2005 年 5 月 23 日 星期一 【晴】

大名： salvadore
電郵： [email protected]
說： TO::大名： 看不過眼
好心你地d賤人收下把賤口la..
真係唔中意可以唔好睇人地日記..
又要睇又要多多野講..
人地點生活關你咩事..可能你既生活仲cheap過好多人..
ps::我覺得你地出於妒嫉先惡言相向..pls自我檢討一下!!

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每個人都有言論自由‥‥他們不懂得厚道，我亦無謂跟他們多說，否則只會有失身份。自己做過什麼，自己知道就好了，不用對別人解釋會交待。不管對方動機如何，問心無愧就不用理會對方說什麼。
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大名： 路人b
電郵： [email protected]
說： 我唔係想罵你架，我都覺得你好慘的，因為我都明白你唔想變淡，但係控制唔到～
但係呢，你有冇諗過可以改善一下～唔好咁容易開始一段relationship，諗清楚先開始，開始左就將所有既目光放響佢身上～唔再留意其它男仔，因為”黎得快，去得快”嘛～
不過我知道要一個人改變唔係一件容易的事，希望你唔好介意我咁樣同你講啦！

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嗯＊～你講得好ａｒｍ！就係因為我份人真係冇可能定性落黎，我好易見１個鐘意１個～亦都好易好易對人有好感。只要我鐘意１個人，而佢又對我有好感～大家都覺得ｏｋ咪開始囉～但我真係冇辦法將個心完全擺係１個男仔果度～我對眼跟本冇可能唔留意身邊既男仔。係呢個世界上面，存在的就是比較。每１個人都希望得到最好的～係呢個「人揀你你揀人」既社會入面，點解每個人都要不斷自我增值？就係因為我地大家都明白到，假如我地唔好好包裝自己～ｕｐｇｒａｄｅ自己，１ｄ高質素既人就唔會揀自己。而我地亦都會希望自己成為１個高質素既人，無論係外在還是內在，咁樣先可以搵到ｄ高質素既人‥‥‥所以我覺得，有左男朋友就一心一意唔理其他男仔係冇可能ｇｅ＊又或者正正係因為我呢個ｂｆ管得我太嚴ｌａ＊所以我頂唔順‥‥我就係鐘意同其他男仔玩得好埋～呢個係我既本性。。‧‧
我並唔介意黎得快去得快．．．我覺得只要我開心就冇問題。但我都唔希望係我開心既同時傷害到人地～所以我每次拍拖之前都會同對方講得好清楚我係１個點ｇｅ人～我既愛情觀係點。我知道我既愛情觀係呢個世代入面，係不表大眾所接受既。但我冇諗過要改變自己‥‥或者係將來會有ｄ事，令到我改變呱？！
傻喇～我知道你有心想我變好～唔好再係度拍散拖。既害到人又害到自己。但我真係未有心去改住‥‥
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大名： AK
電郵： [email protected]
說： 我想問呢.點解你咁鐘意影相個陣又夾波又露隙既?
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你覺得自己身材好好咩?
你有人要已經偷笑啦.樣唔靚已經係問題,仲要無身材.
仲成日係ak發表你個d"性論"
真係直接d講句.你好似男人呀..
仲有你個話要接唔同job,又casting
你既樣..可以做咩model?
南極圈個d model?
淨係睇你之前post個d相就覺得好不知所謂啦
擺埋d咁既pose..我真係"大開眼界"囉
你仲好意思放上ak比人睇
什麼高難度動作...
我唔知可以係邊張相到搵"美感"出黎
小姐.想做model..
真係..執下個樣+衣著+pose先啦
如果我係你屋企人
見到你d偉論+"愛情觀"+相
我真係....寧願唔生喇...唉..

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我從來都冇話過自己身材好又或者樣靚。冇身材唔代表唔可以著背心，唔代表唔可以影果個角度既相。樣同身材呢２樣野都係天生既～唔到我揀。你呢條Link果幅相的確係因為我隻手所以搞到個胸咁樣～但係我唔係故意ｇｅ。係因為我隻手撐住張ｃｈａｉｒ之後我個身ａｉ落去先會咁。不過你鐘意點講就點講ｌａ＊我似男人？邊方面？個樣？如果你係想講我個樣似男人，我１向都都覺得自己似嫁～冇問題ｗｏｒ～似咁又點？
係ｍｏｄｅｌ界入面，唔係１定要靚女又或者身材好先可以做到ｍｏｄｅｌ～＊就以做資生堂美白廣告果個ｍｏｄｅｌ為例～老實講，我覺得佢個樣１ｄ都唔靚～而且好男人添！咁又點？佢偏偏做到名牌產品既ｍｏｄｅｌ‥‥我知我自己距離做ｍｏｄｅｌ真係有一大段路要行～我有好多好多野需要改善～我有好多方面都未達到做ｍｏｄｅｌ既要求！我會努力的！我做唔做到ｍｏｄｅｌ唔係由你去ｊｕｄｇｅ～！你覺得我係ｐｏｓｅ～衣著～樣呢幾方面做得唔好～咁我會試下係呢幾方面再努力ｄ！
ａｋ果度既野，我唔覺得有咩野問題啵。我依家都冇ｐｏｓｅ　ｄ同ｓｅｘ有關既野ｌａ～就算有咁又點？討論下都有問題咩？唔通呢ｄ野要收收埋埋先叫做ａｒｍ？我又唔係指名道姓咁講係邊邊個ｂｆ～經驗？你唔俾我你老吹嫁？哈哈～網上既野，又點係可信ｇｅ呢？你諗清楚先黎ｃｈａｌｌａｎｇｅ我喇！

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大名： 　　　★寶
電郵： [email protected]
說： 你識VERDY架?我同佢同班嫁xD

仲有呀!幾時映你D衫俾我睇呀?

