2004 年 8 月 6 日 星期五 【晴】

今日I團去食巴西燒烤,就係上次同自護一齊食飯o個間.

去到都兩點,伯利恆cell坐左兩檯.
之前打左底,加上我份人都唔係為食,所以好少去拎野食.
周圍同人打招呼,又周圍影相,時間好快過.
跟住成cell去玩具反斗城,雖然已經冇乜童心,但D玩具真係幾吸引.

行完返去舊堂table-manna,今日冇導師助導黎睇住.
玩包剪鎚,輸左俾人潑水,有幾個真係潑到濕哂.
跟住玩踩線只係無聊野,最變態係輸左要汽水加康鈣C,完全係爆哂氣o個隻.
叫佢地咁過癮,我又貪得意試下,原來真係好難頂.

完左去食M記,食完去搭車.
點知D康鈣C就發作啦,o係胃入面係咁放氣,搞到個胃頂住頂住.
費事即刻搭車,陪下阿嬋,阿亨,阿包返屋企,行下會冇咁辛苦.

送埋阿嬋返屋企我先去搭車,舒服好多......

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小如:
我覺得唔關事喎,佢冇理由察覺唔到.
唔知係唔係佢怕同我行得太埋會有事發生呢?
我真係唔知啦,你有冇其他答案俾到我?

>>August 13, 2004 at 3:43:41 AM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 5 日 星期四 【晴】

今朝又要過澳門,好眼訓......

今日已經習慣左搭船,唔多覺得辛苦.
去到廠即刻開工,博有得早D走.

上晝話咁快做左六箱,去飲完茶返黎拿拿臨做埋剩低o個六箱,不過都要五點鐘先搞完.
搞埋D濕星野,五點半先走得.
佢地返香港,我幾大唔跟,離隊自己去行街.

一個人唔識路,但呢度係澳門我又真係唔驚.
撞正交更,好辛苦先搵到架的士上大三巴.
坐的士行石春路,好"燉",但好得意.
上到去都成六點幾,趁仲有少少陽光,拿拿臨影返幾張相.

大三巴整緊,冇乜好睇,過左隔籬炮台影相.
想入去博物館,又撞正博物館收工.
唯有行下花園啦,個花園又真係幾靚既.
呢度除左遊客,仲有好多本地人放狗.

影完相行返落去都天黑,已經影唔到D乜.
一行出大三巴已經係兩個世界,好多人.
本來以為呢頭會靜D,點知原來呢度先係最多人.
好多鋪頭,好多人,好唔寧靜.
呢度的確好多歐陸式建築,但比起以前已經差好遠,仲有好多都係新起既,個感覺始終差D.
咁都冇乜野,最衰係沿路開左好多新式鋪頭,有好多仲係香港都有既,破壞哂個feel.

入咀香園例牌式買左幾盒野,一路行落去都搵唔到半忽"人間淨土".
行到累,閃埋一角坐低,同個婆仔傾左陣偈.
阿嬸都話已家有好多大陸既自由行遊客,條街越黎越多人.
其實我都唔係好鍾意咁多遊客,遊客黎到只會破壞呢個地方既傳統文化.
五六十年代既大陸移民真係黎搵食既,會黎落地生根.
而且移民入面咩人都有,所以能夠豐富一個地方既文化.
但大陸遊客除左錢,唔會帶其他野黎,除左破壞.

本來諗住搵間露天茶座靜靜地飲杯咖啡,但呢個願望最後都要靠Starbucks幫我達成.
坐o係門口,對住條街,睇住黃碧雲既"雙世女子維洛烈嘉".
身在異地,讀住講異地既故事,個感覺幾奇妙.
睇到興起,執筆寫左少少野.

o係廣場影左幾張相,跟住就搭巴士去碼頭.
天黑,加上發覺呢度越黎越似香港,搞到冇乜興味再行落去.

點知九點鐘去到時,經濟位飛已經賣哂,得返頭等,最近都要十點三班船先至有飛.
趁仲有時間,去M記食左個包.
返到碼頭就落船返香港,返到屋企都成十二點.

