2007 年 4 月 21 日 星期六 【晴】

原本 set 了 alarm 6 : 15 am 但唔知點解竟然無響到 ! 7am Peter 打黎叫醒我，話佢依家過緊黎，即刻嚇到我彈起身，拿拿聲去沖涼洗頭 ( 我連 shampoo and conditioner 都 mixed up )

7: 20 am 濕住個頭但都唔理得咁多，好彩有 Peter 幫我手搬 d 野落樓。上到車好緊張，又有 d 興奮。好鬼死肉緊咁 hold 住 passport and 機票

行 Highway 407 ~ 差不多係無車嫁 law ~ 勁 clear ! 好快就到機場 la !

8: 00 check-in 之後去左 Timmies 食早餐，叫左個 french vanilla and honey curler ~

8 : 50 入閘，Peter 送到我去閘口，真係唔該晒 Peter !!!!

由於我 single 的關係，所以俾人大 check ~ 俾人由頭摸到落腳 ><"

9 點入到去候機果度，但唔可以 boarding 住，所以就係 duty free 行左陣。見到我想買果隻香水但好貴，所以無買到 ，不過囉黎噴下 ^^

boarding 之後，坐我隔離的係一個鬼佬，3x~40左右 la。我搭 ge 係 Air Canada，直航 ，2 / 4 / 2 format 的機。我坐走廊位。其實走廊位有好有唔好喇 ~ 好 ge 係 easy 去 toilet / 行出 corridor 伸展下，唔好 ge 係當隔離果個要去toilet 而你剛剛先好辛苦咁訓著，又俾佢嘈番醒><"

上到機，等左好耐先起飛。個機師一般la ~起飛的時候大上大落都好緊要，嚇到我心都離埋 >.<"

好快就有杯野飲 ( 我係飛機 only 飲 apple juice / tomato juice / water / 7 up ，仲要係全部 no ice !) and 少少 snack。我就一邊飲，一邊睇 The hoilday。睇到喊，因為諗起 Kenn....之後又諗左好多野，擔心番到黎見到佢.......唉 ~ 唔知會點呢?!

黎左個 lunch ~ 有 chicken/ pork 揀。通常 d 飛機餐的 chicken 都係 chicken breast，好難食，所以我揀 pork。不過個 pork 都唔好得去邊 >.<" 我食晒個 salad ，食少少 pork 就算。

食完野想訓，點知就訓著的時候，我身旁的男乘客拍一拍我，因為佢想去 toilet。我企起身俾佢過之後就訓唔番 la

努力咁嘗試去訓，點知就訓到的時候，派 ice-cream 啵....>"< 食完 ice-cream 就更加訓唔到。

睇左「滿城盡帶黃金甲」，睇到一半又有早餐食。有 sandwitch / 杯麵揀。sandwitch 有 pickels ，所以我寧願食無咁健康 ge 杯麵。

開始不斷睇錶......屈住係個位真係好辛苦......唔知過左幾耐，又無喇喇有野食。今次係 fish/ beef，我打死都唔食雪藏魚的 ( 三文角 / 銀鱈魚 / zebas 除外 )所以揀 beef。 d beef 夠 lum 但好 salty ><" 食左少少 beef + 飯，放棄左佢。食晒d 水果就算。

16 個鐘，食左5餐野，睇左 2 套戲，就到 HK la !!!

My hair is too long ~ need to cut it in HK!!

video took be4 i left Canada

2007 年 4 月 20 日 星期五 【晴】

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 haha ~ §Ú©êÊ\ªº«º¶Õ¦n©Ç ><"

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On phone w/ Kenn ~"~

2007 年 4 月 19 日 星期四 【晴】

大名： NICH
電郵： [email protected]
說： Hello, Nice to meet U...
It seems you are enjoyable ur school life wow.. Right?
Hv time, add me msn la.."[email protected]"

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nice to meet u too~ where did u get my diary's link? u know me in person or just randomly search in the Internet?

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Slept at 7am again ~ lol ~ too excited abt exam was over ! I wrote a letter before I slept, shit ~ my chinese handwirtting is getting worse ! I hope my fd can read my words ><"

Today, I filled in a insurance claim form, hopefully get my money back !

Then I talked to my babe for so long ~"~ ¦³¤Ö¤Ö­WºÉ¥Ì¨Óªº·Pı! haha !

