2004 年 1 月 7 日 星期三 【乍雨乍晴】

好心情
由誰來提拔我 由誰來懲罰我 誰來衡量是非功過
其實世界有幾大 其實再見有幾何 無謂對對錯錯都識破
誰完全明白你 為何仍然原諒你 原來從沒甚麼不妥
無論遠看有幾壞 無論近看有幾傻 學會冷靜處理不錯
昨日是誰未抹掉隔膜 花心機東奔西撲
別在沉默像滅了火 今天開始一起拍和
人生不管喜或愁 沿路有冬夏春秋
無後悔沒對手不追究 我的心情已經很富有
明天不管走或留 人事變遷未擔憂
能讓你在我身邊不虛構 我的痴情已經終於擁有

in many ways~ life has been good to me already~ ho chi eason gam wa~
E- oh ng wui hui lum yun day dim shui dim shui~"
I-interviewer: "lay hei ng care? ding hei ng shan noe. ng shan lay?"
E- ng g ah~ ng noe ah.. kui shui.. ng wui shui dak hui bin gei~

YESYES. must think this way~
today i look around me~ ppl that i once thought were meanies treated me
quite gd. and my gd gd friends jau of gust still there charn ju me~ joy look
at myself~ wat have i done to receive such gd ppl beside me? mo gah~
oh rilly ho lucky loh~ skool work hei gam~ with ppl yau hei gam~ gor gor
dui me doe super gd~ ho love everyone~
明天不管走或留 人事變遷未擔憂
maybe~ oh ng sai leave. gam carol ying goi mo si gei ^_^ yau wa jei carol
is stronger than i think lei~
能讓你在我身邊不虛構 我的痴情已經終於擁有
at least.. jau suen oh doe si yiu leave~ oh day doe suen hoi sum gor~
我的心情已經很富有

>>January 8, 2004 at 10:01:17 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 6 日 星期二 【乍雨乍晴】

u noe wat is cold??? -15 degrees today.. mei giu cold loh~ oh dim g?
coz today tung buga jen chut hui sik lunch~ boon loi kui pui oh hui
yuen staples photocopy notes, jau hui dunn's eat ga lah~ but then...
jup jor lup =_=" well. gam harn gor hui NYC yau ng wanna eat. go back
to wendy's.. doe ng wanna eat. at last we finally decide to go to BK...
at sheppard centre.. 1 lo harn.. 1 lo dung doe CHAU GUN~~~ d wind
super killing loh~ k sut wa hui sik yea.. doe but yu we find time to king
gai~ coz.. mo ga.. super tired li pie.. not physically loh.. but yau si.. take
care of carol e ging.. bin jor kind of like a fu darm... today me got better
insights of my thoughts.. through talking with jen~ i figured that i keep
hardselling kta to milkma... doe hei coz me ho want to find someone to
take care of her.. so i can "gung sing sun tui"... in a way oh ho selfish
loh~ me mo muc dim lum gor they gau ging match ng match~ oh jing hei
shan before i grad and leave find doe 1 gor yau hun jau milkma~ yau sek
kui gei yun. but.. ho larn wun.. e ho ming hin.. kta ng hei 1 gor ho gei
choice. jen giu oh.. ng ho bay carol depend on me. coz kui wui learn doe
to be by herself~ but. ng tung jau gam peck dai her? try lah~ maybe i
should let go.. but me jun hei got dak carol ho weak... always bay EH
gor d mean ppl ha... ho mau tuen ah. if only kta HUN FU CHUT~ and treat
carol ho d. gam mei muc si doe mo loh~
today at algeo~ pie test.. althought law dak ho ho. but clifford mo tung oh
gong "gd job" or "excellent"... muc doe mo gong.. hor lun he got dak me
can do better gwa.. but kui fan e yau tung fa gong "good job".. siu siu
jealous gah... and then doe he explain questions gor si.. kind of chuen us.
that write ho dor un necessary steps... and look at me when he say that
oh lum kui dui oh ho sut mong loh >_< i just hope hei oh tai chor lah~
kiki smsl oh.. wa bang jor.. but ng gum jik hark call her back although i was
free then.. y? coz... hei mei chi jone keep fan distance ho d lei? fong hork
gor si call her back~ kui see jor doctor.. e ga mo fever anymore~
dum suk yiu ADD OIL ah~ u sut dak gah~ jen yiu charn ju kui~ jo kui biu hau
gei lui yun ^_^ (BA DOE D <- wakakaka)
physics gor lab prospone jor~ jang. but yiu study for chem. and alot more
so yiu off luh~

