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2005 年 3 月 10 日 星期四 【晴】
決定左以後都會盡量返培靈,所以今日收左工打兩鋪機就返新堂.
打鼓機又出左新一代,"Liar"雖然易打,但真係幾爽.
上個禮拜串完Doris,今個禮拜就有報應,輪到我成cell得自己一個返.
今次既投入度算係比上個禮拜好,但都仲係唔理想.
完左阿屈嬲我去食飯,我唔去~
>>March 14, 2005 at 12:53:10 PM GMT+8
2005 年 3 月 9 日 星期三 【晴】
今日飛左髮,初初剪完唔長唔短既時間係最難忍受既.
我諗下諗下,會唔會因為佢轉左新校見人多左,越黎越"發覺"我唔長進呢?
到底,女仔心目中,咩叫"長進"呢?
如果好似一般人咁,返學考好成績,諗住將來搵到份好工就叫做"長進".
咁既"長進",嘿,恕我做唔到.
我自信自己擁有一般人冇既眼光,我自己明白就得,洗乜人地認同?
唔係我捱唔捱得既問題,而係我唔想為呢D野花費咁多心力.
我只會做應該做既,我唔會做我認為多餘既事.
我追求既係,心靈既滿足.
唔係話努力考試,努力賺錢,結婚,生仔,買樓,就可以修成正果.
人人都係咁,有咩咁值得稀罕?
我以為,佢會明白.
我唔洗佢學我,只要佢肯支持我就得啦.
原來,佢都係唔明白,所以,佢唔再支持我.
我無話可說,我仲可以點樣?
但我唔會怪佢,我明白,佢對我好唔係應份既.
>>March 10, 2005 at 1:34:36 PM GMT+8
2005 年 3 月 7 日 星期一 【乍暖還寒】
一句說話
我不知道，我在你心目中佔著甚麼位置
但我知道，我之於你並非無可代替
就那麼淡淡一句，我便察覺了
要不是，那種說話你怎說得出口
我不知道，你是否故意對我冷淡
但我知道，你不需要我
就那麼淡淡一句，我便察覺了
要不是，你怎麼忍得住對我沉默
我不知道，我給你多大的壓力
但我知道，你在我面前不能放鬆心情
就那麼淡淡一句，我便察覺了
要不是，你的面容何以如此繃緊
你我之間沒有明確表明過甚麼
就那麼一句說話，便在我與你之間架上一道欄柵－－到此為止
心中有點感激你，感激你能狠得下心
我亦終於明白，終於放得下心
原來並不因為她的出現，而是你我之間一直隔著一道鴻溝
只是我不發覺，或說，我不願承認
想來，習慣自由自在的我，也不喜歡維持一段要承受壓力的關係
對你對我，都不是好事
一句說話，教我忽然心安
放下牽掛，真正繼續旅途
Batavic de Lion
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風和日麗,路過大磡村,兩側樹叢傳來陣陣鳥聲.
受到鳥聲吸引,我放慢步伐,不時回望慈雲山與青青灰灰的獅子山.
一派生機勃勃,心中的結忽然紓解,心境豁然開朗.
走著走著,身後鳥聲漸漸遠離轉弱,終不復聞.
我輕嘆一聲,步履轉趨輕快,向著前路邁進.
>>March 8, 2005 at 6:33:45 PM GMT+8
2005 年 3 月 5 日 星期六 【晴】
琴晚一點落床,成兩點先訓得著,今朝七點未夠又起身,想死.
崇拜又叫人早D返,呃人既,遲到既人就大把,文浩仲要打極都搵唔到佢添......
跟住祈禱會,由於精神唔夠既關係,都唔知佢講過乜.
晏晝去左五十嵐食飯,走時賴低左個電話,嚇死我,好在都拎得返咋.
今日著左件新買既紅色針織拉鍊衫,個拉鍊位o係偏左位置,幾特別.
不過俾郭立強見到又玩左一餐,又話人手多,自己又係咁.
之後做栽培,D問題一如往常幾難答,特別係對於我呢D信仰經歷唔多既人.
做完栽培之後,班栽培員查經,我地就返屋企.
>>March 6, 2005 at 11:14:33 AM GMT+8
2005 年 3 月 4 日 星期五 【晴】
今日以栽約左L團鬥波,比想象中難踢.
雖則話以栽唔係以最認真既態度黎踢,但都踢得咁辛苦,我真係為以栽隊既前路擔心.
有段小插曲,阿業搞到L團有班新人好唔開心,仲話以後都唔返黎.