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我識佢～但我好憎佢。ｐｌｚ唔好問我點解，亦都唔好問佢。過去左既事我唔想再提‥‥‥因為佢呢個人令我改變左好多好多。我唔想再諗起佢亦都唔想再見到佢。
哈哈～３果度我會影俾你睇嫁喇！但我呢排都有野做緊～１有時間我就整好ｐｏｓｔ出黎喇！

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知唔知道點解我揀左戴ｋｅｙ而唔係帶果個鎖？因為我唔想俾任何人縛住‥‥‥我好怕要承擔拍拖既責任。。‧‧我想ｆｒｅｅ　ｄ‥‥

４點幾出左去尖咀見佢～本來約４點ｇｅ～係我遲到。我入左去天星碼頭果間麥當勞搵佢～唔見佢啵～咁就打俾佢～原來佢係海旁要行樓梯上去果度。。‧‧佢今日著左綠色３同埋板褲～啡色袋～大家見到面都冇咩野講。。‧‧靜左１陣之後，１人１句傾下咁‥‥‥之後我見到佢手上的傷口，喊左出黎～之後佢攬住我‥‥‥大家好似番番去以前１齊的時候，大家好似依家都係１對情侶咁～

之後佢陪我搭７號車番屋企‥‥佢係我面前做埋晒ｄ傻事～＊我ｇｕｍ唔住佢‥‥唉！可以點？去到屋企樓下，佢囉到我部手提睇，睇到有個男仔ｓｅｎｄ　ｍｓｇ俾我～佢連內容都冇睇到就１拳打左落支燈柱度‥‥‥點解要咁衝動？點解要傷害自己？佢轉身就走～我追佢番黎～因為我真係好擔心佢會繼續傷害自己。。‧‧佢最後格硬拉我上屋企，我真係唔忍心就咁就番屋企‥‥‥但我唔狠下心，再係咁樣拖落去～只會令佢更加辛苦。。‧‧我目送他進了升降機，升降機門緩緩地關上。。‧‧我迫自己按下了屋企的門玲。進了家，我就不能夠再次出來，那麼我就能克制自己，不追他回來。

我進了家後，就站在窗前，盯緊街上的每１個人。站了很久很久，我終於看見他沒精打采的身影‥‥‥我心痛極了～我竟然傷他傷得這麼深。我很想拿起手提，撥個電話。但我按捺著自己‥‥他不斷地回頭看著看著，我知道他的心是多麼的希望在街上看見我向他奔跑。然而，我沒有。我只是在家裡眼巴巴地看著他１步又１步離我而去，看著時機１再流逝～最後，他的身影終於離開了我的視線。

我真的沒有胃口吃～但媽媽的面孔１點也不好看，我唯有乖乖地坐下，把食物塞進口裡。她今天煮了我最討厭的涼瓜，我迫自己吃了１片～換著是以前的我，１定不能把這麼難口的東西吞下；但我今天竟然像沒有什麼感覺似的，毫不猶豫地吞了下去。還有我討厭的花旗參酒，我亦是骨碌骨碌地吞下去‥‥‥在吃飯的時候我留意到媽媽哭了。她悄悄地放下飯碗走進了主人房的洗手間‥‥‥我知道她很難過．．．她哭的原因，我大概猜到９成～是因為我今天下午跟她說，不請工人是她的問題，１切的責任亦都是應該由她來承擔。我知道這樣會傷害到她，但我真的控制不住自己。我很不孝！！吃過晚飯後，她對我和弟弟說：「以後我唔會再幫你地做野～你地自己既野就自己搞掂。我唔係工人，如果你要做大少姐大少爺的話，咁你地就咩野都唔好做。」之後我忍唔住寸佢：「咁你結婚同唔結婚有分別？原來做媽咪同埋唔係媽咪既責任冇分別ｇｅ？！」之後媽咪對住我話：「咁以後你就唔好食飯，亦都唔好諗住有人幫你燙３，ｄ３你自己洗‥‥‥」果１刻我真係好想離開呢個家。但ｄａｄ前幾日先番黎，未抖夠就要番工～假如我係呢個時候離家出走，我ｄａｄ既要ｔｕｍ我媽咪，又要擔心我‥‥‥我真係唔可以咁做。但有邊個可以ｓｕｐｐｏｒｔ我？！邊個會照顧我？呢個世界除左最愛你既ｄａｄ媽咪之外，無人會無條件咁去愛我呢個唔識自愛既人。





























>>May 26, 2005 at 11:31:09 PM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 22 日 星期日 【晴】

大名： heibi
電郵： [email protected]
說： 佢好慘..佢返工一定成日望住出面睇下見唔見你....好慘呀..>0<個種感覺好難受...
淡左就give up...唔係因為唔再love一個人..只係淡左就give up..有1段感情我都係咁..之後係放唔低... 自己好衰好衰//

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我知‥‥我都知道我咁樣對佢好過份。我知道佢會好難受。。‧‧唉～＊好老實講句，咁多段感情入面，我應該未試過真係擺晒成個心出去‥‥‥所以只要淡少少其實就已經冇晒感覺～＊我都知我對佢好唔公平～我都覺得自己好衰～但好衰都好喇，咁我應該點？
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大名： kiki*
電郵： [email protected]
說： 其實咁你用第二隻色既乾粉咪得囉....其實yellow base會唔會好誇咖隻色??? BLUE眼影我的最愛呢!!我個隻眼影係一枝pen形..一掃就會出色咖..你用邊隻既???人地幫你化??modeling個時嗎?唔緊要咖其實....花巧野有時都會好驚喜咖..唔岩咪再化過囉*絕對會遲到....*

其實我feel到你對你bf-Ｒｅｅｖｅ都好深..因為我好似都唔覺你會張自己同bf既相放哂去右邊個list同係ak大聲公開囉..今次你就有咁做到*睇得出...你都好緊張lee個bf*
其實你自己仲中唔中意佢係一個大問題..既然唔中忐..就大大方方分手吧..可能之後大家都會好過d*
anyway..^^依自己的思想而行

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我遲ｄ會去買化妝品嫁喇～＊因為依家果隻乾粉既色唔係太ａｒｍ我。ｙｅｌｌｏｗ　ｂａｓｅ比較接近膚色，所以唔會誇ｇｅ＊
我果隻唔係筆型嫁～筆型好用ｄ咩？嗯～＊我用開１盒盒果ｄ囉～＊
ｍｏｄｅｌｉｎｇ果陣時要嫁～有時自己化～有時人地幫我化～影相１定要化妝嫁！如果唔係會唔上鏡。
嗯～＊我覺得拍拖最重要既原素，亦都係最ｂａｓｉｃ既原素就係你仲鐘唔鐘意對方。唔鐘意就真係講咩野都冇。我都想大大方方咁分手，最好就唔會傷害到對方。我真係好希望大家可以做番朋友。
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大名： 看不過眼
電郵： [email protected]
說： to: reeve

呢D 咁既女, 洗撚為佢喊咩! 佢既本性比雞更衰, 大眾尿壼, 玩弄感情! 佢而家隻眼有事, 都唔知係唔係生梅毒添, 你最好盡快驗身...