下次有機會再黎行一轉,希望俾我搵到澳門傳統既另一面.

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Starbucks（香煙與咖啡）隨筆：

我拿著到處都一樣的，印著星巴克標誌的咖啡杯，在跟香港一樣裝潢的咖啡店門前坐著。街上都是黃皮膚黑頭髮的中國人，都是夾雜著很多「自由行」的大陸遊客。行人的打扮、服飾，也是香港見慣的，操著聽慣的廣東話。在香港？在中環？在尖沙咀？在旺角？反正都一樣。

所謂的現代文明發展，令城市與城市之間變得愈來愈近似，人有我有，跡近互相模仿。（麥當勞會否就是一個城市墮落的標誌）澳門也不例外。如果這是文明發展所產生的必然現象，我寧願不要甚麼文明。我寧願這裡沒有變過，停留在三十年前還是葡殖民地的時空……（可能會有人指責我：你這外來人憑甚麼阻止我們的進步）

等一等，從前葡萄牙殖民地政府發展澳門時，不是有人發出過同一種嘆息嗎？歷史一直發展，興衰交替循環不息。（墮落與自強也循環不息）誰也逃不過命運的不斷輪迴。

>>August 9, 2004 at 12:00:34 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 4 日 星期三 【晴】

琴晚突然收到電話要過澳門,以為好他條,李小姐仲叫我著光鮮D添.

今朝晨咁早就去到信德,坐Turbo Jet過大海.
有D唔慣,架船好"浪",落到船拿拿臨訓覺.
好在架船出左維港就定D,兼夾訓著左唔覺暈,冇嘔到.

一出碼頭就上的士去間廠度,上到去先知冇好野.
要執大陸D蘇州屎,又要度尺,又要拉下D袖.
間廠又冇冷氣,都幾熱.

晏晝去左"乾坤閣"食葡國餐,幾好食.
埋單七個人都唔洗二百,勁抵.

食完飯返到廠又要做,飯氣攻心,做到個人"牛牛地".
下晝D貨唔係好得,進度幾慢.
搞到六點都仲有十二箱,聽日肯定又要再過黎搞過.

收工又即刻搭的士去碼頭,根本冇乜機會行下.
見著聽日仲要過黎,姑且留返聽日先遊下澳門.
回程開始習慣左,冇乜暈船浪,仲可以o係船度睇書添.

返到尖沙咀成八點,去Pacific Coffee坐左陣.
跟住去打機,之後食返碗雲吞麵先返屋企.

>>August 7, 2004 at 12:08:38 AM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 3 日 星期二 【晴】

Tell Laura I Love Her - Ray Peterson

Laura and Tommy were lovers
He wanted to give her everything
Flowers, presents,
And most of all, a wedding ring

He saw a sign for a stock car race
A thousand dollar prize it read
He couldn't get Laura on the phone
So told her mother, Tommy said

Tell Laura I love her
Tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura I may be late
I've something to do, that cannot wait

He drove his car to the racing grounds
He was the youngest driver there
The crowed roared as they started the race
Around the track they drove at a deadly pace

No one knows what happened that day
Or how his car overturned in flames
But as they pulled him from the twisted wreck
With his dying breath, they heard him say

Tell Laura I love her
Tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura not to cry
My love for her will never die

Now in the chapel where Laura prays
For her Tommy, who passed away
It was just for Laura he lived and died
Alone in the chapel she can hear him cry

Tell Laura I love her
Tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura not to cry
My love for her will never die

Tell Laura I love her
Tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura not to cry
My love for her will never die


好鍾意呢首歌,講一個感人,但淒慘既故事.

>>August 4, 2004 at 9:37:43 AM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 2 日 星期一 【晴】

今朝終於返到晨更,俾陽光曬住黎晨更既感覺真係好.

晨更完問阿亨拎返D單之後就閃,今日Alan老豆黎車我地返工.
真係好,又唔洗錢又快.

