2004 年 1 月 4 日 星期日 【晴】

聽日好想返學
但係屋企人唔俾我返~

聽日係呢個學期第一日返CU
今日去左威爾斯.... >_< 唔鍾意！
我都係鍾意上堂多過返工.....
原本想返去架！
因為覺得最唔舒服會係今日lor...
聽日應該無事....不過...公公佢聽日會黎........
即係想靜雞雞走都唔得！ >_<
唔制呀~~ 約左laura食lunch架嘛！

好好笑...琴晚胃痛既時候....以為自己係MD....
^^ 以為自己係唔想出field，所以就有呢d疑病症....哈哈！
睇黎讀得書多都唔係件好事~ 成日疑神疑鬼咁！

朋友變左...由唔識得關心人到而家俾我feel到佢有少少關心我同重視我.....
^^ 有少少唔習慣添！不過都好既~ 希望你唔只識得關心我，仲有你身邊既人啦！
"一關心我已經....等於....再殺死我！"
哈！diary有提你就算好好架啦~ 仲多多要求！

>>January 5, 2004 at 2:08:54 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 4 日 星期日 【晴】

夕陽之歌　梅艷芳
曲：Kohji Makaino　詞：陳少琪

* 斜陽無限
無奈只一息間燦爛
隨雲霞漸散
逝去的光彩不復還
遲遲年月
難耐這一生的變幻
如浮雲聚散
纏結這滄桑的倦顏
漫長路
驟覺光陰退減
那個看透我夢想
是平淡

**曾遇上幾多風雨翻
編織我交錯夢幻
曾遇你真心的臂彎
伴我走過患難
奔波中　心灰意淡
路上紛擾波折再一彎
一天想　想到歸去但已晚

REPEAT * **

啊...... 天生孤單的我心暗淡
路上風霜哭笑再一彎
一天想　想到歸去但已晚

>>January 5, 2004 at 1:55:57 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 4 日 星期日 【晴】

今日原本要出field，但係我竟然早走！
我都覺得自己好過份呀！

琴晚一點左右訓....三點幾就唔舒服到醒左......
個胃頂住頂住咁~ 訓唔著......
走左去廁所想嘔...點知嘔唔到.....好鬼辛苦！
最後終於嘔到少少啦...就走番去訓lu~
嘈醒左老豆同阿媽~
點知...六點幾又醒左....唉！又嘔喇！點知都係嘔唔出..咪去食粒胃藥lor.....
再訓！

本來要七點起身準備出field，但係真係好鬼辛苦......七點半先起身~
之後攪點好晒d野啦..... >_< 又嘔喇！ 個胃又好痛bor~
不過諗住都可以挨到既....咪搭車去火車站lor....
點知架車好震......真係....想死！
打俾supervisor問可唔可以唔返，佢叫我返半日.......
車程足足用左成個鐘.......唉!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

聽完field orientation....好暈，皆因無食野.....>_< 好痛苦呀！
好難集中精神，但都要死頂！
聽完&同supervisor傾完就返屋企lu~

期間有個好朋友打俾我.....
^^ 想約我食飯wor.....唉！平時又唔見你咁好死？
今日出field，唔返CU喇！
多謝你既關心....^^ 最後你話「你真係ok嘛？」真係令我好感動呢！
謝謝你~

返到屋企勁訓！
點幾訓到六點幾.....
食左粒panadol....原來我發燒wor！唉~
都唔知點解會攪成咁~
第一日返學...出師不利~

>>January 5, 2004 at 11:13:05 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 4 日 星期日 【晴】

今晚係最後一晚.....
要好好享受、珍惜！

^^ 今日就無最後一日假期喇！
乜都無做...又"浪費"左一日lu~
哈！有個怪朋友話驚遲d忙埋d無聊野，無時間俾到我，
所以想同我傾下計wor......
之但係我同佢傾...佢又係同平時一樣：一句起，兩句止........
>_< 佢真係傻架！
哈~ 原來張紙條仔你仲keep住架？你真係傻瓜喇！~~

then...朋友又被d煩野煩住............
點講好呢？你同佢一齊..我會替你高興，之但係...你好似係利用緊佢咁....
你話：果陣時有XX嘛~
其實果陣同而家有乜分別呢？如果係真既話，有無XX都唔重要！
你明唔明呀？我怕你做錯決定呀！之後...你同佢都會同樣痛苦架！
諗清楚呀~~