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我自己有冇病我自己知。你唔係當時人，你唔知道我同我男朋友之間點相處～你憑咩野話我玩弄感情？不過唔緊要ｌａ＊你鐘意話咩野咪咩野ｌａｗ＊
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大名： doooooook
電郵： [email protected]
說： hello...
其實我都睇左你日記有一段日子ga laaa..
我覺得reeve係你咁多個男友之中都可以話係最好既一個!
你地因為感情變淡就分手有D可惜!!
其實你自己都好鍾意reeve!
同樣佢都好鍾意你!
每段感情都會經歷既個時期..
過唔到就係咁先...
過得到就會變得穩固!
明白ma???
希望你好好諗清楚!
唔好傷害自己同傷害到人!!

希望你唔好介意我咁突然留言俾你la!

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老實講句，Ｒｅｅｖｅ係真心愛我‥‥‥但假如真係要計付出，計對我最好既，應該唔係佢。但其實Ｒｅｅｖｅ已經對我好好嫁喇‥佢為我做左好多好多野！付出左好多去留住我～＊呢點我係睇得出既！
我明白，點解我每次都唔可以拍拖拍得長～就係因為我忍耐唔到果種淡左既感覺。。‧‧係我自己唔識得拍長拖姐＞．＜我果晚諗到凌晨５點，就係為左諗清楚‥‥
傻喇～我唔介意～！
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大名： *0*0*0*0*0*0*0*0*
電郵： [email protected]
說： 你個樣真係好似言承旭..hahaa

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哈哈～＊我知道ａｒ＊！咁我就係我嘛！似佢咁又點？
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大名： 路人b
電郵： [email protected]
說： 咁唔通你成世都係咁？拍拖唔係淨係為新鮮感架嘛…
我覺得你對你ｄ男朋友好唔公平，你又想佢地愛你多ｄ，但係自己又ｋｅｅｐ唔到感情，令佢地傷心喎…

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我唔係想推卸責任，但我係同Ｒｅｅｖｅ之前我都已經話左俾佢聽，我係ｄ咁既人。我都知道～咁樣對佢真係唔公平～係我自己太自私‥‥‥我想要既野同我所做既野根本就係互相矛盾ｇｅ＞．＜我都知道我唔應該不斷拍拖～每次散完冇幾耐就搵過第２個～又ｈｕｒｔ過第２個。。‧‧我真係唔應該不斷咁傷害人．．．．傷害完１個又１個～＊唉！我係衰人！你鬧得我好ａｒｍ！

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大名： reeve
電郵： [email protected]
說： 希望你地唔好再鬧佢...
一段感情雙向ga...
錯亦係雙向~~~唔係一個錯哂
你地唔好再比壓力佢
kod...唔好唔開心la...
希望你搵到個令你fall in love既男仔..
有一個幸福和愉快結局....
我係爛泥....永遠高舉唔起你既愛

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唔好咁講ｌａ＊好唔好？依家唔係你高攀我，而係我高攀唔起你。撇開你既工作唔好講，如果淨係比較大家對感情既專一同埋認真程度，我１定係做得唔好既果個。
我真係搵唔到一個可以令我定落黎既人‥‥所以根本沒有幸福的結局可言＞．＜
唔好再話自己喇～＊每次你話你係１個無用既人～我都好心痛‥‥‥唔好放棄自己！！知唔知？
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大名： maggie
電郵： [email protected]
說： don't worry about yr ce results la

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嗯～＊我都知道～都已經考晒喇～諗黎都冇用＞．＜
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大名： sumone
電郵： [email protected]
說： oh god.. u're having too heavy make up.. it makes u look so old... get rid of it plz... it looks digusting...

one more thing to tell u ... getting a C in hkcee elan is not an easy task.. i got only a B in it too.. but i think ur english level won't able to get a C... dun aim urself so high plz..

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你指我邊輯相既ｍａｋｅｕｐ太重？
我都知道要囉ｃ都好難～＊或者我真係好似你所講，我ｏｖｅｒ－ｅｓｔｉｍａｔｅ左自己～以我依家既英文水準跟本連Ｃ都囉唔到＞．＜
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尋晚飲左ｄ酒‥‥‥本來個心舒服左好多，點知因為ｍｏｄｅｌｉｎｇ既野～同屋企人又嘈起上黎‥‥‥我好想離家出走．．．我真係頂唔順喇！我想逃避～我唔想面對我既屋企人。但我真係唔敢離家出走，雖然我知道我屋企人永遠都會原諒我，永遠都會無條件愛我。但我亦都好明白，同屋企人既關係，一旦破壞過，就算我同我屋企人大家都願意原諒對方，願意從頭黎講；但果道裂痕永遠都會係度‥‥我唔想１手破壞我ｋｅｅｐ得咁辛苦既關係＞．＜我好辛苦ａｒ～邊個可以ｓｉｄｅ　ｂｙ　ｍｅ？

今朝發生左ｄ瘀野‥‥我起身想刷牙的時候～＊因為太眼訓，所以我竟然將支洗面膏當左係牙膏咁ｇｉｔ左落支牙刷果度．．．＞＿＜傻ｇｅ！！！搞到我洗左支牙刷好耐好耐先敢用‥‥

４點去左ｃａｓｔｉｎｇ～好野！我可以做ＳＤ　ｇｒｏｕｐ既ｈａｉｒ　ｍｏｄｅｌ喇～＊雖然ＳＤ　ｇｒｏｕｐ唔係算ｄ咩野出名又大間既ｓａｌｏｎ～但都叫做可以係會展果度做ｓｈｏｗ！！我ｄａｄ陪我去ｃａｓｔｉｎｇ～因為佢驚我俾人呃！我仲考慮緊簽唔簽約，因為份約好ｔｒｉｃｋｙ‥‥如無意外，星期３　９點半去尖咀第１次綵排．．．要學下點樣行ｃａｔｗａｌｋ‥‥好緊張唷！！

５點幾落左街同我細佬班ｆｄ打排球！其實我唔係好識打嫁咋＞．＜不過都可以教下班細路仔ｇｅ。。‧‧好晒好多蚊好累＞．＜打到７點幾走ｌｕ＊隻腳尋日先抽完筋～＊今日１路打１路驚會再抽筋～好彩都冇～不過我真係需要抖多ｄ！如果唔係今晚又會抽筋嫁喇＞．＜

各位關心我既人，好對唔住～＊唉‥‥我成日都唔記得滴眼藥水，搞到對眼仲未好番‥‥我今日去ｃａｓｔｉｎｇ的時候仲要戴ｃｏｎｓ～＊好辛苦‥‥‥

>>May 24, 2005 at 8:56:40 PM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 21 日 星期六 【晴】

