woke up @ 9 sth this morning. Had Chocolate chip for breakfast ! I really love all chocolate things......
this is not a good thing, cox I will soon get very fat !!!!
Lunch @ my fd's home, which is very near-by. I had some argue w/ my mum .....I was not planned to do da visit but my mum force me to go,
she said that this was a kind of respect n politness, but I think this is just a piece of shit.
I told her that if she insisted that, then she gotta wait for me, I couldn't not be ready @ 11: 15 ( it was 10: 25 when we had the arguement )
They left home w/ car n I left home @ 11: 45 n went to the house on foot. I almost wanna cry......
這對我來說已經是一件很委屈的事。也許你們會笑我咁小事就喊,受唔到苦,覺得我好小事化大.....唔理你地點講,我就係果種拒絕長大的人。
I hate always hearing ppl ask me to grow up n be strong, be mature ect. I dun wanna listen !!!!
Back home n try w/ the fucking internet .....the ISP said it was fixed but I found out that it isn't.
I couldn't upload stuff over 10 MB >..< Everytime I upload, the connection blowed off automatically then resume again after 10 sec. This was not acceptable !
Dad & mum went to another house to move some furniture that we've left in others basement, when they got home I help them to move the heavy stuff home.
The marble table is damn heavy !!!!!
unfortunately, there's a invator -- Fly !!
I quickly closed the door to prevent another one. I hate all insects !!!! 加拿大好多野我都鐘意,就係唔鐘意日日同 d 昆蟲玩遊戲 ! 唔想訓覺同佢地一齊訓 !
大名: Michelle
電郵: [email protected] 說: hey, you don't know me!
this is the first time for me to leave comment.
well, I read your diary for a pretty long time already.
I like your personality, how I wish i got a friend like you.
you gotta leave now, hope u have a new life as u wanted.
best wishes,
Michelle
p.s actually I chat with u one time in msn. :)
I've been doin' a lot of stuff today. First, We went to 卓悅睇傢伺......so that we've some thing in mind ( the price n what style of sofa n bed we want ) then we had lunch in 太古 ~ 果間野食雲吞麵的,我叫左碗墨丸麵。呢度 d 墨丸好彈牙 >.< 應該話好硬就真 !
食完野去睇保健食品,媽咪買左 2 bottles of 深海魚油等 dad 帶番 hk 俾我舅母; 我自己就買左螺絲藻~1日食6粒你都咪話唔恐怖 !加埋我之前食開的 pills 我每日食成 8 粒藥 !
冇番學都 6 個幾月了 ~ 就快要過番學生的生活,真係有 d 唔慣。之前係 hk 好歎,日日訓到好晏,每日起身食 d 野沖個涼就出街。依家好多野都唔同左,我真係驚適應唔到。不過其實又無咩野好驚,如果係驚的話就應該依家做 d 準備功夫;如果覺得無野可以做到咁又驚黎做乜呢?
When I saw my dad's eyes are sinking in ; my mum is running all around the house doing cleaning ;
n take a look of my young bro .....sigh ! I know that mum & dad have been doin' a lot for me, for the family.
I gotta really push myself to do all my best ~ sometimes, I feel I am so usless that I can't do nothing to help. I am always da one who sit aside,
eating or relaxing while my dad is doin' some heavy work / important decision.
All I can do is wash the fruit n peal the skin off, serve them in a dish. Is that all I can do for my parents?
I know I should get high score n get scholarship.....I am considering to work on campus / in coffee shop.....
cox I know the financial status of my fam is not that good, tho I can't get much right now, I still wanna pay myself
so that @ least they dun have to give me a penny on living fees. Am I giving 2 much pressure on my shoulders?
I bet I'm not, cox there are ppl who are far more in tense than me. I am the LUCKY one.
I will try my best to make Nana's word come true " 做番以前果個又蒲又叻唔令人擔心的 XXX " that "XXX" is my chinese name n I am not goin' to disclose it here ^^
so many color aviable !!
>>September 9, 2006 at 12:30:16 PM GMT+8
2006 年 9 月 2 日 星期六 【晴】
I managed to get more sleep today ~ woke up @ 9. Had breakfast @ home, 1 muffin & 2 chocolate biscuit 1 big full cup of milk ! I LOVE chocolate !!
Stay @ home n start writing letters to all my beloved babies ^^ Really missing u guys !
Lunch @ 粥家莊...w/ dad & bro. The food is not bad but as my " every month trouble " came, I have no mood to eat at all >..<
Dad n his fd helped out to fix the wireless netwrok. It seemed to work but not stable. Gotta contact the ISP n ask them to come to fix it.
