2003 年 6 月 2 日 星期一 【晴】

Thanks God, what a day~~~ Again I have 10 periods a day, 5 for lessons normally... I woke up at 4am sth to prepare exam. It's piano and viola practical. Can't you imagine a guy playing piano in the middle of the night? Well...Anyway, I was so tired after all. The student committee are selling the party tickets today. And I am having 3 lessons for selling that stuff. Woo~~~ I started school at 8am sharp for my piano exam, I was the first one o be examined!!! Luckily...and fortunately, the teacher was pleased with me :) ~~~ After that I escaped from my Trio Ensemble lesson and shut myself in a room to play my viola. As I haven'y done quite a lot of practice these days. Tired of it...and the intonation problem. Later I partnered with Jan to sell the tickets. I am still wondering if I shall go to this Formal Dinner and Dance party, for Au$50~~ Worth...if I really treat it as my farewell. And that I should go, since I am one of whom organizing.

>>June 3, 2003 at 5:40:34 AM GMT+8

2003 年 6 月 1 日 星期日 【晴】

Mum phoned me early at 7am (Aus) last Sat. It was quite tired for me, as I was just on the phone at 3am with Jack. 2 of my phone cards finished the amount already~~ hoho, can't make any more IDDs call. But I guess I will buy another calling card soon. It's June, and need to pay rent these days :( ~~

However, dad phoned me at 11:oopm (AUS). I have fallen asleep on the ground, with my bible opened. I though he was going to put down the phone soon, but he keeps on talking even he heard that I am half asleep.

I just change my calenda to 'JUNE', I didn't notice that Father's Day is in June!!! I've never get this idea...not in August mei? I wasted Au$1.5 this morning to take the tram to school. I need to practice the viola today and can't ride my bicycle. And by 7:30, I was still praying and my schdule delayed...

Well, a good news came to me by Jackie...that that couple separated, but then, they are together again...Shit, this is the point where it hurts... I hope I am not thinking of him anyway~~~

I just ralized that I have EXAM tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haha......

>>June 2, 2003 at 12:20:49 AM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 28 日 星期三 【晴】

感謝主呀！Yesterday Linda and I have a chat for 2 1/2 hours! I have very rare this kind of long conversations. It was about the issue of 3 years ago, when I was dating. Well, I have only be recovering at the moment, what about Kelvin? I am not sure. However, thanks God for his forgiveness :) + thanks Linda a lot :) . It was quite change, after our prayer, I felt very very cold and very helpnessless. Wouldn't know why...why not being warm and loving?

Thanks God that Jack isn't doing any stupid thing to herself after all these battles. Poor Jack... I wish I am in Macau at the moment, helping her, Michelle and Penny. Kelly e-mailed me with the details of YSO concerts and Candy told me about the drama stuff during summer. On the other hand, grandma is sick and mum as well. All these really push me to be back to Macau as soon as possible.

However...

>>May 29, 2003 at 2:32:05 AM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 26 日 星期一 【晴】

學會了’交上　’～～～　
Alone in Aussie, hearing Jack's sad news, what can I do? I used to give her my advice and several of my past experiences. However, today I immediately think of praying for her, and no more... Oh Lord, thanks that you have taught me this lesson, everything put onto you.

I was working on my Maths HW yesterday night. Philip phoned me at 11:00 and he said it's late at night, I didn't realized that it was so late already, as I usually sleep as early as 9pm or 7pm ma. He dated me for movie tonight, I at once said that I have a date already, but then I have made a mistake o~~ I really look forward to the date with Linda :)

Thinking about Jack...the scene came into my mind: As Penny phoned me at 12:00am(Macau), Hero was with him. Sigh...

>>May 27, 2003 at 12:07:47 AM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 25 日 星期日 【晴】

今晚比較早有晚餐，七時便上床了（月經來了），我頭先比自己ｅａｔ朱古力，因為我隻手比熱水燙傷呀，好想喊，好想大大聲聲講比您知，可憐一下我．不過我唔可以．小時候祖母會在我喊的時候給我一元．現在我給自己朱古力，都想堅強一些吧．唔好喊，唔好喊．．．

2:00 我用手提寄了個信息比螢螢（琴行／青交），佢生日呀．她告訴我會去游泳來過生日，我這兒凍僵了都唔會有水游呢．我常想要回來, 以訪個人! 天氣每天早上和夜裡很冷,我沒能站立在街上打一個電話回來問候。我和我的鋼琴教師現下不融洽, 我希望和我的 中提琴 教師融洽吧。他好好人，不罵人的． 他也邀請我在 2003 年5月 31 在他的學生音樂會中演出。

我希望你能看我呀。 (這)5月 22 日和現下, 離開澳門七個月了。 我不喜歡在這裡見到中文, 也不喜歡吃中餐或者用 廣東話 談話, 但是, 我盼望不久（盡早地）可回到 Macau ! 。