星期６～凌晨４點１０分～食「午餐」～食左２條蛋答之後覺得好飽～飽到想嘔‥‥‥

４點半都仲未訓，但８點半要起身番學。完全係非人的生活．．．．

結果都係９點先捨得起身～因為實在太累喇。。‧‧１０點先番到學校（本來應該９點半就要番到）去到先知道個ｆｕｎｃｔｉｏｎ係虧ｇｅ＞．＜咩鬼ｏｒａｌ　ｐｒａｔｉｓｅ？！搞左大半天都未開波．．．．始果我地成班ｆｄ夾埋１齊蛇走左‥‥‥我坐左唔夠１５ｍｉｎｓ就走左ｌｕ＊唉～＊早知係咁就連番都唔番ｌａ‥

番左屋企～發現對腳損左～因為今日著左１對好刮腳既ｓａｎｄｌｅｓ～搞到我要癡膠布＞．＜

ｄａｄ公幹完番左黎ｈｋ～＊所以成家人就出去食飯＞．＜我好唔鐘意飲茶，但無計喇～佢第１日番黎．．．點都要去。唉～＊點知我講講下野的時候，唔覺意講左１個粗口～其實完全冇鬧人既意思，只係我太順口了‥‥‥我好後悔，我真係好後悔。因為我搞到成個氣氛即刻好差，我媽咪直情激動到差ｄ喊果種＞．＜佢話我人格好差。。‧‧我唔係唔知道我唔應該講，只係我真係太順口‥‥我已經改緊嫁喇～我係ｄ　ｆｄ面前都講少左＞．＜唉～＊就真因為１句脫口而出的說話，令到ｄａｄ教訓左我１大輪‥‥佢唔係鬧我，只係同我講道理。佢１邊同我講道理，我個心就係度諗：唉～＊我真係好累．．．我唔想再對住ｄａｄ媽咪．．．我好想離家出走＞．＜但另一把聲又同自己講：唉！ｃｉｎｄｙ你睇下你自己？又令到屋企人對你失望ｌａ～你真係唔死都冇用‥‥ｄａｄ係外面做完野番黎ｈｋ～已經好累好辛苦～你仲要激佢～你係唔係佢個女黎嫁？！近來好多野煩‥‥個人好躁‥‥所有野我都冇晒心情ｌａ（唉～＊聽日仲要ｃａｓｔｉｎｇ．．．）

今日要搵下加拿大果面既ｃｏｌｌｅｇｅ既資料～因為我對會考成績已經心裡有數。我對唔住我屋企人．．．．我冇盡到力。。‧‧對唔住。。‧‧我連２０分都唔知囉唔囉到‥‥

我ｐｒｅｄｉｃｔ自己：

中文　　　　　＞　Ｃ
英文　　　　　＞　Ｃ
數學　　　　　＞　Ｂ
Ａｍａｔｈｓ　＞　Ｃ
ＰＨＹ　　　　＞　Ｃ
Ｃｈｅｍ　　　＞　Ｂ
Ｂｉｏ　　　　＞　Ｂ
電腦　　　　　＞　Ｃ
經濟　　　　　＞　Ｂ
綜合人民　　　＞　不能預測

假如我真係囉到以上既成績～取最高分果６科～姐係有４Ｂ２Ｃ　總分係　２２　但Ｂ都唔係咁易囉＞．＜我怕我連上面既成績都囉唔到‥‥‥雖然我明白，過去左既野諗黎都冇用，亦都唔需要擔心結果。因為擔唔擔心成績早已塵埃落定‥‥‥＊









嫵媚





























>>May 21, 2005 at 4:57:30 PM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 20 日 星期五 【晴】

大名： 路人b
電郵： [email protected]
說： 咁樣分左好可惜 . . 難得有一個你愛佢佢又愛你既人 . . .可能第日搵唔返 la !

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我都明白，要搵一個真人愛自己既人係可遇不可求。既然搵到就唔應該放手‥‥奈何我對佢真係淡到接近什麼也沒有，我唔想為左留住一個愛我既人而令到大家都痛苦。我唔希望２個人之間的相處要「做戲」～假如我係愛佢既，我對佢既關心係發自內心；假同我唔係愛佢既，果ｄ關心只係公式化咁扮出黎‥‥一段感情用呃呃ｔｕｍｔｕｍ黎維持，我覺得會冇左２個人係埋１齊既意義。所以我選擇放棄。或者日後我真的會後悔，但我這一刻真的沒法再自己呃自己去繼續同佢一齊。
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大名： bebe*
電郵： bebe@supporting*u*.com
說： ｃｉｎｄｙ，
睇完你日記覺得．．．
如果你仲愛佢既話，到左而家呢個尷尬位置．可以挽救就挽救；

以前我都睇輕左我男朋友為我所付出，更加睇輕左佢既感受，
ｅ家我同佢分開左，先知道２個人一齊原來真係可以一齊開心，有問題更加可以一齊解決．．．

我好後悔同佢分開左，
佢都因為俾我傷得好深所以而家連朋友都做唔成；
＊可能，對我地呢講，２個根本唔想做朋友既人，只想做情人既人，分開左，而家只有一ｄ又親切但好陌生既感覺＊
挽救，如果可以挽救，希望你考完ｃｅ放鬆ｄ，盡量享受去拍拖＊因為我都考完喇＊

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嗯～＊問題係我對佢已經冇感覺了。我諗左好耐～依家終於清楚了自己內心的想法。假如我鐘意１個人，我會心甘命抵咁俾佢折磨～俾佢玩都在所不惜。但依家Ｒｅｅｖｅ又唔係做錯ｄ咩野，但我偏偏就冇心去ｋｅｅｐ住呢段感情。那麼答案已呼之欲出了。
你地果陣時係因為ｄ咩野而分開？雖然我本人係唔會同分過手既前男友係番埋一齊，但照你所講，你地２個都唔想做番朋友，１係做情人，１係就咩野都唔做的話～咁點解唔做番情人呢？分開可能令你地睇清楚自己對對方既感覺，話唔定日後係番埋一齊之後，對對方的了解更加深呢？
就係考完ＣＥ之後，我先會咁夜訓～為左諗清楚１件事。但依家已經諗清楚ｌｕ＊！
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大名： queeni *
電郵： [email protected]
說： 我唔記得要寫紀念冊...

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記住寫ａｒ！我果份１定要加紙嫁！
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大名： *0*0*0*0*0*0*0*0*
電郵： [email protected]
說： 點解你成日影埋晒dee就黎走光既相?.........-_-'??
路波"la"果dee....?

