2004 年 10 月 24 日 星期日 【晴】

今日冇咩好講啦,成日都係得個做字.

兩車爆成二千幾箱貨,八點幾先入到機場,五條友,一架唧車.
係咁做呀做,做到成三點幾先收工.
好在請左個運輸黎幫手做,如果淨係靠本身四條友,我怕我做完就o岩o岩夠鐘返晨更囉.

李小姐唔知係咪有病既,慳錢佢自己慳到夠,唔好搵著我地黎搞啦.
又話D箱輕,又話三百蚊請個運輸貴,本身佢仲諗住四千幾箱全部俾我搞哂添喎,真係俾佢激到嘔血......

>>October 26, 2004 at 8:31:11 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 23 日 星期六 【晴】

好難得,我開始會緊張返cell既野.

今朝家庭日,可以訓晏D.
好早起左身,但嘆下噗下,返到新堂崇拜都差唔多一點.
好少我會聽得清楚傳道人講乜,次次都神智不清.
今次個人夠精神,總算知道証道証D乜先.

晏晝冇乜野做,淨係等書蟲等閒同cell去買野.
好辛苦等到成五點,先等到書蟲同我地去旺角買野.
Halloween既野真係有好多,落實左要我扮禮服幪面俠.
Oh! No~

為左扮美少女戰士,佢地試左好多假髮.
可惜大家嫌貴,噴髮又唔俾,搞左一大輪都係買唔成.
冇左髮型,仲點扮美少女戰士,諗唔通......

行下行下,行到個個都要返屋企,冇辦法,唯有自己去打兩鋪機跟住就返屋企啦.

最近竟然會再次對返聚會有所期待,唔通真係要到離別時個人先真係會緊張下身邊既野?

>>October 25, 2004 at 9:38:51 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 22 日 星期五 【晴】

好混亂既兩個禮拜,魂魄終於慢慢返黎......

今朝去機場入完倉,成兩點先出返黎,返到新堂時團契都過左成半.
宣佈時講到下個禮拜Halloween團契,叫大家一齊扮野返黎.
唔......cell提議扮美少女戰士,都OK,雖然我唔夠靚仔扮禮服幪面俠.

團契完開cell,分組玩,詩麗分左同我一組,但佢睇黎唔係好願,當然俾書蟲話啦.
我身為當事人之一其實冇乜感覺,一早就慣左,不過有少少諗唔到詩麗都會咁囉.
開完cell黎個模擬開cell,真係破壞容易,維繫好難.
之後又玩"咁鬼易",妹妹仔,講D野乜咁核突.

近呢幾個月唔知做乜,好收埋自己,唔想同人分享自己既感覺.
或者因為個人太沉,負面野太多,冇乜好講......

唔得,我要積極D呀~

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有一天，我說，夠了

然後，我就不再沉溺


你說，你會比從前快樂

我說，誰知呢，我們都放下輕省的，背起沉重的，從火堆跳進油鑊

你說，我希望你不要放棄

我說，我不能承諾甚麼，但願我能一直守候，直到那一天

Batavic de Lion

>>October 23, 2004 at 4:55:06 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 11 日 星期一 【晴】

今日收左工落左又一城fcuk,睇中件冷衫,衰在太似Samantha擺公司o個件,算數啦.
最後都係跟原本計劃買左兩件長袖衫,下個月既目標係A/X.

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成長是痛苦的
太多不想面對的事要你面對

你的成長同樣會為我帶來痛苦

你長大了，你要走自己的路
我不能再保護你
（你不會再接受我的保護）

我不捨得，卻沒有選擇

只有，默默支持你

Batavic de Lion

>>October 13, 2004 at 12:20:19 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 9 日 星期六 【晴】

今朝俾我趕得切返祈禱會,算係咁啦.
崇拜完cell查經,大西洋居然肯一齊黎查,雖然條友都係搞搞震多.

夜晚落左尖沙咀行街,本來想去Esprit買返兩件長袖衫粗著,但唔見Xanthe,唯有算啦.
跟住行海港城都睇唔o岩,fcuk又仲未裝修好.
始終都係A/X同agnes b.既衫比較o岩我style.
行過A/X睇中件衫,冇即刻買,點知返轉頭想買時佢close左,唔洗收咁早嘛......

