2003 年 5 月 12 日 星期一 【晴】

Today very very happy!!! I met Fiona!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She talked about the HEATER stuff o~~ I am still thinking shall I buy one. Indeed, I had asked for her piece of advice, but however, aunt said my room isn't big and not necessary to get a heater for the winter wo. Dad said he may buy one for me in Macau and bring it to my. Moreover, when he comes, it's August!!! The hardest winter is in JUNE.

Long time no see her lu~~~ Well, after my Life Kit lesson last night, I went back home and ate sth, then went fast asleep. I was awaken at 2am, I certainly feel tired again, I went back to sleep and the next time I was up at 3am. I managed to refresh myself and read the Bible. I am so eager to finish reading the whole Bible now! Not joking~~~

Life's not dull at the moment, by all deadlines really making me like mad (dead too!)

Gonna done the following:
15 May Piano test
16 May Viola test
18 May Dancing rehearsal
Charity fund raising
21May Computer competition
26 May Piano and viola rehearsal
31 May Concert

All these are somehow part of the stuff that I am making myself into trouble.

I cancelled my piano practice this morning, deal to laziness and perhaps let myself release gradually. I went to the mkt though, at 7:30am. But haven't but much, the price has all gone up!!!


>>May 13, 2003 at 12:09:13 AM GMT+8

2003 年 4 月 21 日 星期一 【晴】

Osp...I have been getting warnings from the diary system...POOR~~~~

Thanks MAY for coming here and really give me support...

To all my friends:
文-ly放假中啊．您好嗎？都辛苦左一個學期了，好累呢，但成績好好
五科有四科係Ａ，死左數學呀，有個Ｃ．激死呢!

肺炎在澳門有冇事呀？影響唔到您吧～～　學校唔比我們離開澳洲呀！唔知會攪到何時呢 ~~

這幾日都下雨，嗚嗚．．．出唔到去呀，我把傘在學校的 locker．

我做左基督徒呀（唔知您會點睇呢）不過我個人放開左好多，開心左，都仲有成日 cry呀，但是開心到 cry呢，真架，真係活得開開心心的．

同一時間都有好多野攪緊，樂隊，學生會啦．學校又排緊一個歌舞劇（West Side Story）．下星期會去大學上兩個IT workshop，最近又加入了一個多媒體小組．活躍中．．．

我好唔喜歡這裡的人，好悠閒，好慢，做野又冇效率！！！不過可能係咁，我又多了機會接觸更多的事，在生命到加入更多的經驗吧．

望您開心快樂．


>>April 22, 2003 at 9:22:35 AM GMT+8

2003 年 3 月 11 日 星期二 【晴】

Jack...

>>March 12, 2003 at 8:45:44 AM GMT+8

2003 年 3 月 11 日 星期二 【晴】

osp~~ I have just received a warning letter from Showhappy.net. Shit~~~ what can I say wo?

Well, it's Wed o~~ 1/2 day off for my friends, and a busy day for myself. I cried last night, it was 4am, and I though I can give a call to Jackie, however, I left my phone card in the locker o~~~

Tonight will be onlining, wait for me, my friends :)

>>March 12, 2003 at 12:42:12 AM GMT+8

2003 年 2 月 4 日 星期二 【晴】

Hhehehe, Vicki said HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me ar...although at 5 sth, I wasn't able to find Fiona, that's alright... I looke forward for a call from Macau. But it turned up with other different people which I have not expected on them for their kindly greetings...

I was upset later on...due to ...

>>February 5, 2003 at 8:41:37 AM GMT+8

2003 年 2 月 4 日 星期二 【晴】

Back here...oh, my 2 previous postings were not sucessful woo... waste my time tim...tomorrow have piano lesson la, vey afraid! The teacher lend me a keyboard, I brought it home and need to practice for a long time now. Or else I am very bad...

Well, It rained just now, yeah~~ my birthday was so HOT ar, I was born in Winter ma...

>>February 5, 2003 at 8:39:21 AM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 24 日 星期五 【晴】

Woo~~ very dangerous now... writing the diary in the State LiBrary~~ I just tired to se if I can enter these sites (my favourite ones). Well anyway, I am going to the Nth Melbourne's library later after lunch and also to the one in Blackburn. Returning back to aunt's house in early evening, today is extremely COOL...All libraries have air-con ma~~~ and pity Edna and Sica, freezing in Canada. Gotta make a phone call after this, missing u~~ Jackie.

>>January 25, 2003 at 2:20:00 AM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 23 日 星期四 【晴】

23 January 2003 evening
I have never tried to make a long term future plan in my life, perhaps not as big as this one – to be an exchange student. Or maybe, I should say, to wait for Edna to be an exchange student. Anyway round, doesn’t matter, our aim is to meet somewhere and sometime in the future, in Canada or Australia. I was touched when she said she would be saving money to come and visit me, this is the 2nd person in my life to say that, I am very delighted! Penny’s too~~ Penny has said that perhaps we could go together to roam about after my study.

