2004 年 1 月 1 日 星期四 【晴】

對我好 對我好 好到無路可退
可是我也很想有個人陪
才不願把你得罪 於是那麼迂迴
一時進 一時退 保持安全範圍
這個陰謀讓我好慚愧 享受被愛滋味
卻不讓你想入非非
*就讓我們虛偽 有感情 別浪費
不能相愛的一對 親愛像兩兄妹
愛讓我們虛偽 我得到 於事無補的安慰
你也得到 模仿愛上一個人的機會
殘忍也不失慈悲 這樣的關係你說 多完美
眼看你 看著我 看得那麼曖昧
被愛 愛人原來一樣可悲
為什麼竟然防備 別人給我獻媚
不能推 不能要 要了怕你誤會
讓我想起曾經愛過誰 我所要的他不給
好像小偷一樣卑微
就讓我們虛偽 有感情 別浪費
不能相愛的一對 親愛像兩兄妹
愛讓我們虛偽 我得到 於事無補的安慰
你也得到 模仿愛上一個人的機會
殘忍也不失慈悲 這樣的關係你說 多完美
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i feel that oh ho mean loh~ me want kui seck oh.. but me ng shan tung
kui togehter ah~

>>January 2, 2004 at 3:30:47 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 31 日 星期三 【晴】

譯本: 今日系new year's eve~兩點就出左街街去玩啦~無架~都系唱k~
有奶媽~jen~dum叔~mich~kta~啊蕉~四四~唱k本身我無乜興趣~
不過個mood好high~因為有jen~我真系好鐘意jen~對我好好~
成日暗中幫我~好似關於kta甘~我已經覺得無所謂啦~奶媽開心至緊要~
jen會突然間話~喂影相囉~可能只系好少既事~但系對我黎講~
真系幫左我好多~去完k~我地去左168食野~挫dee~好好玩~不過我諗冷落左mich~
對拒有D衰~去完168就過去market果邊倒數~系果度見到karen~拒好煩啊~
系甘痴住jen同dum叔~勁想打拒囉~跟住我同ta搞到拒好無引~抵死~拒自己囉黎既~
倒數完~就去 fmp食甜品~勁開心啊~我重於食到糖不甩啦~好開心啊~笑死啦XD
好鐘意拒地啊~好好好好玩~D gags~笑到我肚痛~XDDD好開心~跟住兩點先番屋企~
老竇一打黎~我就大嗌"新年快樂"~甘拒...先無鬧我~番都屋企~
online同奶媽﹐ta﹐奶爸講野~重有呢個韓國仔~我同拒傾呢排發生既事~
w: 我諗...我而家識左個女仔~拒鐘意左我啊~但系我唔鐘意拒~甘點好?
h: win...你知唔知你既問題系邊啊~一講到男仔~你就...唉...講得簡單D~你無自信"
其實我知架....我認會~我知我系甘架~我情願同個女仔一齊~起碼....
我唔會鐘意拒~甘我唔會俾傷得深啊麻~甘我問個韓國仔點好~
h: 如果你唔鐘意拒~你快D同人講啦~唔好俾自己踩落去...然後先至怨...
我聽完...好唔憤氣~其實我都好想試下~時下會唔會好好玩~
去同一個女仔拍tor~但系...我知...其實甘樣好唔arm~唔單至會傷都拒~
重要系反基督徒果套...我真系好累啦...諗完...我安慰自己....拒都未講出口...
我咪當唔知囉~繼續做番平時既win囉~或者拒唔系對我有意思呢~
唉... 今日我想問奶媽"如果我同kiki一齊﹐你會點諗?"但系我無問到~
因為我驚~拒會鬧我~叫我唔好甘做~就算我知我唔應該甘做~let it be啦~
有時有D野要發生左止都左止唔黎架啦~
本來諗住kta同奶媽終于會行埋~不過...無發生到...咩事啊???
點解會甘既???如果無人睇住奶媽~甘我點夠膽離開蝸><今日同班好朋友慶祝新年~
(除左helen~拒無黎到)但我驚下年唔可以甘啦~我好大機會去outtown讀書~
我好驚啊~甘奶媽點算?邊個睇住拒蝸~kta又好似唔嗲唔吊甘~點架???
唔通真系由得拒??我放唔到手啊>_<