>>January 7, 2004 at 9:18:57 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 5 日 星期一 【颳風】

today hei first day of skool~ ng noe how to wake up. ho choi jen hei gam
call me... wakakka or else sut 4 jor.. but me ging buga. 845 sin wake up
jone yiu hei from 630 jau bay oh gor alarm clock mui 10 mins giu sang
chi wor~ hei mei shan 4!!!!! well. today go jor to skool. ging tired. first
class pui jen and milkma in spielman~ then econ get test back. super
hoi sum.. ging yin have 46/47. lunch gor si. oh stay in library~ lum ju
sut moon 4 ga lah~ dim g geen doe stanley~ mei bin do eng essay bin
king gai. he's EASON FANS too.. sososo gd~ make my moon lunch not
so moon~ wellz. after eng.. me skip jor chem jau fan oak kay. sut joy
too moon lah. life at skool~ and then eat jor din at 3pm wakakak. first
meal of the day.. and last meal too~ e ga wa. 12 ga lah.. do phy luh~
oh ya.. forgot most important thing of today tim. today pk at the side
stairs in skool. super law.. ho choi only jen and milkma noe jei~ wakak
law win.. law stuff.. too many~

>>January 6, 2004 at 1:23:33 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 4 日 星期日 【晴】

today hei last day of holiday lah~ siu siu ng sei dak. gor holiday pass dak gam fai
last nite 430 sin sleep.. this morning at 630 daddy chi jor sin gam wake me from
my dream. gun ju yell me >< giu oh bong sau jup yea.. today kui day leave lah~ me
only half awake. so joy sleep fan.. he got rilly mung and finally me ging scared him
mei wake jor bong sau cook noodle bay kui day jor breakfast loh~ k sut mo muc point
oh cook yuen yau joy sleep gor.. ging tired loh~ doe e ga 11 tim sin wake up fully~
take yuen shower mei lok lay on ha line. dim g... >< mo yun gei~ me too early lah
gong fan gor dream~ dad wake jor from this super scary gei nitemare loh. in the dream
yau mom dad me and a witch.. =_=" ng noe y. but ho scary. kui use kui d magical power
jing doe oh day ng yuke dak.. super gang loh~ and then we start hitting ourselves.. in a
way doe gay ho choi dad wake jor me gei~ ho loi mo si gor nitemare.... dim guy wui gam
gah~ d yun wa dreams yau dak bit meaning.. oh lum me yiu go look look sin dak
wellz~ today would be a gd day lah~ at 10 gor si. ah kit da din wa bay oh~ heheh so hoi
sum. kui fan hk doe yau gwa ju oh. ^^ jone mun oh yau mo yea yiu kui buy. super love li
gor buga sis loh. but oh kind of worry about sars. but kui wa.. doe may sure. so ng sai
worry ju wor.. ALSO MY 14 FREE DAYS JING SIK START LAH~~~~

>>January 5, 2004 at 12:23:08 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 3 日 星期六 【晴】

today gei sum ching... is.. JANG
this morning hei gam online. mo wong goon~ JANG
this afternoon hui jor flea market harn guy guy~ JANG
see doe 1 gor super hor oi gei cushion. hei hand shaped~ only $10. but
then.. coz yiu hui eat.. go fan back. already sold jor~ but suen lah. jing
ding gei~ hei oh gei jau hei oh gei.. ng hei oh gei.. hun doe mo yung loh~
at nite hui jor skating with jen and mun~ JANG~ so din~ skate jor 1 hr
dit jor only 1 chi. ng hei coz me skate skate ha dit chun.. hei stop jor =_="
stand by the side.. king king ha gai lay dit chun.. jun law. but ng gan yiu~
fun jau dak lah~ gun ju we 3 walk jor hui burger king~ eat onion rings tung
gor meal.. talk and laugh.. doe 1130 sin fan oak kay.. dad yell jor siu siu lah
but over all doe ok wor. heheh. ho hoi sum ah~ tml daddy mammy fan hk.~
oh hor e free sai lah. wakkak JANG~

