2003 年 12 月 24 日 星期三 【颳風】

譯本: 心情->開心同唔開心(I好矛盾)
唉~今日系平安夜~一早就約佔班朋友出街啦~
但系要同 Duncle auntie食晚飯~無聊~
今朝等啊kit由loo出黎~點知拒出唔到黎~就發晒皮四~
其實好少事嗟~啊ed紮扁左個禮物盒咋麻~有時....家姐真系不可理喻~
我諗住幫口啦~點知俾拒鬧埋一份~都唔知拒想點~跟蹤去左pac食糖水~
跟住就去destiny飲野~撞到啊蕉~但系拒無同我地一齊走~因為拒醞到拒D朋友~
十二點既時候~我打左俾奶媽講聖誕快樂~拒打緊牌~我好憫~收左先~
跟住番屋企果時~見拒留左四個sms俾我~已經開心死~咩火都無啦~
好愛拒啊~唔知啊~我都嬲唔得拒耐既~今日dum叔個friend karen都有黎~
我勁串甘話拒~有少少內疚添~我知我唔應該將自己既唔開心發泄落拒度既~
但系真系好方便啊麻~無計啦~拒好似好隨便甘~
啊蚊~我知我地唔系forida~但系我地會開心過系forida果個人架)

無架~兩日前啊jen同我講~kenson 同eric受洗啦~我覺得... 嘩....
拒地遲過我決志都受左洗啦~我問自己~甘你呢??? 我諗我未ready~
好似呢兩年黎我都無成長過~我意思屬靈呢方面~呢幾個月無番過 church~
有D內疚~特別系呢日~因為系兩年前既今日我系camp決志架~
平安夜....但系我知我自己未有資格受洗~我都唔系一個好既基督徒~
我依然會做壞事~會笑人~亦都無再番church同讀聖經~好sad 啊~
好唔開心啊~今日俾家姐鬧~好似物都真系我錯甘~點解突然間會甘既~
系咪因為我唔再依賴神~拒都放棄左我啦???好累啊.....

>>July 22, 2005 at 11:46:31 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 24 日 星期三 【颳風】

mo gah. 2 days ago jen tell me... kenson and eric get baptized lah. me got dak. wa~
kui day jone late gor oh day believe in christ. but doe get baptized lah. me ask myself
gam u lei? me got dak.. i'm not ready. ho chi these 2 years me doe mo grow gor. i
mean spiritually. i am still at square 1. stopped going to church since few months
ago. i feel rilly guilty. especially on this very special day. i still remember 2 years back
i "kuit gi" in front of the whole camp and said i believe in christ on this DAY... silent nite
how god saved all our lives with his pure blood. i ask myself if i can also get baptized.
i noe i can't. im not even a gd christian. never rilly lived up to their standards. i still do
lots of bad things. laugh at others. and stopped going to chruch and reading the bible
ho sad ah. esp today bay sis yell. ho chi muc doe jun hei oh wrong gam. dim guy
suddenly wui gam gah. hei mei coz me stopped depending on god. he doe gave up
on me ah? so tired.....

>>December 25, 2003 at 3:09:42 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 24 日 星期三 【颳風】

mood: both happy and unhappy lah (so mau tuen)
well. today is christmas eve. silent nite. 1 jo jau yurk jor barn friend chut guy lah
but then yiu tung d uncle auntie eat dindin. mo liu. this morning wait ah kit yau
waterloo come out. dim gi she come doe out.. jau fat sai pay4. k sut ho siu si loh
ed suk squish jor gor gift box. doe ng noe y. she make such a big fuss about it
sometimes. she can be rilly unreasonable. i try to calm things down. of gust ng
work lah. dinner yuen. jone yell me also. doe ng g she wanna dim. went to pac
and take pics with jen mun dum. so fun. then we went back up to first markham
to eat "tong shui". then jau hui jor destiny drink yea. jong doe ah jiu. but she mo
come with us. coz she find doe her friends. me at 12 gor si. call jor carol. say
merry christmas lah. she da gun pie. me ho mung. hang jor up. but then reach home
gor si. geen doe she left me gei 4 sms. e ging hap doe die jor. mei fire doe gone
lah. ging love her loh. ng noe ah. can never stay mad at her tim.. today dum's
friend karen doe yau come. me ging inch her wa her. feel siu siu guilty tim. i noe
i shouldn't fat sit my unhappiness on her gah. but then... it's so handy. adn she's
rite there... feel siu siu bad tim. mo gai lah. me got dak she ho chi ho "chui pin" gam
gei. (helen~ oh day ng hei forida. but oh day wui hoi sum gor hei forida d buga gah)

