2006 年 6 月 16 日 星期五 【晴】

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一朝早俾個 tel 嘈醒左 >..<

去左睇中醫......不愉快的經歷 ! 到底個醫師知唔知咩野係「尊重病人」和「在其位謀其政」 ? 有 d 野唔到佢黎教訓我囉.........我係病人，我俾得錢去睇醫生 ge ，醫生就應該做好自己本份-----就係開藥醫好我。如果有其他唔係 physical 的問題，應該 refer 我去 see 其他 Dr 而唔係自己加把咀 ! fu*k !



都係原味好食 d



解悶的東西

個 puzzle 終於完成左喇 ^^ 雙面嫁 ~ 勁靚 ! 1000 塊 ar >..<







睇下你地夠唔夠眼利，有邊幅相中的 puzzle 係有 1 塊 missing?

>>June 17, 2006 at 1:06:00 AM GMT+8

2006 年 6 月 15 日 星期四 【晴】

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整左 d mini-muffins 俾 baby 食 ^^ 等佢係九龍塘上完 lessons 的時候拎俾佢 ~

夜晚同佢傾 tel ~ 佢擔心我有唔開心唔同佢講，叫我 any time 有唔開心都可以打俾佢同佢講 ~ sweet !

不過....心情仍然是.......





There's no hope

>>June 16, 2006 at 11:41:33 PM GMT+8

2006 年 6 月 14 日 星期三 【晴】

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today's eye make-up

同 Lik 去左 Poker cafe 食野 ^^ 海膽牛油果天使麵，好清 ^^ 唔肥 a ~ good !

佢仲送左幾盒即影即有的菲林俾我 ^^ 真係聰明喇 ~ 又知道我想要 ge?!



個個都話我廋左？乜我真係廋左？但我又冇刻意減肥，又冇做運動，點解會廋嫁？

My puzzle is almost DONE !



>>October 16, 2006 at 7:31:25 AM GMT+8

2006 年 6 月 13 日 星期二 【晴】

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同 baby 去左沙田 UA 睇 < The Omen >，嚇死死 !



之後去左百人一朱食野～送左條鏈俾佢！希望佢鐘意喇！搵得好辛苦嫁～＊



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我想死我想死我想死我想死我想死我想死.....

但我連死的勇氣都冇

>>June 14, 2006 at 6:47:07 PM GMT+8

2006 年 6 月 12 日 星期一 【晴】

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went to CWB 燈籠街 for drink w/ Alvin, a fd of mine who hired me for a Print Ad be4.
To be honest, I am not gd at social and always look a bit shy or over-acting >..<
then moved to tst @ HOT grand new opening ! Many stars and artists there !
TVB and ATV unknow artists >..< ella and many models.....They're all pretty & hot gals !
This is da first time for me to go there, lucky that I dun have to pay or wait cox my fd knows ppl who owned the place.
Just have a champange cox I've already had too much @ CWB....

went home @ 11:40 pm by taxi~ good gal !!

>>June 13, 2006 at 12:06:35 PM GMT+8

2006 年 6 月 11 日 星期日 【晴】

大名： A
電郵： [email protected]
說： that 白色ｃｕｂｅ形的ｃａｋｅ(lemon flavor) quite tasty ... u should try..

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哈哈！搵日會試試！！

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大名： vicky
電郵： [email protected]
說： 你去canada讀邊間大學???
其實DT果邊係咪好多唐人??我仲諗緊去邊度好....好煩呢~

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其實應該咁講，所有多有錢人住的地方就大部份都係唐人＞．＜

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睇王子變青蛙～＊其實我唔係咁有興趣去睇，只不過真係冇野做咪睇下呢ｄ無聊戲囉＞．＜雖然成個故事真係勁戲劇化，但我認同既係，２個人一齊經歷過低谷，一齊努力爬番上黎，段感情先會變得長久而且更加深厚．．．．．但我覺得我條命係果種可以同人地「共患難」而唔可以同人地「共富貴」

>>June 12, 2006 at 1:45:02 PM GMT+8

2006 年 6 月 10 日 星期六 【晴】

大名： PurpleSam
電郵： [email protected]
說： go where and for wt?

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去ｃａｎａｄａ～讀大學

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大名： PurpleSam
電郵： [email protected]
說： o....icic...
umum...睇下有冇機會你走之前影次相

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近排好殘，唔想影相　ｌｕ＊＞．＜ｓｏｒｒｙ丫～

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10th June ~ 1 month anniversary !

