" so I teach him use the " printscreen " button n paste on "Paint" ~ n ask him to sleep be4 3am
n I said ," let's 勾手指尾 " he disagreed n he said " 我要勾腳指尾 " haha....I dun wanna argue w/ him la...so I follow this silly idea, n you know what, he capture my silly face !!
He then ask me, " should I paste it on paint?"
then I said, " oh ~ you should press one more time the printscreen button "
haha ~ he said, " hey ~ dun think that I am so stupid ! that will rewrite the memory !"
ai.....he always has problems w/ using computer ma, so I though he's not that good @ it....how come he's so smart this time?!
start doing revision on Marketing Chp 3 @ 3 : 30
大家有冇留意到我日記有少少改動呢？
哈哈～就係多左２幅低ｂ ＧＩＦ喇！
Made 2 silly GIF today ~ haha !
>>September 25, 2006 at 3:33:19 AM GMT+8
2006 年 9 月 23 日 星期六 【晴】
asked Neon for some advice in my studies.....I am so confused.一方面我唔想做咩野都「半桶水」另一方面我又唔想猶豫不決浪費自己的時間甚至係錯失一個 once-a-life-time 的機會。點都好，我會堅持努力讀完第 1 個 sem ~ 之後再決定 la !
10點半醒左，訓係張床果度等 ken 電話 ~ 等到 11 點電話響以為佢係打俾我喇，點知係 Farrid。對呢個人無咩好感，但基於同學的關係所以都係好 patient 咁答晒佢所有問題。
同佢玩完 cam 之後就溫 marketing ~ 溫左 5 點 9 出左去幫媽咪整 front yard ~ 想做下運動，因為我開始肥了 >...< 不過我好 x 驚 d 蟲蟲 ! I have a serious problem w/ all kinds of insects ! 無論係 butterfly 又或者幾細隻既野都好喇 ~ 我都會嚇到尖叫.......媽咪俾左對 gardening 的手套俾我，我幫佢手清除 d 野草。實在太耐無人整過個 frontyard，真係無能為力。不過我都好叻咁學識點樣將 d 野草連根拔起。不過因為貧血的關係，我mou 得太耐所以一企起身暈暈地；所以淨係整左１／４個 front yard 就入番屋企。
今天心情很壞‥‥‥一方面我在怪自己為什麼未能完成昨天我該完成的 assignment ~ 另一方面是因為 mum supposed to dirve me home @ 5 ~ 但等左 15 mins 佢先到。今日天氣好凍，我由 11: 40 上堂上到 5:00 中間無時間食野......又餓又凍....不過我都明白，highway 7 好busy 嘛......都算喇，諗住可以即刻番屋企暖下食下野，但佢話要去一去 1 個地方幫細佬買 McDonalds......我對 McDonalds 完全無興趣 law >.< 去到果個 plaza 之後，佢又話要 walk around discover 下果度有 d 咩野 shop ~ 我要趕住番屋企除左係想抖下之後，最重要的是 Ken 等緊我 online ~佢呢幾時忙左好耐，專登整好個 internet 諗住同我玩 webcam ~ 點知要佢等我；本身我應該５點半都唔使就番到，最後我６點１５分先番到屋企。打俾佢的時候佢已經訓左了．．．．佢等我等到 hk time 5 : 45 am.....辛苦他了。他明天還要上班......i felt so sorry.....好炆 ! 我嬲我媽咪做咩唔肯直接車我番屋企.....但我發佢脾氣都冇用........所以只好發自己脾氣吧 !
食野的時候，好痛 ~ 因為粒飛滋仲未好番。我已經飲好多水，又用 salt water "long"口，我不嬲都唔食熱氣野，都唔知點解。總之就炆 la !
10 點 ~ ken 打黎俾我，佢故意早左起身試下 online ~ yeah ! 我終於可以同佢玩 cam 了 ~ 過左黎 3 個幾星期都未見過佢......佢後生左 ~ haha ! 佢今日有好多個客 le ~ good ! 希望佢日日都咁旺 ~
Stayed @ home all day ~ no school ^^ waited for the parcel to be seny by Purolator ( a shipping company like Fedix )
but turn out it didn't come ! I was pissed off n called to complain.....n the lady said that it was a mistake n said they will delievery to me tomorrow ~ =
so what's da pt of keeping me waitting 4 a whole day ( tho I have nth to do even I dun have to wait for 'em ) !
hey did appologize but I was still kinda angry abt that......
pic taken @ this morning
I've been kinda tense.....tho I couldn't even name out 1 thing that made me worry. My shoulders were up unconsiously & I couldn't breath well sometimes. my rib cage was aching......
I lay on the bed, even my breathing but still, couldn't fell asleep. I really had a hard time to get myself released......
別讓我看見幸福的咀臉
我 會 哭
再次被人喚起往事 是對 是錯 由誰下判斷 ?
相隔半個地球 感覺會相同嗎?
有多少個香港的朋友會想起我?
遠離了 各有各的忙
正常的 我安慰著自己
到底什麼才是我的興趣 ?
久違了的文字 久違了的音樂
十隻手指頭 你們還懂得撫摸鋼琴嗎?
