2005 年 3 月 24 日 星期四 【晴】

安息聚會

今夜, 我帶著沉重的心情, 來到世界殯儀館, 在門口見到森原就一同上去了,
先入到靈堂, 在台前, 見到cow姐的照片, 她笑得很開心 , 不錯, 因為與神永遠的一起~
係開心的, 傷心只會留在我們活著還存留的日好了......
今日靈堂很多弟兄姊妹, 有好多都係好耐冇見, 雖然見到大家都應該好開心,
不過今夜沒有人笑得出, 看到蕙婷喊到面無血色,就會知道她,失去了姊姊的痛苦是多大啦,
而我也不能作聲, 也沒有其他的反應, 只可以默默的支持,
當夜各人都只有憂傷的心情, 各人為cow 姐的離去而難過,
而當夜有長老的分享, 也有cow 姐生前最後的足跡的影片放映....
也許那是各人對cow 姐的最後印象,
而她也走了.....
去了主那裡了....
我難忘當天的您對我的看顧, 您鼓勵的說話, 您的笑聲,
及您所做在我身上的一切事, 我記得您絡我的禮物....
五年了....我都好好的收起呢, 可惜我不能再講您知了...
因為您聽不到了.....您走了....
去了一個沒有人搵到您的地方...
留下的只有足跡, 及見證.....

cow 姐~~~放心吧~~其他事~就交比我們吧~
到那天,我們會再見的...
妳等下啦...
永恆見

>>April 2, 2005 at 6:06:53 PM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 21 日 星期一 【晴】

關燈事件

今日有件事~~~好攪笑~~
其實又唔係咩大事o既~~
不過就攪到有幾個人唔係好開心的~~~

事緣~~~
今日夜晚2100到咁上下時間~~
我,田,祺,達,佳~~就完左個檢討會~~
返辦公室啦~~~那時都只係得mike係房中~~~
之後就收拾東西走啦~~~
咁我早收完野~~~阿達就同我~~~去拿野先~~
咁就係停車場等佢o地下來~~~
不過見到佢o地4 個之後唔知有咩事~~
個個好似唔係好開心咁~~~
之後坐車就講了~~~
阿佳,田and mike 就講~~~
關燈問題....
有人指~~~因為走時見到其他友莊辦公室未關燈~~就入左去關~~環保點~~
有人指~~~事不關己,己不勞心, 唔好攪咁多~~因為怕別人見到以為我o地偷野~有事上身~~

之後呢件事就攪到三個人係我離開之後~~~攪到好似好大獲咁....

講真~~呢件事冇人做錯~~
只可怪友莊做咩咁冇手尾~~
又唔關燈又唔鎖門~~又冇人係房丫~~

唔見野~~抵死啦....
大家唔好亂想啦....

>>March 22, 2005 at 5:14:31 PM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 17 日 星期四 【晴】

涉足十四小時

時間1930
地點油麻地

我因為要一早去到集合地方去做一個任務~~
就係要搵性工作者傾下計~~
就係油麻地一帶搵啦....
人就多....車就多....不過冇人係認識d 性工作者~~
而且一見係學生就咩都唔知...一聽到訪問...
就好似冇見過我o地咁....真係搵到灰曬....
不過我早知大會有預定人仕~~
就冇咩所謂啦~~~搵左一小時~~~食白果之後就回去集合~~
再坐車去石塘咀聽聽d 舊性工作者講野~~~
一個叫真姐, 一個叫美蓮....
因為上年都玩過今次都係去聽啦~~
所以我成個傾計都冇點問野~~~只係聽多~~
不過都見到d 同學好多問題~~
見時間不多~~~到九點半時~~~就開始下去第二個程式~~
坐車過海~~上明愛唔知咩中心~~同d 同性戀者傾計~~~
又係一樣~~都係聽過~~
不過有d 人都未見過~~~佢o地一隊六個人~~~
有兩個見過~~其他都未見過~~~
而且個guy 都幾型~~~
今日先知原來咁多野o既~~~
性別人仕中都有好多種~~~~
有雌雄同體,有雙性戀, 有男同性戀, 女同性戀, 變性人, 易服....等...
而我今日....終於見到咩叫變性人了.....

