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2010 年 10 月 9 日星期六【晴】

去了一天静坐營

發現心一開始像渾濁的泥水

過了大半天

於下午開始慢慢靜濾

最近幾天經常嘔吐

不知道是因為情緒還是病菌

>>October 10, 2010 at 4:00:14 PM GMT+8

2010 年 10 月 8 日星期五【晴】

弟弟提議做一段短片 (爺爺照片 + 背景音樂)

再加上表妹表弟也分別畫了畫和彈了一首歌送給爺爺

所以便打算於守夜那晚做一個分享環節

姑姐們贊成

但弟弟後來發現自己做不了

因為每看見爺爺的照片他都會哭

所以現在可能不會播 video

其實

這些分享會旨在讓在生的人有所寄託

讓他們為爺爺做點事

抒發情感

但這方法不是每人適用

所以就隨緣吧

就像爺爺經常說的

"自自然然就好"

突然想寫下爺爺經常說的話

"自自然然就好, 唔駛刻意架...."

"係咁架, 自然家 ma"

"輕輕力, 唔駛大力, 輕輕力搓吓個膝頭就得架喇!"

"大家鍾意啦"

"大家話啦"

"你話呢"

"你估呢"

"瓜瓜嘈"

" '呆呆'豬"

"嘻嘻嘻嘻~~~"

爺爺我愛你

幸好你在生時我們也會表達出來

雖然我們好像分開了

但我知道其實我們並沒有分開

我知道你到了很好的地方

會有很好的將來

你走的安詳樣子給了我很大的信心

謝謝你

我知道你不希望我們擔心

所以讓我們看到你好好地走

我們不會擔心的

因為我們都看見了

見證了

祝永遠幸福快樂

並繼續在正法的道路上走著

我會陪伴著你的

讓我們一起努力

>>October 10, 2010 at 3:54:32 PM GMT+8

2010 年 10 月 7 日星期四【晴】

今天領取爺爺遺體

他就像平日睡著覺的樣子一樣

家人也說他的樣子和皮膚都很好

還猜想是否因為椰子油的關係

這幾天晚上

我們很自然替爺爺的房間開上平常用的夜燈

洗手間也一如以往的長開

以防爺爺晚上去洗手間時太黑不夠光

房門也像平日一樣半掩著

爺爺

我們掛念你

不捨得你

但也明白總有這一天

而也很感恩你能像睡著覺一樣離開

走得非常安詳

我跟弟弟也能陪伴著你走這段路

你平安的離開讓我很有信心你會去一個很好的地方

所以請你也不用擔心我們

我知道我們會一直互相祝福和保護對方

謝謝你多年的照料

謝謝你一直的愛

謝謝你的 '愛愛豬'