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老實講，係我角度，見到波ｌａ唔算係走光＞．＜我覺得見到ｎｉｐｐｌｅ先算係姐～我唔係蓄意，但如果你認為係的話～ｓｏ你咪繼續咁諗ｌａ～ｉ　ｄｕｎ　ｃａｒｅ！
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大名： maggie
電郵： [email protected]
說： 你隻眼e+無事嘛？

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都係痛痛地咁ｌａｗ～而且我又成日都唔記得滴眼藥水，所以冇咩點好轉過＞．＜
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大名： kiki
電郵： [email protected]
說： 哈哈..講到化妝就停唔到口...我用anna sui隻乾粉既..不過我都有用sofina隻調色底霜...個效果好透都幾靚...我唔用濕粉咖..個感覺really會好thick好唔自然..你用下乾粉啦...個妝會有更多變化既..眼影我就用sofina同資生堂...我用pink同blue多....但係個效果好出咖喎..你用個隻係咪無水份??所以效果唔出??我個隻一掃就出色咖....其實化妝都唔一定會cute既..你要young d....就用乾粉化...再用pink拍一拍兩邊...咁玥用小小色去襯個妝感覺都39錯咖..你會唔會用yellow or green???我try過用yellow眼影..個效果都唔差咖...我都有用你個隻脾子既濕粉..但而家無啦..因為我唔中意咁thick...*我化妝要用一個鐘咖...好多時化到好唔自然咁..所以要用多d時間...*

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你果隻ｓｏｆｉｎａ既調色底霜係ｃｒｅａｍ狀？會唔會好ｌｕｐ嫁？
我有ｅｓｔｅｅ　ｌａｎｄｕｒ既乾粉，但我覺得隻ｔｏｎｅ好似唔係幾ａｒｍ我～因為佢係ｐｉｎｋ　ｂａｓｅ既～而我ｄ皮膚比較黑，所以用ｙｅｌｌｏｗ　ｂａｓｅ會好ｄ‥‥
我比較唔ｌｉｋｅ　ｐｉｎｋ～所以眼影好少用ｐｉｎｋ！多數係ｂｌｕｅ～有冇水份就唔知道＞．＜因為我唔識分‥‥ｂｕｔ應該冇水份。
我都有用過ｙｅｌｌｏｗ同埋ｇｒｅｅｎ～不過果次係人地幫我化ｇｅ～我平時自己化的話～用色唔敢咁大膽。ｃｏｘ我化妝ｓｋｉｌｌｓ都未純熟，唔敢咁快玩花巧野！
哈哈～＊化妝真係要用好多時間‥‥‥你會唔會因為咁而遲到嫁？
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三角誌

深夜錄既１首歌‥‥
唱的時候我已經不懂得心痛
心入面好似冇晒感覺，空白一片
所以我唱的時候亦都好似冇咩感情咁
或者呢首歌應該由你唱俾我聽，或者會更適合
對唔住！Ｒｅｅｖｅ！
凌晨４點幾飲ｃｏｆｆｅｅ～我明知自己飲ｃｏｆｆｅｅ～個胃會唔舒服～但我都唔理咁多ｌｕ＊飲左先算ｌａ～結果真係訓係張床果度係咁痛．．．．痛左差不多１粒鐘先訓到。

１１點就自動醒左～我同我自己講，由今日開始，就係一個ｂｒａｎｄ　ｎｅｗ　ｓｔａｒｔ！過去就係過去！我唔會迫自己忘記佢，因為冇咁既需要。我會好好記住我同佢既一點一滴，永遠成為我腦海入面既回憶！

５點先食「早餐」～我記得Ｒｅｅｖｅ都係咁‥‥佢成日朝早都唔食野～番到公司又好忙啵，搞到成日都係ｔｅａ　ｔｉｍｅ先黎食「早餐」～我今日終於嘗試到呢種滋味喇！嘿嘿～真係非人的生活。

夜晚９點幾，Ｒｅｅｖｅ係我屋企樓下果度淋住雨咁等我‥‥‥佢想我落黎見１見佢。。‧‧但我根本就唔係屋企～＊我知道佢係度淋雨我都好心痛‥‥我打俾佢叫佢唔好咁～快ｄ番屋企～但佢唔聽我講。。‧‧最後佢等到１０點９就走左．．．係我屋企門口擺底左２條鏈就走左＞．＜我明白佢已經盡力留住我‥‥唉～＊我唔知道我應該點對佢‥‥俾ｄ時間我，星期３我會去見佢。。‧‧





Pretty .....



The message behind them is 2 heavy....







讓我和你永遠成為過去

>>May 21, 2005 at 5:56:18 PM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 20 日 星期五 【晴】

估唔到，我到凌晨４點半都仲未眼訓‥

到底我想點？個頭ｗｉｎｇ得好緊要，對眼好痛（發緊炎）

Ｒｅｅｖｅ俾我揀，假如我聽日去接佢放工，就代表我仍然想同佢１齊；假如佢聽日番到屋企之後都見我唔到，我同佢之間就咁完ｌａ～

諗左成晚，我終於做了１個決定。一個好殘忍的決定‥我決定唔去見佢。對唔住！我唔係唔愛你，只係真係淡左。繼續落去，只會令大家都辛苦。而且我好怕，我怕我留住你到最後只會傷得你更深。我唔想見到你為左我喊，為左我自殘。我唔想做第２個Ｆｅｎｄｉ～

你知道嗎？每次我聽到童話呢首歌，我就好似著左迷咁‥‥腦裡面不斷播住我同你昔日的片段。你知道嗎？你ｓｅｎｄ俾我的短訊，令我落淚了。２顆豆大的雨點不聽話地掉下，但只有２顆。這２顆眼淚令我再１次ｑｕｅｓｔｉｏｎ我自己，是不是我對你仍有感覺？我想了整晚，得到的答案是：或者我對你仍有感覺，但愛的感覺已經變得太淡了。我‥‥或者好似係你所講咁樣，因為內疚，因為我應承過你既野，因為我怕傷害你‥‥所以先１直遲疑不決。

我好怕自己會後悔，因為你真係有付出你整個心去愛我。而我．．．反而．．．唉～＊我都唔識講。雖然我已經比以前收心養性左，但我始終定唔到性，我唔識去愛人，只懂被愛。對唔住！除左對唔住之外我真係唔知道我應該講咩野。我竟然忍心傷害１個信任我既人；你幾經辛苦先放低上１段感情所帶來既傷痛，重新投入去愛我。但我竟然傷害你．．．我係唔係人黎嫁？

