2004 年 2 月 7 日 星期六 【晴】

唔乖！
又貪睡無返教會
曳曳曳曳曳曳曳曳曳曳！

>>February 8, 2004 at 7:04:58 AM GMT+8

2004 年 2 月 6 日 星期五 【晴】

I regret for what I have done in the past few years.
I promise...I will stand up again, look forward to the future rather than reviewing the past, no mattter how great it was.
From this moment onwards, please encourage and remind me to start a new life.

thanks~

>>February 7, 2004 at 12:37:04 PM GMT+8

2004 年 2 月 6 日 星期五 【晴】

死啦..越來越鍾意你添！
以前都無咁鍾意架.......

細細個開始鍾意小新，覺得佢好靚仔，
大個左都仲係鍾意佢，不過已經無以前咁鍾意lu~
曾經有一段時間仲將佢忘記左添！
鍾意佢、留意佢都有成十幾年...^^ 無乜人知架咋~
雖然鍾意佢，卻從來唔會因為佢而買佢既產品，
就算買都係因為值得，而唔係佢個人
但係唔知點解，近日見得佢多左....就覺得自己越來越不受控制喇！
好驚自己會忍唔住去做傻事.......唔可以架！我一直以理智自居的嘛~~~~~
不過呢......最近覺得佢又靚仔左...........................
>_< 真係越來越鍾意佢喇！

仲有波波，以前都唔係特別鍾意架！只係某人見我識得畫佢，就以為我鍾意，
成日買d波波野俾我，貼紙呀、花紙呀之類.....
同佢分開之前都仲係唔係對波波特別有興趣，不過睇下睇下、被人問下問下....
就慢慢培養出對波波既感情(原來感情真係可以培養架！)
漸漸鍾意左波波，對佢越來越大興趣..............
而家成日都見到佢，真係好想將佢地全部買晒返屋企
不過理智既我又同我講唔好，因為無用.............
>_< 最衰就係咁架喇！成日俾我見到，又唔買得....仲要鬼死咁平添！唉...忍得好辛苦呀！
不得不承認波波其實唔太可愛，又無乜特別，但係我就係好鍾意佢啦！

可能得唔到既野就係最令人珍惜掛......
^^ 所以唔買波波既野都好既~ 唔係當我得到既時候又可能唔再鍾意佢lu
就好似我以前鍾意橙色一樣....而家好多野都係橙色，不過已經唔可以再令我興奮lu~

講起波波，諗番起美國既朋友
佢話佢係四眼仔wor...咁我唯有做大舊衰..既細妹啦！
哈哈！

>>February 7, 2004 at 12:26:18 PM GMT+8

2004 年 2 月 6 日 星期五 【晴】

I attended the meeting in TKO early in the morning. Then I visited grandma and grandpa and had a great breakfast and lunch there. After being a "worker" in Ying Wah College, I went back home. I will cook dinner and sweet soup for my siblings and wanna finish my homework tonight. If time is sufficient, I will complete the teaching plan for the coming 13 lessons.

what did I get today??
Not a tired body without soul, nor a pack of biscults, but a mind with questions.
I chatted with a sister in my church when we left the college, she really DOES care about me.
She asked for my recent condition and gave me opinions and encouragement.
I couldn't answer all her questions because I didn't know the answers as well!!!
She asked if I was finding something. I told her I didn't know, but in fact, something DID appear in my mind. However, I don't wanna admit that I am searching for that ridiculous thing at the moment.

What do I miss at the moment??
What do I wanna be in the future??
When will I recover?? of...May I be able to recover??
Why is this happening to me??
What should I do??
What............................................??????????????????????

