2002 年 11 月 20 日 星期三 【晴】

一個月了，我努力左咁奈，唔用錢．．今日激死呀！學校去excursion，十二元呀！唉，愁呀，佢十三號去，我哥日仲要學琴．唔係無錢，但真係唔想洗錢架．

阿Fiona下午差點認唔住，佢罵了Vicky．我都明的，我們有一大堆功課，做好多好多，但學到，又用到的，又有幾多呢？本人的經驗．．．學到好多，用唔到幾多．現在愁緊要一個folder，我冇取積奇仔比我哥個purple folder來澳洲呀．基本上我走的時候真係冇乜點睇返下我帶了些什麼．．．係媽媽幫我攪的，我的行李箱～～～現在乜都要買咁．．．唉！

今早Miss Earle進入來，幫我寫指法，好開心呀！又有Vanessa的信信，正～～開開心心生活下去．．．

我冇再想去大學的事了．子曰：當您沒有現在的煩惱時，您會想想日後的計劃．

我真係好嬲Clarinet Alice，做乜佢又話去Melbourne大學架！？人去佢又去．．．下午大家finish lunch，一個同學話出去行下，另一個也一起，and then大家走曬，只有Alice未攪掂．．．本來我同佢幾熟的，大家一起上綜合英文，去ＳＫＵＳ，學音樂．．．不過唔知做乜我唔喜歡佢了．．．唔知係唔係我judge人的問題呢，又可能因為哥哥話，無人係好吧．．．．我要向前睇睇，朋友是什麼？對我來說，可有可無？我也不清楚，因為我不是一個好的朋友仔，我會出賣，利用，為自己先對人好．．．我真心對朋友的嗎．．．不．．．

係呀，日本仔同學Akira有女朋友仔架～～　頂．．．不過我日日都見到佢，大家都去上網啊．

>>November 22, 2002 at 5:32:27 PM GMT+8

2002 年 11 月 19 日 星期二 【晴】

回應返柏柏：Just forget about it.

嘩，當我做緊一個十分（中）的Speed Writing時，流血呀個nose．冇乜人知，不過自己都唔知想點，明明學過First Aid的．．．又唔笫一時間幫到自己．我冇理佢流血的，你流吧，我要交野架．最後嘔左二百幾粒words出來．

係呀，昨日係Vicky上堂，佢同我都有得輝啦～～～　由十二點到六點都未停過，不過真係好累呀，唔慣吧．平時David做野好冇效率的啊．我開始攪返個piano G8，也其待星期五上中提．係啦我今日去了好多地方，上一樓玩音樂，三樓放下個bag 再到二樓library到photocopy，貴呀～～～　＄０.１，我只有去四樓上網call人幫我買本piano pieces寄來．阿媽問我使唔使寄ｄ衫比我．唉，我只想要我的notes & books，YSO photo 與朋友仔留給我的presents．．．唔講住，我個小小小小息夠時間了．

係8樓上課，好慘咁，冇其他同學，這裡只有我們一班上英文的．我開始busy到七彩，現在先日日上英文，都唔知上完，上到基礎年會點喇．本來有消息指Vicky好nice（好似古古咁～～～），不過佢唔係，有些mean，可怕呀！不過佢好高，好正，仲有機（muscle）．又有車車，又返緊大學．．．掂呀！阿Ken上次用了一A4交作文，後面係一個新聞，唔知某個名星的裸體photo～～Vicky話Brenda要見阿Ken．佢返到來話　’Come on! What a big deal!?’　笑到我地死呀．我們仲講笑咁話，Director Brenda可能自己睇了好奈，又點解阿Ken唔用一些激ｄ的．

我同Fiona又講返起我們係中五時的oral，她的乜乜法，和我得罪了某同學的題目：Computers and calculators in class, necessary?有錢仔高手阿Ken話有女仔用的condom架．．．幾攪野，我手頭上都有一盒呀，哈哈．係我走前的一日，我同個好好朋友仔去到超級市場，佢比緊錢，有些野attract了我，佢走過來睇下啦，唔．．．My favorite BLUE COLOUR，唔理係乜，我都喜歡，皆因他是BLUE COLOUR．