一朝早同屋企人上左何文田廣場食早餐～之後陪佢地去華潤買野，再去睇文具！

今日可以話係好開心的一日！雖然．．．．雖然今日１０點前大部份的時間都係唔開心～但之後同佢傾完好左好多．．．．

６點幾出到去新世紀等ｂａｂｙ～遲左少少但唔緊要喇！新世紀入面臨時搭建左１個室內迷你ｆｏｏｔｂａｌｌ　ｃｏｕｒｔ～搞笑！！好多男仔係度圍觀！！我想ｓｉｐ入去睇都ｓｉｐ唔到！～撞到呂ｓｉｒ！佢見到我好驚訝～第１句就問我係唔係１個人＞．＜無奈．．．．又問我點解係度，我話我等人嘛！離遠見到你咪行埋黎打聲招呼喇～（佢身邊ｄ　ｆｄ見到我即刻彈開＞．＜ｍｕｇ我依家好得人驚咩？！）

同ｂａｂｙ一齊行去始創果頭果間望覺堂（旺角基督教大樓）同ｂａｂｙ的教會朋友一齊睇【隱形鬥室】戲入面的人每個都做得好好，愈睇愈有共嗚．．．．睇完之後個人好辛苦，好想喊，好多野諗．．．．但係ｂａｂｙ　ｄ　朋友面前唔想ｓｈｏｗ太多出黎，所以忍住冇喊到＞．＜有牧師講道，有ｄ眼訓但唔敢打喊路～其實真係冇咩耐性．．．．

之後去食糖水（迫於無奈．．．．）不過係佢ｄ朋友前面唔方便發作．．．一路忍，等到１０點我同佢一齊行番屋企的時候，我終於唔使扮笑，唔使扮感興趣！！好想靜一靜，唔想講野。等我地行到去肯定唔會俾佢ｄ朋友見到的地方的時候，佢就拖番住我，攬住我．．．．問我做咩唔開心。其實今日我之所以陪ｂａｂｙ去睇套戲，明知道要聽ｄ我唔係太想聽既野，見ｄ唔係太想見既人，但我都去；係因為我要睇下ｂａｂｙ的世界係點樣～我總唔可以一直都扮睇唔到，唔通到我離開ｈｋ的時候都仲係唔認識佢另外一個世界？冇可能嫁．．．．要面對的始終都要面對；如果係接受唔到的始終都係接受唔到。唔知點解，好想將呢幾日以來既野發洩晒出黎！！佢不斷咁問我有咩感覺，又問我做咩事．．．．我根本就唔識講！我唔係唔鐘意佢教會ｄ朋友，我唔係唔鐘意要扮「朋友」，我只係覺得「好唔自然好唔自在好唔舒服」．．．我個膊頭無喇喇緊晒，好ｔｅｎｓｅ咁樣；我都唔知點解！總之所有關於基督教既野，我聽落去都覺得好煩厭；有時候，討厭一ｄ野係冇原因的。

佢送到我番屋企～佢話想同我傾陣，我就帶左佢入ｌｏｂｂｙ入面條樓梯坐係度．．．哈哈！好似偷情咁樣＞．＜佢講左好多佢既野俾我聽．．．．「每個人都有眼淚；你有眼淚，我有眼淚」外表愈堅強的人其實就係愈脆弱；我覺得世界上面其他沒有任何人是堅強的！因為人總有佢的弱點，只係睇你搵唔搵到出黎～我好想可以做到佢的避風港；其實２個人之間，唔一定係女仔倚靠個男仔，一段健康而又ｂａｌａｎｃｅｄ的ｒｅｌａｔｉｏｎｓｈｉｐ～我覺得應該係互相倚靠。唔係話冇左邊個唔等果種，而應該話，有對方係身邊可以將ｂｏｔｈ的極限都推至極限。我好耐都冇試過望住佢對眼同佢傾計了～好舒服．．．．有佢係身邊的時候總係冇咁驚，冇咁多ｗｏｒｒｉｅｓ．．．．

有太多野，仲未解決到．．．．亦都唔好迫我去面對，迫我去解決；我諗清楚，準備好，自然會下定決心。我唔想敷衍住ｂａｂｙ，更加唔想應承過佢的事做唔到，所以我先不斷係度逃避問題。每一次佢同我講，ｎｅｖｅｒ　ｇｉｖｅ　ｕｐ　ｙｏｕｒｓｅｌｆ的時候我個心都好痛，因為我明知道我已經ｇｉｖｅ　ｕｐ　左自己，但又要係佢面前扮到打算振作咁樣＞．＜好辛苦！！不過，最後我都應承左佢，唔會自殺．．．．日後每次我想自殺的時候，我都會記得我同佢勾過手指尾．．．．．