跟住去食完雲吞麵就過左HMV,買左三隻碟.
1. Blur-Parklife:純粹係為左Girls & Boys而買.
2. Super Furry Animals-Songbook:域少不嬲專向精選碟埋手,其實冇乜原因,只係個封面cute所以買.
3. 吳彤-一個夢想:從來都欣賞努力既人,雖然吳彤真係有D眼高手低,但畢竟係誠意之作,所以支持.

買衫......算啦,禮拜二去fcuk走一趟啦.

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Mandy,

乜返教會要平常心架咩?
幾多新人返黎時都唔係抱住平常心架啦......

咁我又唔覺得冇返工有咩咁痛苦,我不知有幾多野想做.
可以揀我都想唔返工日日撻o係屋企度呀,幾過癮~

所以呢,你唔好怕踏出第一步,發掘下多D興趣啦.

>>October 11, 2004 at 10:03:30 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 8 日 星期五 【晴】

今日係阿包生日,冇同佢講咩.
趁佢用電話影緊相時send左個SMS俾佢,勁白痴,明明望到佢都要玩SMS.

今日cell仍然係好少人,唔知發生咩事.
趴地一升家員就hold團聚,好耐冇團聚咁,感覺良好.

>>October 11, 2004 at 9:17:06 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 2 日 星期六 【晴】

琴晚太夜訓,今朝唔願起身返祈禱會,原諒我吧......

又多個趴地升家員,不過我見得多,已經冇咩感覺.
Make a different, I won't give up.

>>October 3, 2004 at 9:39:29 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 1 日 星期五 【晴】

今日開工,冇返團契.

夜晚Gary打黎,搵我出去飲野.
兩條友傾偈,傾傾下成兩點幾先返屋企.

Make something different, good?

>>October 3, 2004 at 9:36:48 AM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 27 日 星期一 【晴】

中秋節冇咩做,夜晚食完飯去左雷達山.
玩下蠟燭,數字球,傾下偈,十二點到就走.

跟住同阿峰去黃大仙搭地鐵,行過摩士出面,遇正人地打交.
開頭以為係大人打仔,冇乜理,但越睇越唔對路,直頭係圍揪o個隻.
阿峰仲打電話報警,真係驚驚地會俾人打埋一份.
後尾搞清楚原來係捉個非禮色魔,差佬黎到之後唔洗落口供就走得.

落到荃灣,教佢搭小巴去咖啡灣,我自己就搭巴士返屋企.
返到屋企阿峰打黎,話小巴佬唔記得叫佢落車,車左去嶺南,要搭返的士返過去.
佢真係黑仔......

>>October 3, 2004 at 9:33:39 AM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 26 日 星期日 【晴】

You Were Meant For Me - Jewel

I hear the clock , it's six a.m.
I feel so far from where I've been
Got my eggs and my pancakes too
Got my maple syrup , everything but you

Break the yolks , make a smiley face
I kinda like it in my brand new place
I wipe the spots off the mirror
Don't leave the keys in ther door
Never put wet towels on the floor on the anymore 'cause

Dreams last so long
Even after you're gone
I know that you love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you

Called my moma , she was out for a walk
Consoled a cup of coffee but it didn't wanna talk
Picked up a paper, it ws more bad news
More hearts being broken or people being used

Put on my coat in the pouring rain
Saw a movie it just wasn't the same
'Cause it was happy and I was sad
It made me miss you oh so bad

Dreams last so long
Even after you're gone
I know that you love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you

Go about my business , I'm doing fine
Besides , what would I say if I had you on the line
Same old story , not much to say
Hearts are broken everyday

Bruch my teeth and put the cup back on
I know you hate it when I leave the light on
I pick a book up , turn the sheets down
Take a deep breath and a good look around

Put on my pj's and hop into bed
I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead
I try and tell myself it'll be all right
I just shouldn't think anymore tonight

Dreams last so long
Even after you're gone
I know that you love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you

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Mandy,

人總有迷失既時候,搵得返目標當然好,但搵唔到都唔係咩大不了.
呢個世界大把人好似你而家咁,冇目標,冇方向.
放鬆下啦,俾自己自由下,唔可否定任何可能性.
目標一定要有,但未有明確目標之前,不妨以放下假既心情過日子啦.

而家你還掂都冇咩野做,反正都大把時間,有冇諗過返返去教會.

>>September 26, 2004 at 12:31:08 PM GMT+8