我讀緊一本Literature－Trumpet Voluntary，嘩，主各係一個中提琴手，佢太太吹小號．好小會有這些故事呢．．．

唔…唔知係唔係知到今日要交的功課唔多，夠到五點都未起身呢，昨晚未夠十點就睡了．好凍呀今早～～～　

>>November 21, 2002 at 12:03:41 AM GMT+8

2002 年 11 月 17 日 星期日 【晴】

好記得同學仔Ana 寫了一個作文講佢daddy，個開場白係咁．．．24 hours is not enough．．．唔，昨日回家路上，無聊到計計自己點用時間．嘩，我真１係好似冇停過咁．最自豪的，就係一日留在學校的時間好多好多，9 hours．其實同撒撒的時間差不多，不過從前唔可以話返學就返學．正如我都放了好多時間係理工彈琴．唉，時日無多了．．．嗚嗚～～～～

哈哈，我睡晚了，澳門的朋友仔都坎曬．點知比我見到加拿大的好好朋友．講完‘您好嗎’真係好似冇野講咁．．．唔知是否因為這樣，積奇仔一直都冇回應我的電郵呢．ｅ排個mail box好‘吉’（佢地話唔好用‘空’）．．．

昨日間學校d機down曬，上唔到網，我先有機會睇完本The Princess Diaries 3．私再去借書，比我找到Princess Diaries 2，又後贂前都唔錯呀．．．係啦，David 離開了我們就來了個Ross，好唔自然呀，昨日都冇機會講野．佢講野好快，這個唔係咩問題，但佢就好似冇比機會我地講野，自問自答，同Esther有得輝呢！Fiona 3話佢係澳洲從來都未講過咁多中文去罵一個teacher．我呢．．．唔好提了．佢要我日日上網1/2 hour睇一睇學英文的網站，嘩～～～有鬼錢上網呀！

大家學緊英文的大朋友小朋友，我的好好朋友可以去睇睇～～～
http://www.eslcafe.com/
http://www.manythings.org/
http://www.sunline.net/kidsstories/mall.htm
http://www.powerup.com.au/~ozesl/
http://members.home.net.englishzone/index.html
http://englishlearner.com/
http://www.etanewsletter.com/

Detail可以問我的，不過這裡唔多講了，我要做功課．

>>November 18, 2002 at 6:54:54 PM GMT+8

2002 年 11 月 17 日 星期日 【晴】

我唔想save太多野係我的Drive D，下面的功課，就把他放在這裡吧．唔知如果這個功課比David，Fiona 1，與Yvonne睇會點呢．但我更想比Ruth睇呀～～～　無啦啦好想做個問卷調查比Fiona 1．

To be or not to be a professional actor?

Mother Mary had virginally given birth to Jesus Christ. Why did God choose her? It is vivid enough to say that because she is immaculate. In fact she is the only one among us all, as I have known from my religious teacher that we are all sinners.

However, there is a trend that we develop ourselves to be a professional actor, no matter you are eight or 80 years old. Maybe an unemployed worker is lucky enough that he has not turned himself to be a slacker, instead, an actor, even a professional one. I believe that it is vulnerable to be exploited.

I am a fanatical Commerce student, but not for bookkeeping. I think that it is hard to work out an account in the real situation. Feedbacks are just telling us those working in either big or small firms never carry out the proper procedures, manipulators appear. People emigrate with falsify passports. Fiancés make absurd vouches and yet swear off the next minute. While parents fanatically admit their children are under 12, just for the sake of concessions. Won’t they know that their children one day may become fibbers too?

I had a very fervent feeling on liars. It happened that on 26 March 2002, a mobile phone rang in my class. We came into silence, no one had admitted to this. The teacher did not talk to us for the rest of the week, it was really horrendous. Yet, only until the owner found her to beg for a pardon, the case was over. The teacher talked to us about morals during that horrible week. She mentioned that we have been educated since kindergarten, or even earlier, but we learn nothing. We are not even practicing the basic attitude of being honest.

I understood later that why she is so angry with us. In another case, an employer had received two application letters. The two candidates have nearly the same curriculum vitae, but finally, the employer had employed the candidate who had written his weakness in it. What are your thoughts on this?

I, myself do lie. I know very well the consequences; therefore I do one’s possible to halt boasting among friends, pretending, etc. Apply what you have learned; it is of no benefit being an actor.