 ¤ß¹Ò¦Ñ¥ª¡AµL½×§ÚÂI¼Ë§ê³£¦n¡A­Ó¼Ë³£­ø·| cute ><"

­è­èµo²{¤F photoshop ªº¥\¯à ~"~

2007 年 4 月 18 日 星期三 【晴】

Arrived at school at 10:40 am ~ 20 mins earlier . I sat down n read my notes, but it did not help at all.....There's nothing I can do in the last minute.

11 ~ 1pm, I wrote my exam n hopefully I will get a C / C+......but this sub really pulls down my GPA!!! I will not get 4.0 on my transcript for this semester><"

Got home, ate blue berry cheese cake ! wow ~ fat fat fat !!!

I tried to sleep but can't, so ended up talking w/ my babe for an hour sth.....haven't talked to him for ages......或者因為我考完試，個人鬆晒，而佢又買左好多新衫新褲新鞋新玩物，所以大家心情都唔錯，所以今日的 converstaion 都幾愉快 ! 之後佢又講起，話已經諗定左買咩野生日禮物俾我 ~ 我好 surprised ! 佢再加多句：「係你成日覺得我唔錫你咋嘛！好多野ｄ野擺係心度唔狫縞X黎」我有少少 ashame of being mad about him, but at the same time, I question myself, is it just an excuse for his ignorance?anyways, shouldnt think that much ~ 還是做一個笨女人，信任男人說的甜言蜜語；不管最後是否會被他傷害，把自己的靈魂奉獻出來被他牽著走。

８個月來，這真是一個奇蹟！也許是我倆身在異地，少機會有磨擦，但少不免有吵架的時候。我們最後也包容了對方，雖然不知道有多少是表面上的包容，但也算是一種成就。將來會怎樣，我真的不敢說‥‥‥但我們創造了奇蹟，而我也突破了自己的紀錄。故事將會怎樣發展？我也想知道

4: 25 visited the Dr. Got prescription but had some problem w/ the insurance.....sigh ! I need to submit some paper work ><"

5 : 45, arrived home, as my mum & I were hungry, we decided to cook n eat early. We had beef, potatoes, corn beef and some veggie for dinner ~ I cooked the potatoes ga! lol ~ the main character of the day is RED WINE ! I haven't been drinking for so long ~ I missed the taste of alcohol ~ but as I was on medication, my mum limited my consumption of wine><" Red wine is so cheap here in Canada, u can get a decent one at the price of $ 20 ( $ 140 HKD ) ~ I can never get this quality in HK ~"~ btw, the one that I was drinking today was a cheap one, only $ 14.xx haha!!

Finished meal @ 7 n took my dialy pill, then went to sleep ~ woke up at 10 pm ~! 考完晒試，又飲左 d 酒，個人完全 relax 咁去訓，先發覺自己真係好好好 tense ~ d 肌肉好痛 >.<" Talked w/ Kenn for a bit, how nice !

Watched a bit TV, then got nth to do ~ wow ~ exams were over ! so FREE!!

2007 年 4 月 17 日 星期二 【晴】

Stayed up till 6 am , studying marketing ~ lol, it's like a merical. I started studying since 1am in the morning, then I finished 6 chapters in 5 hrs.

I went to bed n got up @ 9 : 30. Oh ! It was wicked ~"~ Got to school @ 11am, wrote the marketing final ! Hopefully will get a A+ as the final grade ! ~

1 pm, mum drove me home. Then I went out and my cell phone was switched off. Kenn couldn't reach me, and he called my home. Mum said that I was out, then he sent me 2 msg, but I received them when I was home @ 3. I called him back immediately, but he was mad......I did feel sorry as I forgot to turn my phone on. But at the same time, when he was blaming at me, he should also rethink that I couldn't contact him when I needed him too. Why was he so mad abt me? Anyways, I hope he would understand my feelings as he has just been thru the same situation.

Slept from 5~7:30 pm ......my headache is killing me !!!!!!!!

2007 年 4 月 16 日 星期一 【晴】

Woke up @ 9 : 25 by a call...woke up then my nose bled again! My blanket was blemished w/ sharp red blood ! oh ~ terrible !

Mum borrowed some money from me. since she was counting my cash, she delayed my ride to school ><" I was almost late !