我會一直祝福你的

'好相遇' 敬上

>>October 10, 2010 at 3:34:18 PM GMT+8

2010 年 10 月 6 日星期三【晴】

今天跟家人早上去領取死亡登記證和火葬證

到石碑店安排事宜

哥哥也於今天從澳洲趕回香港

再次感謝 au 幫忙替嫲嫲 retouch 了一張很漂亮的玉照呢

謝謝您喔 au

>>October 7, 2010 at 7:18:08 PM GMT+8

2010 年 10 月 5 日星期二【晴】

爺爺在清晨離開了

家人全都到了

到早上六時多醫護人員替爺爺清潔身體

然後我們陪伴他到斂房

下午跟家人到半春園和回醫院安排東西

晚上找爺爺的照片

萬分感謝朋友 au 的幫忙

替爺爺 retouch 了非常 decent 的照片

爺爺生前是一位中醫

也是白眉派的練功夫之人

他一向也要穿西裝打呔才出街

所以現在這張遺照

我知道他一定很喜歡的

謝謝您呢 au

>>October 7, 2010 at 7:14:21 PM GMT+8

2010 年 10 月 4 日星期一【晴】

今天開始我們全天候輪班陪伴爺爺

晚上先好好睡覺

今天跟弟弟負責晚間

1200 左右抵達醫院

我選擇承擔可能影響爺爺的可能下

替他用川貝母杏仁茶濕潤舌頭

後來我在洗手間改功課

打算改完第一條便跟弟弟 swap

約在零晨四時

爺爺曾經張開眼睛

但在 4:10 開始呼吸便弱

心跳減慢

護士說心跳只有 20 多

叫我們通知家人來

我們立即致電家人

跟弟弟邊陪伴爺爺走過最後的路程

一邊碰著爺爺的手

一邊著他放鬆及觀察呼吸和身體感受

希望他能保持正念

看著爺爺的心跳反覆從零到三四十徘徊

到最後他的心跳維持在零

爺爺就像睡著覺一樣

走得非常平安

我相信

爺爺會去一個很好的地方

而我們會互相祝福對方

爺爺

謝謝您

我愛你

>>October 7, 2010 at 7:06:41 PM GMT+8

2010 年 10 月 3 日星期日【晴】

晚上晚飯後

醫院突然致電

叫我們立即去看爺爺

醫院叫我們要有心理準備

也給我們換了一間獨立房間

看到爺爺

教他觀察呼吸的方法

替他保持舌的濕潤

爺爺曾經張開眼睛四處張望

爺爺喔

你跟嫲嫲是最可愛的

>>October 7, 2010 at 6:51:28 PM GMT+8

2010 年 10 月 2 日星期六【晴】

其實好久以前已經發現

不過最近更加明顯

大家走在不同的路上

記得幾年前一位長輩說過 (他現在已經成為老師了)

他當時告訴我

當我一路在這條路上走時

會發現你跟身邊的人越來越不同

和大家看很多東西的方法也會有別

對

越來越 aware 這方面的轉變

我明白他們的看法

可是

他們卻沒法了解我所看到的

hm..........

此法甚深微妙

原來是真的.....

還得提醒自己不著兩邊

去了 speed dating event 做 host

明明去前抱著 speed date 可能會認識到男子的心態

但當替他們做 matching analysis

他們全變為數字和字母

全成為二位的 1010 時

我竟發現

i need nobody

這

是始料不及的

理性上

我一向知道真正的快樂不來自外境

但感性上一直有所攀緣

但經過這 event

突然在感性上 '丁' 了一聲

雖然我不知道這個頓悟會維持多久

到底有誰能明白我所說的呢?

>>October 2, 2010 at 4:17:25 PM GMT+8

2010 年 10 月 1 日星期五【晴】

hm.......

>>October 2, 2010 at 11:17:27 AM GMT+8

2010 年 9 月 30 日星期四【晴】

機緣巧合下居然做了 speed dating event 的 part time

R 打算訓練我成為 host / event organizer

今天第一次去幫手

共 14 對男女

回家替他們做 matching 並把 match result 發給他們

突然覺得很有壓力

同時間也覺得真的不排除平日的 matching result 有出錯的可能

諸法因緣生, 諸法因緣滅

真的很有道理

誰想到我原本去一個 party

碰巧看見這 networking event 請 part time

而我打算應徵做 reception

卻發現他們還有 speed date 業務

正找人幫手

life is full of surprises and colour

no matter you like it or not

if all conditions arises

things will manifest itself

feeling very grateful to come across this concept of seeing life

it is really the root of happiness

>>October 2, 2010 at 11:25:37 AM GMT+8

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>>July 10, 2011 at 3:26:32 AM GMT+8

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>>February 15, 2010 at 2:40:30 PM GMT+8

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>>October 18, 2009 at 5:04:26 PM GMT+8

just came across
>>June 4, 2009 at 8:30:51 AM GMT+8

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hey katie, are u
>>March 31, 2009 at 5:59:37 PM GMT+8

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happy new year!!
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yes 祝你找到一個好的終身伴侶
>>May 16, 2008 at 3:09:14 PM GMT+8

hey, katie! 你轉左工
>>March 18, 2008 at 11:10:35 AM GMT+8

o yes i have wat
>>January 16, 2008 at 1:16:36 PM GMT+8

Long time no see
>>November 16, 2007 at 3:54:22 PM GMT+8

great :) nice to
>>August 28, 2007 at 5:26:52 PM GMT+8

sending all my s
>>July 3, 2007 at 6:39:25 AM GMT+8

Katie I have bee
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It should be a v
>>June 21, 2007 at 1:58:40 PM GMT+8