>>November 17, 2002 at 6:54:59 PM GMT+8

2002 年 11 月 17 日 星期日 【晴】

今晚晚餐有菜呀，好開心．我望住ｄ菜，想返起琴行一次去打邊（驢）．我只要菜．．．菜王好掛住您呀Pauly~~~~　家有的生果又冇曬，唉．好在積奇仔幫我買返ｄ藥（姐）．Thanks~~`　今天我冇出街呀，阿媽真係電我．三次IDD了．馮生奇怪我為何這麼早就上床睡覺，他昨晚至電給我．不過我下午都好累咁，無理由吧，我今天只有睇野與拉琴呢．現在先六點幾，乜佢地唔怕謂痛的嗎？日日都唔定時開晚餐．

>>November 17, 2002 at 6:54:09 PM GMT+8

2002 年 11 月 16 日 星期六 【晴】

Roses are red
Violets are blue
You may not know it
But someone loves you

(The Princess Diaries P.90)

Oh, Michael

You have made my heart a disjoint partition.
Why can’t you see that we were meant to be a universal set?
Instead, you have turned my soul into a collection of non-empty subsets.
I cannot believe that our love meant to be pairwise disjoint.
But rather a union equal to the set of U and me.

(The Princess Diaries P.99)

>>November 17, 2002 at 6:52:50 PM GMT+8

2002 年 11 月 15 日 星期五 【晴】

柏柏，當我們在電車上，您有冇見到ｄ咩呀？

>>November 17, 2002 at 6:51:36 PM GMT+8

2002 年 11 月 15 日 星期五 【晴】

係喇．．．
四點我沖了去Fiona 1的office，都擔心架，您知啦，我從前在撒撒都唔會有機會見下學校的高層．．．一係出事，一係做錯事．．．今次咩事呢．．．

一傾就傾左好奈，仲遲了上堂．Fiona 1問了好多野，由頭開始，可能我比了好多意見啦．當問到先生聽手提的事，我覺得自己speaking真係唔好．．．我一路講也一路改，好似’spoke’變了’has spoken’咁．班只有兩個先生，唔係他就係她．中文冇事的，英文呢，一個he另一個she，我只好一直用teacher．．．保住自己的monthly report重要啊．Fiona 1 & Brenda真係好似做了Karla & Shelley Grace的影子．．．身份啦，同我的relationship啦～　掛掛　：（

最後佢要我說是／不是．．．是否Yvonne?

我好出奇佢仲有野問我．．．問我如果我係佢會點做？

這時候我都冇先前咁驚了，也把握機會講英文．就怏出report card呀．．．做好一些印象吧．我回答佢的問題好似係撒撒做 essay 咁，由introduction � body + examples � conclusion．Ｅｇ比了Raymond Sir 的case ．他的狗狗啊．．．

最後的一粒hour玩‘蛇和階梯琪子’咩snakes & ladders．我同Melody的英文比較好，對住這裏的英文介系詞，唔難呀～～　Helen就唔想念．．．Bon就唔識，我們這一組本來玩得幾好，不過好快好快．大家都覺得好悶，冇心機再玩．我平時唔想咁快下課，唔想返去，但我今日都好累了，星期五嗎？

結果我同Melody 因為見到蛇蛇，要返轉頭，Bon竟然見到階梯攀登到笫二十三格．雖然這個遊戲集合了遊戲與學習，但英文比人好一點點都係冇用架～～～嗚嗚．．．放學未？

走前，大家都好唔開心，David 仔唔教呀．有四個新同學可能冇咩野，但其他的，雖然都係對了他一個星期多ｄｄ，但．．．大家都．．．唔．．．　：（　再冇得玩他和他的未婚妻了．的確佢冇阿Ｒｕｔｈ咁有經驗，但佢都比頭哥幾日好左好多了．佢都會幫手寫埋個report card．點講呢．．．又一次要離別了．

我同阿Ｋｅｎ仲有kamajara一起走．都仲係覺得阿Ken幾攪野～～～　回家路上好似特別怏咁，我在車上睇雜誌，哥哥話唔好浪費車程的時間．．．唔！我會記住，也專守各人告訴我的事．．．（May啦，Vanessa，Ms Marilou，媽媽啦．．．好多好多）返到去我電了冇返學的Fiona 3同學．我都想了又想是否要電佢的，因為今日早上佢告訴阿Ken唔返學，唔係我．佢明天仲去玩tennis ，仲問我會唔會去探望佢．．．唉，佢鬼有事呢．

唔返學．．．積奇仔，您身體點呀？古古都擔心您了．．．比我知一知您活得開心與否吧，肥ｍ掛掛您．


返返去十六號清晨．．．凍呀．我穿上了外套，我好喜歡這外套．日日同我一起上路的，風吹兩打都與我常在．我比上星期穿小了衫，穿多衫，自己就洗多衫．．．穿小小，做小小，哈哈．況且我要暫時做住一個澳大利亞人，左穿右穿唔掂架．我知自己身體唔好，我都會留意住架喇．無事的．