Got my temporary timetable.
>>September 8, 2006 at 11:32:38 PM GMT+8
2006 年 9 月 1 日 星期五 【晴】
woke up @ 8 ~ finally got more sleep !
The weather here is so dry ~ I need it !
no make up today, cox my skin can’t take that. It’s so damn dry in Canada even tho I’ve kept using moisturize lotion n drink a lot of water. Went out @ 10 to Tin Hortons for doughnut & coffee. I love ‘em ~ they are great ! but I kept reminding myself can’t eat too much nor too often, cox they’re all fatty food !
Went to Newham to take an assessment test. The English part is a lot difficult than I expect ! The test is divided into 2 section n 3 parts. 1 section, have to finish a 350-word written essay within 45 mins; section 2, computer based test. The first part is English, testing on structure n comprehension w/ no time limit. It was really difficult n I tried to read back n forth many times but still can’t guess the meaning not to mention figure out the answer. I am so frustrated. I’ve spent 1.5 hours on 40 questions ! then I took another test based on Maths. It was easy ^^ but sometimes confused by the English. For the numerical questions, each I only need 30 sec to finish ! Got the score right away for the computer section. For both English n maths, each total is 120. I’ve got 92 in Eng n 116 in Maths. SHXT ! How come ! I should get full marks in Maths. I guess I have misunderstood one question so that can’t get full mark.
Waited outside for my dad, when he arrived it was already 3. so we had a tea instead of lunch in a mall near by. The so called tea set is so big in size ! just like a normal lunch !
Yesterday night slept earier cox today have to be parpared for the orientation day. Woke up @ 7 am today ~ It was so cold…only 12~13 degree in the morning. I guessed that I still needed some time to get used to the weather here. Dad picked me up @ 10 : 15 n drove me to school. I arrived there @ 10 : 25. The whole environment was brand new to me. I tried to look friendly n kept the smile on my face frequently. Most new students have their parents / bf w/ ‘em, I sat alone. The welcoming talk started @ 10 : 35 ~ I felt quite nice after meeting w/ the big guys cox them seemed to be so nice ^^
Then I moved to a classroom w/ a small group who all students of marketing. It was a bit borning but useful ! it’s a short introduction to what’s marketing is n options for graduate students. I didn’t talk to any body in my class >..< I was 2 shy la !
After that, I had lunch ~ 1 pizza & 1 spite. I met a student service chairlady, she looked half-chinese n she’s so pretty ^^ I tried talk to her n she’s willing to talk w/ me 2 !
Then, a “tragedy” happened. I went into a BOYS TOILET ! this was not totally my fault, becox the sign is in RED color, n I didn’t take notice of the shape of the sign. I saw the back of a boy …( nth else, dun think 2 much ) n then I realized that I’ve made a very big mistake. ‘OPS!’ I yelled out as a natural reaction, the second word I said was “ SORRY “ I turned round n walked away while saying “ I am really sorry “. I heard the boy said, “ that’s okay “ …..the whole thing was a terrible accident.
I was queuing for quite a long time to have my “ONE CARD” done. The pic sucked !!! I looked so fat in da pic ! This pic will be staying along w/ me for 3 yrs !!!!
Left the school @ 1 sth ~ went to Canadian Tire for some tools…..n Home dipo to choose the paint color for the deck. back home to take a rest.
People who been used to live in HK must be surprised w/ the huge supermarkets in Canada
Too many color to choose...so dizzy
Bought a pack of rubber band, mixed color. This one is PURPLE ^^
I faced a big challenge, me VS a spider ( the body n legs are bigger then a one dollar ) in da basement. My younger was even scared n my mum was doing the cleaning, my dad was sleeping. So, as a so-called big sister had to bare the responsibility n do the dirty work. 我鼓起最大勇氣,用拖鞋拍死左佢。最驚既唔係打死佢,而係收屍。
Finally have time to sit down n do some computer work. I input the photos taken these few days n continue typing my entry. I was typing the entry in a Microsoft Word n when the internet is fixed, I will post the entry right away !
Took a short nap n out for dinner. Everybody was so full n didn’t wanna have much. We went into a Japanese restaurant called 十八番。After we sat down, we discovered it was “ eat all you can “ >..< shit ! can’t make single order ! We had no choice cox we’ve already sat down ( @ that moment really wanna leave ) The food wasn’t satisfying, the only thing that I think was find is the ice-cream ^^ I think I’ll easily get fat in Canada cox I love sweeties so much ! also , the food is always served in a big portion ~ oh ! I am so afraid that my fds won’t regonize me when I am back.