會考完左，１段感情亦都完左。我又變番１個人，我會積極搵工做黎填補空左出黎既時間。Ｒｅｅｖｅ，你話過假如我同你分左手，你就會忘記我‥‥雖然我好唔想你咁做，但如果你覺得咁樣你會好過１些的話．．．．你就照你的意思去做吧！我想同你做番朋友，但我知道係冇可能既。希望你會好好努力去做野，你１定要記住你既理想，為左你既理想而努力。我好希望我將來可以同人講，我前男朋友就係星級髮型師！

>>May 20, 2005 at 5:01:48 AM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 19 日 星期四 【晴】

今日最後一科了～＊我最ｗｅａｋ既ａｍａｔｈｓ‥‥‥尋晚我好努力咁樣「自學」ｄｉｆｆｅｒｅｎｔｉａｔｉｏｎ～不斷做文字體＞．＜點樣求２個ｒａｔｅ　１齊變既時候又點點點‥‥我都係半明半唔明咁‥‥但已經３點幾ｌａ‥‥１邊溫就１邊落雨。。‧‧

最辛苦既係，我要唔諗感情果方面既問題。。‧‧尋晚我同佢做左１個決定，就係呢幾日唔搵大家，直到下個星期１，大家心裡面應該有個答案。

３點幾上左床但訓唔到‥‥對眼仲係好唔舒服＞．＜已經滴左眼藥水，但因為我成日都唔準時滴所以唔多見效。。。‧‧‧最後好似４點幾先訓著。

今日份ａｍａｔｈｓ～＊唉！唔好提喇！如果囉到ｂ的話，真係冇天理～我唔識咁多都可以囉ｂ＞．＜唉‥‥自己估計應該囉到ｄ或者ｃ　ｇｅ．．．．灰晒！

之後就搭１０號車出油麻地果頭，行去旺角中心果度睇眼。等左好ｑ耐先輪到我～我明明ｂｏｏｋ　１２點半～１點先輪到我＞．＜佢滴左ｄ眼藥水放大我既瞳孔俾佢檢查‥‥‥ｄ藥水好鬼死ｌａ．．．ｃｈｅｃｋ完之後，佢話我結膜發炎，俾左２支眼藥水俾我滴；１支就１日４次，另１支就１日２次～我次次滴眼藥水都要滴６下～明明每隻眼滴１下就ｏｋ～但因為我成日都滴唔中‥‥‥要最後果下先滴得中＞．＜失敗！

走的時候，因為對眼跟本就睇野好朦，而且普通既陽光令我覺得好刺眼～（因為我對眼既瞳孔唔識得自動收縮）好辛苦好辛苦‥‥俾我媽咪講中左，我真係差錯腳差ｄ仆落樓梯＞．＜

去左ｐａｒｋｅｎ　ｓｈｏｐ幫媽咪買ｄ野之後就番左屋企ｌｕ＊媽咪買左ｍｃｄｏｎａｌ既ｋｏｒｅａｎ烤餅俾我食～ｃｏｘ係今日ｓｐｅｃｉａｌ　ｉｔｅｍ～ａｍ．．．比我想像中冇咁難食ｇｅ。。‧‧仲有２隻ｃｈｉｃｋｅｎ　ｗｉｎｇｓ～不過係辣ｇｅ＞．＜搞到我食又唔食唔食又唔係啵～＊

食完野之後訓覺‥‥雖然我好累但我跟本訓唔到。。‧‧我聽住歌，慢慢訓著～５點幾有電話打黎嘈醒左。之後訓番，訓到６點幾ｌａｗ～

食晚的時候，媽咪叫我幫手。我真係彩佢都傻‥‥係佢自己唔請工人咋嘛！我理得佢喇～我唔係唔知道佢辛苦～只係我覺得，唔請工人係佢既問題。冇左工人幫手都好喇～我都係ｋｉｌｌ埋手咩叉野都唔會做。有本事就唔好煮飯俾我食～我最多唔係屋企住嫁姐！依家唔係我話唔請工人，我１直都話ｋｅｅｐ住要請～如果唔係「後果自負」！！依家媽咪又要唔請工人，但又要鬧我唔幫手～妖～神又係佢鬼又係佢！

食完晚飯就開始做我既「ａｓｓｉｇｍｅｎｔｓ」喇～哈哈！你地估係邊１科ｇｅ？開估喇～＊係廿幾份紀念冊＞．＜



沒有人能看面背後的淚痕

已經沒有感覺，應該欺騙自己令對方好過，還是把這個殘酷的實現曝光？
我還會為你而心痛，但已不懂流淚。昨晚眼淚無聲地落下，直至已經不再心痛。
「明白放過你是放過自己　這個道理」

His Diary wirtten on 19-05-05

原來愛一個人係痛苦．．呢個世界一種好簡單既野係要搞到好複習，我真係估唔到原來每一個人都係咁對我，要逼我付出自己，然後就話：〔你已經淡左ｌａ，你唔改咁我地就分手ｌａ〕．．．可惜既係我已經無哂本錢係身，再無咁多去付出．．到最後無奈咁完結．．．
我有盡力咁留住佢，但佢話．．就當自己番番去３個月前，同自己講唔會拍番拖．．聽完之後我成身震哂．．電話都跌埋．．然後ｃｕｔ左線之後喊．．個心好痛．．拎起枝煙又再一次自殘，之後好想走出去廳度一次過拎哂ｄ藥然後吞哂佢．．．最終諗起以前一個玩女既ｆｄ既話．．就放棄左．．係張床喊到累就ｓｌｅｅｐ左．．第一次為佢喊得咁犀利．．我真係已經訓身投入去佢既愛度．．．第二日起身隻眼浮腫．．
　
　　再一次跌入失落深井．．．
　　
ｒｅｃ左段我喊既片．．．．

　　　　唔再信有人可以為左我去不斷付出同咩承諾



>>May 19, 2005 at 10:16:07 PM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 18 日 星期三 【晴】

大名： kiki
電郵： [email protected]
說： 係呀^^個時我初初化妝都係好重手既....其實化妝係熟能生巧..唔係好需要學既...我平時會用一D薄身D既粉底既...都好輕手既...特別黑眼圈個位先會重手小小同埋用遮"下"糕囉...想YOUNG D既就用D粉紅煙脂小小拍一拍兩邊囉..不過一定要薄....同埋我會用粉紅OR彩藍既眼影囉...都係用黑眼線去畫既..隻脈明亮D囉..我都係化全妝個D人黎既...可能你TRY下用眼影個效果會好D既*