>>May 26, 2003 at 12:08:46 AM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 25 日 星期日 【晴】

今晚我病左呀．病，好玩嗎？不

但我又好想病．會有更多的愛心比我喇，
又可以休息，做小一點工作．
要什麼有什麼，人家也千就我多一點兒．

這天是星期五，在英文課開始有事．
上完係空堂，我去了ｃｈｅｃｋ　ｅ－ｍａｉｌ．
Ｊａｎｕａｒ都未有消息比我．
上經濟課仲死呢，測驗呀．

放了學回去，ｂｒｅａｄ　＋　ｍｅｄｉｃｉｎｅ．．．

ｚｚｚＺＺＺＺｚｚｚｚｚ
１７：５５　
平時又累又悶，今晚更加啦．．．
點知當我睡了一會兒，電話響了，
我死人咁聲接了個來電．
係Linda！佢問我咩事．．．
要我飲水＆休息呢，
我仲話佢咁 general (the suggestion)．
哈哈，點都好啦，
我好想快一些到星期三，因為同佢有約．

２２：３０
手提又響！？平時冇咩人電我架．．．
今次係組長呢，提我攪明日的ｉｃｅ－ｂｒｅａｋ．
Ｔｈａｎｋｓ　Ｄｅｒｅｋ先～～
因為唔想返去，請佢去攪．

２３：５５
最後一個來電了，係安仔哥哥呀！真係好鬼開心　：）



>>May 26, 2003 at 12:05:34 AM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 14 日 星期三 【晴】

After meeting Fiona yesterday, I met Brenda this afternoon. Really delighted to meet all my Embassy's teachers. I saw another 'Fiona' holding the swipe stuff, I guess staff in Oz needs to take part in multiple tasks too.

Anyway, I was referred to the principal at last!!! Mrs Hammesely has talked to Mrs Helen Spark, the co-ordinator of MUFY and also Mrs Patterson, the principal. Moreover, the principal would like to see the students instead of the teachers on behalf. I went to her alone, as I wasn't able to get in touch with Alice. Mrs Cashmore scolded me of not wearing my ID card around, and I need to head up to my locker again before I could see Mrs Patterson.

I feel comfortable and confident enough when speaking to her, though she's the principal. And revealed all that I know. One new point came into my mind when our conversation nearly ends. I suddendly asked her about the exam of the Yr 11 and 12, since they are concerned with the rehearsal schedule too.

>>May 15, 2003 at 5:47:37 AM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 14 日 星期三 【雨】

從前常為自的事去pray....

Today I was worrying for the music lesson, need to face that old fashion music teacher o~~~ I haven't been practising thoughout the whole week, but only yesterday for 3 hours. Anyway...the weather isn't good, raining, but my heart is as bright as the sun o~~ YEAH~~

>>May 14, 2003 at 11:56:42 PM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 13 日 星期二 【晴】

從前她最錫我的，她不會罵我的．．．
今天，她因為＄，罵我了！

This morning I was heading up on the notice board fo the rehearsals dates．There was several double rehearsals in a day, and two of which, lie during our MUFY exam. More seriously, the 15th June, is the day before my Maths exam. Last term has been doing so well with all A expect Maths a C. I can't afford to get lower this term and as well as, how can I concentrate on the 15th?

She's crazy...Mrs Earle said we don't have exam on a Sunday, and what to worry. And she mentioned that we can't stay up with Maths 24 hours and hours...I possibly could! I stood up and raise up my opinion..actually demanding for a cancellation on the 15th rehearsal. However, she said she had put a great deal of $ on the rehearsal stuff and the two teachers are going to resign because whole lots of us are going home in the term break.

But sorry Lord... I was angry with her...

>>May 14, 2003 at 12:51:37 AM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 12 日 星期一 【晴】

I met Fiona again during lunch time. Fiona McGuigan!!!! I guess my attidtue towards each and every teacher has returns. She asked me to eat tuna, cheese and all those healthy food stuff. I have good food when I was with my aunt, then I have plain bread, then I added fruits. Mrs Hammersely asked me to add some tuna and so I have bought several cans of tuna, around 7 or 8. I was so happy, firstly because the tuna is really good, secondly it helps me for the fatique, and thirdly tuna helps my brain to function. Moreover, mum, Ivan and Alice scolded me, as I was eating thousands of canned food. So I halted again and eat bread again.

I hope while at the moment when I am out of Macau, I am not out of their heart...Once upon a time, my name has always been appearing in my Bf's diary, but now, it's not me any more that he thinks of... Shit... Penny onlined, but he was N/A.

>>May 13, 2003 at 5:50:40 AM GMT+8