唉,點會咁架......
踢完食埋飯返屋企,累死,聽日崇拜點算.
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唔想返工時最想聽既歌.
Morning Song - Jewel
Let the phone ring, let's go back to sleep
Let the world spin outside our door, you're the only one that I wanna see
Tell your boss you're sick, hurry, get back in I'm getting cold
Get over here and warm my hands up, boy, it's you they love to hold
And stop thinking about what your sister said
Stop worrying about it, the cat's already been fed
Come on darlin', let's go back to bed
Put the phone machine on hold
Leave the dishes in the sink
Do not answer the door
It's you that I adore -
I'm gonna give you some more
We'll sit on the front porch, the sun can warm my feet
You can drink your coffee with sugar and cream
I'll drink my decaf herbal tea
Pretend we're perfect strangers and that we never met...
My how you remind me of a man I used to sleep with
that's a face I'd never forget
You can be Henry Miller and I'll be Anais Nin
Except this time it'll be even better,
We'll stay together in the end
Come on darlin', let's go back to bed
Put the phone machine on hold
Leave the dishes in the sink
Do not answer the door
It's you that I adore -
I'm gonna give you some more
>>March 5, 2005 at 5:05:13 PM GMT+8
2005 年 3 月 3 日 星期四 【晴】
今朝郭立強打黎叫我返培靈,本來都十五十六去唔去好,佢叫到就一於返啦.
晏晝出街時見時間尚早,去左朗豪坊A/X買左件衫,近排鍾意著紅色衫,夠囂.
成千銀,饑饉月仲咁奢侈,嘻嘻......
七點未夠就返到新堂,冇野做上左去五樓踩場,見下生命D弟兄姊妹.
一排冇見,D姊妹好似個個都靚過以前咁.
傾左陣返落去小禮堂,見到阿培,跟住阿強同凌鈺欣都到左.
唔知係靈性唔好定係太耐冇返,好似都投入唔到咁.
完左出黎時,Doris話我地cell好多人返(四個都叫多?),佢話平時cell得佢一個返.
跟住去食飯,周仔都黎埋,食完傾多陣偈先走.
沖完涼先開抽氣扇,咁開黎做咩呢?白痴~
行去搭車時落雨,好鬼死凍,三月天時點解仲會咁寒既......
>>March 5, 2005 at 7:22:57 AM GMT+8
2005 年 3 月 2 日 星期三 【晴】
最近靈感忽然湧現,就命運不可違寫左篇"我所理解的命運".
本來諗住搵個地方po出黎,但諗下諗下,好似有漏動,最重要係太灰.
或者有人睇左之後會好灰,更大可能係絕大部份人睇完之後應該會接受唔到.
今晚同二佬講左陣踢波,跟住諗返起命運,就同佢講下.
傾完一輪,做過假設,又講過虛無主義,發覺越講得深入就好似越灰.
如果命運真係咁,咁一切就變得無意義.
最後,我地唯有選擇唔諗最灰暗既部份.
反正,真相其實無從得知,不妨樂觀D去睇.
可能,有D野真係心裡明白,但不可說.
我既決定果然正確,篇"我所理解的命運",都係唔好po出黎啦,由得佢封塵啦.
>>March 3, 2005 at 5:03:44 PM GMT+8
2005 年 2 月 28 日 星期一 【晴】
今日多馬開cell,腦閉塞乜都諗唔到,前一晚都係郭立強幫我諗做咩既.
今次好齊人,得三個人冇到,其他人都到齊,成十一個人.
白痴地玩左辣辣壽司邊個食,仲有非洲話事啤.
太可惡,代Glover玩左鋪就即刻輸,要食壽司,好在支wasabi都唔係咁勁.
跟住大家自由分享自己既事,好失敗地,我唔記得諗定自己要分享D咩.
總算對cell員認識多左,希望可以的起心肝為cell員代禱啦.
完左又去食佳食飯,謝拉特幫我出返口烏氣,好心涼,但就令我成為左弟兄既公敵,不過我唔怕.
>>March 2, 2005 at 3:22:13 PM GMT+8
2005 年 2 月 26 日 星期六 【晴】
今朝又到龍翔道有少少塞車,好在我早左出門口,繼續保持第一堂五連勝.
跟住上去聽劉偉業講基督徒既愛情觀,講左成粒鐘,好在都唔算悶.
D人好衰囉,一講起女仔應該靚D就提起榴槤,又話盡左力就得,搞到榴槤鬼咁尷尬,不過真係好搞笑.