Fiona’s favourite phrase” WHO KNOWS?”



24 January 2003
Morning~~ this morning after my breakfast I began to read the FOOD & MOOD bk seriously. Recently I have just glanced over what I shall eat or not. However, I believe that it would give me some benefits and I think something is going wrong in my body. I am fatigue all these days after my dinner. I know I started my day quite early, at 5:30am and continue with lessons and work. Yet I think I can work longer than that. And since then I missed my time in brushing my teeth and washing the dishes, since I have fallen asleep, not waking up until 3am. This cycle is somehow driving me crazy and should not carry on when MUFY starts.

>>January 24, 2003 at 4:38:01 AM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 23 日 星期四 【晴】

Hey, I know that's a bit messy..but they are all my diaries, just accept them and adjust to my organizing right here. I won't be so untidy if I am working on a project.

When I walked down the stairs, I was a bit feeling dizzy and another Fiona's favourite phrase came into my mind: So tricky! I have never liked to check or double check what I have answerd, however, I did just now. Today is my last day and the paper was written SUMMER SCH EXAMINATION. I was a bit shocked with the A3 size question paper, no matter I need to do it, for the sake of my money.

I am experiencing my upset again, from TOP going down pace by pace. I have one careless mistake in my 2nd test and 3 mistakes in my 3rd test. Sigh, every time is like that~~~ Thinking about my music competition...

>>January 24, 2003 at 1:50:08 AM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 23 日 星期四 【晴】

Appearance: Gentle, tall and slim.
Physically: Strong, can protect me, but no muscles are to be seen.
Language: Sign language preferred, non-Chinese speaking, so that if I scold him, he wouldn’t know.
Hobbies: All kinds in short of sleeping and eating.

A person with the above characters never exist and…That’s why I decided to be single forever~~ perhaps? Maybe la~~~

Haha, tonight’s weather gotta cooler and cooler, I have finished my dinner just now – a bowl of peas, next time shall add some rice too! Anyway, rejected to read the newspaper with this nice weather. My room is dimmed, I have broken the light on attached onto the ceiling. Perhaps I need to report to the owner of the house. Ya, thinking about my ideal. I really love this word ‘ideal’, once mentioned by Joy’s.

When will be the end of the world? When some of us return to heaven, disappearing a once… It’s nice to die, so that you could stay with God. However, I hope I can live longer, I am enjoying a lot now… why not live longer, and finish my mission? And what’s my mission? In doubt~~ I have returned the Bible to my aunt and so I have nth to referred right now, perhaps, in short of my friends. SNAP OUT OF IT, Emily! Hurry!!! Hurray!!!

Osp anyway~~ well, it’s 7am sth, quite early and nothing much to do, perhaps reading again. Finished my breakfast already, cereal… L

10 January 2003
Today’s Alice last day, I accompanied her to the classroom and picked her up at lunch break, acting like her BF, haha~~ Just to meet Vicki and feel the class atmosphere. Peng-Li Li (Penny & Lily) found me and told me that Vicki is angry with her because of her poor assignments. I asked her to find me for the homework previously however she neglected her work. I hope she really works, no one knows if she couldn’t attend January intake. I looked after her a lot, for she… named Penny… ?

Today’s lunch was so great, the whole table was occupied with SKUS 8, Jason joined us with his McDonald’s. Melody’s too, with her little sandwiches. She said she will go on diet, however, she has eaten Jason’s French fries and Gary’s potatoes too. How can she be slim? Anyway, Alice and Alice, right, 2 Alices shared a box of 1L skinny milk. Alice told me afterwards that the milk was not tasty and the cost is more expensive. The other Alice has moved into an apartment for $200 a week, so she stopped eating out and joined our group. Pity her… Ivan’s on diet too, eating 2 apples only, maybe because of Louisa. Me? Well, 2 slices of white bread. Aus $1.69 for 21 slices, if I eat 3 slices a day, I could use $1.69 for lunch a week. Aus $0.06 for one Cereal Biscuit, I have bought a big box, with 72 bars, so probably I will have 3 each morning. (Forgive me that CCBC’s dinner is really a burden for me, perhaps extravagant! It’s nice to eat with a group of people, sharing the food, eat and chat~~ NICE!)

When I settled home at 4pm, I was hungry, maybe because I have practiced the viola and really used up my energy. Xu Yi came and knocked at my door while I was eating an orange. She asked if I am a vegetarian since Rong knows that I don’t eat meat. (Probably because to save money and meat is not my cup of tea.) Anyway, she offered me one big hamburger (with potatoes, vegetables, onions, beef, and fried egg), 4 Aussie Dim Sum and 2 potato biscuits. Rong also gave me half loaf of bread. These are all they have left over in the restaurant. They need fresh food for the customers. Probably they will throw away the food if no one needs it. I am so grateful and really delighted!