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哈哈～每次化妝就好似做實驗咁‥‥試得多就知道份量係點！但我平時都唔化妝ｇｅ＊淨係去ｄ重要場合又或者影ｊｏｂ相先會化‥‥你用邊隻牌子既粉底？乾粉？我用ｃｌｉｎｉｑｕｅ既濕粉嫁～唔知會唔會因為係濕粉所以個感覺厚ｄ呢？我都係用ｐｉｎｋ嫁～但太ｐｉｎｋ會好誇張～所以我果隻ｐｉｎｋ係比較沈少少ｇｅ～其實我有化眼影嫁＞．＜但唔知點解睇唔到‥‥‥我用果隻係珍珠藍～＊你化妝要幾耐嫁？我就多數ｗｉｔｈｉｎ半個鐘至９個字咁ｌａｗ＊

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大名： heibi
電郵： [email protected]
說： 你唔搶佢鏡但你有ｍａｋｅ　ｕｐ．．．哈哈．．

＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊

哈哈～＊咁我知道要影相嘛～！所以咪化妝囉＞．＜
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大名： NuL
電郵： [email protected]
說： 睇到你 05.18 既日記...
我都唔知可以比D咩反應好...
話晒o個時你都叫係我女朋友呀...
我o個時對你咁好係應該既...
不過換著我係 Reeve..者係你男朋友既話... 我都呷醋啦...
愛一個人.. 係會有佔有慾...
佢呷醋... 起碼證明佢緊張你...
我知你緊開心啦 ^__^

媽咪有時係阿靜面前提起你... 阿靜都會呷晒醋架 -_-a
但我會暗地裡好開心..
因為我知佢好緊張我 lor ^___^
XD

唔覺唔覺咁又一年了...
不過比我既感覺唔只識左你一年咁少 lor~~~~
時間真係討厭...

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呢１年～睇住你由唔定性到定性～＊嘿！都幾開心ａｒ！
你媽咪無喇喇提起我做咩＞．＜？其實我覺得就算提起都冇咩野～但講就咁講，當Ｒｅｅｖｅ提起佢以前ｇｆ的時候，我都會唔出聲～係度呷醋咁。因為佢對佢以前女朋友百般遷就，但佢唔會咁對我～所以我成日都覺得我比唔上佢ｅｘｇｆ～唉‥‥

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夜會光 日會黑 然後各自回了家
你迷惑了我的心‥‥腦裡面只有呢首音樂。。‧‧　
沒有一個地方 能讓愛絕對璀璨
不能忘本＜－這只是你的包袱。
我共你 在遇見當晚都知困難
我從來都沒有束縛，沒有根，所以我可以自由地做我想做的事
悠長日和月也奇蹟邂逅天亦會害怕
Anyway, I respect your decission !


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呢幾日成日都ｓｎｅｅｚｅ～好辛苦＞．＜我最憎ｄ風扇係咁吹住我～妖！

有時我會係度諗，點解ｄ人可以當咩事都冇？呢個世界識得扮傻既人實在太多‥‥‥點解我想做好人的時候，１定會俾人玩番轉頭？係我太天真太善良，定係我前世修來既報應？我自問我冇咩點害過人，就算有講大話，都唔係ｄ會影響人地嚴重既大話‥‥‥我做錯ｄ咩野，個天要咁對我？

尋晚Ｒｅｅｖｅ問我‥‥‥
ｒｅｅｖｅ：生日想點過？
我話：嘩！７月既事啵～咁早問我我點知唷！？
ｒｅｅｖｅ：ｍｕｇ　ｄ　女仔唔係鐘意１早就ｐｌａｎ定生日點過嫁咩？
我話：下？我唔會嫁啵！我鐘意由人地去俾ｓｕｒｐｒｉｓｅ我～假如冇人ｐｌａｎ我生日的話，咁我就算嫁喇～

之後講下講下又講到上年既生日～當Ｒｅｅｖｅ知道我上年ｇｅ生日係最難忘ｇｅ生日，佢又係度呷醋‥‥‥唉～＊唔好咁ｌａ．．．．



Can you see the flowers moving?


























>>May 19, 2005 at 9:44:00 PM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 17 日 星期二 【晴】

沒有腳的雀仔永遠不會停下：：

　　　　　　　　　　　除非找到了一處安全的地方‥‥

　　　停下來即使站不穩也不會跌倒～＊




別怪我定不了性。。‧‧
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睇左ｅ生，佢話我對眼好乾，休息唔夠～佢寫左封ｒｅｆｅｒ　ｌｅｔｔｅｒ俾我去睇眼科專科～＊唉‥‥真係麻煩！

>>May 18, 2005 at 10:23:18 AM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 16 日 星期一 【晴】

大名： heibi
電郵： [email protected]
說： 起碼條裙唔得啦...個花紋唔得..=0=最易都係上身or下身深色..之後相反咁淺 d色 ..就冇咁怪啦..成身黑色..想點..=w= 好lady呀..

＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊

嗯嗯～＊你覺得ｄ　ｓｋｅｌｔｏｎ花紋好古怪？其實我屋企既３顏色唔多～因為我份人唔鐘意ｄ　ｓｈａｒｐ既顏色。。‧‧我都知，後生女應該著多ｄ淺色，唔好成日唔係黑就白咁寡；但唔知點解，我總係唔係太識欣賞ｄ　讀色ｓｈａｒｐ　ｄ　既３～每次著ｄ黑ｏｒ白以外既３，我就會覺得周身唔自在咁＞．＜
你既ｓｕｇｇｅｓｔｉｏｎ都ａｒｍ既～顏色係應該咁襯ｇｅ＞．＜其實我果日著到成身黑色除左係因為我屋企好多３都係黑色之外，係我媽咪話，果曰既主角唔係我，而係我個ｆｄ～所以叫我唔可以搶佢鏡‥‥‥成身黑色會低調ｄ咁囉！

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大名： KIKI
電郵： [email protected]
說： 係咪coffee黎咖??
你化妝好老呀個樣
becox太濃
但係你個eye就都化得ok
好似salad上次好出位個張咬住野個張modeling囉...因為你地隻眼既化法都一樣.你post係ak..唔怕俾ak人話??

