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2010 年 11 月 6 日 星期六 【晴】

出 camp 了

一如以往

感覺非常的開心

釐清了心中一些疑慮

找到了一個 balance point

feeling reallllly grateful

生起一個怪念頭:

如果要在近年經歷這麼多死別和其他不如意事才能儲足夠福份參與這課程, 也絕對藉得

就算未來的路不好走

只要能繼續在這路上修習

還是藉得的

(如果有朋友對一些東西作以上的 comment, 我一定會以為她入了邪教.....所以我也該自己小心, 經常不斷檢視反省自己)

非常非常非常的感恩

:D


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>>November 10, 2010 at 9:56:50 AM GMT+8


2010 年 10 月 28 日 星期四 【晴】

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>>November 10, 2010 at 9:21:59 AM GMT+8


2010 年 10 月 27 日 星期三 【晴】

日本朋友 k 明年打算跟他的太太來旅遊

但我的日語已忘記得七七八八

..........

遲些知道他們來港的日子後要好好溫習一下

能再次見面

感到很期待呢

那時候在日本的經歷實在很開心

またね!

>>November 10, 2010 at 9:20:43 AM GMT+8


2010 年 10 月 26 日 星期二 【晴】

謝謝你的邀請

去了看 grease

還可以的一齣 musical

由於星期三不滿座的關係

我們很幸運被調至第五行

真好


雖然我對你沒有甚麼特別的感覺

但謝謝你的邀請

也祝你找到兩情相悅的


all the best

>>October 28, 2010 at 6:14:08 AM GMT+8


2010 年 10 月 25 日 星期一 【晴】

今天第二次帶 mindfulness yoga free trial

不知道為何叫了媽媽去

反應蠻不錯

開班與否有待十二月再決定

>>October 28, 2010 at 6:10:30 AM GMT+8


2010 年 10 月 24 日 星期日 【晴】

今早迷迷糊糊閒

突然嗅到一股香味

那香味只停留了幾秒

當時想起朋友 b 說他的 Mum 在姨姨過身後突然有天嗅到一股香氣

那這是否我的心理作用呢

因此我努力的再嗅一下

但香氣幾秒後已消失

我嗅嗅被子

確認那氣味不是從被子發出

再用力索一索

猜想可能是我的護膚品

也發現不是

起床後再問家人今早有沒有洗澡洗頭

都沒有

跟家人說起這幾秒香氣的事情

m 說在她們家鄉相信如果一個人去了天堂

回來探我們時往往會有這股香氣

說情況就像我形容的那樣

後來我們出門去替爺爺上位

我把這現象告訴媽媽

她也說佛教界很有名的羅時憲先生當過生時

也曾經有一股香氣停留良久不散

b 說 'Some teachings says the deva realms smell very good.'

很奇怪

但我相信是爺爺的可能性蠻高

我對他的 good deeds 充滿信心

謝謝你再一次讓我們安心哦

love you!!



喜歡這個 quote

"focus on yourself:

Some of us waste our time waiting for people to live up to our expectations.
We are so concerned about what others are doing that we don’t do anything ourselves.

Its not so important what others are up to; compared to what you are doing.
Focus on what you do, your work; Not on others.'

>>October 25, 2010 at 4:42:18 PM GMT+8


2010 年 10 月 23 日 星期六 【晴】

今早接了爺爺的骨灰

安放在半春園

明天去上位

爺爺現在變小了

變成小小的一包

所以我可以倒過來 '呆呆豬' 你了

"呆呆豬.....呆呆豬....."

舒服嗎?

:)



最近感受到 expectation is a source of suffering

當對方主動說會做某些事而最後沒做

而又不止一次時

我只能明白對方就是這樣的人

一方面有些心淡

另一方面也自動調節對對方的期望

讓自己的期望能更貼近對方的行為

對方雖然口說一二三

但每每也做不到

這樣下去我也自然不會像以往般重視對方

這是自然不過的反應

hm................