Haven’t eaten any meat for a long time lo~~ Joy’s quote: Be kind to your body…

Anyway~~ Wennie dated me to go to the library in North Melbourne. Woo, then I will have 4 library cards here in Australia. Whitehorse, State, Embassy and a new one now. Probably I can borrow books in the Institution of TAFE too, I have enrolled in an intensive course.

11 January 2003

Haha, I have always been quiet. However when I have something to say in the cell group, it takes a bit of time, every time is like that~~ I think they have accepted the fact that I won’t join their dinner every time, I told Yi-Lik that I will come, probably when there is a big festival or somewhat related, like the Chinese New Year. I have taken a picture of my meal one dinner and sent it off to Jackie, I hope it won’t scare her.

I returned to aunt’s house this evening, taking off some days from the city. The kids returned at 9 sth and that’s when my job begin. I received Aus $65 from Aunt, she gave to be anyway~~ and for sure I won’t reject any money that is given onto me. I took the opportunity to phone Nick. The phone call was cut down last Christmas night and I didn’t ring back (deal to my mobile’s bill). Probably we will go out for a drink the following day.

12 January 2003
I watched Harry Porter and Stuart Little 2 with 2 kids. And McDull also~~ Well, I seldom spend time on movies or VCD… wasting my time, moreover, here in aunt’s house I was so boring, nearly bore to death! I played the viola and read the book. Packed my things and unpacked them again, write letters… (Oh yes, if Edna’s reading this, please send me your recent address…) At last I washed the dishes. I have never been willing to wash any dishes, it spoil my smoothness of my hands! However, I am bored!

Luckily 3pm came and I brought the kids to their mum, my job could halt for the afternoon. Just as we planned to go to Williamstown with Alice & Ivan, I was in Williamstown the evening today! I walked in the beach with Nick which was a bit annoying. He has been in Australia for 16 years and he got all sorts of friends, everywhere! In Yarraville, Willismstown… anywhere perhaps. I ate an ice-cream, woo, ice coffee J ~~ We chatted and watched the sea, nice scene.

Later he met his friend on the way while we were going for dinner, Codas~~ He likes coffee and he has finished his dinner already. We went to eat fired wood pizza. I was quite embarrassed when they asked me information about Macau & Portuguese stuff, whereas I don’t know much! Codas ordered a short black and I ordered a cappuccino. Nick continued to drink coca-cola. I think I should stop him next time, that’s not healthy.

It maybe the matter of the coffee that I wasn’t able to sleep tonight, I kept reading my Economics textbook…

13 January 2003
Early the morning I got up and traveled to Blackburn, need to baby-sit the children again! Great! I can get rid of them in 2 weeks time. I didn’t bring my S6010 with me, I shall give it a rest anyway. Nothing much special in short of boredom.

Well, I have received Kelly’s call tonight! I was sleeping around 8pm and received a message from her. She asked for my phone number. Woo, her voice is so sweet~~ She is my first pen pal (when I was in Primary 6). She used to live in Melbourne however she’s now in Adelaide.

14 January 2003
I left aunt’s house at 8am. When I opened the door, I saw 3 parcels on the floor, I picked them up and thought that only 2 of them belong to me. Moreover, all of them were being addressed to Ms Emily Fong… mum’s handwriting J ~~~ One by one I carefully opened them. Actually I have a notion already what were inside. My lovely concert dresses! Mum has done more than what I wanted, nice mum & thanks mum. I was so delighted! I now have my black long skirt, 3 different white shirt, and my cloths for cleaning my instrument. I mourn for my concert dress! Last time I had bought a black shirt in Myer because of the little assembly’s performance in Taylors. Alice demanded that we should wear black and serious enough to wear all BLACK. Anyway I don’t have one black shirt in Macau, I used to wear white on top and black at the bottom.

She even mailed me some Chinese New Year’s decorations, red packets and the ‘FORTUNE’ posters. I wanted to cry when reading her letter. Sister was even GREAT too, she gave me a box of cream, to make the mask, and 3 packs of cereal. Woo, the cereal is with OAT soluble fibre! 燕麥片 o~~~

15 January 2003
Since Arront has left, the house has been quiet. I take a nap at 7pm and when I wake up again, Wennie is sleeping already. This morning was great, Vicki called me and Alice, just to say HI!!! She seldom calls us, since I used to greet her before she saw me. It is Wednesday again that we met in the computer room. I shall go there next Wednesday again. Seems like my life in Rosa, when I noticed when Ms Karla was on duty, I stayed for lunch in the basement. Stayed after four to SEE her.

I am not yet prepared… to believe and really rely on God. One question strikes me very much, do you have me in your heart? Ya… I miss him and not HIM… The religion lesson in Rosa has discussed about being a true Christian, but how true is it?

>>January 24, 2003 at 1:32:19 AM GMT+8