>>July 23, 2005 at 12:52:46 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 31 日 星期三 【晴】

today hei.. newyears's ever... 2pm jau chut jor guy guy hui wan lah~ mo ga.. hui k..
tung milkma.milkcat.dumsuk.mich.kester.ahjiu.tung44. sing k boon sun me mo muc
hing chui. but gor mood ho high. coz yau jen. me jun hei ho jone e kui loh~ in the
way that kui dui oh ho ho loh. oh g kui ho dor si doe um jone bong jor me~ ho chi
about kester gam~ oh e ging got dak. mo sor wai lah~ milkma hoi sum g gun yiu. jen
wui suddenly wa ~ wei ying shan luh. hor lun kui wui got dak hei small thing~ but
dui oh lay gong.. rilly help jor ho dor loh~ today k yuen. oh day jau jor gor hui 168
sik yea.. chor dee. so fun~ but then i feel dat we ging larn lok ar mich. dui kui kinda
bad loh~ after 168. hui jor market countdown. hei gor doe yau geen doe karen. kui
ho fan ah~ hei gam chi ju jen and dum~ wanna slap her loh. we gau doe her ho mo
yun.. but oh well. she ask for it gei~ count yuen down.. hui jor fmp doe eat desert
ging hoi sum ah. me jone yu sik doe "tong but lut". ho hoi sum ah~ and then laugh
die lah~ ho jone e kui day ah~ super ho wan loh. d jokes.. laugh doe me toe tung~
^_^ ho hoi sum ah~ and then 2 am sin fan doe oak kay~ daddy call gor oh around 2
gah. me 1 reach my cell jau yell out SUN LIN FAI LOK.. gam kui sin mo yell me jah~
fan doe oak kay~ me online. talk to milkma kta tung lai ba. jone yau this korean guy
i met from msn~ oh tung tiu hong got jai wa "oh lum.. oh e ga sik jor this girl.. kui jone
e oh ah.. but oh ng jone e kui ah.. gam dim ho?".. kui wa "win. u noe wat ur problem
is? whenever it comes to guys.. u always sigh... put it simpler.. u dont' have self
confidence".. oh ying gah.. ho g oh hei gam gah. oh rather tung gor girl 1 chai. in a
way.. coz oh ng wui jone e jone e kui. gam oh ng wui get hurt deeply loh~. gam i
ask him.. dim ho.. kui wa "if u don't like her.. tell her quickly.. don't fall in deep shit and
then try to get out"... me listen yuen.. ho ng fun hay.. k sut oh ho wanna try ha.. si
ha wui ng wui ho ho wan. hui together with a girl~ but then.. oh g.. k sut gam yeung
ho ng arm~ not only coz me wui hurt doe her. also dat's against christian gei yea lah
so super tired loh~ thikn yuen.. me on wai g gay.. she doe mo gong chut hau.. me
mei dong ng g.. gai joke jo wan ping si gei ah win loh~ wa jei she ng hei dui oh yau
e si lei~ wellz. today me wanna ask milk ma "if oh together with kiki. lay wui dim lum?"
but mo ask doe. coz me gang.. gang kui wui yell me. and tell me i shouldn't. even
though i noe i shouldn't loh~ let it be.. if things shall happen. i'll let it be~
boon loi lum ju kester tung milkma jone yu wui harn my.. but gor.. mo fat sun doe~ mei
si ah?? dim guy wui gam gah? if mo yun take care ju carol. gam me dim gau darm go
away wor~... today celebrate new year with.. my gdgd friends. (except helen. she mo
come doe) but oh gang next year e ging ng hor e loh~ out down study.. hei ho big
chance for me~ oh ho gang ah.. carol dim suen? bin gor take care her wor~ kester yau
ho chi ng dei ng diu gam... dim gah~~~~ let it be? me let ng doe go loh

>>January 1, 2004 at 6:58:06 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 29 日 星期一 【颳風】

「抬頭吧黑暗過會是晨曦 懷著樂觀總有轉機」
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「但願天都知道我感激 狂風與浪濤亦敢擁抱 有你在路途　生命有味道　如何甜酸都好」
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「今日事情如不順　今日問題如不盡　像處圈中圈　了斷也了不斷　若今日你倦了　頹然哭　容許我送贈暖　准我漫漫長路末端　亦如初戀　當日熱情燃不盡　今日熱情仍不盡　就算怎都好　你願我更加願　共跨盡冷及暖　甜和酸　才可以算是共存　能共患難　才是認真的有緣　抬頭吧　相信愛　你便能飛 敢交出　你會創出傳奇　變幻人生是避無可避　卻沒人可驅使愛別離　抬頭吧黑暗過　會是晨曦　懷著樂觀　總有轉機　今天珍惜今天　逢凝望我心所愛的你　我已彷彿會飛　今日像明日一樣　今日任何日一樣　就算怎辛酸　愛護你　我甘願　沒揀擇冷或暖　甜和酸　晴天雨季　缺或圓　全部受落　才是活得真正全」
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唏　唏　唏　若生命只有冰 唏　唏　唏　做杯思樂冰
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eason要震作啊~~~