>>January 4, 2004 at 4:09:50 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 3 日 星期六 【乍雨乍晴】

世界令我失望 你卻令我心寒
ppl change all the time~ me afternoon tung lay tarn pie~ u 6 hours doe ng sai~
jau gong wa gwa ju lay gor ex lah~ hahaha. wat can i say~ e hau ng ho think
of g gay as gam important loh~ i guess we both appear in each other's life at
the lowest point~ and i wake from our stupid dream rite before u did.. dat's all.
hei oh e wai g gay ho mean.. dong jor lay jo "shui po" gei tung si.. lay doe hei
dong oh jo "shui po" jei.. e ga oh wa ng play lah~ me "lay cheung"... lay jau go
fan back to gor gor kevin doe~ ging.. bin dak gam fai~ me jun hei 10 fun g pui
foke lay~
bay lay wan jor less than one week~ ho choi jau dak 5~ or else.. e lay gei gung
lik.. oh lum oh sut "4 mo chuen si" lah~ oh ng hate u~ oh jing hei shan siu g gay
sor jei.. yun wai~ noe u 1 gor week doe ng gau.. jau believe u~ e ga.. sang jor
lu~ congrad oh lah~ ng g hei oh ho choi ding lay ng ho choi lei~ k sut.. age lay
gong.. me old gor lay 2 years.. but "ging lik" lay gong.. me dim doe bay ng shan
lay ga lah~ u girl gor. guy gor~ e hau. jun hei yiu dai eyes sik yun.. oh ng shan
joy regret and got dak g gay jone LAW jone BUGA gor ping si ah
this week.. lay bay oh hork doe one thing~ chin k ng ho believe strangers.
me sai ng sai DOR JEI u? oh lum ng sai lah.. if me ng hei quit jor gei wa.. oh lum
u sut wui think --> kui doe sor gah.. gam e ark gei

chut bin gei "tin hay" ng HONG... darn hei oh gor sum ho hong ah~

>>January 3, 2004 at 1:36:47 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 2 日 星期五 【晴】

譯本:而家凌晨2:45~armarm解決左D事啦~覺得~人生其實...都幾好啊~
2004年既第二日~我唯一可以講既系~我有D非常好既朋友囉~真系好感激~
拒地本可以由得我去死~但系拒地無甘做~重幫我挨過人生最低點~
系我最無助既時候幫我一把~而家我好sure我唔會同kiki一齊~或者其他女仔~
jen你講得arm~甘樣對kiki亦都唔公平囉~尋日~我真系好唔清醒~講既野好唔理智~
唔知啊~可能真系lost hope掛~但系甘一睇完D相~我真系覺得~嘩!!!!!!果個系我?
好唔同囉~好女仔囉~好似無左平事果種戾氣甘既~好平靜好開心甘囉~
當我同拒影相機時候~好buga囉~個樣甜到傻左~我對眼已經出賣左自己啦~
我系度諗...甘奶媽呢???順其自然啦~如果拒地一齊我咪祝福拒地囉~
我都會凳拒地開心架~拒真系好好~又好笑有好人~kiki果邊~我會做拒朋友~
因為拒真系一個好得意既女仔~不過我應該同拒講我唔鐘意女仔囉~
幾時同拒講呢???? 諗下先....

>>July 23, 2005 at 1:03:48 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 2 日 星期五 【乍雨乍晴】