>>September 2, 2006 at 9:28:20 AM GMT+8
2006 年 8 月 30 日 星期三 【晴】
woke up @ 7 sth this morning, cox my mum was fixing the window n that little noise woke me up >.< becox of the dry weather, my skin got very worse tho I’ve used cream day n night ~ n also drink a lot of water ! I’ve got many scratches n cuts on my hands >.<
Went to a govr center to apply for the SIN ( social insurance number ) n then to the bank again. It was a long long wait in the govr center >.< ai ~ ppl here in Canada work really slow !!
Went to Toyota to choose new car ~ have a few models in mind but not yet decided.
Lunch @ Z.O.D for Japanese food, the food was above average but of cox not full mark ~ but the size of the food was really big ! Mum said sth made me angry during lunch, I tried not to argue w/ her but then I wanna cry. Everytime when I felt委屈 n couldn’t let out my anger then I started to cry……I am always so childish n naïve.
After lunch went to兆豐 ( a supermarket owned n run by Chinese ) to buy some oranges….n other fruits. All snacks here were so damn expensive if you compared it to HKD ~ eg 百力滋朱古力味 costs $ 4.5 in HK but approximately $ 14 HKD in Canada ! that’s a tribal !
Then I went to a mobile service provider again n ask them the way to check my air time ( how many mins I’ve used ) but they said there’s no way to check ! how come ! this was so so so ridiculous !
Drove to have a quick look of my new school in Markham as well as my bro school. I was a 路癡 in HK n now ~ even serious 路癡 !! Canada was a lot bigger than HK, but for the road system & urban design, I guessed Canada was better ! Hopfully I will pick up quickly !
Shopped @ Home Dipo & Domainies to buy water & some household stuff …..then had dinner @ a 潮州 food restaurant. We were all full n just ate a bit ~
Back home, unpack everything cox my mum asked my to do so ~ she’s a crazy clean-lover. She said I shouldn’t let my luggage put in the ground floor n also I shouldn’t bring ‘em up-starts so I must unload the stuff into my room n put the luggages in da basement. I was so tired but I managed to tidy all my stuff n slept @ 2am.
Finally got my night lifht ! This is so important as I am kinda afraid of dark >.<
>>September 2, 2006 at 9:29:04 AM GMT+8
2006 年 8 月 29 日 星期二 【晴】
Woke up @ 9 becox my bro was yelling n running on the upper stairs. They went out for breakfast @ my dad’s fd’s home, but I didn’t go along cox I looked so awful n dun wanna met ppl. They returned @ 11 sth n we went out together to manage bank a/c. I have my HSBC a/c ^^ one the way to the bank, I got Neon’s call ~ so happy !! but my emotions have been turned down as my mum said that she thought that I was not serious to everything & she was so disappointed. But I dun think I treated things carelessly~n I asked her to show my some examples how I behave not serious but she couldn’t name one ! 她總是無理取鬧。
Then we had lunch @ 金莎茶餐廳 . Things in Canada are so expensive ! not to mention the tax ~ 14 % tax PLUS 10% service charge ! crazy >..<
After lunch we went to Roger 恆星 to get cell phones a/c. The plan is so damn expensive law >.< $ 30 only 150 mins out-going calls ( MON ~ FRI 7am ~ 9 pm ) n 1000 mins out-going calls ( MON ~ FRI 9 pm ~ 7 am & weekends) but tax n tunnel fee are not yet counted ! but all Canada cell phones are excluded w/ UNLIMITED in-coming calls ~ so guys & gals , feel free to call me ^^ ( plz kindly note that Canada time is 12 hours delay compared to HK )
Dad drove me home cox I need to do some make up; they went to supermarket to grab some household goods. I finished make up n still have 15 mins left ~ so I left the house n took a short walk around my house. Also, I took a video showing the place I lived.
View of my backyard
A big tree in my backyard
Door pathway
I am not trying to look cool but the sun is really bright tho it's evening already, so I wear sunglasses ^^
They picked me up @ 6 sth to 黃金閣 for dinner. My dad wanna express his appreciation to all his fds who have been helping out a lot thr out years we left Canada. The food was not good >.< may be I’ve eaten lotz of good stuff in HK n made me become very 咀刁!
We went to dad’s fd’s house after dinner. His basement has stored many stuffs that we left when we moved away ! wa ~ some of the stuffs are as old as me ! As we have no table, no lights, no dish, no …..actually, we have nth but 4 walls n 4 mattress, a few bottle of waters, a microwave but not sure whether it could work well, a fridge but very old one, not operating normally >.< a washing machine but w/o any water in or out……..sigh !
