2003 年 9 月 28 日 星期日 【晴】

Finally, I have finished my homework at.......1 : 26 . I am going to get up at 7 this morning........

Here is my photo. Hope I won't look too bad ! I love dog's pets !

I have got a terrible headache again! (well, actually, I haven't been away form headache at all, just today is more serious than uaual )

There is something that makes me happy. I get 19/20 in my Economic quiz! That's a little encouragement!

I have a chinese test at the last lesson. I am so nervous that I don't feel tired when I am answering the questions.

But when the test is over, I nearly collapsed. I think that I am going to faint and vomit. Luckly, I don't.

After the test, out math teacher come to our class and deliver the test paper for us. I am not very nervous,

since I understand that I am not going to have good result in this test. Finally, the result is fine. Not very bad or good either.

I have been talking with dog dog for 2 hours today! It makes me feel happy. Since we can't talk with each other

a lot, I do cherish our time that we can be together. Love is killing me. It makes me feel happy and sad at the same time.

Very sad and very happy indeed. I can't afford it! It is driving me crazy! I think I need something which is more stable.

Something that wouldn't change that much in a short period of time.......Anyway, I do enjoy the time with dogdog !

Tired !

>>September 29, 2003 at 10:58:02 AM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 24 日 星期三 【晴】

I am so confused.....What is love?

>>September 25, 2003 at 1:53:09 PM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 21 日 星期日 【晴】

今日我做左一個好．．．．成功的化學ａｎｄ物理實驗－－就係ｓｌｉｖｅｒ係世界上最好的導電體．．．．點解我會知道？件事係咁ｇｅ～我一邊同狗狗傾電話，咁講到話佢係果面冇香港咁多朋友仔啵～佢叫我寄條有助朋友運的水晶手鏈俾佢～之後我就諗起其實我都有唔小琥珀的頸鏈～咁我就一邊傾一邊搵喇～俾我搵到一條啵。咁我就拎埋去盞台燈果度照下佢～睇下ｄ色澤令唔令喇～點知．．．．．咁條琥珀頸鏈的鏈身係用純銀做嫁啵～唔小心．．．．掂左落盞燈金屬的部份～結果．．．我諗你地都應該知喇～就係造成短路！！唔好以為好少事丫！！短路可大可少嫁～你地都有聽過因為短路而造成火警嫁喇！咁我左手的姆指ａｎｄ中指就被ｄ高熱燒親ｌａ～好痛丫～！！我即刻放手嫁喇～不過始終都係傷左～我同狗狗講左成件事．．．．佢仲要笑我．．．．．佢話未聽過有人係屋企都可以整到短路．．．．真係黑心丫～一ｄ都唔關心我ｇｅ～仲笑我啵～不過佢都係玩下嫁姐～佢叫我去沖下凍水～不過我浸左１陣之後都仲係好痛丫～結果我用冰水～不過都係好痛～

Am I look so cool?

>>September 25, 2003 at 1:54:58 PM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 19 日 星期五 【晴】

I have a terrible headache today. I slept at 3 yesterday and woke up at 8 something today. I didn't plan
to wake up that early at all, but the worker digged the street and made a lot of noise. Finally, I was
waken up by the noise.

Today is Dog's birthday ! I am so happy that I have talked with him for near an hour.

That's my new photo !

>>September 20, 2003 at 12:10:37 PM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 18 日 星期四 【晴】

Today I am a bit unhappy. When I was in form 3, I though maths were easy. Now, I think maths are
challengeing. This isn't a good feeling at all.

At lunch time, Vianne brought me a cake ( It's a kind of bread indeed ) I was so surprised. This will be
my sweet memory in my whole life.

I am exhaused. There is uncountable homework and tests. My classmates, who are very hardworking,
make me feel tense. Honestly, I am not as hardworking as them. So, I am afraid that I would be ã lot
behind them. I am so worried.

Tomorrow is Dog's birthday ! I am looking forward to it !
I hope he will receive my letter on the day of his birthday ! I understand that if he has to
celebrate his birthday without anyone who he cares with him will not feel good.
I hope I could be with him and celebrate with him.

>>September 20, 2003 at 6:08:11 AM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 17 日 星期三 【晴】

Dog's cat !! lovely !!