朋友 c 的父親說得對

不應理會對方有何行為

自己認為該做的便去做

我雖明白

但還是在努力學習中

當關心和支持對方時

我還很多時懷著有所得的心

期望對方也會說些安慰說話給自己

互相鼓勵

或是最低限度有所回應

而不是完全沒回應石沉大海

好像把關心注入一個破爛永不能注滿的水桶裡

人與人的溝通

像打球一樣

是雙向的

如果我只是不停開波

總有一天會累

也寧可選擇一些會猜波的人來連絡和關心

傷心的不止你一人

我也不開心

倘若你總覺得自己是 victim

是全世界最慘的

全世界也欠了你

那我也沒辦法

你若要選擇長期埋怨

滋養憎恨

不 appreciate 別人對你的關心

覺得我關心你是老鳳的

不關心他人也不懂易地而處的話

我實在做不到無止境的單方面關心你


one way unconditional love

我還沒這樣偉大

能做到的

唯有先檢視自己的心

在沒太大的期望下

不失去平衡的心的情況下

久不久送上一點關心

做自己能夠做到的

不過份勉強自己

中道如何掌握

有待練習


謝謝朋友 c 跟我分享你父親的教導

實在獲益良多

謝謝 c n uncle

>>October 24, 2010 at 12:11:22 PM GMT+8


2010 年 10 月 22 日 星期五 【晴】

今天做功課

但好慢.......

明天去拿爺爺的骨灰

然後要在家走一圈

see you tomorrow!


想記下這歌詞

歌名 : 至愛長在 (取其 "志愛翔在-->志翔愛在" 之意)

歌詞:

時間已遠去化夢與煙
永遠也會有緣盡時
曾伴一生感激有緣相見
他朝再償父母恩

從你我覺察到父愛深
與您永訣教人淚流
常念親恩不可計度的愛
今朝縱別願我倆相見

慈父善美德行遺愛予後人
愛(子,媳,女,婿,孫,親)之切護蔭輕挽我的手
有您在旁將關愛盡傾流
誠願此刻的您到淨世芳土

從前歷遍風浪仍有您共行
有您的愛伴我 輕按我的肩
那怕歲月一飄去未可留
緣份此生此世記心裡

music played by cousin:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vFge96c3sdI

>>October 24, 2010 at 12:03:58 PM GMT+8


2010 年 10 月 21 日 星期四 【晴】

今早六點三起床

去送爺爺作暫時的告別

爺爺

理性上

我了解非我非非我的道理

但情感上

我實在不捨得你

也總覺得你遠去了

其實

我跟你從沒分開過

我們還是宇宙的一部分

我們都是 vibrations

由於你做了很多 good deeds

有的 vibrations 都是好的

所以我相信

只要我也多做 good deeds

向你學習

我們便會有相近的 vibrations

similar energy will stay together

物以類聚

那我們便會一直在對方身旁


爺爺

'soi muk' good night la~~~

>>October 23, 2010 at 3:49:05 PM GMT+8


2010 年 10 月 20 日 星期三 【晴】

今天是喪禮的第一天

下午四時抵達準備

爺爺睡得很莊嚴

跟平日不同

跟爺爺 say hi 後開始準備靈堂

先播放林敏儀所作的音樂

不知道何來的直覺

總覺得這音樂可淨化這靈堂

所以先播一遍

再換上一些花鳥自然音樂, 二胡音樂和楊琴音樂

晚上八時半做了一個祝福分享會

希望爺爺喜歡

希望能安撫我們家人的心

也希望不認識爺爺

為支持生者而來的朋友們有所得著


爺爺

我愛你

>>October 23, 2010 at 3:42:33 PM GMT+8


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>>August 1, 2003 at 4:12:49 AM GMT+8

Hi Katie!! Long
>>July 29, 2003 at 2:02:54 AM GMT+8

Hi, katie <br>L
>>July 28, 2003 at 3:31:10 PM GMT+8

If you go to Win
>>June 23, 2003 at 4:12:53 PM GMT+8

Thank you for sh
>>June 20, 2003 at 5:30:30 PM GMT+8

Really enjoyed (
>>May 22, 2003 at 2:43:28 AM GMT+8

long time no rea
>>May 7, 2003 at 4:48:00 AM GMT+8

katie katie....
>>April 23, 2003 at 2:57:55 PM GMT+8

Princess <br>wri
>>April 14, 2003 at 1:21:58 PM GMT+8

看到你的網上日記,感到非常高興!
>>April 13, 2003 at 5:34:02 PM GMT+8

我整個星期都在家,因公司分成兩&
>>April 11, 2003 at 7:27:16 AM GMT+8

dear dearest kat
>>April 11, 2003 at 3:07:57 AM GMT+8

親愛的公主, <br> <br>
>>April 11, 2003 at 2:48:42 AM GMT+8

kiss.... kiss...
>>April 10, 2003 at 8:34:01 PM GMT+8

don't be sad, do
>>April 10, 2003 at 11:49:00 AM GMT+8

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