I saw a SPIDER !! Shit ! I hate insects ~ n this is one of the biggest concern for me to live in Canada. I tried my best to hold my breath n be TOUGH ! I used my slipper to slamed it n smashed it ! Brave gal ~^^
I was unpacking things but still not finished yet. Slept @ 4 sth.
>>September 2, 2006 at 9:20:42 AM GMT+8
2006 年 8 月 28 日 星期一 【晴】
My journey began @ 6 this morning ~ Thanks so much for Ken helping me to get a van to the airport ~ $270 a ride. Be4 leaving Homantin, 匡婷 brought me a very delicious breakfast ~ she made it herself ^^ so Great ! I had breakfast on the way to the airport…^^ A good start !
Arrive @ the airport around 6 : 40 ~ Nana & Queenie were there already, Neon was there 2 ~ Thisi was da first time he met w/ my father ( mum & my younger bro have met him be4 ^^ ) We took some photos after finishing the check in process. Luckily my luggages are not over-weighted !!!
I didn’t cry, this was not what I expected, as I was the cry-baby >..<
Nightmare started >> it was HK time 8 : 30 ~ we took a 4-hour flight to Tokyo, bought some snacks ( 巨峰草餅 & 綠茶truffles ) @ the airport. I read all my fd’s letters on this flight. Then we waited for around 3 hours n got on the connect flight to Los Angels, it took me 10 hours ! After the terrible long flight, I landed n waited for another 2 hours then got on another plane to Mennisota, it was another 5 hours flight. After arrived Mennisota, we waited 1 hour again n got on the last flight to Toronto, it took me 2 hours…..so in total, ( 4 + 3 + 10 + 2 + 5 + 1 + 2 ) is 27 hours ! dun forget that I have to wait for my luggages n pick up the rented car @ Toronto airport. People in Canada work very very slow…..it seems that time is not valuable to ‘em at all >..< I was really really tired n dirty !! haven’t took bath over a day !!! I’ve become very impatient but still had to control my temper cox I know my dad & mum were both exhausted too ! so I had to take care of my younger brother as well as the luggages so that my parents can finish all the process.
I was having apple juice n tomato juice thr out the whole journey ~
Pictures tooken @ Japan Airport
Funny translation ^^
Beautiful sunset / sunrise?!
Finally, night comes
Finally we got on the car n one of my dad’s fd drive part of the luggages to our home ( cox one care could not carry 8 big luggages & 6 handcarry >.< )
our temporary car
I was excited for awhile n forgot how tired I was, but soon I felt so sick as my soul seemed to be leaving my body & 個人浮下浮下。This was a very unplesent feeling…..My home is capable w/ 4 toilets, but only 3 w/ bathtubs, one is in the master bedroom, the second one is on the 2nd floor, the last one is in da basement but this one is not fully finished of construction. I let my bro use the bathroom ( 2nd floor ) first ~ actually, I was so so so tired but I gotta be a good sister ^^ haha ~自己讚自己
After bathing, I realized that no dryer can be found so I must let my hair dry naturally. While waiting, I called my fds in HK ~ thx for their letters & presents ! I was really appreciated !
Slept @ 4 sth cox of jet lag, also, Canada is so damn quite & I was not used to it….I kept the curtain open but still no a glimmer of light came thr da window. This was so terrible, I must get a night light ASAP !
>>April 16, 2007 at 1:01:44 PM GMT+8
2006 年 8 月 27 日 星期日 【晴】
1 day left
can't believe that I am going to leave tomorrow......early in da morning
I'll gonna miz u guys ~ for sure !
really want a new start,enjoy life n become a better person !
>>August 27, 2006 at 3:55:50 PM GMT+8
2006 年 8 月 26 日 星期六 【晴】
2 days left
Pui Pui came to give me a leaving present ^^ Thanks ! I will take it w/ me to Canada ~
We had lunch @ 何文田廣場 , we had steak ! so full !
no make up today .....w/ cap & eyeglasses....hope didn't scare you off la ~ pui pui !
Went home n fight w/ my luggage again ! 2 many things to bring >..< really can't suck all in !
I am afraid that I'll regret after I land becox I haven't bring my favourites....
but on the other hand, I am afraid that I bring sth not useful @ all !
Dinner went to MK for Japanese food w/ Ken, I owned he 2 meals....now only own him 1 ~ ^^ haha !
We went to shop for walking shoes, I wanna buy a pair of Converse but didn't at last,
cox first of all, no money >..< 2nd, no space ! may be I'll get one there.....