e ga hei.... 3:51pm... jone yu tung kiki gong ching chor.. oh got dak g gay ho jin
ah.. boon loi get it off my chest.. suppose feel happy gei~ darn hei.. oh fan e
got dak.. yau jone sut lok gei gam got... kui... ho ng hoi sum... oh gong yuen..
jau gam jau jor... leave jor.. off jor msn... oh ng g dim min dui kui ho~ oh bay jor
gor album kui see.. kui ying goi tai dak chut gwa.. but kui wa.. ng gan yiu.. kui
wa "oh ng shui yiu gwun gwun lit lit gei oi ching.. jing hei shan oi lay"... but oh
ho ching chor oh ng hei jone e kui~ jing hei got dak kui ho hor oi... sang gor lang
mui gam~ jen wa jo d tung kui gong ho gor doe si.. kui fall deeper sin tung kui
gong.. darn hei.. oh chi jone got dak g gay ho shui gat loh~ esp coz after 31st.
me dui kui yue lay yue larn darm... oh ho g si ah...
sigh.. oh gay dak milkba e chin tung oh gong gor "dui eyes sarn hei chin min for
a reason gah~ lay dui eyes ng hui sarn hei hau bin. sor e make jor decision jau
ng ho look back~"... gor chi wai jor d muc kui gam gong.. oh e ging ng gay dak.
but gor gum chi... make yuen li gor decision.. lum fan kui gong gei yea~.. oh g
doe.. jau suen oh li gor decision hei rite hei wrong.. doe ng ying goi joy lum loh~
yun wai.. my eyes.. jun hei sarn hei chin min gah~
tung yuen kiki gong~ me hui fan album.. hei gam look at it... ng g kui g ng g lei~
suen lah~ ho dor yea.. oh hei yun day min chin.. hei 4 doe ng wui ying gah~ jone
e kui li d yea~ hei doe gong jau dak.. chut doe hui~ yiu jo fan sor ha sor ha gei
winwin~ fai si milkma darm sum lah

>>January 3, 2004 at 5:11:03 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 2 日 星期五 【晴】

e ga ling sun 2:45. arm arm sort jor d things out~ got dak.. life is quite gd actually~
second day of 2004.. all i can say is.. i ahve some rilly great loving friends with
me.. and i'm rilly grateful for that~ they could have just left me to rot and die~ but
no.. they didn't.. they help me through my most confused and low points.. i'm sure
i won't togehter with kiki.. or any girl ga lah~ jen lay gong dak arm.. gum yeung dui
kui yik doe ng gung ping loh~ yesterday~ me jun hei ho ng ching sing~ gong gei
yea totally non sense~ ng noe ah~ hor lun lost hope gwa~ but today see yuen D
pics.. i rilly got dak~ WOW. dat's me? rilly ho diff loh. it's like.. ho lui jai.. ho.. ho..
dim gong lei.. totally ho mo ping si gor jung "LUI HAY" loh... ho calm ho happy gam
loh. when i have pic with him.. so buga loh~ gor yeung tim doe sor jor.. my eyes
totally chut my jor myself~ me still thinking. gam milk ma dim suen~ so me just let it
be... if they together.. gam me mo gei~ joke foke them lah~ and i would still be happy
gei.. for them.. oh doe ching yuen dun kui~ ng g ah~ kui ho ho loh~ yau... eason
gei body lah~ super nice and funny lah~ and rilly buga too~ so gd lah~ kiki gor bin
oh wui sheung be a friend of hers loh. coz she jun hei ho dak e. but gor oh ying
goi tell her me ng jone girls luh... when tell her ho lei? lum ha sin~

>>January 2, 2004 at 3:52:58 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 1 日 星期四 【晴】

譯本: 對我好 對我好 好到無路可退
可是我也很想有個人陪
才不願把你得罪 於是那麼迂迴
一時進 一時退 保持安全範圍
這個陰謀讓我好慚愧 享受被愛滋味
卻不讓你想入非非
*就讓我們虛偽 有感情 別浪費
不能相愛的一對 親愛像兩兄妹
愛讓我們虛偽 我得到 於事無補的安慰
你也得到 模仿愛上一個人的機會
殘忍也不失慈悲 這樣的關係你說 多完美
眼看你 看著我 看得那麼曖昧
被愛 愛人原來一樣可悲
為什麼竟然防備 別人給我獻媚
不能推 不能要 要了怕你誤會
讓我想起曾經愛過誰 我所要的他不給
好像小偷一樣卑微
就讓我們虛偽 有感情 別浪費
不能相愛的一對 親愛像兩兄妹
愛讓我們虛偽 我得到 於事無補的安慰
你也得到 模仿愛上一個人的機會
殘忍也不失慈悲 這樣的關係你說 多完美
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我知我好衰囉~我想拒錫我~但系有唔想同拒一齊蝸.....

>>July 23, 2005 at 12:54:49 AM GMT+8