聽日出field，應該ok既~第一日唔會有d乜野做！
^^ thanks laura教我路！謝謝你！
真係好鬼死鍾意你啦~~~

>_< 公公知我病左...竟然黎探我......太誇張喇！
有你咁錫我，我真係好開心呀！^^ thanks你！

>>January 4, 2004 at 5:10:53 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 3 日 星期六 【晴】

You are so Blessed!!!!!
==================

If you woke up this morning
with more health than illness,
you are more blessed than the
million who won't survive the week.

If you have never experienced
the danger of battle,
the loneliness of imprisonment,
the agony of torture or
the pangs of starvation,
you are ahead of 20 million people
around the world.

If you attend a church meeting
without fear of harassment,
arrest, torture, or death,
you are more blessed than almost
three billion people in the world.

If you have food in your refrigerator,
clothes on your back, a roof over
your head and a place to sleep,
you are richer than 75% of this world.

If you have money in the bank,
in your wallet, and spare change
in a dish someplace, you are among
the top 8% of the world's wealthy.

If your parents are still married and alive,
you are very rare,
especially in the United States.

If you hold up your head with a smile
on your face and are truly thankful,
you are blessed because the majority can,
but most do not.

If you can hold someone's hand, hug them
or even touch them on the shoulder,
you are blessed because you can
offer God's healing touch.

If you can read this message,
you are more blessed than over
two billion people in the world
that cannot read anything at all.

You are so blessed in ways
you may never even know.

================================================================================
A blessing cannot be kept. If it stops with you, then the blessing will disappear. The blessing will only keep working if it is continuously passed around. If you are a recipient of a blessing, keep the blessing working by being the source of blessing to other people.

>>January 4, 2004 at 7:14:38 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 3 日 星期六 【晴】

The Other Woman
===============

After 21 years of marriage, I discovered a new way of keeping
alive the spark of love.

A little while ago, I went out with another woman.

It was really my wife's idea.

"I know you'll love her," she said one day, taking me by
surprise.

"But I love YOU too," I protested.
"I know, but you also love her."

The other woman who my wife wanted me to visit was my mother who
had been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my
three children had made it possible to visit her only
occasionally.

That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a
movie. "What's wrong, are you well," she asked?

My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night
call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news.

"I thought that it would be pleasant to pass some time with
you."

I responded, "Just the two of us." She thought about it for a
moment and then said, "I would like that very much."

That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up, I was a
bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she,
too, seemed to be nervous about our date.

She waited in the door with her coat on. She had curled her
hair and was wearing the dress that she had worn to celebrate
her last wedding anniversary. She smiled from a face that was
as radiant as an angel's.

"I told my friends that I was going to go out with my son, and
they were impressed," she said, as she got into the car.

"They can't wait to hear about our meeting."

We went to a restaurant that, although not elegant, was very
nice and cozy. My mother took my arm as if she were the First
Lady. After we sat down, I had to read the menu. Her eyes
could only read large print.

Halfway through the entree, I lifted my eyes and saw Mom sitting
there staring at me. A nostalgic smile was on her lips.
"It was I who used to have to read the menu when you were
small," she said.

"Then it's time that you relax and let me return the favor,"
I responded.

During the dinner, we had an agreeable conversation, nothing
extraordinary but catching up on recent events of each other's
life. We talked so much that we missed the movie. As we
arrived at her house later, she said, "I'll go out with you
again, but only if you let me invite you."

I agreed.

"How was your dinner date?" asked my wife when I got home.

"Very nice. Much more so than I could have imagined,"
I answered.

A few days later, my mother died of a massive heart attack.

It happened so suddenly that I didn't have a chance to do
anything for her. Some time later, I received an envelope with
a copy of a restaurant receipt from the same place mother and I
had dined. An attached note said:

"I paid this bill in advance. I was almost sure that I couldn't
be there; but nevertheless, I paid for two plates; one for you
and the other for your wife.