It must be a dif
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i think i'm very
>>June 20, 2007 at 9:40:02 AM GMT+8

Never leave any
>>June 7, 2007 at 7:22:59 PM GMT+8

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>>May 30, 2007 at 3:56:44 PM GMT+8

Know that you ha
>>May 17, 2007 at 9:20:42 AM GMT+8

Have to look aft
>>April 11, 2007 at 9:30:34 AM GMT+8

Take care Katie.
>>April 10, 2007 at 9:39:20 PM GMT+8

I'm sending my g
>>April 10, 2007 at 6:27:31 AM GMT+8

Wish you have a
>>March 31, 2007 at 9:09:47 AM GMT+8

親愛的katie.. 祝
>>March 16, 2007 at 5:10:36 AM GMT+8

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Happy Valentine'
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Happy New Year!!
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Happy New Year!
>>January 2, 2007 at 7:02:33 AM GMT+8

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>>December 2, 2006 at 4:18:41 AM GMT+8

Best Fd 2, you a
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海參小姐： 你沒有來我的
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Hi Katie, Wi
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因為海參肥DODO滑LULU 囉
>>September 20, 2006 at 4:26:27 PM GMT+8

好一陣子冇來你的diary啦..
>>September 17, 2006 at 12:31:18 PM GMT+8

katie,又係我~~我好鍾意你
>>September 16, 2006 at 2:02:43 PM GMT+8

Katie, so happy
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恭喜呀katie~~~~~~~~
>>September 4, 2006 at 5:24:20 PM GMT+8

hello~~你好啊！ 
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OOOKATIE..我都係O-架
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喂katie點解要"保密日記"呀
>>August 6, 2006 at 8:23:32 AM GMT+8

katie, 你又係星期六睇軟硬
>>July 31, 2006 at 6:15:08 PM GMT+8

Katie, 揀你自己覺
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cher katie, 
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我黎啦！哈哈！~hihihi
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對號入座先！
>>July 3, 2006 at 9:52:53 AM GMT+8

We are connected
>>June 29, 2006 at 7:00:41 AM GMT+8

偶然路过， >June 29, 2006 at 5:30:26 AM GMT+8

hi, i'm a new co
>>June 28, 2006 at 9:27:48 AM GMT+8

好彩你唔係同aunt3 去學,
>>June 26, 2006 at 5:58:25 PM GMT+8

i am interest in
>>June 25, 2006 at 12:48:15 PM GMT+8

katie, 雖然常常覺得你騎呢
>>June 24, 2006 at 3:28:41 PM GMT+8

又話減肥！！！
>>June 19, 2006 at 6:53:49 AM GMT+8

i represent Gor
>>June 16, 2006 at 7:00:05 AM GMT+8

哎吔原來哥v之前咁
>>June 8, 2006 at 3:46:54 PM GMT+8

個Ｂ好得意，我都識得一個啜啜Ｂ，
>>June 7, 2006 at 2:23:56 PM GMT+8

hey katie！ 點
>>May 30, 2006 at 6:57:47 PM GMT+8

關於 Marie 嘅訪問，覺得其
>>May 29, 2006 at 3:05:49 AM GMT+8

一個人心地好,有自信就會漂亮~所
>>May 28, 2006 at 3:52:00 AM GMT+8

都唔知你日記寫乜........
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你叫我留言... 你話留
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wish 嫲&#2
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其實工作性質唔同，好難比較。不如
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Your description
>>March 28, 2006 at 7:02:44 AM GMT+8

Wah wah wah~~~ <
>>March 18, 2006 at 4:22:06 PM GMT+8

草莓幾得意wor~~~
>>March 17, 2006 at 7:14:13 PM GMT+8

HAPPY BIRTHDAY K
>>March 16, 2006 at 10:04:57 AM GMT+8

someone you dont
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happy birthday l
>>March 15, 2006 at 6:24:52 PM GMT+8