>>March 22, 2005 at 5:29:42 PM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 12 日 星期六 【晴】

賞賜在天上

今日雖然我一早起身~~之後一路睇有線~~一路食早餐~~
一睇就睇到 "天作之盒" 而且係謝婉雯失去先生之後的那一幕~~~
令我想起了cow 姐~~
也許人只會係失去時先會返思~~~
記起初信那時的日子~~真係好開心呢~~
cow 姐就是我當時初信聚會的同工~~~幫手聚會的~~~
一路睇謝婉雯一路想~~~
原來係基督徒身上有一種好特別的東西~~~
可能就係人間小有的愛~~~
不是情人的愛~~~不是親人的愛~~也不是朋友的愛~~
係神的愛~~
可能因一句說話~~~她與她都一樣~~識去愛~~
"我們愛~因為神先愛我們"
呢d 野~~正正係我做唔到的~~~
她與她就做到了~~
而且她們都打勝了~~回到主台前~~等待主的賞賜與讚賞~~
今日天雖然黑~~但她們都回到主那裡了~~
應該為她們高興呢~~~因為榮耀主與她們一同同坐寶座~~

>>March 13, 2005 at 2:24:39 PM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 11 日 星期五 【晴】

COW姐死了

今日夜晚本來就要去踢波的~~咁我就如常的入屯門踢波~~
入之前都問左佢o地洗唔洗踢的~~
不過到最後入到屯門先知唔洗踢....
因為屯門下大雨~~
咁就攪左我一大輪...
咁我就搵左阿mike, 花花and 阿田食飯
去左打邊爐~~因為難得花花又入黎元朗聚會~~
而且又肯入屯門~~咁就一齊食野了~~
不過係屯門市中心行左好耐先~~搵到野食....
因為到到都多人...
食的過情都好開心.....
到走了.....阿mike 講我知....
問我識唔識cow 姐.......
佢講今日教會通告講出........
cow 姐...佢今個月三號死左了..........
返到主那裡了.......安息主懷了.........

我當場定左一定.......不斷問返阿mike...
真係嫁.......
不過事實就真係......安息了......
那麼我只可在回憶中搵返我同cow 姐係教會中的每一段.....
記得cow 姐係我初初返教會時的看顧....
記起cow 姐係我愛浸時比我的禮物(因為沒有太多禮物的關係).....
記得她的聲線....
記起她的笑聲....
更加記得佢講我一次初信聚會.....
可惜依家只係回憶呢.......

人生無常......
30左右的cow 姐....就咁就回到主那裡了....
難怪佢當年......忽然辭去學校書記的職務....
為主去到他洲傳福音.....
回到香港....就時常出入醫院啦.....
我不知是否....她知道自己時間不多.....
不過cow 姐所做的~~不會浪費~~~最少我記得啦~~~
在天上再會吧~~
神家裡的好姐姐~~

>>March 13, 2005 at 2:13:33 PM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 7 日 星期一 【晴】

今日金句

耶穌說：「父阿，赦免他們，因為他們所作的，他們不曉得。」（路二十三34）

>>March 8, 2005 at 6:29:50 AM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 7 日 星期一 【晴】

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BIBLE READING: Luke 15: 1-10

Jesus Christ was the master story-teller. Here in this chapter are three of his best-known short stories. They were told to illustrate how much God loves and misses every individual soul. They were also told for those who criticised his life-style, particularly the Pharisees. They resented him spending so much time with 'sinners'.

The first story is about a lost sheep (verses 4-7). One of the shepherd's flock had wandered away. A sheep doesn't stop to think. It sees a gap, an opening and wanders on unconscious of any danger. Soon it is lost to the safety of the flock and the fold. When it realises its position, it can only bleat helplessly and can never find its way back.

But this foolish lost sheep calls out the love of the shepherd. He eaves the other sheep and goes to find the lost one. God does the same. How many ways does he use to seek out the lost sinner and :all him back to himself? He is the seeking shepherd, who rejoices when a lost sinner repents and joins God's family.

The second story tells of a lost coin (verses 8-10). How was it lost? By carelessness? The sheep was lost to safety. The coin was lost to service. It could not be used while it was lost. It could make no contribution to the home. It was not merely a piece of metal lost, but all the good it could do was lost also.