>>September 17, 2003 at 10:55:16 AM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 16 日 星期二 【晴】

今日突然之間有感而發。一方面係因為李伊琳，一方面係因為狗狗。

我覺得伊琳比我幸福。我唔係想講狗狗對我唔好。只係我覺得伊琳佢真係好幸福。可能我的外表俾人一種好堅強，好獨立的感覺。所以ｄ人總係覺得我唔需要保護～唔需要錫我。但係伊琳就唔同喇～雖然佢好努力去令到自己堅強ｄ～但係佢依然俾人的感覺係好弱小～好脆弱～所以ｄ人自自然然就會對佢好好。我覺得個天真係有ｄ唔公平嫁！！你話喇～我地讀過書的人雖然平時會扮下君子～話咩野唔會ｊｕｄｇｅ　ａ　ｐｅｏｐｌｅ　ｂｙ　ｈｉｓ／ｈｅｒ　ｌｏｏｋ～但係事實呢？事實就係大部份人就算唔會真係因為人地的樣有好深的成見都好喇～始終都有個第一印像係心裡面。可能佢自己都唔知道，又或者佢已經好努力去ｔｒｙ唔去以ａｐｐｅａｒｅｎｃｅ去ｊｕｄｇｅ一個人。但係．．．．．呢ｄ係潛意識～我地真係控制唔到～雖然我覺得唔公平～但係我都要接受現實～現實就係咁殘酷！講番伊琳丫～佢雖然唔係話令到驚艷果種～不過佢俾人一種好純～好似未受呢個咁黑暗的社會所同化的一個好脫俗的女仔。我覺得佢咩野都比我好～除左家庭環境喇～佢的外表一定比我吸引～佢ｄ皮膚又白～又冇暗瘡～ｄ牙又好齊～ｌｉｐｓ的ｃｏｌｏｕｒ又好ｐｉｎｋ～係一副好天真爛漫的臉孔。佢體育又叻（起碼比我叻）佢田徑不知幾掂～又有恆心～佢彈琴又叻～佢學完８級之後仲繼續學～而我就學到８級之後就算ｌｕ～佢所以的男朋友都對佢係真心的～雖然拍拖當然係有苦有甜嫁喇～不過起碼都係無悔丫！！個個人都唔會忍心傷害佢～忍心去欺騙佢～因為佢真係太過脫俗喇～冇人捨得去令佢美白完美無暇的生命蒙上污點。其實佢屋企都好好嫁～只係因為屋企有３姐妹～所以屋企人照顧佢的時間會相對少左。而我屋企只有我同我細佬～媽咪可以好專心咁照顧同埋關心我同佢。唉～＊呢樣係我唯一引以自豪的事．．．．．．．．．．

講番狗狗，我覺得佢對我其實真係好既。可能我貪心喇～我初初識佢的時候佢真偽好大少爺脾氣嫁～！！（雖然依家都係～＊不過已經改進左嫁喇！！）佢以前會放我飛機～會令我唔開心之後又唔哄番我～不過依家都冇ｌｕ～佢依家雖然身在溫哥華～不過佢隔３，４日就會打個電話俾我～有時我番緊學唔聽得佢電話～佢都唔會嬲我唔聽佢電話～（可能佢成熟左喇～）我等佢電話真係等得好辛苦丫！！我好似愈來愈倚靠佢咁．．．．其實我呢個人好怪～如果我冇拖拍的時候我可以好獨立～ｂｕｔ　ｏｎｃｅ我有男朋友，我就會變得好倚靠佢～好多野都覺得冇佢支持就唔得！！ｄ人話異地戀好難ｍａｉｎｔｉｎｅ～我又反而覺得唔係啵～我覺得我依家比我以前同佢一齊的時候還要認真～我以前淨係同佢玩玩下～依家唔係ｌｕ～真係認真的！！

唔知佢番黎的時候我可唔可以去接佢機呢？不過最衰佢番黎的時候我就要專心讀書準備第一段考喇～唉～中４好重要丫～！！我一定唔會為左拍拖而唔讀書嫁～我希望係佢番黎之後可以做ｄ多元化ｄ既野ｌａ～講真～以前同佢去街真係有ｄ悶嫁～因為去黎去去都係果ｄ地方～而且又冇咩目的。。。．．．．（佢帶我去機舖～去旺角～去百老匯睇去～去佢屋企）呢ｄ野偶爾去下就好好～不過成日都係咁～就會好悶～而且次次出街又好趕啵（呢樣就唔係全部都係佢的問題既～因為我屋企人唔俾我出街嘛～＊）我希望佢番黎可以陪我去ｄ未去過的地方喇～我想一齊去ｂｅａｃｈ　ａｒ～又或者去ｄ遠ｄ的地方～好好玩的～好新奇的～ｈａｈａ～愈諗愈開心～等你番黎丫！！

我會多ｄ寫信俾狗狗～因為佢係果面好悶～！我唔想佢悶親丫～今日我同佢傾左５６分鐘電話丫～死喇～再係咁講的話，我張電話卡好快就會冇晒ｍｏｎｅｙ嫁喇～不過為左同佢傾～又好掛住佢啵～ｓｐｅｎｄ多ｄｄ都係咁話喇～（唉～＊依家又冇ｉｎｃｏｍｅ～都唔會點樣維持落去．．．．難道真係船到橋頭會自然直咩．．．．～＊？）


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>>September 17, 2003 at 10:53:50 AM GMT+8