>>December 25, 2003 at 2:47:46 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 23 日 星期二 【雷雨】

譯本:今日系23號星期二~做左D咩呢~諗下先~
去左啊jen度玩囉~睇左"衝上雲霄"~好正~
eason系第26集出現~好正~跟蹤我同jen系甘用dcam影相~
番到屋企~痴住報電腦整相~加下D公仔/字甘啊~
upload晒之後就訓覺啦~

>>July 22, 2005 at 11:29:40 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 23 日 星期二 【雷雨】

today hei 23 the tuesday~ do jor d wat lei.. think back sin... well. hui jor
jen's to play lah. we watch "chung shan wun siu".. sososo gd. me found
out eason wui appear in episode 26. GD. and then me and jen hei gam
take pics with her D cam. farn doe oak kay. chi ju bo comp fix pics. add
ha light gam loh. upload sai luh.. finally sleep dak

>>December 25, 2003 at 2:26:10 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 22 日 星期一 【微冷】

譯本:出完街先知吾係好凍~
有D白痴添~無計 lah, 同 jen 一齊係甘0加啦
今日去pacMall勁好玩~不過好多「魚」野﹐例如行行0下撞左落玻璃道
好彩有jen陪我"0羅"
好耐未試過行街行得甘開心0拉。
重撞度啊蕉添啊今日。。。我唸佢似為我同jen有road.
=.="好無奈囉~我而為淨系蕉甘諗姐~點知唔系囉~
我地去買啤啤熊sweater~
啊jen話"不如我地一人一見~情侶裝囉~"
我話"傻既~唔同你顛"
個sales竟然話"唔緊要蝸~而家好多情侶都一人一件架啦"
好尷尬><不過今日真系好好玩囉~XD

>>July 22, 2005 at 11:23:31 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 22 日 星期一 【微冷】

出完街先知吾係好凍~
有D白痴添~無計 lah, 同 jen 一齊係甘0加啦
今日去pacMall勁好玩~不過好多「魚」野﹐例如行行0下撞左落玻璃道
好彩有jen陪我"0羅"
好耐未試過行街行得甘開心0拉。
重撞度啊蕉添啊今日。。。我唸佢似為我同jen有road.
=_=" very mo loi loh. me e wai only jiu wui gam think.. dim g ng hei loh.
we go buy sweater. jen wa "but yu oh day 1 yan 1 geen. ching lui jong loh"
me wa "sor gah. ng tung lay din". gor sales ging yin wa "ng gun yiu wor. e
ga ho dor couples doe 1 yan 1 geen ga lah". =_=" ho garm guy...
but gor today jun hei super ho wan ah~~~

>>December 25, 2003 at 2:21:50 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 22 日 星期一 【乍雨乍晴】

今日心情吾多好﹐上網睇eason D 報導。。
好炆啊。。。點解D報紙要「一沉百踩」媧﹐
人地老竇關你咩事？佢女朋友大洗又關你咩事媧
佢係歌手﹐D歌好聽就得啦！

>>December 23, 2003 at 12:01:12 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 21 日 星期日 【乍雨乍晴】

今日係星期日﹐本來同家姐D friend 去K, 點知我吾記得左今日要補physics﹐勁囉。。。
0甘問老竇籮車佢又吾比。。。唯有留系屋企打機。。。打到兩點先訓。。。

>>December 22, 2003 at 11:26:03 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 20 日 星期六 【颳風】

譯本: 凍...好凍....今個禮拜六~做左D咩呢?首先...check online U既野啦~
跟住就食蛋糕啦~緊住daddy陪我去開bank account~好開心~
終於有自己既戶口~跟住~去游水~系水入面既時候~好舒服~俾野包圍住~
系甘游~咩都唔再matter啦~不過好黑仔~老竇漏左carkeys系架車入面~
好彩CAA黎幫我地開sor~跟住老竇重唔見咪locker條key~
希望黑到呢刻為止啦~好野~同奶媽媽傾緊偈~開心~

>>July 22, 2005 at 11:18:58 PM GMT+8