Again there is someone who feels the loss keenly. The woman searches, sweeps, looks until she finds it, and restores it with real rejoicing to its rightful place.

Here is a picture of the Holy Spirit. He works tirelessly searching, seeking for lost sinners who are lost to God. The Holy Spirit peaks to them, hoping to convict them of their sin, their position and their need of a Saviour.

How he rejoices (and all the angels join with him) when a sinner listens to his voice and is saved and comes into the family of God. Where are you today?

>>March 8, 2005 at 6:28:15 AM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 7 日 星期一 【晴】

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同為福音作執事
歌羅西書1：24-29

有些人領受了責任之後，便會鍥而不捨地去完成。保羅正是這樣的人，他從神那裡領受了對普世教會的職分，務要把神的奧秘傳得明白，將人完全地引領到神面前；所以，他永不言敗地為主盡忠。我們也同樣領受了職分，但你會怎樣面對呢？保羅提醒讀者們，面對神交付的使命，要有三方面的態度：

1.甘心為福音受苦（24）：經文中提到「缺欠」一詞，並非指基督所受的苦還有缺欠，以致神的救贖尚未到完全的地步。保羅在此是指出建立基督教會的工作，尚需要面對更多的患難。猶太人認為彌賽亞紀元到來之先，神的選民需經歷神所定規的「生產之苦」。

雖然今天在自由社會生活的信徒，「為主受苦」似乎並不實在；但常存甘心為福音受苦的心志，卻是每個年代的信徒所必須要有的。

2.全心傳揚主的道（25）：今天有些教會在敬拜模式上可算是相當前衛，而且吸引了很多青少年人駐足其中。他們更設立「福音中途站」式的服務場所，藉此成為青少年接觸福音和教會的媒介；推行的事工可謂五花八門，但福音的真正內容究竟是甚麼呢？

保羅所傳揚的奧秘有別於當時異端的理解，這「奧秘」是指那在歷代所隱藏、但如今卻是神向人公開顯明的信息，它就是主的福音──基督要臨到外邦人中間，完成十字架的救贖，住在他們心裡，作為他們日後得榮耀的保證。

3.恆心領人歸向主（28）：保羅認知所面對的是一班具有理性和智慧的人，所以，福音要向他們傳得完全而不被歪曲，實有賴神賜下更大的智慧。這不單需要技巧（諸般的智慧），更要盡心竭力、充滿熱誠與愛心，好把基督的真理，完完全全地傳到他們心裡。

我們在領人歸主的過程中，恆切不倦的態度能叫人心被恩感而歸向神。若要一個人真心改變，信徒除了恆久禱告和見證外，基督福音的真確性更是必須的。

>>March 8, 2005 at 6:27:23 AM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 6 日 星期日 【晴】

今日金句

經文：「你們要時時儆醒，常常祈求，使你們能逃避這一切要來的事，得以站立在人子面前。」（路二十一36）

>>March 8, 2005 at 6:32:01 AM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 6 日 星期日 【晴】

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BIBLE READING: Galatians 6:12-18

Paul finished this epistle right where he began. He covered the whole argument of this epistle in one sweeping statement: 'It is the cross and the cross alone that counts.' To him the cross was central and gloriously sufficient for time and eternity.

Those opposing him, those who had disrupted the church in Galatia, were trying to make circumcision and the Old Testament law, of central importance. Paul said these are only outward signs. The Cross (the Gospel) deals with the heart.

Too many people today put great emphasis on outward evidences, such as infant baptism or even church attendance. We ought to attend our local church, but only because we have first accepted Christ. Church attendance is no guarantee of salvation.

The Cross says man is a sinner and cannot save himself. Men don't like that. That touches his pride. But if he does accept it, the world turns its back on him - all because of the cross.

Paul knew that in sad experience. The world did more than turn its back - it hated Paul and persecuted him. But to him the cross and Christ meant much more. In fact the cross and Christ meant everything. He was able to say 'To me to live is Christ.' Can we say that today?

In the cross of Christ I glory Tow'ring o'er the wrecks of time.

All the light of sacred story Gathers round its head sublime.

>>March 8, 2005 at 6:31:27 AM GMT+8