11 : 00 Human sexuality , the prof. was so "easy-going" that he left the classroom for a bit while the exam was started ! I wrote my essay, based on his comments that we've discussed early before, hopefully my essay will be the type that he wanted.

I finished my exam @ 12 : 15 then had lunch w/ Annie and Steven.

Steven drove us back to school @ 2 n he left ! I tried to ask him to stay for his exam, that we should be taking together, but he refused. Sigh....I really dun wanna see any of my fds failing their courses.

Studied in a small room w/ other 3 classmates...sigh ! I really can't study.....I think I should be better if I study alone....

4: 00 Economic test, a lot of writing ! The prof. said that calculator was not required, but still, just to play safe, I brought my calculator, n the type of questions need calculator for sure! luckily that I have brought one !

6 : 00 finished test, while I was waiting for my mum to pick me up, I saw Dean at the door, then I chatted w/ him for awhile. Then, his dad came, w/ a cute doggie in his car! I played with the doggie but he ( or a she? ) bit me...of cox not heavily....lol !

So tired......tomorrow marketing exam !

2007 年 4 月 15 日 星期日 【晴】

Accounting final exam 8:30 ~ 10:30, I used almost full period. The test was so difficult ! I have no confidence to get an A ><"

10 : 45 went to LCBO, bought 2 red wine !

11 : 30 had blood test, this time, the nurse's skill was bad ! She made me so pain ! Right after the neddle has left my body, Kenn called me n he was so excited abt his new-bought pair of shoes! He kept talking abt how he would gonna match his shoes w/ pants and blazors....well, I was so pain n not in mood at all.....

12 : 00 got home, has some "rice-noodles"

I wanna study Economics but really too tired, so I just sat there, doin' nth.....Kenn called 2 : 30 ~ we talked a bit, then I was too tired n felt asleep, but I holded tight on my phone ~ he slept too! lol ! we hang up at 3 : 15, then he called again @ 3 : 30 ~ talked a bit, hang up, he then called me back again at 4 : 10, we were planning the transportation arrangment for my arrival....lol ! can't wait ! but still a long way to go ><"

Got Nana's letter

2007 年 4 月 14 日 星期六 【晴】

Stayed up till 8am this morning ~ I really want a talk w/ my babe.......the final exams are too overwhelming.....I want sby to talk to, I want sby to smooth my cramp, I want sby to calm my heart......This time, I talked w/ him for 10 mins ! Nice to know that more clients come to him, but at the same time, I also understand his worries.....I can't help him out but at least I know his situation and I will try my best to make him feel better ^^ but I felt so bad....I just want him to cheer me up, motivate me to study, and praise me for studying hard.....but he didn't ><"

4 : 00 左右佢打黎同我講，佢今日在唇槍舌劍當中，嬴了一場很漂亮的仗。然後，他跟我說，覺得自己好惡。我見有位俾我入，我就「不經意地」告訴他，其實我也很怕他。他說我以前也不是這樣子的‥‥‥我沒有再說什麼，不想他覺得我在指摘他‥‥希望他反省一下，為什麼會令到女朋友這麼怕他。現在，我什麼也不敢跟他說；每說一句話也思前想後，生怕得罪他。這種態度，我多數是對著一些剛認識的朋友才會這樣。唉～

近來太 tense 了 ~ 全身都痛得很 ><" 頸，膊，腰.....更加是重災區 !!

Sigh ~ I need to fix my hair ><" it looks so ugly now.....

2007 年 4 月 13 日 星期五 【晴】

大名： aki
電郵： [email protected]
說： take care =]

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死唔去的！！放心！謝謝關心～

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大名： 肥群
電郵： [email protected]
說： 我都想買e65, 不過其實我係更想買 n95:

不過行貨要 $7000,成個月糧,點買得落手 >_<"
唯有向 e65 埋手,我有部後備的電話,冇乜 function,真係打出打入 only,妳要咪借俾妳 lor ^_^
唔駛愁,妳個樣要開心笑先靚~

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謝謝你的好意！不過我屋企人都應該有舊電話唔用，所以唔成問題呱～
對唷！＄７０００太貴了！就算真係有咁既錢，都未必一定要買到咁 high-end la ! 況且遲 d 又可能跌價呢 ~
lol ~ 好耐之前，我已經唔識得由個心果度笑出黎；笑，只係為左影相姐．．．．
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大名： Verdy
電郵： [email protected]
說： 唔知妳仲記唔記得我呢?
唔信我仲有冇機會可以同妳聯絡番呢，唔知，唔知，咁妳話個答案我知la

MSN: [email protected]

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覆左你ｅｍａｉｌ

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尋晚傾完電話之後，3 點幾訓左 ~ 一訓，就訓到今日 3 點 !!!! 12 個鐘 law ! 傻嫁 ! 可能因為我平時成日都訓唔到 / 訓得唔好，今日一次過訓番足本 !