麗妍本身已經遲左黎,坐左陣好似好唔掂咁,返左屋企,冇乜事嘛?
幹事琪同我地一齊食飯,姊妹們投訴弟兄成日講波.
哈哈,男人鍾意足球,點解女人硬係睇唔順眼呢?
晏晝cell冇野做,hea下hea下咁又返屋企囉.
交左數目都算多既感恩捐,差唔多等於交左半年既十份一,叫做等良心好過D啦.
>>February 28, 2005 at 10:14:47 AM GMT+8
2005 年 2 月 23 日 星期三 【晴】
今晚以馬約左唔知邊家友賽,以裁唔齊人,要同以馬合返為一隊.
今次既對手係咁耐以黎最弱既,又唔洗拍以裁既人黎踢,好踢好多.
踢落唔會咁騰雞,又唔會咁多犯錯,終於有返少少信心.
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最近睇緊村上春樹既"海邊的卡夫卡",幾好睇.
第一次睇村上春樹,發覺佢寫既小說唔係一般既流行小說,相反真係可以列入為文學作品.
一路睇住十五歲既主角,某程度上就好似睇緊自己既心靈.
忽然腦裡面有D咩想寫出黎,唔理啦,等我打爆大航海先啦.
>>February 26, 2005 at 6:55:53 AM GMT+8
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 喂！我係你個中學同學，我係你個ｂ
>>June 12, 2008 at 8:56:49 AM GMT+8
妳識梁慧詩?? 我係佢小學同學,
>>October 29, 2007 at 8:16:38 AM GMT+8
我諗我都係認錯人=_=算啦~
>>April 20, 2007 at 10:02:28 AM GMT+8
ｈｉｈｉ．．．
<br>我想問呢
>>April 20, 2007 at 9:59:05 AM GMT+8
我與你讀的幼稚園及小學都係同一間
>>March 2, 2007 at 6:57:33 PM GMT+8
明朗：
<br>
<br>據我所
>>December 1, 2006 at 11:19:37 PM GMT+8
hi 你好! 你是不是認識吳凱汶
>>December 1, 2006 at 4:29:27 PM GMT+8
在網上看過你的日記, 知道你同樣
>>October 6, 2006 at 8:16:53 AM GMT+8
你點呀~~
<br>去了青年團慣
>>January 8, 2005 at 3:38:45 PM GMT+8
我們何時不是朋友? 哈哈，天災令
>>December 30, 2004 at 2:07:17 PM GMT+8
每個人都曾經是廢柴，努力吧。你可
>>December 29, 2004 at 4:34:35 PM GMT+8
你唔好咁講ｌａ～～
<br>我們
>>December 8, 2004 at 9:04:19 AM GMT+8
我知...
<br>你可以把s日
>>November 28, 2004 at 3:40:28 AM GMT+8
冇錯呀...
<br>我都同樣有
>>November 28, 2004 at 1:24:04 AM GMT+8
但係好用好多wor
>>November 27, 2004 at 2:58:23 AM GMT+8
唔好咁la....
<br>記住
>>November 26, 2004 at 2:30:53 PM GMT+8
返教會.....
<br>可能遲
>>September 26, 2004 at 3:20:15 PM GMT+8
唉...............
>>September 23, 2004 at 4:38:51 PM GMT+8
而家放緊悠長假期, 係度做量地中
>>September 11, 2004 at 3:49:01 PM GMT+8
dd叫犯賤...
>>August 25, 2004 at 4:20:38 PM GMT+8
我個腦淨係諗到D咁O既野...X
>>August 16, 2004 at 4:36:56 PM GMT+8
佢就快m到~XDDD
>>August 13, 2004 at 3:20:29 PM GMT+8
因為佢已經發覺左...
>>August 4, 2004 at 12:07:44 PM GMT+8
好少咋...
<br>二三百咁囉
>>August 2, 2004 at 12:25:16 PM GMT+8
你唔講我真係唔知喎~~
<br>
>>August 1, 2004 at 4:15:54 PM GMT+8
你仲做緊麻布呀??
<br>
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>>July 31, 2004 at 5:31:48 PM GMT+8
串咀呀~~it 我都識dd ka
>>July 31, 2004 at 5:25:04 PM GMT+8
冇做個份野好耐, 之前沙宜就冇做
>>July 29, 2004 at 9:51:23 AM GMT+8
加左人工咁好？
<br>我都O岩
>>July 29, 2004 at 9:39:32 AM GMT+8
HI~AR!!