番到屋企落緊妝的時候，收到佢的ｓｍｓ啵！哈哈！好開心～佢俾左３個ｗｉｓｈｅｓ俾我，只要佢有能力都會幫我實現。其實．．．．我有好多ｗｉｓｈｅｓ，不過大部份都只係「一般的ｗｉｓｈｅｓ」唔係話果ｄ　ｗｉｓｈｅｓ唔特別，「一般」係形容ｈｏｗ　ｍｕｃｈ　Ｉ　ｗａｎｔ　ｔｈｅｍ．．．．我好似對身邊所有事情都提唔起勁咁樣，真係冇咩邊樣係「特別」想要的＞．＜ｂａｂｙ仲話係我上機之前有樣好重要既野俾我，佢要用整整１個月黎ｐｒｅｐａｒｅ，到底係咩野黎嫁呢？！哈哈～好想知！但我太蠢，估唔到＠＠

送左條黑色ｘ紅色的手繩俾佢做我地１個月的禮物～因為近來都唔多需要寫字的關係，搞到我寫俾佢果封信ｄ字怪怪地＞．＜其實我寫得好辛苦．．．．希望佢睇得明我ｄ字喇。。‧‧

ｂａｂｙ話我好易信人，其實我一點也不易信人；我對佢都好冇信心嫁．．．不過每一次當我醜樣的時候，ｂａｂｙ見到我都好似冇咩野的時候，我個心慢慢好過少少．．．．我覺得近來呢幾次的ｌｏｖｅ　ａｆｆａｉｒｓ入面，我有ｄ改變；仍記得，Ｗｉｌｓｏｎ去左外國讀書，為左面對好ｃｒｉｔｉｃａｌ的一年，好少時間陪我，所以我放棄左佢；之後中間有段插曲，係ｂｏｓｃｏ，不過因為我自己都搖擺不定所以好快又不了了之；之後到啊ｒａｙ，佢大我１０年，呢個時候，佢面對住自己身體以外好多好多問題的困擾，但佢一心想搞好事業，所以我幫佢寫左個網頁，幫佢做ｄ鎖事，希望佢可以快ｄ　ｓｅｔ　ｕｐ自己的ｂｕｓｉｎｅｓｓ～不過因為我覺得我似係佢的同事多過女朋友，完全ｆｅｅｌ唔到佢緊張我，所以放棄左；到依家，我亦都好希望Ｎｅｏｎ的夢想可以實現，佢一直以來的努力係無白費到的，佢之前可以突破到自己，今時今日一樣可以！！改變世界的理想聽落去好似好偉大，亦都好似好難ｒｅａｃｈ到．．．．但唔緊要，只要信自己可以就可以～雖然我同佢好唔同，我冇佢的大志，我亦都唔會關心人地，我連自己都顧唔掂住點顧人地？！不過我都好希望佢可以一步一步咁實現到，因為我好清楚，當夢想能夠實現的時候的快樂和成功感是無可代替的！

>>June 11, 2006 at 11:49:57 AM GMT+8

2006 年 6 月 9 日 星期五 【晴】

大名： A
電郵： [email protected]
說： i think so. u still remember that?

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你好似叫左個白色ｃｕｂｅ形的ｃａｋｅ，切開左一半同你個ｆｄ　ｓｈａｒｅ？

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>>June 10, 2006 at 1:25:22 AM GMT+8

2006 年 6 月 8 日 星期四 【晴】

大名： A
電郵： [email protected]
說： nah, u look fine. just looks like u didnt have much sleep.

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yes, that's why I kept yawning....were you the one who was sitting at the table next to me at the opposite side?

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大名： PurpleSam
電郵： [email protected]
說： 係我呀~~
我少睇你diary唔多清楚
你係咪就黎離開香港?

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yes, I am soon leaving HK.....

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>>June 9, 2006 at 1:12:07 PM GMT+8

2006 年 6 月 7 日 星期三 【晴】

大名： A
電郵： [email protected]
說： hi, i think i saw u today in TST, starbucks. is that u?

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ｏｈ～＊係丫！今日個樣勁殘，咁都俾你見到　＞．．＜

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尋晚唔知點解，訓極都訓唔到；５點又無喇喇醒一醒，７點又醒一醒．．．．等到８點打俾ｂａｂｙ叫佢起身！！頂唔順，所以啪左粒「幸福傷風素」

一個人係屋企好悶～又出左去行下．．．．．去左ｄｕｔｙ　ｆｒｅｅ，物色下有冇野ａｒｍ買黎做父親節禮物．．．死喇，父親節係６月第３個星期日可？！我都唔記得喇‥‥

見到ｃｋ有ｄｉｓｃｏｕｔ就買喇．．．ｔｏｔａｌ＄１９５，咁諗住簽卡喇，點知我張卡太新，佢話部機未ｕｐｄａｔｅ！！激死我！因為我今日唔多ｃａｓｈ係身．．．．不過最後都買左＞．＜

同個ｆｄ坐底左係ｈａｂｕｉｓｔ（唔記得左間野叫咩野名喇，大概係咁喇）果度飲野．．．．之後行左陣；佢走左，又自己１個人行多陣．．．．

>>June 9, 2006 at 1:12:42 PM GMT+8