Kenn 打黎 ~ 講左一陣但有野做所以無講落去 ~ sorry le !

溫 accounting ! 希望今日溫得晒 !

>>April 15, 2007 at 5:34:37 PM GMT+8

2007 年 4 月 12 日 星期四 【晴】

大名： =]
電郵： [email protected]
說： Long time didn't leave u a cm.

用左少少時間去平服左自己既心情

單身，其實並不可怕
過去，只不過是習慣

我好明白你感受
我ex都係咁，永遠都係我一個去整理返自己的情緒

由每日一電話，到每星期一電話，再到一個月電話
由每日email，到每星期email，到2星期e mail

講真，我受夠了..愛情不是這樣

點解次次都係我去遷就佢，去adjust佢? 拍拖是2個人既事
既然學業對佢黎講係重要到乜野都可以放棄，我只好成全佢

聽下joey既'最後勝利'丫

最後一句
"是愛，讓女人一敗塗地"

take good care =]

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我都唔想俾感情問題拖累到自己的成績。上個ｓｅｍ既野無咁難，但呢個ｓｅｍ我基本上真係 struggle 緊‥‥‥所以，我都有不斷咁提醒自己唔好再俾感情事困擾。畢竟，要來便來，要走便走。就算我加倍著緊，命運安排左係唔可以再一齊就唔可以．．．一切順其自然吧！
對唷，男朋友會拋埋女朋友一面，以為咁樣係俾佢「冷靜」，以為冷靜完之後就代表無野。就算表面無野，但心裡面已經有條刺，而且愈來愈多刺．．．．．
單身並不可怕，因為我地出世的時候，都係單身嫁喇！Things will be ok, focus more on other aspects !Thanks for your care !!

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尋晚陪 Annie + Steven 整 powerpoint 整到 5 am ~ upload 好晒 d 野再做埋 back up 係 jump drive 之後就上床訓 ~ 但個人好炆，訓唔到，所以 5 : 30 打俾 Kenn ~ 佢個客洗緊頭所以同我講左幾句。但傾完之後都係訓唔到 >.<"

7 am 起身，食左隻 banana ~ 因為隻腳有 dd 想抽筋咁，所以希望食完唔會抽 la !

9 : 05 番學校 reherse presentation ~ sorry 遲左 5 分鐘添! reherse 左 1 次就上課室果度 lu ~ 我地第 3 組 present，頭果 2 組都好勁 ! 結果我地 only got B+ ( 之前果 2 組就 A ) well ~ 尋晚 stay up 咁夜，不斷練，但都好似講得一般。但個 prof. 話我 explain 得好，咁 ok la.....

formal looking

Annie & me ~ 影左 n 咁多次都影唔到自己，成日都 crop out 左自己半塊面.....

11 : 40 同 a/c 個 prof 吹左陣水，無上堂就走左。之後 print out marketing game 果份 final report，再去 cafe 果度食 d 野。

1 : 30 Marketing ~ 交左份 report 之後，個 prof 就開始講無聊野。佢較我地計 break even, mark up, gross profit margin 等等 .......全班無人理佢 law ! 搞到個 prof 成日問 " is there anyboey out there?" haha !

2 : 30 媽咪黎車我 ~ 好累 >.<" 原來無訓過，又要格硬戴  cons 仲要化埋妝，對眼會對得深邃左 ! 好似 d 鬼妹咁 lup 左落去 ~

正常的眼 ( ps 你在我眼中看到什麼? )

睇下雙眼皮位果度多左 d 皺摺 ~lol !

check 左英文最後一份 take home research essay 的分 ~ 77.5 % ~ not bad ! 有進步嫁喇 !