係啦我上網了，有May May 係到　：）＜您好嗎？＞有人咁問您，您會點回答？又是ｆｉｎｅ．．．嗎？我上網好貴呀．．．只有寫日記，等大家仲可以係空氣中交流．．．這是我想的．

Mily-M好掛住琴行，文-ly好想念哥哥同猩猩，肥 m 擔心積奇，古古又唔知何時有空睇睇積奇佢呢．Peony好想晚晚玩到ICQ，阿Ｍ好想玩話劇，凱樺要返樂團呀，仲有好多好多．．．

>>November 16, 2002 at 5:27:20 PM GMT+8

2002 年 11 月 14 日 星期四 【晴】

嘩，今晚都幾凍呀ｅ到．又係十點睡覺，四點醒左．．．
本來好想用英文一直寫這兒的日記架，不過這樣只可以用一用我學了的新英文 vocabularies ．用中文寫好似有多些 feel 咁．可能係粒粒中文都有其意思啦．．．

我七點用完了早餐，沖個涼就返學了．點知今日唔去得音樂室，又唔早響！我就上三樓放下個 bag ．我都係覺得自己日日都好似一個backpacker咁．唉，是但啦～～～　這時我見到Fiona 1(Assistant of the director) ，哈．哈．哈．．．佢要我小休時找佢，傾一傾問卷調查的野．唔．．．（唔知咩事呢，不安．．．）

我後來去了租書，坐地下睇，等十一點去上網．五樓的電腦室未開囉．And then 上網呀，上堂呀．．． Fiona 3 冇返學呀！

我們班今天變得好 quiet：
１． 可能係 work 左一整個星期啦
２． 又可能係好覺野的Fiona 3 同學冇返學卦
３． 又可能大家比昨昨日的 Yvonne 覺到咁
４． 我們又講Status with ZZZZZZZZZZ　這個題目吧
５． 又有幾個同學仔等緊佢地的開心星期五．

哈哈，我學了Mia咁寫日記～～

一個下午．．．大家都無乜精神咁，不過我好開心Daniel次次都好想講野，如果Kitty都出埋聲就好了，就會有Kitty & Daniel，唔知Bon & Bonnie又會係點幾一對呢？呵呵．．．仲有Lily & Penny呀～～好彩次次David 仔都只係用Lily這個名，（Lily 係這女子的中文名．）上面提到的都是我班的同學仔．午餐時Jason啦左阿Ｂon去China Town．Ｋｅｎ又買一支新水了，他好有錢呀．

The Princess Diaries 提到Mia好想有返個男朋友仔，有了Kenny 後又好似唔喜歡他咁，但唔要佢又會自己一個，同班朋友仔出去行街街，佢地都係一對對咁．．．不過佢喜歡的Michael．．．係同Judith一起．

這程況好似．．．早排我們一起玩，有Joy’s & Tim，Jackie & Jerry．．．我同哥哥呢．．．nth to say!唔知英雄仔同哥哥點呢～～～

開場白都差唔多．．．今日最重要的係小息去見Fiona 1．我昨日在問卷調查上寫了．．．

一名先生在堂上接了個電話．
可能係昨日David仔唔係到，條Yvonne又未經我同意攪我的仔仔三號啦，使我好討厭佢．So我 ‘pot’佢．上堂用手提，好唔專重我們姐，咁為何學生唔可以用手提呢．．．佢有冇一點點的專業操手架．．．如果係意外，佢又冇say sorry to us．咁碞學校又係這天出了問卷調查比我們，我就寫了上去．．．


上　一　上　網　先　．．．　（待續）

>>November 15, 2002 at 7:53:34 PM GMT+8

2002 年 11 月 14 日 星期四 【晴】

'The Princess Diaries'is really nice, it's like my situation, tonight I shall take out some phrase there ~~~ :D

I had visited the msg board of Jack, but forgot that the computer at school couldn't read hkflash's....chinese ~ .~

Well, 11:53, soon need to have lessons. 6 credits left for sending SMS, I think I will visit the PC room at lunch break too, and also find Ms Earle. Woo, Alice's BACK!!! She went to the other room for storyboard~~ ya maybe (may be) I shall too, one hour here is too much~~ especially when no one sending e-mails to me, and I am talking here to myself :( .

Ah, I met Akira, that Japanese Guy~~~ he smokes... Green coloured Mint Melb. Like Brother On~~~ I mean the smell ~~ hoho, anyway, cu , pls~~ keep in touch with me >.< It seems that I am isolated!

>>November 15, 2002 at 12:56:32 AM GMT+8