2004 年 12 月 17 日 星期五 【晴】

今日團契Judy同阿嬋做主席,Judy做得幾好,係幾有潛質既新人.

開cell時都冇玩,淨係傾返賣飛既情況.
戲飛係唔憂冇人要呀,唯獨伯利恆唔旺場呢度衰呢.
如果cell再去唔到多D飛,就要讓D飛俾隔籬cell架啦.
點解會咁架?

開完cell返過舊堂,今晚係ｉ團之夜.
除左Polly,幾個升團既人都黎哂.
呢三年實在冇乜好回憶可以俾到大家,所以都講唔到D咩.
同埋我始終唔識點樣放開自己,好多野收埋到連自己都搵唔返出黎......

好討厭!好討厭!
好憎呢種幫唔到手既感覺!

>>December 19, 2004 at 5:40:40 PM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 16 日 星期四 【晴】

今朝返到去,老吳居然冇講D乜野,不過張卡仲未夠薑俾佢簽返......

晏晝出街時阿亨打黎,叫我幫佢去無印買簿.
走左去朗豪坊無印睇,太多學生,咩靚款都俾人買哂.
唔好意思啦,幫唔到你......

今日終於去到練歌,練少左一課,唔係咁知應該點唱.
練完ｉ團人全部走哂,冇人陪我食飯......

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Oasis - Half The World Away

I would like to leave this city
This old town don't smell too pretty and
I can feel the warning signs running around my mind
And when I leave this island I'll book myself into a soul asylum
And I can feel the warning signs running around my mind

So here I go still scratching around the same old hole
My body feels young but my mind is very old
So what do you say
You can't give me the dreams that are mine anyway
You're half the world away
Half the world away
Half the world away
I've been lost I've been found but I don't feel down.

So here I go still scratching around in the same old hole
My body feels young but my mind if very old
So what do you say
You can't give me the dreams that are mine anyway
You're half the world away
Half the world away
Half the world away
I've been lost I've been found but I don't feel down

>>December 17, 2004 at 3:15:40 PM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 15 日 星期三 【晴】

今朝去東海時遇正塞車,原來係有架旅遊巴硬撼貨櫃車,聽講仲有乘客死左.
真係要死就死,咁多人坐車,就咁o岩係你唔好彩出事.
個司機又真係好大問題,開車咁鬼死狼,都唔顧下乘客出事.
自己撞車就好,仲累埋成車乘客同其他人......

塞左成個幾鐘,搞到俾全世界通緝.
好在最後影相o個邊都搞得掂,冇阻到阿杰上大陸.
影完相三點幾,同陳師傅吹下水,搞埋D濕星野就收工.
聽朝返到公司唔知老吳又有咩野講啦......

>>December 16, 2004 at 9:59:14 AM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 14 日 星期二 【晴】

今日成八點先收得工,冇得去練歌......

打俾阿嬋,佢收到我電話好似好surprise咁.
哈哈,唔洗嘛?
跟住打左俾郭俊承,佢好多野講,幾鍾意同佢傾偈.
再打俾書蟲,傾左半程車.
一路都好地地,點知同佢講起我唔記得提人搵新人,佢即時發脾四,呀......

返到屋企打俾阿關,唉,佢幾慘囉.
最後打埋俾冰仔,約左佢聽晚一齊打俾新人.

俾批貨搞到冇左好多私人時間......

>>December 15, 2004 at 2:55:35 PM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 13 日 星期一 【晴】

今日晒左伯利恆打邊爐D相出黎,好靚喎,仲靚過書蟲D數碼相.
唔通就係傳說中既激光沖印?

>>December 15, 2004 at 2:36:58 PM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 12 日 星期日 【晴】

英文白痴做英文test......

You Are the Individualist

4 You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself. You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable. You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt. Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.

2004 年 12 月 11 日 星期六 【晴】

今朝返祈禱會遲左五分鐘,成導唔俾入,差D想即刻返屋企.

晏晝同書蟲傾左陣閒偈,佢睇得我係太有要求既人.
如果大家以前有多D溝通,未必會搞到而家既田地......

好憎升團,唔好再提升團......

>>December 13, 2004 at 11:34:16 AM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 10 日 星期五 【晴】

今朝返工完全係無所事事,真係唔返都得.

晏晝返團契,咩潮爆王,又係賣一大堆低能野,搔不著癢處.
蕭賓,老B,菠蘿包呢個組合係有D諗頭,但唔夠深度.
不過,如果有D深度,又會怕年輕人會唔buy......

今日Judy黎hold cell,今次佢明顯進步左,冇以前咁騰.
將遊戲同訊息串埋既表現亦唔錯,果然係德蘭三子最慧黠o個個.

開完cell成家落去織頸巾,我唔係唔想織,但......
學呢D野我冇乜天份,我驚夠期都未交到貨,所以......
都係要忍下手,我唔係輕易出手既人.

>>December 14, 2004 at 4:23:39 PM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 8 日 星期三 【晴】

十一點幾都唔訓,開左"懸河殺機"(Mystic River)黎睇.

Jimmy, Dave, Sean雖然自細相識到老,但三個人既友誼其實唔深厚.
Jimmy更因為愛女報仇心切而錯殺Dave,事後先發覺原來兇手另有其人.

Dave童年被侵犯,飽受陰影折磨,最後更因為誤會而被錯殺,真係死得幾慘.

而Jimmy亦唔好過,做左好多唔見得光既勾當,為左自己同家人仍然要堅持落去.
Jimmy係最該死既,但佢既堅強令佢可以擔起心理包袱繼續生存,甚至逍遙法外.
不過我覺得,最後三人當中佢係活得最辛苦既.

Celeste既下場,我覺得係最悲慘既.
佢懷疑自己丈夫,竟然走去向Jimmy告狀.
佢既軟弱間接害死Dave,不但自己失去丈夫,亦令愛子失去父親,其實都係咎由自取.

Dave死後Sean終於發覺,雖然童年時被侵犯既只係Dave一個,但其實三人都一直擺脫唔到陰影.

人與人之間有時以為互不相干,然而當中可能有千絲萬縷既關係與影響俾我地一直所忽略.
我與他人之間既不同經歷其實正在互相影響,只係我地並冇察覺.
將眼目放於自身之餘,亦要嘗試反省與家人,朋友甚至同事之間既關係.
有時,一D小事正係關鍵所在.

>>December 9, 2004 at 7:26:43 PM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 8 日 星期三 【晴】

Oasis - Don't Look Back In Anger

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd once never been
All the things that you've seen
Will slowly fade away

So I'll start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait, she knows its too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I hear you say

Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows if it's night or day
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a Rock n Roll band
Who'll throw it all away

So I'll start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait, she knows its too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I hear you say

Don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
At least not today

>>December 9, 2004 at 2:34:38 PM GMT+8