Hey Katie, take
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I have problem s
>>March 5, 2006 at 2:41:03 PM GMT+8

Both my grandpas
>>February 15, 2006 at 7:57:08 AM GMT+8

祝福爺爺早日康復.
>>February 15, 2006 at 4:46:22 AM GMT+8

覺得你真係瘦咗喎！ <
>>February 2, 2006 at 10:35:06 AM GMT+8

我都好鐘意"戀愛大過天"呢首歌,
>>January 27, 2006 at 3:59:20 AM GMT+8

just scanned you
>>January 20, 2006 at 7:38:19 AM GMT+8

KATIE,以上的電郵地址係我亂
>>January 16, 2006 at 5:08:33 AM GMT+8

希望你嫲&#232
>>January 16, 2006 at 4:58:18 AM GMT+8

Thank you ar!
>>January 9, 2006 at 2:50:02 PM GMT+8

Happy New Year!
>>January 1, 2006 at 8:15:02 AM GMT+8

My dearest katie
>>December 25, 2005 at 7:02:27 PM GMT+8

Have a merry and
>>December 22, 2005 at 11:26:45 AM GMT+8

喂喂，我終於擺到隻歌&#2194
>>December 10, 2005 at 6:10:43 PM GMT+8

calling form my
>>December 7, 2005 at 4:10:18 AM GMT+8

Merry Christmas!
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Did you feel sic
>>December 4, 2005 at 4:57:55 AM GMT+8

Is Katie sleepin
>>November 28, 2005 at 8:00:52 AM GMT+8

Hey Katie, I rec
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Hi! It's my firs
>>November 27, 2005 at 2:40:07 PM GMT+8

me 2, me always
>>November 26, 2005 at 1:06:17 PM GMT+8

i yau read ur di
>>November 26, 2005 at 4:29:51 AM GMT+8

no update???? >November 25, 2005 at 1:56:09 AM GMT+8

just dicovered t
>>November 23, 2005 at 6:46:20 AM GMT+8

今日好開心.....諗返起好多好
>>November 23, 2005 at 5:05:13 AM GMT+8

Katie, which one
>>November 17, 2005 at 3:52:56 PM GMT+8

Our legs are fin
>>November 15, 2005 at 4:43:33 PM GMT+8

Katie, 我已經book&#
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Katie, I've open
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Katie, don't fee
>>November 14, 2005 at 12:55:20 AM GMT+8