好想睇XX小事~

>>February 7, 2004 at 10:47:00 AM GMT+8

2004 年 2 月 6 日 星期五 【晴】

逃避你
作曲：伍樂城 填詞：李敏 編曲：伍樂城 監製：伍樂城

世界最遙遠的一種相距中
明明迷戀　然而又不知怎向你形容
呆想　只會越盼越凍
我怎麼可得到你認同
我不清楚　不太懂

世界最遙遠的一種相距中
明明情深　然而亦不敢親切地抱擁
呆等　感覺被我斷送
縱使看不清所愛面容
仍未敢伸出我手觸碰

＊逃避你　卻又期待我可跟你做情人
　而用情的心可天昏地暗
　逃避你　愛是遙又遠得很
　而我始終不敢靠近
　還是不相信能和你合襯＊

世界最遙遠的一種相距中
明明留戀　然而讓輾轉的掛念撲空
回憶　心裡越載越重
卻不珍惜這一次重逢
我的思想像完全失控
Repeat＊

如共你從沒開始　不會有終結
誰人在意　情在我心的深處不可以停止
Repeat＊

送給不能逃避的case process recording.......
>_< 好難做呀！乜都唔記得晒喇！點做bor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>>February 6, 2004 at 5:37:57 PM GMT+8

2004 年 2 月 6 日 星期五 【晴】

有d野..知得太多未必係好事....
知道左...只會令你多一樣野煩.................
以後都係唔好咁八lu~

>>February 6, 2004 at 4:42:09 PM GMT+8

2004 年 2 月 5 日 星期四 【晴】

今日好懶惰...訓到成十二點幾
起身就食食食....食完再食....... >_<
仲訓左一陣晏覺添！唉~

睇左朋友既日記....
見到篇似曾相識既文章，
仲寫住"版權屬D小姐..."，
唔知D小姐係唔係我呢？^^
(以後我post人地既文章都要cite番個出處先得！)

朋友話講開前途問題，有d無奈同感慨
我呢...都有諗過下呢d問題，不過唔諗得太深入lu~
一來總覺得"今日唔知聽日事"，諗得太多，plan得太多，都未必有用
二來我總喜歡"聽天由命"，一切就交給主為我安排吧！當然我都會努力啦~
而且....我唔係一個事業人......夢想都係簡簡單單咁生活就夠了
無鬥心，唔喜歡競爭，雖然好似比較蝕底，不過只要過到自己果關就好了~
有無前途唔緊要，最緊要對得住自己！^^

then...又講開情人節了~
^^ 今年情人節無情人陪，唔緊要，都開心架！
哈哈....睇住朋友(尤其是男的)成日為去邊、做乜、送乜煩，我真係覺得自己好自在呀！^^
不過呢...我都要為情人節預備一下呢！因為我要準備教會既聚會呀！哈~
好似會幾好玩咁~ ^^ 有無人想去呢？

>>February 6, 2004 at 11:00:20 AM GMT+8

2004 年 2 月 5 日 星期四 【晴】

頹廢的一日：
起身-->做功課-->食飯-->上堂-->交form-->返教會幫手-->返屋企

大事以外的小事：
1. 真係萬分個對唔住....約人食飯遲左成半個鐘......佢都唔嬲我...實在太好喇！
2. 上堂無乜點教過書...睇左餅帶.....有好多感想...個family好慘.........可以點幫？
3. 上堂睇帶.....好舊既帶.......睇到好唔舒服................舊病發作......
4. 同表姐有緣無份，一個向東、一個向西
5. 突然好想食糖水，就買左料返屋企整.......好衝動，但好開心
6. 返左教會...做左人地電燈膽
7. 又見到張poster喇！好想睇X城X事....不過實無人陪我睇
8. 經過poly...見到有一個好似XX既人....勁驚！斷然決定唔去
9. 整日瘋狂食野.....又見到可怕的M親戚，憎死佢！
10. 無啦啦又做左contact person，不過係一個無用的cp
11. 發覺自己都幾八卦....^^
12. 某人唔同我嗌交...好無癮................................

>>February 5, 2004 at 5:19:22 PM GMT+8

2004 年 2 月 5 日 星期四 【晴】

我懷疑傻傻偷睇我既日記！
唔係唔會有咁多巧合！

>>February 5, 2004 at 5:00:38 PM GMT+8

2004 年 2 月 5 日 星期四 【晴】

討厭自己係一個害怕親密既人....
如果唔係我唔會有咁多遺憾............................

>>February 5, 2004 at 4:46:45 PM GMT+8