還是母語比較好
不經不覺 離開香港已有 3 個星期了
>>September 21, 2006 at 8:16:24 AM GMT+8
2006 年 9 月 19 日 星期二 【晴】
I woke up @ 7 this moring ~ again, Ken called me ! It has been a bad day for him....but I dun know how to comfort him....
I though he has been trying to keep his temper in front of me....cox he didn't wanna scared me ... yea, I am very easy to brust out of tears...
2nd attempt by my mum driving alone ~ haha ! cox she used to have my dad accompony w/ her ~
a bit dangerous cox she hesitated while change lane >..< anyways, I got school SAFELY !
8 : 55 Maths class....
11 : 40 Business class....
end @ 1 : 15 went to Time Square 南園 for lunch ~ then bought a phone card. When I was having lunch, Ken called. I asked him to call back 15 mins later,
but then, I was in da car n my mum couldn't drive w/ a sound, thus, I gotta ask him to call me later again.
I back home n wanna call him w/ the new phone card but mum had to drive to pick up my bro >.< again, I couldn't call him !
VERY SORRY......I knew it seemed annoying but I really can't control !~
Shopped @ Loblaws ~ got many snackes !! oh ~ I have gainned some weight already ( just w/ 3 weeks ! )
Got home n read 2 pages of MRK....I hated reading !!
my bro was sick.....mum was very worried. I hope I won't get sick...I must be able to take care of 'em !
we had pumkin, shrim n t-bone for dinner ~ the pumkin was not good >..< dun know why
我好似每日番學都會經過你住果度～＊你附近係唔係有個叫做 Markham golf club ?
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Today was a fucking bad day.......except the morning call from Ken n the food prepared by my mum.
Woke up @ 8 : 44 ~ chatted 4 a while....breakfast (banana, milk, bread w/ jam & ham ) , then took a shower.
This is the first day my mum drove w/o dad sitting beside her. She was a bit nervous n I couldn't take a nap cox my eyes were her 2nd pair of eyes ^^
I must study the driving book n take the test for G1 ( 車牌筆試) ASAP cox I wanna help my mum.
Arrived @ school 10 mins be4 class ~ English class started @ 11 : 40 ~ I got my essay back, as I predicted,
I failed ! I only got 45 % ......I knew I coundn't write in Eng, tho I've kept practising.....
這已是次一級的英文班，我係因為英文唔及資格所以無得讀 EAC 150 要讀 EAC 149 ( non-credit course ) 依家仲要係 1 班程度低的班果度唔及格.....唉.....失敗 ! 我真係諗唔到咩野黎安慰自已 !
Class dismssed 15 mins early as she promissed. I went to the caferteria to had lunch, baked potato w/ cheese on top ^^
After I finished my lunch, Ken called me.....I was kinda supurised that he told me I was important to him. I've heard him saying this be4,
but @ that time, he was usually drunk. This time, he was not drunk n 100 % awake n sure abt what he's saying......
I suppose to have Marketing lessons @ 3 : 20 ~ I had a couple minutes spare so I went to the computer lab, I checked the email n found out that the MRK class for today was cancelled !!
WHAT?! the email was sent @ 10 : 44 am ! this morning ! I went to the classroom where we should be n told my classmates that no class for today.....
luckly, I was not the last one to know abt this ........
waited for my mum to pick me up, she was doing shopping for household goods w/ our interia designer.
We shopped in HomeDepot ......I was so tired n dun wanna walk, my schoolbag was fucking heavy......
but mum said I shouldn't leave my bag in the car cox this would engage ppl to break the windows n stole my bag;
also, I dun wanna put it in da dirty cart ...so I gotta carry the bag of stone for a hour !
I miss wine, I miss parties, I miss the life in HK
Pizza Hut for tonight's dinner ~ 因為 4 圍的餐廳都爆晒人 !! 而 dad 又趕住去機場...唯有.....不過我覺得呢度的 pizza hut 好食過 HK 果 d～唔知點解呢？
9 : 11 pm ~ Dad left home & headed towards HK........dad 離開加拿大之後，所有問題就要靠我和媽媽解決了！這真是一個很重的擔子！雖然不用為經濟方面太傷腦筋，但亦要節省一點。因為這次的「大遷徙」已動用了不少的「資金」＞．＜我只知道，若我拿不到獎學金，我鐵定沒有面子面對父母了．．．還有，我要盡快考車的筆試，再等８個月，考埋個路試。我學識ｄｒｉｖｅ之後，媽咪就可以輕鬆好多．．．
大名： Michelle
電郵： [email protected] 說： it's me again!
hey girl, cheer up!
Recently I'm quite depress too..
feeling so alone.
but the fact is..no one can help us instead of ourself, right?
大名： Irene
電郵： [email protected] 說： hi, Cindy, how ar u ah??^^
yr voice so sweet lei..hee.. let's take more movie from Canada la,, i hope to see it *V* HK is very very cold in this few days, almost 22-23.. take care yourself la~
He breifed me how to pay the bills, what should I do in order to maintain the family, how can I help mum......I wish I have been stronger and more clever in order to handle all the stuff for my parents !
大名： Purple
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