>>December 29, 2003 at 11:21:06 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 28 日 星期日 【炎熱】

譯本:今日~星期日~一早啊爸啊媽就送左啊kit去機場~好累啊~
我起唔到身~無送家姐走啊><~之後少少後悔添~到我起身拒地都番左教會啦~
好悶甘過左個朝早同晏晝~媽番黎話linda auntie既爸爸死左~真系好驚ar~
爺爺不嬲都好健康架~唉~唔知啊~雖然同拒唔系好熟~但系都會唔開心~
下晝同屋企去左STC行街~我又入去footlocker~望住我對橙/紫/黃nike~真系好正~
不過無減價~唔買啦~個nike剔系紫色架~條鞋帶就黃色~鞋身系橙色~
好槍眼架~勁愛囉~不過...等拒減價啦

>>July 23, 2005 at 12:29:56 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 28 日 星期日 【炎熱】

today~ hei sunday. 1 jo mom and dad jau sung jor ah kit hui airport lah
so tired ah. me hay ng doe sun. so mo sung kui ah.. feel siu siu regret
afterwards tim... >< gun g doe me wake up gor si. dad and mom doe
fan jor church luh. ho moon gam gor jor one morning~ doe afternoon.
mom came back with sad news ah. linda auntie gor baba die jor... jun
hei ho shocking. me but lau doe got dak he's rilly "gin hong" gah.. sigh
ng noe ah. although me tung kui ng hei ho suk. but doe feel siu siu sad
lah~ afternoon tung family hui jor scarbrough town centre doe harn
guyguy.. me yau yup hui foot locker.. geen fan gor dui "orange/purple/
yellow" gei pretty shoes.. but doe hei $100.. mo buy doe ah. super lang
loh.. but too expensive lah. gor nike gei tick hei purple gah. and then D
laces and decor hei yellow. the rest of the shoe's body hei orange..
ging sharp loh.. ging love loh. suen lah. wai yau wait til it go on sale lah
><~

>>December 29, 2003 at 11:27:07 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 27 日 星期六 【陰晴不定】

譯本:今日~好累啊~點解?因為一早就俾啊媽嘈醒左~食早餐蝸~
拒煎左腸粉~嘩~超正~但系唔洗起身就食到重正~
今日下晝去森美度開P~我負責整囉米chi~整左兩個幾鐘~
有綠茶味XD~都唔錯架~我重特登整左D 俾奶媽添~
拒話好味啊~我勁開心囉~XDDDD今日系森美度~本來唔想去架~
但系因為無地方去~咪去囉~不過好彩家姐都有去嗟~
全日都系食野同唱k~有火雞餐~好好味啊~唔鞋架~
森美啊爸好叻囉~識整火雞~重有蛋糕同壽司~好未~
實肥死啦~系甘食~黎緊呢幾日食少D先得~

>>July 23, 2005 at 12:21:36 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 27 日 星期六 【陰晴不定】

today~ very tired~ y? because 1 jo jau hay jor sun.. mom loh...
giu oh day eat breakfast... she jin jor "cheung fun".. wa.. chiu
jang.. but if ng sai hay sun jau eat doe jone jang~.. well. today
afternoon hui sammy oak kay gau party. me fu jart jing law mi
chi... make jor 2 gor gay jone loh... yau original and green tea
flavor. doe gay gd. me dak dun make jor some for milkma gah~
too bad she ain't home. oh yiu hui yuen party sin give her it.
she wa ho may ah.. me ging hap loh. heheheheh~ today at
sammy's.. boon loi me ng wanna go gah. but no other place to
go.. mei forced to go loh. but gor ho choi ah kit doe yau go.
the whole day there hei gam eat eat eat and then sing k sing k
sing k... today eat jor turkey.. super tender and juicy.. uncle
jun hei ho lack loh.. sik cook turkey. and then yau ahve sushi
and other cakes and stuff. super jang~ but sut fay 4 doe dak
la~ the coming days ng ho e gam dor lah. or else bin jor dai fay
por jau 4 lah~~~