終於KO左"半生緣",估唔到我會對"娘氣小說"咁有興趣.
之前仲諗住情情塌塌野我會頂唔住添,睇落又發覺幾好睇喎.

>>August 3, 2004 at 11:37:00 AM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 1 日 星期日 【晴】

琴晚臨訓開左"真的戀愛了"(Love Actually),輕鬆一下,等個心冇咁實.

今日離哂譜,等份文件等到差唔多收工,成五點半先開得車.
搞完成十一點幾先返到屋企,乜胃口都冇哂......

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小如:
二,三百都好丫,起碼夠買多件衫架啦.
忽然好掛住阿邊個,呢排佢對我好似又冷淡左,你覺得係點解呢?

>>August 2, 2004 at 5:43:48 PM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 31 日 星期六 【晴】

今朝早少少出門口,可以慢慢行返新堂.
光頭hold家會,完左去KFC食晏.

跟住崇拜,難得返完朝頭早聚會之後,仲可以撐埋崇拜唔瞌眼訓.

之後返舊堂團祈禱會,終於頂唔住,係咁釣魚.
完左成家去竹園睇生命對曙光友誼賽,籃球我冇興趣,但唔去唔得.
嗌到聲都拆,差在未咳出黎.
早段打得差,加埋球証問題,輸少少.

睇完落黃大仙搭車返屋企......

"半生緣"好快咁已經睇左三分二.

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Mandy,
搞錯呀~麻布我冇做成年幾啦~
我而家o係紅磡返工呀,做製衣廠.

冇得續約咪搵第二份囉,而家間間學校都要人,最緊要你真係識做既o者.
份份工都會遇著賤人架啦,你又唔係第一日出黎打工.

俾心機啦~

>>August 1, 2004 at 11:18:12 PM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 30 日 星期五 【晴】

今朝要退返D拉架俾人,入左屯門.
同阿杰食埋飯收工,以為仲有大把時間,返屋企沖涼換衫.
點知走門口先發覺賴野,原來已經兩點幾.
等到巴士落到淘大ling場已經三點半,鞋都冇換就碌.

人又多,lane又少,碌得o個半個鐘,僅僅夠我熱身.
太耐冇鑽研,完全打唔出之前既內彎球.
好在都碌左個直線波全中,叫做保住面子.

碌完cell去M記食野,冇胃口,淨係買左杯汽水.
坐陣玩左陣UNO就散,好似冇出過去咁......

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小如:
加左成個月啦,你又加左幾多呀?

Mandy,
IT?你識架咩?
仲有得一路做一路考文憑?
約滿?咪續約囉~

為左生活,做同art無關既工係無可厚非既,咁你仲可以順便學埋電腦繪圖添.
不過放低哂唔學art又真係幾可惜,你自己計劃下啦.

>>July 31, 2004 at 11:50:20 AM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 26 日 星期一 【晴】

今朝俾阿媽搞一搞,搞到唔識起身返晨更......

夜晚收左工去睇跌打,越睇越痛......

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Mandy,

咁耐冇黎,以為你已經唔記得左呢度添.

我呀?仲係做緊o個份工啦,人工加左,算係咁啦.
你而家又做緊乜呀?仲做緊文員?
有冇走去讀art?

等你覆~

>>July 28, 2004 at 3:45:35 PM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 25 日 星期日 【晴】

今朝去醉酒灣貨物起卸區提貨,個場就正正o係屠房隔籬.

一去到就聞到血腥混和糞臭既異味,確實幾難聞.
最要命既就係一路等架車黎,一路聽到豬既慘叫聲,簡直係地獄.
好在唔洗我入去,就算有錢派我都唔會入去.
原來自己平時食既,係經過咁殘忍既過程得返黎.
唔明點解D人咁殘忍都落到手,真係可以咁無情?
忽然想食長齋......

聽日Billy去東海影相,搞到我要罰留堂.
做到成九點幾先走得,嗚......

>>July 26, 2004 at 5:08:53 PM GMT+8