<br>
<br
>>July 26, 2004 at 4:29:05 PM GMT+8
我諗到送咩俾爸爸喇~
<br>就
>>July 9, 2004 at 1:11:11 AM GMT+8
你瓣瓣都要加油啦~
>>June 29, 2004 at 3:18:13 AM GMT+8
加油啦衰仔！
>>June 28, 2004 at 4:12:34 PM GMT+8
唔係wor~
<br>我覺得你演
>>May 29, 2004 at 12:10:28 AM GMT+8
~_~
<br>竟然話我似昏君.
>>May 26, 2004 at 12:28:17 PM GMT+8
e~~~~~~
<br>竟然唔捨
>>May 25, 2004 at 12:36:05 AM GMT+8
對耳環差唔多時候變得好污漕o架喇
>>May 24, 2004 at 2:23:16 AM GMT+8
信徒都相信神會為佢地安排最適合佢
>>May 22, 2004 at 3:08:17 PM GMT+8
咁快拍完喇？
<br>想借裙俾你
>>May 18, 2004 at 12:36:28 PM GMT+8
我有~~~~
<br>我有好靚o
>>May 14, 2004 at 4:24:23 PM GMT+8
既然阿包咁關照你，
<br>你就
>>May 11, 2004 at 3:58:29 PM GMT+8
扮公主？
<br>哈哈~~~~
>>May 6, 2004 at 4:41:15 PM GMT+8
你好幸福呀~~~
<br>^_^
>>April 6, 2004 at 1:57:35 PM GMT+8
一個人？
<br>下次你生日一齊
>>March 30, 2004 at 1:34:11 AM GMT+8
生日打算點慶祝？
>>March 26, 2004 at 8:05:11 AM GMT+8
你俾人話呀？
<br>發生咩事呢
>>March 24, 2004 at 1:31:07 PM GMT+8
你d排低潮中？
>>March 17, 2004 at 8:31:51 AM GMT+8
哈!我係第一次黎呀~
<br>你
>>March 14, 2004 at 3:28:29 PM GMT+8
咁
<br>你咪努力d lor
>>March 7, 2004 at 1:35:51 PM GMT+8
人地都唔係有心甩底.....
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>>December 17, 2003 at 1:35:17 AM GMT+8
有時間就休息多d~
<br>支持
>>November 23, 2003 at 1:19:03 PM GMT+8
Dear Lok,
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>>November 6, 2003 at 5:26:20 PM GMT+8
唔需要喇~
<br>^_^
<b
>>September 28, 2003 at 12:17:19 AM GMT+8
路過撘o爹:
<br>雖然我見唔
>>September 27, 2003 at 2:35:56 PM GMT+8
嘩~
<br>原來我係咁大影響力
>>September 26, 2003 at 5:09:33 PM GMT+8
wei wei~~
<br>ho
>>September 18, 2003 at 3:42:20 PM GMT+8
睇左你個故仔~~好正~~hee^
>>June 10, 2003 at 9:38:00 AM GMT+8
大主持:
<br>花施主為了練成
>>June 5, 2003 at 9:21:37 AM GMT+8
Dear Lok,
<br>
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>>March 28, 2003 at 8:24:25 AM GMT+8
唉呀~~今日我個fd同我講叫我唔
>>March 14, 2003 at 3:37:58 PM GMT+8
我個o個係黑色斜"咩"袋呀~!
>>March 13, 2003 at 9:57:11 AM GMT+8
THX AR^^ 你都講得rig
>>March 12, 2003 at 2:34:06 PM GMT+8
HI AR!!!而家我開始習慣我
>>March 9, 2003 at 1:00:03 PM GMT+8
我唔可以閃縮咩~
<br>=P
>>February 25, 2003 at 2:22:58 PM GMT+8
多謝你歡迎我喎~~我而家返工囉仲
>>February 24, 2003 at 1:58:27 PM GMT+8
Dear Lok,
<br>
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>>February 23, 2003 at 9:39:58 PM GMT+8
你也要加油呀~
>>February 23, 2003 at 4:52:27 PM GMT+8
總陀主:
<br>
<br>唔知
>>February 22, 2003 at 3:24:01 PM GMT+8
Dear Lok,
<br>
>>February 3, 2003 at 6:03:45 PM GMT+8
Dear Lok,
<br>
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>>January 14, 2003 at 5:28:37 PM GMT+8
Dear Lok,
<br>It
>>January 13, 2003 at 4:11:06 PM GMT+8
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決定左以後都會盡量返培靈,所以今日收左工打兩鋪機就返新堂.