>>December 28, 2003 at 3:45:44 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 26 日 星期五 【乍雨乍晴】

譯本: 今日好凍。。。
去downtown行街。。。
做左好多錯野。。。好多事我都吾識handle。。。。
煩度人都吾知。。。勁後知後覺。。。
勁吾通氣。。。我要到搭車番上0黎先知。。。
做左十萬火既電燈膽~~~
勁講錯野。。。kester問我點解係甘0系奶媽面前hardsell佢。。。
吾識答~吾通話我想要翻個奶爸咩?
太多囉野哪。。。
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今日見到對勁靚既nike鞋~橙/紫架~勁鐘意囉~不過無減價~
成百蚊~唉~是但啦~唔緊要啦~要買其實買得起~但系唔值啊麻~
可能我個樣好累啦~有D內疚我搞到個起氛甘~其實kta真系好好~
拒問我咩事~拒真系好識關心朋友囉~好似我話~唔買啦對鞋~成舊水~
拒話"一系我幫你俾個稅啦"我真系好shocked囉~都十五蚊架~
但系我系唔會要人幫我俾錢架~可能拒淨系講下啦~但系已經好好架啦~
行左好耐~好累~我又系甘整跌野蝸~好囉啊><
kta話"其實win系特登架~等Dsales有野做啊麻"
拒系甘幫我兜XD我又好唔爭氣甘面都紅晒囉~囉....
半來唔開心架~答番車上黎~諗我今日做既錯野~
覺得自己好白痴囉~唔想番屋企~就走去BV醞蚊~
點知拒收左鋪~走左~甘咪行番屋企囉~費是自己又亂諗野~
情願個身累好過個心痛啊~
奶媽~你快D同ta一齊就好啦~
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明白沒有 任何難度我都接受
我會疼惜你最新好友
捏著自己的心臟強烈跳動
但求跟你伴奏
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突然間好想學彈結他。。。彈比你聽。。。呢一首歌

>>July 22, 2005 at 11:57:34 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 26 日 星期五 【乍雨乍晴】

今日好凍。。。
去downtown行街。。。
做左好多錯野。。。好多事我都吾識handle。。。。
煩度人都吾知。。。勁後知後覺。。。
勁吾通氣。。。我要到搭車番上0黎先知。。。
做左十萬火既電燈膽~~~
勁講錯野。。。kester問我點解係甘0系奶媽面前hardsell佢。。。
吾識答~吾通話我想要翻個奶爸咩?
太多囉野哪。。。
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today see doe dui super lang gei nike shoes. orange/purple ga
super jone e loh. but then not on sale. so oh well. ng gan yiu lah
$100. yiu buy k sat buy dak hay. just.. ng worth loh~ hor lun my
face look ho tired lah. feel siu siu bad make doe gor mood ging
bad gam loh~ k sat me got dak kester super nice loh. ask me mei
si.. he jun hei ho care friend loh. ho chi me wa. ng buy the shoes
lah.. sang gau shui. kui doe wa "eh.. 1 hei oh bong lay bay tax lah"
wa.. i was rilly rily shocked loh. gam doe 15 mun gah. but me hei
ng wui make ppl bong oh pay tax loh >< hor lun he hei just say it.
but then rilly ho nice loh. plus me mo jor those shoes doe ng wui
4 gei. hehe. walk jor ho long. by the end already ho tired~ and then
me hei gap jing dit yea.. super law gam lah.. he yau wa mei "k sut
win hei dak done jing dit yea.. done d sales yau yea do gah". ging
bong oh dau. of gust me ging ng jarn hay lah.. yau face red all the
time wor ><
ging law ah win~
boon loi nghoi sum gah. when take subway back home. think of all
the stupid things i did today. got dak g gay ho BARK CHI ah. so instead
of take bayview bus home. me hui jor bayview village doe see ha
geen ng geen doe mun lah. dim g already sau jor po~ wellz... then
mo sum gay wait bus. because i noe me wait bus mo yea do yau
wui luen lum yea ga lah~ instead walk home from sheppard loh.
rather body tired ho gor mind exhausted ah~ milkma. fai d tung kta
1 chai jau ho lah.
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明白沒有 任何難度我都接受
我會疼惜你最新好友
捏著自己的心臟強烈跳動
但求跟你伴奏
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突然間好想學彈結他。。。彈比你聽。。。呢一首歌

>>December 27, 2003 at 2:10:15 PM GMT+8