You will never know what that night meant for me. I love you."

At that moment I understood the importance of saying, in time:
"I LOVE YOU" and to give our loved ones the time that they
deserve.

Nothing in life is more important than God and your family.

Give them the time they deserve because these things cannot be
put off until "some other time."

Author Unknown

>>January 4, 2004 at 7:10:34 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 3 日 星期六 【晴】

^^ 我真係大頭蝦...
做野太太太衝動了~

琴晚icq先記得去北京之前應承左人一樣野....
哈哈~ 唔記得左添！你又唔提我wor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
^^ 不過我都有野俾你既~ 放心啦！

琴晚話去探婆婆...衝口而出.......
唔記得自己病鬼左！傳染左俾佢點算好wor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
諗住去一陣就走啦...點知今日起身就勁攰......
>_< 講道同祈禱既時候都差dd就訓著！
所以都唔去啦....費事攪到婆婆病...比自己病仲痛苦！
打個電話俾佢，返屋企又再訓喇！
點知...返到黎阿媽佢地勁緊張.......
原來公公知道我感冒之後就即刻打電話俾俾佢地，叫佢地同我睇醫生wor.........
>_< 攪到好大件事咁！哈~ 算啦！

聽日就出field....唔知會點呢？
因為出medical field既關係，department同我地加左保險....
要補番d資料俾department...其中要寫萬一死左d遺產點分，
share如下：
婆婆 50%
公公 30%
老豆 10%
阿媽 10%
其實想填妹妹..不過佢太細個
又想填好表姐...不過得四個格仔可以填，唔夠寫

今日會執好間房！

>>January 4, 2004 at 6:54:51 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 3 日 星期六 【晴】

今晚同表姐食左餐dinner
傾左一陣計....同佢一齊永遠都咁開心！

表姐發左個怪夢...就係生左個BB wor...
^^ 係就真係恭喜晒喇！
我都想快d有BB玩呀！你知我呢d人架啦...見到BB就發癲架嘛~ ^^
你要記住呀....你結婚我一定一定要做你既伴娘架！

見到佢咁開心，我都好開心~

不過佢就瘦左好多啦！
又殘左wor.....梗係做野做得辛苦.... >_< 好可憐呀！
你要小心身體呢！我唔可以失去你~

^^ 之後又傾番食藥既問題......
我地兩個都唔喜歡食藥，不過佢就慘喇！有男朋友逼佢食..^^ 我就free好多啦~
不過其實唔係唔想食，而係好麻煩......^^ 所以今晚阿媽整好晒俾我咪俾面食一次半次lor...^^
我命大，相信唔食藥都可以好番既！成日都係咁架啦~ ^^

好唔想返學
好唔想實習
好唔想長大
好驚好驚.......

>>January 3, 2004 at 5:02:33 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 2 日 星期五 【晴】

人生啟示錄--
被稱為世上最經典的25句話

１、記住該記住的，忘記該忘記的。改變能改變的，接受不能改變的。

２、能沖刷一切的除了眼淚，就是時間，以時間來推移感情，時間越長，衝突越淡，仿
佛不斷稀釋的茶。

３、怨言是上天得至人類最大的供物，也是人類禱告中最真誠的部分。

４、智慧的代價是矛盾。這是人生對人生觀開的玩笑。

５、世上的姑娘總以為自己是驕傲的公主（除了少數極醜和少數極聰明的姑娘例外）。

６、如果敵人讓你生氣，那說明你還沒有勝他的把握。

７、如果朋友讓你生氣，那說明你仍然在意他的友情。

８、令狐沖說“有些事情本身我們無法控制，只好控制自己。”