Wow, just came a
>>November 11, 2005 at 4:11:08 PM GMT+8

hehe... it's me
>>November 10, 2005 at 2:00:36 AM GMT+8

今天抽了 我組的立場係反
>>November 9, 2005 at 8:29:10 AM GMT+8

Hello~ i am
>>October 21, 2005 at 1:10:25 PM GMT+8

Glad to have you
>>October 17, 2005 at 2:20:48 PM GMT+8

kat, do you know
>>October 17, 2005 at 8:34:28 AM GMT+8

I like reading y
>>October 17, 2005 at 8:30:09 AM GMT+8

你好,我是一個中七的學生,一口氣
>>October 12, 2005 at 1:10:06 PM GMT+8

Its me again! It
>>October 3, 2005 at 4:27:39 AM GMT+8

long time not re
>>September 30, 2005 at 7:20:53 AM GMT+8

Katie, Jan is 38
>>August 28, 2005 at 12:18:44 PM GMT+8

不要在乎他人的眼光與世俗價值判斷
>>August 18, 2005 at 5:43:10 AM GMT+8

Add oil ar!!
>>August 1, 2005 at 9:38:16 AM GMT+8

:> Very nice
>>July 28, 2005 at 2:28:09 AM GMT+8

oh! very nice dr
>>July 27, 2005 at 7:15:14 PM GMT+8

hey katie, 成師父係咩
>>May 9, 2005 at 10:22:30 AM GMT+8

kat, i really ca
>>April 25, 2005 at 1:55:29 AM GMT+8

hi,你好嘛?請問你所提及既me
>>April 7, 2005 at 3:42:24 AM GMT+8

dear katie, 
>>April 6, 2005 at 4:15:40 PM GMT+8

I love the "fill
>>March 4, 2005 at 3:44:28 AM GMT+8

thank you for yr
>>January 14, 2005 at 10:16:33 AM GMT+8

睇完你嘅日記，先記得原來膠樽係可
>>January 12, 2005 at 3:10:02 AM GMT+8

hey katie, i
>>January 10, 2005 at 6:22:15 AM GMT+8

Hi, Katie, 
>>December 1, 2004 at 5:08:45 AM GMT+8

Hi katie, <
>>September 10, 2004 at 5:43:20 AM GMT+8

Katie, i read yo
>>September 3, 2004 at 8:55:26 AM GMT+8

katie, where do
>>August 18, 2004 at 6:45:03 PM GMT+8

Hi Katie: Long
>>June 15, 2004 at 6:35:14 PM GMT+8

hey，katie！原來你都係今
>>March 16, 2004 at 6:09:22 PM GMT+8

其實食齋定食肉好，肥定瘦-隨心啦
>>February 4, 2004 at 2:56:52 AM GMT+8

gong xi fa cai!!
>>January 28, 2004 at 2:00:33 AM GMT+8

hi katie, long l
>>January 8, 2004 at 6:17:33 AM GMT+8

nothing special,
>>January 2, 2004 at 3:13:44 AM GMT+8

my teeth is ok a
>>December 5, 2003 at 2:07:05 PM GMT+8

kat..... ver
>>November 6, 2003 at 7:25:29 AM GMT+8

Sometimes ur dia
>>October 3, 2003 at 6:35:33 AM GMT+8

What an experien
>>September 28, 2003 at 7:25:41 AM GMT+8

Although I am no
>>September 27, 2003 at 7:38:47 AM GMT+8

人總是假裝沒問題， 假裝
>>September 22, 2003 at 3:57:32 AM GMT+8

係咁辛苦架啦！不過俾d心機啦，時
>>September 19, 2003 at 6:39:58 PM GMT+8

so sad that U hv
>>August 17, 2003 at 7:02:56 AM GMT+8

broken up is a v
>>August 11, 2003 at 7:45:15 AM GMT+8

Thanks Katie, I
>>August 8, 2003 at 11:20:44 AM GMT+8

hey, katie i
>>August 5, 2003 at 9:35:59 AM GMT+8

siu ming hor fan
>>August 4, 2003 at 10:25:09 AM GMT+8

Wish that u find
>>August 4, 2003 at 5:23:43 AM GMT+8

kat, 心情可以嗎? The
>>August 4, 2003 at 1:03:54 AM GMT+8

Hey Girl, long t
>>August 1, 2003 at 4:12:49 AM GMT+8

Hi Katie!! Long
>>July 29, 2003 at 2:02:54 AM GMT+8

Hi, katie L
>>July 28, 2003 at 3:31:10 PM GMT+8

If you go to Win
>>June 23, 2003 at 4:12:53 PM GMT+8

Thank you for sh
>>June 20, 2003 at 5:30:30 PM GMT+8

Really enjoyed (
>>May 22, 2003 at 2:43:28 AM GMT+8

long time no rea
>>May 7, 2003 at 4:48:00 AM GMT+8

katie katie....
>>April 23, 2003 at 2:57:55 PM GMT+8

Princess wri
>>April 14, 2003 at 1:21:58 PM GMT+8

看到你的網上日記,感到非常高興!
>>April 13, 2003 at 5:34:02 PM GMT+8

我整個星期都在家,因公司分成兩&
>>April 11, 2003 at 7:27:16 AM GMT+8

dear dearest kat
>>April 11, 2003 at 3:07:57 AM GMT+8

親愛的公主， 
>>April 11, 2003 at 2:48:42 AM GMT+8

kiss.... kiss...
>>April 10, 2003 at 8:34:01 PM GMT+8

don't be sad, do
>>April 10, 2003 at 11:49:00 AM GMT+8

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