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係ｃｏｆｆｅｅ黎嫁～！３合１即沖果ｄ‥‥
嗯嗯～＊我諗我真係化得太重手喇＞．＜其實我自己都覺嫁，我覺得ｄ粉好厚～＊好怪ｌｅ‥‥‥我都想學ｄ可以化完之後望落去會ｙｏｕｎｇ　ｄ既妝～但我又唔想ｃｕｔｅ啵～只係想ｙｏｕｎｇ＞．＜（唔知你明唔明我講咩‥‥）
嘿～＊我咁又冇驚過啵！！要話咪話囉～我又唔係第１次俾人擺上台俾人公插。。‧‧

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大名： ELAINE
電郵： [email protected]
說： 其實你BF要搵MODEL整頭..下次可唔可以搵我呀?因為我想試下AR..
如果得既我留聯絡辦法比你丫~

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佢想搵ｍｏｄｅｌ去示範染髮或者電髮～假如你對其中１樣有興趣而你係長頭髮的話～好ｗｅｌｃｏｍｅ你黎！！但我唔係太清楚我ｂｆ下個星期日會示範ｄ咩野～所以不如你ａｄｄ佢ｉｃｑ～直接同佢傾，好嗎？佢ｉｃｑ係＃130521653～＊煩麻晒你喇！

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大名： Chifong
電郵： [email protected]
說： 個2張new photo對眼好大好靚*o*

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嘿嘿～＊化妝品的力量！

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大名： ballerine
電郵： [email protected]
說： wah.ur eyes become so much bigger.wat did u do?

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黑色眼線，夾左眼睫毛同埋搽黑ｍａｓｃａｒａ（ｃｌｉｎｉｑｕｅ）
仲有就係啡色ｃｏｌｏｕｒ　ｃｏｎｓ
用左ｂｏｂｂｉ　ｂｒｏｗｎ　既ｃｏｎｃｅｌａｒ遮黑眼圈

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大名： heibi
電郵： [email protected]
說： 生日個個都ｏｋ靚呀其實．．不過你地個個都唔係好識著衫喎．．

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我好羨慕佢嫁～唔化妝都咁上鏡。佢都算係我地既班花黎嫁！嘿～＊
其實我地著３都比較ｃａｓｕａｌ＞．＜嗯～＊好似你咁講，真係唔係幾識著３嫁咋。我地都唔多留意ｆａｓｈｉｏｎ．．．鐘意著咩就著咩～舒服就ｏｋｅｙ～～！雖然我知道咁樣會有ｄ　ｗａｓｔｅ左既感覺＞．＜但‥‥我地慣左。哈哈～咁你覺得我個ｆｄ應該著咩野３？

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大名： cIn*
電郵： [email protected]
說： 你好似黑左好多呀*V*


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唉＞．＜我都覺得ａｒ＊ｓｕｍｍｅｒ都未到最熱最晒～我就已經黑左咁多＞．＜女仔黑好難睇嫁！！死喇～點算ａｒ？

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大名： heibi
電郵： [email protected]
說： 點解你唔搽mascara????

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你講邊幅相冇搽到？我咬住條鏈果幅？果幅有搽嫁～！但唔知點解唔明顯＞．＜ｍａｙ　ｂｅ我ｄ眼睫毛太短～搽左都唔覺會長好多。。‧‧
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大名： NuL
電郵： [email protected]
說： 好悶呀......
悶死我啦...
好掛住香港~~~尤其阿靜~~
總之, 係到悶死我啦...

你近排點呀?

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近排冇咩特別咁ｌａ＊都係會考會考ａｎｄ會考＞．＜
嗯～＊我都知道你好掛住佢．．．試下積極ｄ工作，咁樣就可以冇咁掛住囉～＊而且你都知喇～你要為左你番黎ｈｋ果張ａｉｒｔｉｃｋｅｔ而努力嫁嘛！！努力搵錢ａｒ＊～！俾ｄ心機，我希望今次你真係會生生性性，我都好想見到你將來好幸福～！

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大名： maggie
電郵： [email protected]
說： 你借我過橋~

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嗯嗯～＊ｍａｇｇｉｅ＞．＜冇計喇！！媽咪管得我太嚴ｌａ．．．．

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大名： kason
電郵： [email protected]
說： 我相信所有認識妳既人都會 support妳既,唔好比咁大壓力自己，心，平靜一點，先面對會考，感情事，再低調一點，希望妳男友能像"童話"歌詞咁;一起寫妳們的結局，專心會考吧，add oil la ^^"

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嗯嗯～＊！好多謝你既提醒！！我會乖乖好專心讀書嫁喇！！我明白，會考只得１次機會．．．唔可以輕易咁放棄＞．＜如果唔係到時放榜的時候就會後悔‥‥
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幾晚通頂令到我隻眼發晒炎‥‥但我都仲未去睇ｅ生～我諗住會考完之後先去睇。尋晚捽眼的時候，唔覺得隻手指尾插左落隻眼果度，痛到＞．＜我果刻真係以為自己會盲嫁！！好驚～我手指尾ｄ指甲咁長咁尖，插落去真係好ｘ痛‥‥好彩最後冇咩事．．．．不過對眼真係好辛苦。左眼痛完到右眼痛咁樣～＊２隻眼ｏｎ　ａｎｄ　ｏｆｆ　咁痛．．．



>>May 17, 2005 at 11:32:40 PM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 15 日 星期日 【晴】

大名： cIn*
電郵： [email protected]
說： 係咪馬桶黎架=0=

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哈哈～唔你ａｒ＊～係我杯ｃｏｆｆｅｅ黎嫁＞．＜只係我好近咁影姐！

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尋晚因為飲左ｄ酒～ｗｉｎｇ左～冇打俾Ｒｅｅｖｅ。。‧‧佢個傻豬等我電話等到凌晨４點。當我第２朝醒番的時候，收到佢既ｍｓｇ～既心痛又覺得好ｓｗｅｅｔ＊佢今日番工唔多順利，ｃｏｘ搵唔到ｍｏｄｅｌ做ｍｏｄｅｌ　ｎｉｇｈｔ（姐係示範俾個師父睇）～要４圍搵ｍｏｄｅｌ＞．＜佢搵到好炆！！唉～我應該點樣做呢？ｈｏｗ　ｃａｎ　Ｉ　ｓｕｐｐｏｒｔ　ｈｉｍ？

每次飲完ｃｏｆｆｅｅ之後都會胃痛～而且我飲得ｃｏｆｆｅｅ太多＞．＜ｃｏｆｆｅｅ對我黎講已經冇晒效～無論飲幾多都好，１樣提唔到神；但我飲上癮，明明知道自己飲完會好辛苦都照飲‥‥‥



Guess what is it?

>>May 17, 2005 at 2:14:25 PM GMT+8