９、我不知道我現在做的哪些是對的，那些是錯的，而當我終於老死的時候我才知道這
些。所以我現在所能做的就是盡力做好待著老死。

１０、也許有些人很可惡，有些人很卑鄙。而當我設身為他想像的時候，我才知道：他
比我還可憐。所以請原諒所有你見過的人，好人或者壞人。

１１、魚對水說你看不到我的眼淚，因為我在水裏．水說我能感覺到你的眼淚，因為你
在我心裏。

１２、快樂要有悲傷作陪，雨過應該就有天晴。如果雨後還是雨，如果憂傷之後還是憂
傷．請讓我們從容面對這離別之後的離別。微笑地去尋找一個不可能出現的你！

１３、死亡教會人一切，如同考試之後公佈的結果──雖然恍然大悟，但為時晚矣~！

１４、你出生的時候，你哭著，周圍的人笑著；你逝去的時候，你笑著，而周圍的人在
哭！一切都是輪迴！！！！ 我們都在輪迴中！！！！

１５、男人在結婚前覺得適合自己的女人很少，結婚後覺得適合自己的女人很多。

１６、於千萬人之中，遇見你所遇見的人；於千萬年之中，時間的無涯荒野裏，沒有早
一步，也沒有晚一步，剛巧趕上了 。

１７、每個人都有潛在的能量，只是很容易：被習慣所掩蓋，被時間所迷離，被惰性所
消磨。

１８、人生短短幾十年，不要給自己留下了什麼遺憾，想笑就笑，想哭就哭，該愛的時
候就去愛，無謂壓抑自己。

１９、《和平年代》裏的話：當幻想和現實面對時，總是很痛苦的。要麼你被痛苦擊
倒，要麼你把痛苦踩在腳下。

２０、真正的愛情是不講究熱鬧不講究排場不講究繁華更不講究嚎頭的。

２１、生命中，不斷地有人離開或進入。於是，看見的，看不見的；記住的，遺忘了。
生命中，不斷地有得到和失落。於是，看不見的，看見了；遺忘的，記住了。然而，看
不見的，是不是就等於不存在？記住的，是不是永遠不會消失？

２２、我們確實活得艱難，一要承受種種外部的壓力，更要面對自己內心的困惑。在苦
苦掙紮中，如果有人向你投以理解的目光，你會感到一種生命的暖意，或許僅有短暫的
一瞥，就足以使我感奮不已。

２３、我不去想是否能夠成功，既然選擇了遠方，便只顧風雨兼程；我不去想，身後會
不會襲來寒風冷雨，既然目標是地平線，留給世界的只能是背影。

２４、後悔是一種耗費精神的情緒‧後悔是比損失更大的損失，比錯誤更大的錯誤‧所
以不要後悔 。

２５、日出東海落西山，愁也一天，喜也一天；遇事不鑽牛角尖，人也舒坦，心也舒
坦。

>>January 3, 2004 at 3:19:57 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 2 日 星期五 【晴】

^^ 今日做既野唔多，成日都好舒服
真係好唔想返學同實習呀！

今朝又唔知醒，好彩都無遲到
返到學校先知無得用影印機...攪到有dd方寸大亂添！
d時間控制得好差，多左成半個鐘free time..唔知做乜好.....
^^ 連續放左三次摩西過紅海的故事...希望同學仔唔會悶親啦！
then就返屋企lu~
又買左隻vcd下堂用....希望佢地會增加對英文既興趣啦！
今日只得九個學生....^^ 應該係唔記得左要返掛......哈~我都想唔返呀！

之後係屋企煮lunch同食lunch....
then好眼訓...頂唔順訓左一陣............
攪到遲左返團契...去到啱啱唱緊團歌....哈！真係衰到死~
之後就升團禮啦、整團章啦、分享啦....then開會lu~
因為just訓醒既關係...呆呆滯滯咁............無乜反應~
開會既時候諗到個幾得意既遊戲...^^ 應該會幾好玩~

原本好乖話返屋企食飯，阿媽好開心，
點知我返家途中手多打左俾超級好表姐....佢約我食飯........
呢個實在係太太太大既引誘喇！...嘻~ 應承左佢！
俾老豆用唔好聲氣講左幾句...算啦~
佢請左我食飯呀！^^ 多謝晒~ 下次我請你同婆婆飲茶！
>_< 唔小心講左個"鬼故"俾佢聽....陪左佢返屋企..........好夜先返到自己既屋企.......
好彩都無事...不過......唉~ 又會俾人誤會啦....算！

好唔舒服呀！真係激氣!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
攪到成個人都好攰....成日想訓想訓咁...............

>>January 3, 2004 at 3:18:28 PM GMT+8